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Posted 16 years ago*holding April in his arms....seeing her all bloody and cut up, with Zoa's scent all over. His eyes teared up.....flashing back seeing Raiha in the same state....as he howls out loud hearing her mews in pain*
April was the first one to come to me when I was alone those day....
I felt happy after being betrayed by Olivia.....Even though April was Zoa's so called fiance....I had a feeling...I had a feeling when Zoa came back...this would happen.
I thought I was free.....when I look down....I see Kattryna...I see Olivia.....I miss her...I still love her....
but how can I ever go back to her....when she's like this
kuroshasta!
how am I to believe this
kurokattmaxx is real!!!
Yet April wants me to go back to Olivia!
Never.....not after the choices she made....she gave me, she doesn't need me anymore....
No matter how much she draws....she still befriends that bastard...
HOW DO I even know if they are just friends!....they could be just a fling together....
because they secretly love each other! Yet she still looks around for another...LIKE JASON, an idol and a friend!
That's it.....I had it.....if this was meant to be, then I have no choice.....no matter how much my heart misses Olivia....no matter how much I want to go back....I can't.
I won't leave April like this.....not after thing that happened.
I pray to god that those two burn in hell for what they did to us! We were there for them....we love them, and they lie and do this to us!
....let the war begin, and I will be sure to win. Because they know that I'm better then the both of them combie ....*growls*....stupid cats....fucking pussies.....flitty demons and pornstar wanna bes....
THEY DON'T KNOW WHO THEY JUST MESS WITH! *HOWLS!*
April was the first one to come to me when I was alone those day....
I felt happy after being betrayed by Olivia.....Even though April was Zoa's so called fiance....I had a feeling...I had a feeling when Zoa came back...this would happen.
I thought I was free.....when I look down....I see Kattryna...I see Olivia.....I miss her...I still love her....
but how can I ever go back to her....when she's like this
kuroshasta!how am I to believe this
kurokattmaxx is real!!! Yet April wants me to go back to Olivia!
Never.....not after the choices she made....she gave me, she doesn't need me anymore....
No matter how much she draws....she still befriends that bastard...
HOW DO I even know if they are just friends!....they could be just a fling together....
because they secretly love each other! Yet she still looks around for another...LIKE JASON, an idol and a friend!
That's it.....I had it.....if this was meant to be, then I have no choice.....no matter how much my heart misses Olivia....no matter how much I want to go back....I can't.
I won't leave April like this.....not after thing that happened.
I pray to god that those two burn in hell for what they did to us! We were there for them....we love them, and they lie and do this to us!
....let the war begin, and I will be sure to win. Because they know that I'm better then the both of them combie ....*growls*....stupid cats....fucking pussies.....flitty demons and pornstar wanna bes....
THEY DON'T KNOW WHO THEY JUST MESS WITH! *HOWLS!*
*HOWLS*!!!
Posted 16 years agoARRRRRRRRRRRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!
*lays back*
Posted 16 years ago...yet again...I'm always right --;
I don't wanna be right...I'm tired of being right, especially with those two....
who's my enemy...
Zoa , for treating his girl like shit and blaming me for it, and calling her a jealous child when he doesn't even care to be there for her. I mean come on! He did this with Olivia before now he's doing it to her. .....He's the child....he's the weakling little pussy. Not her, all she did was worry about what they did to me! Nothing more!
Or is it Olivia, because she's so fucked up in the head, throwing around love like it was a curse word. When she doesn't even really know what it means. Better yet, it digust me how much she never really changed, except for small looks , Who's the emo now bitch! I'm glad Jason refused you, she doesn't deserve any love for the pain and idioticy she caused....and no I'm not reffering to what she did to me....I'm talking about all her victims. Zoa doesn't count! because he's the one who also influenced her to be like this...
I had it with these two, I'm better then both of them combined, education, maturity, AND oh yeah ARTISCALLY
that's it, time to draw ! *grabs his bottle and doodles*
Good night folks, don't worry about me --;
I'm better off alone
I don't wanna be right...I'm tired of being right, especially with those two....
who's my enemy...
Zoa , for treating his girl like shit and blaming me for it, and calling her a jealous child when he doesn't even care to be there for her. I mean come on! He did this with Olivia before now he's doing it to her. .....He's the child....he's the weakling little pussy. Not her, all she did was worry about what they did to me! Nothing more!
Or is it Olivia, because she's so fucked up in the head, throwing around love like it was a curse word. When she doesn't even really know what it means. Better yet, it digust me how much she never really changed, except for small looks , Who's the emo now bitch! I'm glad Jason refused you, she doesn't deserve any love for the pain and idioticy she caused....and no I'm not reffering to what she did to me....I'm talking about all her victims. Zoa doesn't count! because he's the one who also influenced her to be like this...
I had it with these two, I'm better then both of them combined, education, maturity, AND oh yeah ARTISCALLY
that's it, time to draw ! *grabs his bottle and doodles*
Good night folks, don't worry about me --;
I'm better off alone
DOes everything have to sound so easy.
