Ive stopped for so long, and frankly im pissed. im trying to get back up and make more stuff but my self esteam is shit. im trying tho

So I've just been tinkering around here and there, but I've come up with nothing. Anyone have any tips and ideas I could work off of? I really need to make some improvements like now.

I'm so busy I only focus on quickly spitting it onto Deviantart, or I just finished them and push them aside. I'll start posting soon tho.