I should try to get on here more!!!!!! XD

You're an ass...I hate you...you dump the fursons that you called friends for the stupidest reason?? What did they do to you?? Be there for you...welp...fuck you. Oh and...leave her alone. She has a boyfriend, so stay the fuck away from her you asshole.

Okies Bye!!

Okay...so I was suppose to live off campus next year and I'm the typical newbie at this. Nervous about stuff and such. I tell my future roommate, that way they know that I'm worrying. It's not like I'm saying, "I'm going to sign the contract and then not pay it." But I later find out...not from anyone that's going to be in the house, but a friend that has nothing to do with the group from someone else...

Really??? This is how I'm suppose to find out? You don't even have the respect to tell me yourself? And why I'm getting replaced...Thanks...what friends/awesome roommates you are...

I love you...you know who y'all are...You. Yes...you...sitting there reading this...I...LOVE...YOU!!!

Love,
Dambiya <3

I must tell you something...I need to get it off my chest...
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One...more...week...
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Until I go back to campus and get to see all the furries!! XD I can't wait!!! I miss you guys so much!! XD

Lots of love,
Dambiya!! <3

So My friend, Tiger (LOVE YOU TIGER!!!!!!!), has this thing he's planning for New Year's and I get invited.

My first thought...Yay!!! I got invited to a party!!!!
My second thought...OMG!!! I've never been to a holiday party!!!
My third thought...Flabebe...it's on a holiday...that's okay!! As long as I'm not out terribly late...
My fourth thought...Shinx...New Year's is at midnight...I can't go...

Then I wondered the essential things I wonder about when I want to go to something...What my dad would ask...
It's always safe to figure out the 5W's and an H. Who, what, when, etc. So I figured out the info, and I decided I'll bring it up with my stepmom, she'll give me a reaction that isn't explosive and disrespectful.

So I bring it up that I got invited to a New Year's party. She sounds sorta excited for me(I guess) and starts asking me questions and the second I tell her that It was okay if people stayed the night, because nobody really wants to drive that late at night.

You aren't going to staying the night with a boy. Lady...It won't be the two of us...and he's gay...ugh...Bottom line...I can go to the party but I can't stay the night. And I wouldn't be able to stay late...thus I probably won't be able to go...But I will know for sure tomorrow after I ask my dad and maybe try to convince them to let me stay the night. Then I would get to go to the party, I wouldn't have to worry about waking them early in the morning, and all's well.

Sorry for ranting....I hope I can go. This would be my very first New Year's Party/Holiday Party ever. So I kinda wanna go. Okies Have a good night!!!

Love,
Dambiya

Okies!!! So!!! If you haven't heard of them...Pentatonix is a group of five singers that sing acepella. And they did a Daft Punk medley and I really like it!!! So of course I watched the youtube video and I was all...I MUST SHARED THIS WITH THE WORLD!!! lol...anywho...so I wanted to share it with you!! XD

Here's the link...BOOP!!!
http://youtu.be/3MteSlpxCpo

And also! I don't know about y'all, but I think this song makes me think of a rave and dancing. It's dark and there are blinking colorful lights and stuffs. It's whatever! I just wanted to share the song with you and stuffs!! :) I can't stop singing it!! XD Okies...Tomorrow(thirty minutes) is Christmas Eve and then Christmas!!! Happy Christmas and Merry New Year!!!

Love you!!
Dambiya

Okay so I am into crocheting and knitting!! and I am really slow at it...but I'm starting to get faster!! XD Anywho...I started making a hat yesterday and decided to try making something like a fursuit head, but it's a hat with a scarf. It sounds weird...but I just thought I would try it. If it looks completely ridiculous, then I can just tear it apart and leave it as a hat with ears! So I got nothing to lose with this! XD Anyway, I am just about done with it actually. I just need to finish the scarf part, crochet the ears, connect the loose pieces and then voila!!! I shall post a picture when I finish completely!! Promise!! Love you furs!!!

WHY THE FUCK IS EVERY GIRL FROM MY HIGH SCHOOL GETTING PREGNANT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!...okay..I'm done...

So today I was in Noblesville today with my best friend since high school, Nathaniel!! I got to hang out with him, his brother, his family and the dogs and cats!! I was playing with two of the dogs, Pinki and Dexter, it was so fun! But then...when I wasn't paying attention, Dexter managed to get his tooth caught under my toenail and when he jerked his head...off came my nail...All I remember is pain...and blood...so I go upstairs so I can clean it up, and watch it off...I looked at it and it was great when I looked and my nail was only attached to the base, other than that, it could wiggle and...ewwww...I clipped half of it off, and ventured downstairs, asking his mom if I could have a bandaid...and for the rest of the day...limping everywhere...actually...still limping...this happened at about noon and now it's almost two in the morning, and the pain is just now subsiding...ugh...