Posted 16 years agoIt just keeps getting easier to read.
It always shows the OBVIOUS answers those two idiots do
Okay...no more mister cover up. :/
You want names well listen up.
kuroshasta and 
zoa and idiots. Nothing more but a bunch of sexual deviants, who lie to people, saying "oh we're just friends.'
Bull ...crap!
Yet what's worse is that kuroshasta Is also flirtign with other people like 
gothic and used my good friend :iconblacksen" to get me jealous.
And I know why, because on her other account
eurokatt she post these
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2740700
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2727022/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2726982/
Yes, I am Batenan, that's what she used to call me way back. I'm her Wolfie still inher heart 9_9
But you know what's worse about these two...one of them has a tracking cookie on my computer
that's right, they are spying on me. And yes I do know, because somehow they do exactly what I say about something. And it's right everytime.
Yet what's worse....is that Zoa has a baby with another girl, who get this 
kuroshatsa hates >:3
And yes this girl is sweet, she's smart, she's funny. And he treats her like shit, and spends more time with kuroshasta
Because they are closer :/ that's all, that's freak'n all, their history and the fact they are havign a fling. Yep, I bet you they do it in public too :P
So here's the deal....I got a plan. but I'm not gonna say, because I know one of them is gonna be watching me like a shadow. So you guys are just gonna have to wait. ^^
And what ever happens...HAppens. So I'm gonna make my choice right now to show you, how right I am.
It always shows the OBVIOUS answers those two idiots do
Okay...no more mister cover up. :/
You want names well listen up.
kuroshasta and 
zoa and idiots. Nothing more but a bunch of sexual deviants, who lie to people, saying "oh we're just friends.'Bull ...crap!
Yet what's worse is that
kuroshasta Is also flirtign with other people like 
gothic and used my good friend :iconblacksen" to get me jealous.And I know why, because on her other account
eurokatt she post thesehttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/2740700
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2727022/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2726982/
Yes, I am Batenan, that's what she used to call me way back. I'm her Wolfie still inher heart 9_9
But you know what's worse about these two...one of them has a tracking cookie on my computer
that's right, they are spying on me. And yes I do know, because somehow they do exactly what I say about something. And it's right everytime.
Yet what's worse....is that
Zoa has a baby with another girl, who get this 
kuroshatsa hates >:3And yes this girl is sweet, she's smart, she's funny. And he treats her like shit, and spends more time with
kuroshastaBecause they are closer :/ that's all, that's freak'n all, their history and the fact they are havign a fling. Yep, I bet you they do it in public too :P
So here's the deal....I got a plan. but I'm not gonna say, because I know one of them is gonna be watching me like a shadow. So you guys are just gonna have to wait. ^^
And what ever happens...HAppens. So I'm gonna make my choice right now to show you, how right I am.
-,= this is getting ridiculous
Posted 16 years agoOkay, after a long day of school, somehow I'm hearing this strange news
My rival, yes you know who she is, you see her on my page.
Is somewhat secretly trying to get back with Zoa, posting to make it look like they are just friends.
and I'm thinking, okay did she fall back in love with the guy, and yet I don't see why he doesn't take her back.
Or maybe because he's trying to be with his girl down in Texas. MEANWHILE, she's flirting with another werewolf :/
and I'm thinking....okay on her other account, She uses our song, and draws how she misses me?
Batenan = me, and no she doesn't like to show who's who.
Because well yeah, I dumped her before.
How she used Jason to try to make me jealous, and I'm thinking that all these guys are dumping her. HA except for the new ones who just wanna screw her or get her art 9_9
Soooo
I'm hearing that she's in love with me, Zoa, and maybe a few others.
Either she's being retarded, or just a heartless, selfish slut.
I think it's both.
From what I know of my rival...she's stupid...she thinks the world owes her, yet really she's just a liche just like her family.
All she talks about is her ex's cock, or about how horny she is. She gets defensive when confronted about some issues. She's only open minded in private like she thinks she's a mistress. Not to mention she has all these crazy feelings poping and changign everyday when someone else moves on.
So here's what I'm gonna do. I'm not gonna chase her like she wants me to. She thinks I'm gonna go crying and begging her back. No
Yet she's gonna try and steal me back from someone else. No
I'm just gonna be by myself. She can fuck who ever she wants, she can go steal some guy like some hussy. She's worthless.
She's wishy washy. And her art is pathetic, really, there is just no more meaning in her work, it's nothing.
If she really misses me, if she really loved me, then maybe she should come to me telling it to my face instead of being childish using her ex who has a girl and some other new random wolf :/
Like I said, she's a heartless slut and a stupid bitch. And don't be fool if she doesn't care. I'm better then her and she knows it. So let her dig through the garbage like the ...you know...maybe I should draw her as a rat --3
hehe
oh well, I'm gonna go , I'm hungry.
Lata ^^
My rival, yes you know who she is, you see her on my page.
