With school starting up again, my summer is coming to an end. It's been a fun one and I've done... Actually I won't lie, relatively little XD hah me and my great friend finally got our Belegarth realm started, so that's all fuuuun. And Spent alot of time playin Xbox with my bro Shadow whome, if he comments about the time this is posted, I shall throw a metaphorical squidgy thing at. so that was fun as well XD I've also been expanding upon my anime viewing Experiance. I do have to say I love romantic tragedy shtuff with Clannad bein my favorite anime so far and I love the visual novel as well. I like alot of stuff actually on terms of anime XD. I also visited my grandparents and had a blast in Canada ^_^ Hahhh so that was the majority of my summer. Lol so for anyone actually reading this journal, any reccomendations on anime? :3 any would be appreciated~

I'm feeling them very much right now....
Thanks Kyoto and Key!!!!!
Clannad and Kanon
Nuff said~

Well as this semester is starting it's way to an end with only but 2 months left at school, I come to more and more thoughts. First, MY FRIEND NEEDS TO GET UNGROUNDED!!! Belegarth must be happening, and if he does not get ungrounded I will not be able to slay him with myighty blade! Second, this school year has sucked. Only classes I've enjoyed are Environmental Science, Geometry, and Drivers Ed! Third, Shadow is a stalker. He is. Ik he is.... He scares me... But he's my great brother, gotta live with him! Hmmm... What else? Lets see, I'm still single so there's that. My grades are still good, no grounding for this Jackal!!! So that's good. Hmm... I think I touched on everything.... Nope, I forgot to add I'll be taking college credit classes for my junior and senior years of high school, a good start. Plus I'll be hopefully taking up an internship next year :3 that'll be very good! Ok noooow I'm done. Seriously stop reading.


If said person is still reading you deserve a hug :3

Lol so there comes a time in everyone's life, whether they're young or old, where they make a journal! Now I have done this manytimes, but ( quickly avert your eyes! ) here's anothe friend one! Now recently, in a very fortunate event, my friends where all like " hey Damien blah blah rawr blah cookies blah babies blah bear and panther " so I was like ok! So noooow I have a very wonderful new friend! Lets see how time plays it's cards on this pathway it has presented me, and I hope it becomes a very lengthy one! If not, I will cry ^_^ cuz I do that ^_^

Sorry this is a small list, but for every other amazing fur and friend Ik that's not gonna be mentioned ( which is many ) I still think you furs are amazingly awesome :) oh, anyone else I think Is my close friends will be updated into this journal when necessary



the most loyal, yet sometimes wierd, bear ik- Shadow  shadowdoglane


Shadow, Shadow, Shadow. Damn, it's been a terribly long time buddy. We've had the most amazing fun, and we've had some very... Bad times. We've somehow survived each others fiery anger through it, and we've made it out just as good, if not better friends. Man, I would give my life to you. But you've been there for a lot of my hard times, and stood by my side and have been with me as I've grown up and matured in so many ways. I can't wait for the day when I can meet the scruffy faced, English, bearish man I call my friend, nay my brother, face to face. Shadow, we've had a great three legged race, and you've helped me with so much. You deserve so much thanks and so much more. I'd hate to see our amazing friendship ever end, and I have a feeling it won't. I'm glad to be able to talk to you and have you around bro.




Hmmmm I guess they get the amazing little stories and friendship status, everyone else that is my closest friends aren't furs so rawr to them! Nahhhh but they are all some amazingly cool people and I'm glad to know them and call them my friends. Just thought a journal like this was due, soooo I guess I gotta say.... This year upcoming year will be a tons better than this past year, and it will be so because of these simply amazing friends of mine. - Damien

Well well well. This Christmas was.... Meh. I got plenty of stuff from family, mainly monies, but wow. My aunt was being a total bitch just because she was upset with my uncle. She couldn't just set it aside for the damn holidays. Made it so the rest of us couldn't do anything else and just had to wait for her. She couldn't even think to get him anything. But on the brighter side of things, I was overall happy disregarding personal issues. Lol I have the best friends in the world, don't care what anyone else says about them, they are the most amazing people in the world! A good friend of mine, and personal little crush interest, received her gift from me before Christmas. I has all happy for that! Abit blushy but meh >_< that was pretty much the highlight of my Christmas! But anyways, thank you to all my amazing friends, you are all simply wonderful! I'm glad to have you all around! And sorry that it was a very strong mixure of ventyness and other stuff for anyone who actually read this!

With me being in school everyday, except weekends of course, the days sure pass by fast! And now it's come to a wonderful time of year. That's right, Christmas! With Christmas coming in a few weeks I'm finding myself in a rut. Damn I have so many amazing friends and so little money, so damn I need to work that crud out. I already know what I'm doing for some of you ^_~ but I come to the big gap that is an ocean... Sadly I won't be able to be getting anything for one of my closest friends... If anyone can help out a bum to figure something out that would be great ^_^' i wish i could accommodate all of my friends and be able to gift them stuff, cuz if i could i would! Lol damn I can't wait to get a job! but also as its getting closer to this most magical time of year I find myself thinking back on my old memories of the past years I've had. Damn, Im not getting younger... Meh this year is will a first for me on an aspect, but hey, I have a wonderful friend who, even though I've gotten friend zoned, gave me hope ^_^ all my days seem to be coming and going faster and faster. Anyways, thank you everybody that even reads my stuff for, well, reading my stuff! Meh. Love all of you!