On the plus side, I saw Nathaniel in Pride and Prejudice, and he did amazing!!! I'm so proud of him!! XD He sounded like a completely different person!! Talked clearly and he remembered his lines!! XD I also burned my first CD ever too!!! So exciting!!! Okay...remember the time change at 2am!! Good night!!! :)

If I can clarify one thing...practically everyone of my friends know a piece of information about me. I like this guy...quite a bit...and he knows this...but the thing I just don't understand...why won't he just tell me if he likes me or not? I mean, there will be those times when we text almost nonstop, but then there are times when we don't really talk at all...then there are some texts that will be like screaming in my face, "This could mean something!! That could be hinting!!" but then some make it seem as though it's screaming the opposite...We don't do anything whenever we are together. That's okay though. The point is...I like him...I know this...he knows this...gosh darn it...everyone knows it...but...what about him? With his, can't just give one signal...or tell me...it's frustrating and confusing...but I would have to say that a terrible feeling is finding out that he is weirded out by me and is misunderstanding the truth...but it's my fault...I lost track of why I liked him to begin with...and that's because I am his friend first.I wasn't paying attention...so whether he likes me or not, I will be his friend and nothing can stop that! :)

Although it was him, and a few other of my good friends, that convinced me to decide to go to MFF!!! I'm so excited!! This will be my first Fur Con!!...no...Con!! Ever!!! XD I'm so excited!! So...thank you for talking me into it!!! I can't wait!! This is gonna be great!! I get to go with the furries, meet new furries...I'm just so dang excited!! XD Less than a month now!! :D

Okay, I must now go to sleep now. It is 4:15am, and I have an 8:00am class...woo...Good night!! :)

Love,
Dambiya~<3

OKAY!!!! So...there is something I gotta tell you...this whole day so far...like literally the whole day...I had my mind on something. You see, last night I went out for a walk at about 11pm, and I was walking through a tunnel and past this fountain. There were some people at the fountain, big deal. But they were going at it. I mean it!! They were making out and well...let's just say they looked like they were ready to have sex on the sidewalk. Okay? You get the picture? Good. Anywho...so I kept walking and I didn't see them after that. Thank goodness...it was just a little awkward.

So back on topic!!! After I finally went back to my dorm, I hung out with my roomie and her bf and eventually fell asleep. Duh! So my dream is what has been on my mind. There's this guy I like...he's nice, and cute, and funny, and...I'm focused!!! Anywho, the dream...I was walking with this guy that I like :) and we walked by the fountain and I was telling him about what was happening there. I pulled him over, made him sit down and then sat on his lap, I told him how she was sitting on his lap and he had one hand on her back and the other was, close to the thigh...if you know what I mean...hint hint...but I didn't just tell him I put his hand on my back and the other, on my thigh, not the actual place cause I got too nervous (dream me is a wimp too '^.^). Then I put my hands on his face and told him that they were making out. Afterwards, I tried to get up, but he pulled me back and he said not to put him in a position where he could kiss me. I was stupid and said why.

Then my phone goes off and I wake up...I wanted to kill my phone...but then I can't believe I dreamt that!!! OMG!!! :x I know...I'm crazy...but that's what has been on my mind all day today so far...now...what to eat for dinner tonight. lol

Love you!!! <3
Dambiya~<3

Hi!! So I'm new here and what not...I am a furry...um my fursorna is a ferret...hence the name Dambiya(means ferret in korean)...um my favorite color is red...lol
I had some issues with my account already...I had signed up and was all like..."Hooray! My own furaffinity account!! And I tried to log in and it wouldn't let me...so I tried about five times when I'm like...What...the...fuck... So I take a deep breath and try to create a new password and for some reason it kept saying that the username...Dambiya...That's me...didn't exist...I tried retyping it four times and I was ready to throw something at someone...but I didn't...cause my roommate is in the room...and I want her to stay liking me...cause we are friends...unlike my roommate last year,,,MEANIE!!!!!!!!!! okay...anywho...so I tried many more times and when I was about to give up I thought,"one more time. Then if it doesn't work...I'll never ever come to this site again...and you obviously know what happened after that...yay...
So tomorrow I gotta get up early so I can take a test...nighty night!!! Love you!!!!! <3

Love,
Dambiya~<3