Is somewhat secretly trying to get back with Zoa, posting to make it look like they are just friends.
and I'm thinking, okay did she fall back in love with the guy, and yet I don't see why he doesn't take her back.
Or maybe because he's trying to be with his girl down in Texas. MEANWHILE, she's flirting with another werewolf :/
and I'm thinking....okay on her other account, She uses our song, and draws how she misses me?
Batenan = me, and no she doesn't like to show who's who.
Because well yeah, I dumped her before.
How she used Jason to try to make me jealous, and I'm thinking that all these guys are dumping her. HA except for the new ones who just wanna screw her or get her art 9_9
Soooo
I'm hearing that she's in love with me, Zoa, and maybe a few others.
Either she's being retarded, or just a heartless, selfish slut.
I think it's both.
From what I know of my rival...she's stupid...she thinks the world owes her, yet really she's just a liche just like her family.
All she talks about is her ex's cock, or about how horny she is. She gets defensive when confronted about some issues. She's only open minded in private like she thinks she's a mistress. Not to mention she has all these crazy feelings poping and changign everyday when someone else moves on.
So here's what I'm gonna do. I'm not gonna chase her like she wants me to. She thinks I'm gonna go crying and begging her back. No
Yet she's gonna try and steal me back from someone else. No
I'm just gonna be by myself. She can fuck who ever she wants, she can go steal some guy like some hussy. She's worthless.
She's wishy washy. And her art is pathetic, really, there is just no more meaning in her work, it's nothing.
If she really misses me, if she really loved me, then maybe she should come to me telling it to my face instead of being childish using her ex who has a girl and some other new random wolf :/
Like I said, she's a heartless slut and a stupid bitch. And don't be fool if she doesn't care. I'm better then her and she knows it. So let her dig through the garbage like the ...you know...maybe I should draw her as a rat --3
hehe
oh well, I'm gonna go , I'm hungry.
Lata ^^
,,,,*howls*
Posted 16 years ago *sits on the ledge of the porch, howls out loud into the sky, tears bursting out from his eyes hold shut.*
I miss those days....they were the best. I believed she was the one and only one for me. She even told me the things she would do....just for me.
But she never did, That side was only the part I put in her.
I can never go back, no matter how much I want to....I just can't, it was never meant to be....
I cut it off because I couldn't bare seeing her cry and be lonely when I wasn't really there...
I got tired of seeing that part of her selfish ideals get in the way, she never fixed any of my wounds, she never tried to be reasonable. She only did what she wanted...
I maybe in her heart , but who else is in there
I may have been one of the few to be closest, but to only get hurt more
I trusted and loved her everyday until I couldn't take it anymore
It's a lie! It was never meant to be, and she wasn't strong enough, that I gave all my strength just to keep her feeling good.
IT WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO MAKE IT GO ANY FARTHER!
Yes there was another way......it could have been fixed.....yet I had a better chance to live if I just burnt the bridge...
I'm sorry Katrryna....I'm sorry Olivia....I miss and love you deeply so much....but it was never meant to be.
Deep down inside.....it's in both of us. And it won't just go away.
That's why I had to bury it.....that's why I pushed it all away and take that feeling from her. She was gonna crack sooner or later....but she was always too late to fix it or just do what she always did.
Now she's gonna have to pay for what she lost, and maybe more....
I'm starting to get a stomach ache again....I'm out...and I quit
Keep your wishy washy mind to yourself. anymore. Can't blame ya.....At least I know I was right about it all. Now look at her, the top of the town, her face everywhere on DA and FA, wolves and furries trying to take a bite at the lovely Raiha. hehe...
While Crazy old Dalon (aka Batenan) just sits and does what ever comes to mind trying to be himself.
Ain't it funny....and I knew how to fix it, but why should I? I rather do what the world wanted me to...I should have done the logical and cold hearted thing a long...long time ago. I guess I'm doing it now.....So I just have to bury this feeling in more.
Tata
I miss those days....they were the best. I believed she was the one and only one for me. She even told me the things she would do....just for me.
But she never did, That side was only the part I put in her.
I can never go back, no matter how much I want to....I just can't, it was never meant to be....
I cut it off because I couldn't bare seeing her cry and be lonely when I wasn't really there...
I got tired of seeing that part of her selfish ideals get in the way, she never fixed any of my wounds, she never tried to be reasonable. She only did what she wanted...
I maybe in her heart , but who else is in there
I may have been one of the few to be closest, but to only get hurt more
I trusted and loved her everyday until I couldn't take it anymore
It's a lie! It was never meant to be, and she wasn't strong enough, that I gave all my strength just to keep her feeling good.
IT WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO MAKE IT GO ANY FARTHER!
Yes there was another way......it could have been fixed.....yet I had a better chance to live if I just burnt the bridge...
I'm sorry Katrryna....I'm sorry Olivia....I miss and love you deeply so much....but it was never meant to be.
Deep down inside.....it's in both of us. And it won't just go away.
