...I don't get it --;....
I just don't get it, this time it makes no sense...
well it does, I just got to wait and see 9_9

in the mean time, I'm gonna go wait for my date to call me
if I can even get her number -,=
oh well, at least I was right, and knowing is all that counts.

I finished my essay paper X3
*jumps for joy*
Now for PLAN B!!!
MUHAHAHAHA!

..god I love being a jerk to those who deserve it ^^
*dashes home and draws like a mother f*cker*

Shady: -,=.....you could always ignore the bitch

Hey, she said it, and I aim to prove a point!
So she should stop sneaking into my shit through backdoors, and face me like a ....

oh wait nevermind she's a coward

Shady: and you're so smart -,= *sarcastic remark*

SILENCE!!! I KILL YOU ><!!

*works his tail off*

*heairng buzz saws and pencil sharpens going off with a "do not disturb" sign on the handle*

Okay...so...apparently you can delete comments now --;....
and yet my account is still here....
but the good news is I pissed off the bitch a bit
*coughes* serves her right.
but it wasn't good enough!

SO It's TIME FOR PLAN B!!!
MWUHAHAHAHAHA

Shady: and why are you doing this -,=

BECAUSE I CAN XD
and she's a whore who is also trying to ruining my life because I dumped her and I was riiiiighhht :3
SO HERE COMES THE HEAVY GUNS !! HEHEH >:3

..*looks at the essay rough draft*
right after I finish typing this shit up --;;....

...okay...*sits and waits*....I was hoping this shit would happen sooner then I thought to be deleted =,-

I mean yeah I was upset at first because she thought I was talking behind her back and my family and friends were spying for her...then I kinda had fun proving my point across and then well....I got kinda carried away ^^;;

but who cares anymore, I'm gone so anyone please unwatch me ><,
this account is gonna be destroyed sooner or later so just unwatch it.
well I mean look  darkdalon

if I don't get banned for this...then ..I don't know, I'll just move to my new secret art site :/
it's what I do to move on from that bitch.
seriously...
I can't get peace because of situations dealing with her --;
I'm tired of people making me feel like I was wrong for not believing her or listening to her
who cares, she never loved me, she slept with Zoa or falling for Gothic or Jason
who cares --;
I don't ....I mean hey, it's not like she's gonna come back to me, AFTER I just blew up everywhere :/

I be shock if she did, well no, because she could be reading this, and well the point is...
I move on with a bang :P
*holding a bomb*
and don't judge me, because there are so many sides to this story of mine -.=
well anyway...I'm just...gonna work on my essay until the fireworks start....
remind me to draw this later for myself ...well not for this site anyway.

oh you know what I mean ><
*logs off*

well....just so you know....
I just went Feral..after 9 days of holding it in. --;

Oh yes....I might be banned...like before 9_9
but I don't care.....I'm a better artist, I can move on from this stuff....hell I can even make my own website.

It's just.....I'm tired of feeling hurt. I'm tired of being right about her.
I don't care what other's say anymore....
she's a horrible person....and she keeps proving it every day in her own little way.

I hate myself for even thinking she would prove me wrong....
oh well
I guess this is really good bye folks.
*grabs my bags*
guess it's time for me to cut off...for good *looks down*
I'll miss you my fans and friends...
and yes maybe my art here will be terminated.....
at least the past will be deleted for good.

it's for the better

...Good bye
*walks away in the horizon*

2 days and counting...

and OKAY get this....yesterday, I asked my sister if she would help me with reading on doing animation on GIF's....this was yesterday...in the morning --;

AND GUESS WHO JUST POSTED AN ANIMATION GIF PIC!!
*points to the hypocrite*

Note to self.....NEver tell my sister aka the little spy about any more art ideas ==;
otherwise, SHE WOULD GO TELL THAT NO GOOD LITTLE COPY CAT WHO DOESN'T HAVE REAL FUCKING IDEA IN HER SKULL!
Seriously people! Even when I'm offline and away, she still takes my ideas through who knows what!
UGH! that's it!
time to show the hypocrite "saint" some real shit!....

as soon as my computer gets fixed ==;
UGH! I wouldn't doubt that bitch is texting my sister, and dad at times!
*growls*
FUCKING BABY KILLING, EGOTISTIC, HYPOCRITICAL WHORE ! >< *storms out the library*
JUST WAIT UNITL THOSE 2 MORE DAYS!
oohh ho ho ho....just wait --;

3 days....until the big change

the nights have been getting worse, lately I've been sleeping early because I don't have my own computer at the moment, nor do I have the inspiration to draw.
The dreams....they wake me up, and they seem so real until I wake up...I can hardly sleep.
I feel I will be in a prison

but that's not the worse news
My internet connection at home is beign cut off until the end of November. So no more OC's late at night or talking to my friends liek the past week for 2 more months.
It's because well, we're broke an dmaking budget cuts..also my sister is talking to jerk and maybe that hypocrite. But relax, I can still ge ton in the morning, just give me a time to if you want to talk. In the mean time, I got a paper to write, some notes to study and a hole to fill.