Ok so I just think a little rant is in order. There is only one person this attended towards. If there is one thing in this world tha it absolutely unbearable to me it's two faced liars who lie to your face telling you how much of a great friend you are and then totally disregard you through any further time although your sitting right next to them. I think everybody can agree that it really sucks. I mean seriously, this one person told me soooo much and I actually believed! Then they turn around and say the complete opposite and it's just simply aweful! They even believe the exact opposite. I mean, seriously. What is wrong with those butt hurt people who do this? Did a baby fucking crawl in there ass and cause the hurt? Who fucking knows but one things for sure - everybody knows at least one.

So huzzah! Today is the day where all the neighborhood children run around dressed as ghost and goblins and other stuff trying to get some candies!!! Oh and also!!! I'm another year older!! So happy birthday to me and anyone else with a birthday on this day! May ur day be filled with frightful fun! I love all of you, my amazing friends, and I'm happy u have stuck with me all this time I've known all of you, even if it hasn't been to long! Have a fantastical day!

Yay! I'm doing stuff for my bday tomorrow! It's going to be soooooo much fun! I really can't wait! Such a shame this will e my first time in 2 years spending my birthday celebrations and birthday single, can't say I like it but I have wonderful friends there for me ^_^

Well...today already sucks, home sick... >_<

Oh shadow you made my day, you at truely an amazing friend. Ik I refused to say it but thank you. You hav my trust and your are truely my best true friend again ^\\^ I hope you sleep all until you see this wonderful journal dedicate to the coolest bear in the world!  shadowdoglane


-Damien

School is tomorrow, so I won't be doing as much on here or Xbox as much. Soo anyone who looks at this thanks for being amazing friends, my amazing friends worth mentioning are  shadowdoglane  SkyeTheGshep  Rudy_Wolf  Sayt  nakitty and  DISASTERFOX

Ok so for anybody who really cares and stuff, my friend is almost done with my ref sheet, although he keeps procrastinating, it may be done by wensday. Speaking of wensday, school starts on that day, so i may not be on the old' Xbox as much or be on here as much. HURRAY FOR SOPHOMORE YEAR!!!! Oh and I haven't a clue when my other friend will start his ref sheet for me. Gah, now time for a bunch of venty stuffs And other crap that I know barely anyone but my closer friends will care bout. Much to my dismay I'm still very much single. Well on the bright side I have some very good friends out in this world. Lately I havnt been very happy, been fighting with my mom a lot, not very fun. Another thing is my Summer went by fast, kinda sucks, can't wait for my birthday. Hmm also Ive been in quite an artistic mood, although for me that means I'll be writing a nice lil... Eeehh I geuss one could call it a book. Well, that's something for school when im bored I geuss. Lol I wish I could see the fuure and know what was going to happen, but I geuss I will have to unravel my days step by step. Oh well, if anyone stuck with me thus far, thanks for listening to my general blehness. If that's not a word it is now. Ok, well I think I covered everything in my life for now XD now most I can say expect my ref sheet soon, If said friend decides to finish it!!!

sooooooooooo i convinced my two friends to draw me a reference sheet. ima post them both when they are done, i wonder which one will turn out better, even funnier my friends who i convinced are non-furs XD

Dang, well, it's been a loooooong time! Well I geuss I should start off saying I have met a lot of wonderful people within this time. I wonder if they all view me as good a friend as I view all of them, there all wonderful people and furs. Bah, I hope cus I talk a lot and I talk to them often, such a shame I'm too lazy to tag people but not to write this lol. I'm single nowadays and I often feel lonely until I chat with all the awesome people I know. Im keeping my eye on some wonderful fur that I know, not to mentioning names, I wonder when ill get a text or two from him next... Bah oh and another cool update is that I've been airsofting a lot more which is very good and awesome, my squad is awesome and I love them all. Hmm Well I think I covered everything... Yup dats all ^\\^ Damien out!

Ok so this weekend I'm going to see A movie with my amazing boyfriend ^\\^ I can't wait

My weekend sent by way to fast! First off I spent Saturday with my friend since it was his b-day then I spent Sunday And most of Monday with my wonderful boyfriend ^^ It went by fast and it only felt like a day. But overall I'd say I had a great weekend.

Well I wasn't always a jackal. My first fursona was actually a red and black wolf. I don't exactly know why I decided to change to the jackal I am today but don't get me wrong. All the wolf furs I have met ( by all I mean 2) they are great! Rudy_wolf Is one of them and also still a good friend. To be honest I was starting to think "husky" before jackal. Now I decided no on that because I just wanted to be different than what I'd expect of my friends. Now as for my close British friend. He may be a huskix now but used to be a husky. Shadowdoglane is one of my closest friends. From that small phase I went to jackal. At first I started as a simple jet-black jackal. As some time went by I added my demon wings then my black halo. Well that's a bit of background of how I got my fursona.

Well first Ill begin with my fursona. For Starters I'm a jet black jackal with blue eyes. I have a pair of demon wings and a black halo. I wear black shirts and pants, and usually go without shoes. When and if I ever get into a fist fight my paws spark with blue lightning. Despite my appearance I am very friendly and peaceful. I am bisexual and mated. Now I'll explain how I became apart of this wonderful fandom. It's a simple story actually. My friend found the fandom and introduced me to it. That friend is now the cutest German Shepherd ik and my mate! I love you and always will Ryan Fausta! <3