That's why I had to bury it.....that's why I pushed it all away and take that feeling from her. She was gonna crack sooner or later....but she was always too late to fix it or just do what she always did.
Now she's gonna have to pay for what she lost, and maybe more....
I'm starting to get a stomach ache again....I'm out...and I quit
Keep your wishy washy mind to yourself. anymore. Can't blame ya.....At least I know I was right about it all. Now look at her, the top of the town, her face everywhere on DA and FA, wolves and furries trying to take a bite at the lovely Raiha. hehe...
While Crazy old Dalon (aka Batenan) just sits and does what ever comes to mind trying to be himself.
Ain't it funny....and I knew how to fix it, but why should I? I rather do what the world wanted me to...I should have done the logical and cold hearted thing a long...long time ago. I guess I'm doing it now.....So I just have to bury this feeling in more.
Tata
*growls*
Posted 16 years ago.....I just had to look, and yet this shit happens!
SHE DOESN't LOVE ME , SHE TOLD ME HERSELF!
it's impossible, or better yet a trap!
I'm here, and she's there! In fact, I don't think she ever really did loved me like I did for her!
It makes me sicker then ever before, she just misses what we did together, not me.
hehe, I can't go back even if I wanted to, it's just gonna end up the same.
SHE CHOOSE TO BE SINGLE! Yes I was the one who pushed her away but only because she wanted more! I couldn't give anymore, or yet she grew impatient and lied behind my back.
All she ever talked about was how "warm" I made her, or how she loved our stories and the time and thigns I gave to her.
I was nothing more but her favorite THRALL!
Yet she had the nerve to say that we were really nothing out of anger, or her idiotic way of thinking!
All she cared about mostly was going out with friends or with Ex's. Yes I ever threw money at her to support her, and that didn't work!
Yet she gives the nerve to post that!..OUR SONG! as if she still loves me? HAH!
She is a selfish little retard, and I'm tired of being held back or seeing Raiha all over the place!
How I found out what she was really up to! There may have been something still left I put inside her. But this time....
I'm going to destroy it once and for all!
She let this happened, she never tried to resolve it.
SHE's SO SELFISH AND STUPID THAT ARGGGHHHH! *HOWLS*
...that's it, I'm gonna draw, and get my point across. I am right, and I will prove I was right. NO MORE HOLDING BACK!
*storms off* COME AND GET ME YA BAKA'S!!!
SHE DOESN't LOVE ME , SHE TOLD ME HERSELF!
it's impossible, or better yet a trap!
I'm here, and she's there! In fact, I don't think she ever really did loved me like I did for her!
It makes me sicker then ever before, she just misses what we did together, not me.
hehe, I can't go back even if I wanted to, it's just gonna end up the same.
SHE CHOOSE TO BE SINGLE! Yes I was the one who pushed her away but only because she wanted more! I couldn't give anymore, or yet she grew impatient and lied behind my back.
All she ever talked about was how "warm" I made her, or how she loved our stories and the time and thigns I gave to her.
I was nothing more but her favorite THRALL!
Yet she had the nerve to say that we were really nothing out of anger, or her idiotic way of thinking!
All she cared about mostly was going out with friends or with Ex's. Yes I ever threw money at her to support her, and that didn't work!
Yet she gives the nerve to post that!..OUR SONG! as if she still loves me? HAH!
She is a selfish little retard, and I'm tired of being held back or seeing Raiha all over the place!
How I found out what she was really up to! There may have been something still left I put inside her. But this time....
I'm going to destroy it once and for all!
She let this happened, she never tried to resolve it.
SHE's SO SELFISH AND STUPID THAT ARGGGHHHH! *HOWLS*
...that's it, I'm gonna draw, and get my point across. I am right, and I will prove I was right. NO MORE HOLDING BACK!
*storms off* COME AND GET ME YA BAKA'S!!!
ugh, oh brother 9_9
Posted 16 years agoI swear some people can be so blind :/
I'm just trying to live my life, and yet the person who I used to...well I'm not gonna say because it just makes my stomach sick to think.
If you viewers want to throw yoruself at her go ahead, you'll see it sooner or later 9_9
I ain't making threats, I was positively telingl him , GO FOR IT! toss himself in the bottomless pit.
it's just sad really :/
but before you say somethign....I had the most expectations for her, she was the closest and only person to get to me....well not anymore.
I moved on, and I'm tired of seeing her trying to get to me with the ideas and tactics she took from me , taking advantage of her fans or whatever werewolf she flirts with 9_9
I ain't worried about her, she's nothing and dissappoints me.
No life threating comments or anything you guys are concerned. I mean COME ON, can't a werewolf be happy for beign right for once! Damn people :/
I'm not out for blood....I'm just trying to draw and be my normal self.
It's just sad how some people just fall for her like that without knowing....oh well not my problem anymore.
Now if you excuse me, to anyone who would liek to worry or Report me, I would like to draw.
I'm just trying to live my life, and yet the person who I used to...well I'm not gonna say because it just makes my stomach sick to think.