Heck when my computer gets back up. I may even draw when I can and just work there...just because I can't post right away, doesn't mean I can still draw.
It's pisses me off...that all my files were infected, and will be deleted....my recent stuff gone. And even some files that only one person has now.
Oh well, I say it's a sign for me to move on. Hopefully when winter comes...everything will be for the better.
I guess I can't help feel to be a jerk...but I'm only a jerk to those who deserve it.
I'll miss you guys..and please take care of the art while I'm gone.
lata

WHY THE HELL IS MY FATHER FRIENDS WITH OLIVIA AND MY SISTER IS TALKING TO BOTH OF THEM!!
*roars in anger*
URGH!!!!

It's bad enough that bastard put a virus on my computer and ruined all my files!!
not to mention I knew it was destini who open that file on our computer!

I mean...My luck is shit already...
I had to close my bank account, and I got fired because of my hours!
and last night...I got pulled over for a headlight....AND THEY THOUGHT I WAS TERRORIST!
yeah, scearched me and my car....
in fact I'm gonna draw a comic of it later just for kicks....when I get my computer wiped ==;....

It's not funny people ><!!!

I MEAN IT, THE WORLD IS OUT TO GET MY ASS!
SO BITE ME!

Okay...soooo
ahem....
where to start...oh yeah
My computer has a virus after I just spent 50 bucks getting a anitvirus system.
and the virus is called GV updates which pops up like every 10 minutes. Telling me I need to update my malware system.
So yeah it's a fraud.
Also, my Xbox 360 had died with the the three 3 red rings of doom.
I'm failing in 2 classes and now have to work my tail off to study all day.
My TV'S tube went out so no more TV in my room.
I got laid off from my job this week and now I have to go check today to see if I work.
AND My sister is telling me , for I don't know why, that the hypocrite has a facebook still, and keeps telling me I'm a failure and being spoiled because she thinks she does more work then me, not to mention getting in trouble with our mother.

.....the good news...
hmm...I'll let you know when my computer stops being shitty.
Right now, I need two double cheeseburgers, my old sketching pad, and few books on exorcism.

SO just giving you an update that I might not be on for those who still talk to me. So don't wait up ^^
Lata

*slaps myself Hard*

.....damn it...I swear it's not right when she uses Kattryna and our past to get to me!
-,-.....I bet she's laughing her ass off as we speak.
SHE NEVER GONNA WIN THIS WAR!

I saw 9 today....it was good.

In facted...it reminded me of something.
...I love Olivia...
I never stoped loving her.
I only hidden my true feelings through hate, for I did not want to be hurt by her again.
That is why I keep pushing her away, that is why I keep ridiculing and making excuses of how she loves other people, or no one at all....
So much, that I wanted to see what she would do....and I was right everytime.

I knew she would run back to Zoa, or to someone closer
because I was the only thing she had close back then....
after all the self badgering of herself and how she hates herself. I was there to tell her that she was wrong....
Even when I gave her money to support herself through crisis....she would spend some on the silliest things.
I even gave her my jacket...yet she still holds it close to her as if it was her own...and I wonder why.

But I will not go back to her....I can not go back to her, I keep pushing and pushing, because a long time ago...
she told me she will always love me forever...she told me I would always be her wolfie...
..I knew she was lieing.

and my proof....is that I'm here alone....without my jaggie....
she doesn't need me anymore....she never needed me....

So please...make her go away....I can't bare to see Kattryna or Olivia anymore...
it hurts my heart....it hurts

I get it now.....it all makes sense now...
omg...she's so pathetic!! Or should I say "Them"
traped in her own little world.....making characters for everyone special to her.
always weak and tired , with a slight headache --3
..she's crazy. She's literally crazy XD
Aww, people adore her, but they don't want to be with her. Because she has such a big heart to share with "everyone" and yet she hates herself for being the way she is.
no wonder there is just two, no wonder she uses people to keep her happy >:3

She can never love, because she's so spilt up into so many pieces XD!!!!

YES, I was right! I was right all along! And she just proved it!

I am better! I am stronger! I don't care if I am a jerk! She knows this! So let her play with her masks. I ...uh....I really don't know what to do now, I wanted to do the yard >>;;;
but meh, I'll just draw until they get here, and then go watch "9"

LOL!!! oohh I got some news ideas to draw now --3

I'm going to be offline more,
I just flunked two test as in F's, so I'm going to be studying to bring them up. for a while. I need to get a freak'n B on all the test to pass now --;
So yeah, it's time to go over my notes and shit.....and so far...I hate it --;
oh well, I got nothing to do here anymore that's important.
lata fellas.
let me know if you need anything.

yes really, it just sucks, two classes don't know how to do note taking!
and the test are GAY!!!
ugh...I swear, the educational system is trying to make people more stupid!
geez --,
oh well *hits the books*
and yeah I'm still feeling sore inside, might be a tumor, who knows, and I know who to blame for it. Fucking hypocrite, always, and will forever be her fault.
Oh well talk to you guys later...meh, whatever.
lata

I can't sleep....
I got up this morning late, had to drop off my stupid ungrateful sister, I studied all night, and somehow,....I was late to class and flunked my test because I forgot everything, and I now I got to go beg my teacher if she can help me get my grade up to a D --;
Not to mention I come home, and it smells like a dead rat and my poor old dog shits on the floor.
Now I don't feel good enough to go to art class, and I'm neck up in homework.....
this is gonna be fun --3.....