If you viewers want to throw yoruself at her go ahead, you'll see it sooner or later 9_9
I ain't making threats, I was positively telingl him , GO FOR IT! toss himself in the bottomless pit.
it's just sad really :/
but before you say somethign....I had the most expectations for her, she was the closest and only person to get to me....well not anymore.
I moved on, and I'm tired of seeing her trying to get to me with the ideas and tactics she took from me , taking advantage of her fans or whatever werewolf she flirts with 9_9
I ain't worried about her, she's nothing and dissappoints me.
No life threating comments or anything you guys are concerned. I mean COME ON, can't a werewolf be happy for beign right for once! Damn people :/
I'm not out for blood....I'm just trying to draw and be my normal self.
It's just sad how some people just fall for her like that without knowing....oh well not my problem anymore.
Now if you excuse me, to anyone who would liek to worry or Report me, I would like to draw.
LMAO!!!
Posted 16 years agoomg! that is so fuckign funny XD
LMFAO!!! *rolling around with his tail wagging*
LMAO!!! I can't stop smiling XD
She is so pathetic, it's making me laugh so hard. LMAO!!!
Thank you god! I feel so much better :3
you know what I'm gonna go draw to celebrate X3
Lata
LMFAO!!! *rolling around with his tail wagging*
LMAO!!! I can't stop smiling XD
She is so pathetic, it's making me laugh so hard. LMAO!!!
Thank you god! I feel so much better :3
you know what I'm gonna go draw to celebrate X3
Lata
Working on it
Posted 16 years agoI got art, I'm just too lazy to post it
not to mention my mind is in the clouds again. I blame the music and other people.
Well in my life...It's great :3
a little bored and lonely at the moment but it will come around
Making a new character been Dying to ...well you'll see soon enough --3
Also wanting to get some REALLY old stuff here just for old times sakes X3
oh and if anyone wants to OC let me know :3
Okay catch ya'll later XD
"if you don't like me, you can just bite me >:3" Dalon
not to mention my mind is in the clouds again. I blame the music and other people.
Well in my life...It's great :3
a little bored and lonely at the moment but it will come around
Making a new character been Dying to ...well you'll see soon enough --3
Also wanting to get some REALLY old stuff here just for old times sakes X3
oh and if anyone wants to OC let me know :3
Okay catch ya'll later XD
"if you don't like me, you can just bite me >:3" Dalon
It's awfully queit >>;;;
Posted 16 years agoreally quiet... *looks around*
My ex is still a slut-bitch though and I love my mate X3
hehe *sigh*
but seriouslly so fucking quiet in here --;
My ex is still a slut-bitch though and I love my mate X3
hehe *sigh*
but seriouslly so fucking quiet in here --;
I gotta get it off my chest
Posted 16 years agoI tried to move on, I found something more beautiful, yet when I accidently looked in my past.
I saw the most pathetic, convinving thing I ever saw.
I was artistically replaced by some her little scabs. As if History it self repeats in a stupid little cartoon!
Past moments in mine and the creator's life, treated just as ideas.
She stole our memories, and made it into her own selfish ways, claiming it's all hers!
So yeah, Deep down I was right about her, and for once I wish I was wrong
she's selfish, two-faced, hypocritcal, slutty, STEALING, manipulate, lustful, lieing, and most of all PATHETIC person on the face of the Earth!
I ask myself, why and how I let her get under my skin, and into my mind!
I pratically sold myself to her, gave her tons of stuff for nothing, letting her do what she wanted either sleeping with guys or hanging with her ex's, yet it just went into that hollow head, through her bottomless pit , right pass her frozen heart!
So much negativity comes from this person, I feel now by the slightest look at her or her art, that my soul is drained! I can't even mention her without throwing up and going insane!
I wasted a quarter of my life on someone that was totally not worth it. Only to see in the end of the memories she has left in her head used under her name for her stupid comics, and yet most of it was inaccurate and totally incorrect!!
But I am glad I was right about her! I'm glad I knew what she really was, I just wish my emotional side would just stay out of the way at times.
I felt like she ate me up and craped me out like her favorite dish until she got tired of eating me.
Well....I just hope she chokes on her next meal.
I dream of seeing her life go to hell! I will know that karma will do it's toll on her, and I be here laughing my butt off telling her, I WAS RIGHT!
...I just wish I wasn't before, oh well, too late now. She did nothing about it, so it only proves that she didn't care maybe she didn't even care before hand :/
Good riddens to that bitch.,,,,good riddens...
I saw the most pathetic, convinving thing I ever saw.
I was artistically replaced by some her little scabs. As if History it self repeats in a stupid little cartoon!
Past moments in mine and the creator's life, treated just as ideas.
She stole our memories, and made it into her own selfish ways, claiming it's all hers!
So yeah, Deep down I was right about her, and for once I wish I was wrong
she's selfish, two-faced, hypocritcal, slutty, STEALING, manipulate, lustful, lieing, and most of all PATHETIC person on the face of the Earth!
I ask myself, why and how I let her get under my skin, and into my mind!
I pratically sold myself to her, gave her tons of stuff for nothing, letting her do what she wanted either sleeping with guys or hanging with her ex's, yet it just went into that hollow head, through her bottomless pit , right pass her frozen heart!
So much negativity comes from this person, I feel now by the slightest look at her or her art, that my soul is drained! I can't even mention her without throwing up and going insane!
I wasted a quarter of my life on someone that was totally not worth it. Only to see in the end of the memories she has left in her head used under her name for her stupid comics, and yet most of it was inaccurate and totally incorrect!!
But I am glad I was right about her! I'm glad I knew what she really was, I just wish my emotional side would just stay out of the way at times.
I felt like she ate me up and craped me out like her favorite dish until she got tired of eating me.
Well....I just hope she chokes on her next meal.
I dream of seeing her life go to hell! I will know that karma will do it's toll on her, and I be here laughing my butt off telling her, I WAS RIGHT!
...I just wish I wasn't before, oh well, too late now. She did nothing about it, so it only proves that she didn't care maybe she didn't even care before hand :/
Good riddens to that bitch.,,,,good riddens...
Oath of an wolf
Posted 16 years agoDue to certain events....again ==;
And from my past actions or confusion and emotional status.
Shady: Dude, just say it... o,0
...OKAY FINE! geez
yes I was being an emo over a break up, yet after talking to some people and some investigating
it lead me to one thing and one thing only
EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF!
1.Be single forever! Long live the lone wolf.
2. Work, work, and work!
3. Move out and stay out!
4. Be better and let nothing get in your way.
AS of now, I will have to keep to myself and will follow these rules, don't come to me unless it's about my art or wishing for a commission,trade, or gifts
seriouslly, I had enough drama, or being part of it.
Yes it was great in a RP but in real life....it;s totally a bunch of bullshit --;
Then we will see who grows the bigger balls --, hmph
And from my past actions or confusion and emotional status.
Shady: Dude, just say it... o,0
...OKAY FINE! geez
yes I was being an emo over a break up, yet after talking to some people and some investigating
it lead me to one thing and one thing only
EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF!
1.Be single forever! Long live the lone wolf.
2. Work, work, and work!
3. Move out and stay out!
4. Be better and let nothing get in your way.
AS of now, I will have to keep to myself and will follow these rules, don't come to me unless it's about my art or wishing for a commission,trade, or gifts
seriouslly, I had enough drama, or being part of it.
Yes it was great in a RP but in real life....it;s totally a bunch of bullshit --;
Then we will see who grows the bigger balls --, hmph
GRAWRUUUUUUU!!
Posted 16 years agoI..>I wish I was never born *baricades himself*
......heh
Posted 16 years agoWell I'm 20.....and what a night
*sigh* and something tells me I'm gonna get alot of attention tomorrow
*sigh* and something tells me I'm gonna get alot of attention tomorrow
NNn working out the bugs and certain events.
Posted 16 years ago*sigh*
Well, alot has changed that's for sure...
The closest thing/person to me is gone well, maybe, I don't know and don't care. Yet I still dug deep inside to at least pull out an old treasure of mine.
Hopefully I'll get my commissions done and I'll let ya'll know. In the mean time, I'll just have to keep ...or at least try to do the things I do best at.
But buried deep under all this frozen and cold talk.....I just want love.
Well, alot has changed that's for sure...
The closest thing/person to me is gone well, maybe, I don't know and don't care. Yet I still dug deep inside to at least pull out an old treasure of mine.
Hopefully I'll get my commissions done and I'll let ya'll know. In the mean time, I'll just have to keep ...or at least try to do the things I do best at.
But buried deep under all this frozen and cold talk.....I just want love.
...woof
Posted 16 years agoI still feel a fire inside...
it burns..I don't know why ><
I did what I had to do before I did the worse.
Now I'm stuck to square one again, but I will climb the wall, and regain what I believed to have protected...from my blind emotions.
Right now, I need to focus on something more ahead of me....I need to face myself.
I need to change for a better.
it burns..I don't know why ><
I did what I had to do before I did the worse.
Now I'm stuck to square one again, but I will climb the wall, and regain what I believed to have protected...from my blind emotions.
Right now, I need to focus on something more ahead of me....I need to face myself.
I need to change for a better.
I'm crazy --;;;;;
Posted 16 years agoI'm literally crazy! ><;;
I barely slept because Raiha was in my dreams! Begging me to draw her and hold her tight seeing her cry and whimper. ;,;
With those sad little eyes , and the way she used to be. ><;;
Why am I thinking so many things, why is my mood always changing!
I bately sleep, I don't feel like eating, my chest and stomach always hurt! Everytime...I hear her mews! It's maddening ><
She's not real....but why does it feel to me. T,T
I barely slept because Raiha was in my dreams! Begging me to draw her and hold her tight seeing her cry and whimper. ;,;
With those sad little eyes , and the way she used to be. ><;;
Why am I thinking so many things, why is my mood always changing!