Okay, I've been having nightmares, and haven't been sleeping that well...
I can't sleep, yet my stomach is hurting because of my nerves and I've been eating ALOT!
I feel stressed out and I've been having the same dream. I guess I got alot on my mind....and this feeling won't go away.
So I'm gonna take a break, and maybe focus on school
Also....I suggest people go see Distract 9!!!
It is bad ass, and I loved it!
I also heard taht "9" got some bad reviews, due to the ...*coughes* characters die *coughes*
But hey, I haven't seen it yet, so don't judge by me. 9_9
Anyway, I'm sick as a dog and I'm gonna go lay down.
Night everyone.
AND KEEP DRAWING MY FELLOW ARTIST!

...."Ray J- One Wish"
it drives me crazy ><!!
....I feel empty all of a sudden I'm going to bed folks...night

okay, lately that joke about yesterday of me loving Zoa, well yeah , everyone knows I was kidding, if you thought it was really...
then really....WHY WOULD I LOVE THAT IDIOT!
I did it to scare him off 9_9, he starting getting on my nerves.
Well yeah, sadly, it didn't scare him off, .....and I think he wanted me to draw more XD
Anyway, after getting an ear full from a friend of mine *looks back at Naomi*
I just decided to block the block head....also it was fun at first to talk to him, thinking he was so great and using Olivia and April like some tool against me :/
LIKE I care what he thinks, or what they think!...hell I don't care what other people think about me.
I can be your best friend or worst enemy, or even nothing if I put my mind to it.
I like the way things are, I mean I still have a certain feeling that I'm keeping to myself but me, I don't know.
So yeah, no more gay/Zoa shit, unless you people still want me to draw the yaoi then give me a heads up, I actually put alot of effort into those pics XD
just not the reason stated for :P
So, right now, I got off work, I got me some manga, and I either want to draw, or kick some horde butt X3
Woot!
lata viewers and stalkers :3

aww :3
I have a confession to make, I figured why Zoa is picking on me x3
HE LOVES ME!! <3
that's why he was used April and Olivia against me today ^^
He was confessing his love to me, by making me jealous <3 <3 <3
I feel sorry for April and Olivia though, how he used the both of them to fight one another, then tried to use them against me <3
It was so sweet of him, so I got a few gifts I'm gonna make for him <3
For you my big sexy kitty <3 Rawr <3 <3
No one can escape our love X3
oh and if he denies it, he's just covering it up ;3
rawr

*nibbles on a waffle*
oh god it's so early, and I don't have class until 11.Yesterday suck because I wanted to treat my bro to go see 9, but yeah, they decided not to play it in our town!
Also today is my brother's birthday!
YEAH XD he's 25. Happy Birthday Cody XD
He's the best bro ever, even when he's pissed o,o;;
He would make a great father some day, and I'll be the crazy uncle XD
But that won't be until a few years.
Anyway, I'm f'n tired and I'm gonna go play WoW before class starts
FOR THE ALLIANCE!

well, talk about a bunch of hypocrites, seems my rivals are watching me too while calling me the stalker :P
LOL! These days get better and better. ^^
*sigh* god it feels so good to mess around with stupid people

Okay....today feels like an odd day. >>
Somehow the movie 9 is suppose to be out tomorrow, but I can't find a midnight feature for it. So after class I'm gonna go see if they sell them at the booth.
It's weird they don't even have a time for it yet. :/

Also yeah, I'm in the middle of class. So what, I already finished my drawings 9,9
I swear this stuff gets easier everytime --;
Oh well, hopefully I get the tickets soon X3

I've been wanting to see it for a while. ....I'm cheering for the machines btw. ;3
LOl kidding ^^
Oh well, lata.

and yes I'm in the mood to OC if anyone is interested :P

hmm lets see, it looks like it's gonna be flooding the FA area full of old drawins worth 5 years worth, and yes folks...there is more then what is today, but I'm gonna stop for now X,x.....
I'm tired and you had enough, but yeah, I'm gonna read do my work, but it will be slower and better looking!

anyone trades and OC is still open ^^;
Commissions too , if you want.
Request, I only do request to artist beyond my level ^^; it's a code thing for me
So impress me :P
Now if you excuse me >< *pushes the rest back in the file*
I got to go eat
lata
and sorry for flooding FA >>;;;

No this is not a rant journal about my enemies 9_9

I'm just really bored --;
SO I got a proposal :3
WHO WANTS TO OC WITH THIS WOLFIE!
Come on don't be shy :3
It doesn't matter if you suck, I always enjoying drawing with my fellow...uh...what ever you people are....viewers I think >>

ANY if you change your mind,
Hamachi: Dalonroom
password: dalon
I'll do a drawing for it too :P

....and if you're Olivia, I will kick you amd beat you with my boom stick --;
ENJOY! XD

it takes one phrase, just one phrase to make things go a certain way.
Well now I got no regret for what I'm about to >:3