I bately sleep, I don't feel like eating, my chest and stomach always hurt! Everytime...I hear her mews! It's maddening ><
She's not real....but why does it feel to me. T,T
FREEDOM! XD
Posted 16 years agoYES! I'm back! XD
and BETTER EVER, oh god it Feels SOoooo good!
No more howling, No more Raiha, No more Zyma, No more Maxx! NO MORE OLIVIA!! LOLXD
FREE TO HATE AND DO WHAT EVER I WANT!
THANK YOU!
MUAHAHAHA I DON'T CARE, I'm HAPPY! XD
I wanna draw again YES! but I'll do it tomorrow ^^;
good night ^^
and BETTER EVER, oh god it Feels SOoooo good!
No more howling, No more Raiha, No more Zyma, No more Maxx! NO MORE OLIVIA!! LOLXD
FREE TO HATE AND DO WHAT EVER I WANT!
THANK YOU!
MUAHAHAHA I DON'T CARE, I'm HAPPY! XD
I wanna draw again YES! but I'll do it tomorrow ^^;
good night ^^
...a change in life....my life
Posted 16 years ago The past few days...I've turned myself into a lunatic. All because I cared too much about the person I love the most. But I'm not sorry for what I did. I wanted to burn the bridge because everyone wanted me to do so.I did it for them, but all except for one. The last thing I remeber hearing was being called sad and an idiot.... and now I see that it will never happen. Everyone sees me stupid...or want me dead....good. I am a lone wolf. Cursed with a heart that loves her too much. Just the thought of her...drives me insane!
That is why from here on, I'm a bacholar forever. I only swore to do draw and work from here on! Until I feel the touch, I will not allow myself to fall in love again! If you bastards and bitches want me...come and get me!
That is why from here on, I'm a bacholar forever. I only swore to do draw and work from here on! Until I feel the touch, I will not allow myself to fall in love again! If you bastards and bitches want me...come and get me!
Commissions and support!
Posted 16 years agoOKAY listen up viewers
My baby kuroshasta / kurokattmaxx
Needs your support, even though none of you have asked of a commission for me, She needs it more and is willing to do so!
Here's the link and start ordering!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/803984/
Commission list:
____________________________________________________________________________________________
Read for the prices, listings and rules
Trades:
1.
verona pending
Request: (For only a selected few)
1.
Commission Slots:
1.
kamperkiller pending
2.
3.
Price List: (+$1 per extra characters, +$5 Background)
Sketches- $3
Inked- $6
Color- $12
Comics: (limit up to 10 pages monthly)
Black & White $10 (+$5 per extra page)
Color- $20 (+$5 per extra page)
Rules:
can't think of any except three
1.) No scat (the fetish, the music is okay)
2.) My Naomi off limits above anything sexual
3.) Pay first or no product
Please contact me the info through notes, or emails so I have reference and detailed instructions to work with and please ....no suck ups for requests. :/
I don't free unless I like you or you're one hell of an artist. It's a code thing.
Enjoy and thank you for putting down your order.
My baby
kuroshasta / kurokattmaxxNeeds your support, even though none of you have asked of a commission for me, She needs it more and is willing to do so!
Here's the link and start ordering!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/803984/
Commission list:
____________________________________________________________________________________________
Read for the prices, listings and rules
Trades:
1.
verona pendingRequest: (For only a selected few)
1.
Commission Slots:
1.
kamperkiller pending2.
3.
Price List: (+$1 per extra characters, +$5 Background)
Sketches- $3
Inked- $6
Color- $12
Comics: (limit up to 10 pages monthly)
Black & White $10 (+$5 per extra page)
Color- $20 (+$5 per extra page)
Rules:
can't think of any except three
1.) No scat (the fetish, the music is okay)
2.) My Naomi off limits above anything sexual
3.) Pay first or no product
Please contact me the info through notes, or emails so I have reference and detailed instructions to work with and please ....no suck ups for requests. :/
I don't free unless I like you or you're one hell of an artist. It's a code thing.
Enjoy and thank you for putting down your order.
Commissions up and runnign!
Posted 16 years agoRead for the prices, listings and rules
Trades:
1. verona pending
Request: (For only a selected few)
1.
Commission Slots:
1.
2.
3.
Price List: (+$1 per extra characters, +$5 Background)
Sketches- $3
Inked- $6
Color- $12
Comics: (limit up to 10 pages monthly)
Black & White $10 (+$5 per extra page)
Color- $20 (+$5 per extra page)
Rules:
can't think of any except three
1.) No scat (the fetish, the music is okay)
2.) My Naomi off limits above anything sexual
3.) Pay first or no product
Please contact me the info through notes, or emails so I have reference and detailed instructions to work with and please ....no suck ups for requests. :/
I don't free unless I like you or you're one hell of an artist. It's a code thing.
Enjoy and thank you for putting down your order.
Trades:
1.
verona pendingRequest: (For only a selected few)
1.
Commission Slots:
1.
2.
3.
Price List: (+$1 per extra characters, +$5 Background)
Sketches- $3
Inked- $6
Color- $12
Comics: (limit up to 10 pages monthly)
Black & White $10 (+$5 per extra page)
Color- $20 (+$5 per extra page)
Rules:
can't think of any except three
1.) No scat (the fetish, the music is okay)
2.) My Naomi off limits above anything sexual
3.) Pay first or no product
Please contact me the info through notes, or emails so I have reference and detailed instructions to work with and please ....no suck ups for requests. :/
I don't free unless I like you or you're one hell of an artist. It's a code thing.
Enjoy and thank you for putting down your order.
From this point on.....
Posted 16 years ago I will be doing commissions!
Yes, I decide since work can't be freely expressed. I would charge my work so I can get help with my life and other situations.
I'm making a Paypal and a price list as we speak. ALSO
I will be posting some samples of my real life gallery work here and DA.
You'll get to see what I've been working on for so many years ^^p
So please bare with me until I finish making the list of prices, all is fair yet I just got tired of doing nothing for summer :/
Good day ^^
Yes, I decide since work can't be freely expressed. I would charge my work so I can get help with my life and other situations.
I'm making a Paypal and a price list as we speak. ALSO
I will be posting some samples of my real life gallery work here and DA.
You'll get to see what I've been working on for so many years ^^p
So please bare with me until I finish making the list of prices, all is fair yet I just got tired of doing nothing for summer :/
Good day ^^
GOoD NEWS/Bad News
Posted 16 years agoI got my computer back :D
but I still got to wait until finals are over --; <-Library computer
Still I'm so happy X3
well funny story while I was away, I was trying to do this mold experiment and when I did it the first time it came out okay, but it was a bit small >>
So I decided to do a second time and well.....><;;;
I read the instruction like before but this one was a piece of crap!
the molding broke apart, the battery is sunken in the plastic, heck it doesn't even look what I was hoping it would!
The mold was broken in half but it's wider just an inch or 2 --;;;
*sigh* the bottom part is okay but I'm gonna just carve it out using my skills and a knife and hope it works.
Either way, I'm not doing it again until I get some help and more cash! >,< *shakes his fist*
the first one is good enough to keep and the second one I'll see when it dries.
Not to mention it cost me over 120 bucks for 2 sets :/
they charge ya extra for batteries I guess.
*rubs the rubber goo out of his eye*
anyway I'll seeya guys soon online and junk.
ALSO I'M GOING TO A-KON WOOT! XD
lata
but I still got to wait until finals are over --; <-Library computer
Still I'm so happy X3
well funny story while I was away, I was trying to do this mold experiment and when I did it the first time it came out okay, but it was a bit small >>
So I decided to do a second time and well.....><;;;
I read the instruction like before but this one was a piece of crap!
the molding broke apart, the battery is sunken in the plastic, heck it doesn't even look what I was hoping it would!
The mold was broken in half but it's wider just an inch or 2 --;;;
*sigh* the bottom part is okay but I'm gonna just carve it out using my skills and a knife and hope it works.
Either way, I'm not doing it again until I get some help and more cash! >,< *shakes his fist*
the first one is good enough to keep and the second one I'll see when it dries.
Not to mention it cost me over 120 bucks for 2 sets :/
they charge ya extra for batteries I guess.
*rubs the rubber goo out of his eye*
anyway I'll seeya guys soon online and junk.
ALSO I'M GOING TO A-KON WOOT! XD
lata
Lockdown on High alert
Posted 16 years agoHey everyone, how are ya'll ^^
oh me I'm just fine, because I JUST GOT MY COMPUTER COMPLETELY TAKEN AWAY FROM ME ><!
yes, I am unable to get online due to personal family matters. I go to work one morning, everythign was fine, and then BOOm. When I return, the computer was gone and it won't come back until the end of May 9th. Yes Two Weeks --;;;
I will still be able to log on at school but as for those , especially to my love if she is reading, I will not be able to get on well because you know 9,9
I DON'T HAVE A COMPUTER X<!!!
I'm am loyally pissed and this is so unfair.... if I could move out I would! But it seems I have to take the cuffs and take my charges like convinct --;
I'll give you an update tomorrow when I can.
Lata *walks back to his cell*
oh me I'm just fine, because I JUST GOT MY COMPUTER COMPLETELY TAKEN AWAY FROM ME ><!
yes, I am unable to get online due to personal family matters. I go to work one morning, everythign was fine, and then BOOm. When I return, the computer was gone and it won't come back until the end of May 9th. Yes Two Weeks --;;;
I will still be able to log on at school but as for those , especially to my love if she is reading, I will not be able to get on well because you know 9,9
I DON'T HAVE A COMPUTER X<!!!
I'm am loyally pissed and this is so unfair.... if I could move out I would! But it seems I have to take the cuffs and take my charges like convinct --;
I'll give you an update tomorrow when I can.
Lata *walks back to his cell*
