So its been a long time since I've written one of these but I thought I'd give it a shot.
The point of todays journal is that I'm trying to make more art of Matte and play around more with the rubber hose art style, the problem however is with an infinite number of scenes I could make I can't decide what I should. So I'm throwing it open to the public, if you have any ideas or things you'd like to see then let me know and lets see if I can find a few ideas I can mould into a picture.

Decided to change this to a general free adoption party. All these characters are free so if you want one then contact me and you can have your pick. Only two per person just to be fair and just one per setting. More are likely to come so keep an eye out.

Primal
https://imgur.com/3TBTxja https://imgur.com/SwypIAy https://imgur.com/MgCb8yL

Star Trek Lower Decks
https://imgur.com/CNEfTCh https://imgur.com/wSaEtpk https://imgur.com/kSLC8PJ

Sonic
https://imgur.com/snawpcG

The Simpsons
https://imgur.com/g2KgCjv https://imgur.com/QlcQ30K

Futurama
https://imgur.com/1E2K4xA

Disney
https://imgur.com/RwaRklc

Crash Bandicoot
https://imgur.com/DdoyFZv https://imgur.com/90ea53I

My Hero Academia
https://imgur.com/Jn9qEoV

I may finally have Photoshop back. An old version and I'm no doubt out of practice but I have it. Now the only question is what to do with it. In the time I've had no access I've been thinking about what I'd do, making do with pixel art when I can, but now its back my mind has gone blank.

What few of you take an interest in my work may be wondering why I've not uploaded anything in some time. Unfortunately despite my best efforts Photoshop has been refusing to function properly for some time and over the past month has just packed in entirely. I'm use to my laptop being temperamental but this is proving a real problem, reinstalling Adobe in its entirety has done nothing to repair it and unless I can repair it I won't be producing any more art in a long time.
If anyone has experience with the same problem advice is greatly appreciated, being unable to sketch out ideas is starting to feel like being hospitalized.

And I ask this in earnest, I'm happy and proud of my characters but its hard to say which of them is more popular and for what reasons.
One of my earlier girls Lora has sort of dropped under the radar by being too laid back though I do enjoy her design so I may have to give her some work.
Becca's seeing a little popularity being my big girl and I'm liking her quite a little though she needs some more meat on her personality as well as her body.
Kathy needs a lot of work since she hasn't really had anything and I don't know if its worth pursuing her now she's fallen so far behind.
Lex, now there is probably my bigger success. She's fun and being the groups futa she can do all kind of things they can't. Unfortunately taking the futa hyena route isn't nearly as smart as it seemed when I made her and she shares the stage with many others so she needs just as much work to stand out.
And finally my new human girl Scarlet, I'm gonna come out and say it I love her design. This is one of the few girls I made and thought I wish she was real since she looks excellent, unfortunately thats half the problem as I don't want to make a single mistake with her.

I used to be a big sonic fan (Before it began destroying itself violently) and at one point threw together some characters, I was glancing over some old sketches of them and desided I'd have another go at them and redesign them. Still making something indervidual in this field isn't the simplest point and while I don't plan to make anything as boaring as a fox or hedgehog I was struggling to think of possible animals so I thought I'd see if anyone had suggestions.
I've desided to change my main character from an iguana to a thorny devil and create some completely new girls to have fun with, this is where I'm stuck. I considered an okapi but the big problem is with most species the male has the more intresting apperance.
So any thoughts that'll help are appreciated and if anyone wants to donate their character to the up and coming set of pictures I'm planning thats fine too, ultimatly seven are required.

Things have been going down pretty steeply over the last few weeks but now I've suffered the last straw, walking home tonight I was punched up by a drug addict and after trying to inform the cops I haven't heard a single reply about it. Seriously what the fuck? There is literaly fucking nothing ever going on in this town and the station is three minutes away by foot. On top of the fact I've got druggies litteraly punching my teeth out on my doorstep I've hit that jaded point where everything sucks and theres barely anything keeping it up, admitadly I've been missing my meds a little but I've never thought that it seems right to distort your emotions to deal with reality and although I avoid reality as much as I can I'm so sick of it slamming my head into the floor.

I've just learnt one of my friends from college has had her first child. I wish her all the best but its snapped me out of complacincy and made me realise how miserable my own life is looking. Thinking back I could have asked her out back then along with a few other girls and maybe they'd have gone better than the relationship I desided to stay with. Maybe this is just striking me because of the way I was thrown down by my last girlfriend but I'm starting to feel so bitter about my prospects. For the last few months I've been telling myself I'm just having a down time and when I'm ready to return to the world I'll be able to improve it all but I'm starting to see how low those odds are. I've fallen into the situation where I can't get anything because I don't have anything and the more I think about it the more depressed and jelouse I feel. As I said maybe recent events have just piled up on me until I need to vent but I really don't see how I can claw my way out of this.

As annoying as it is for me I won't be able to upload any of my work for some time. I'd normaly use photoshop but thats now demanding a code and I haven't been able to find one it'll accept so I'm unable to make any work which sucks since I have three new characters I wanted to create.

I've had a bad experience today. After asking for a commission from someone I considered a freind they messaged me to tell me they were calling it off. I appreciate them being straight with me but when I tried to ask why their inspiration for it had suddenly dropped they began to grow aggressive. I tried to keep the convasation calm and even apologised and tried to move everything on but they continued to find reasons to be angry with me and in the end blocked me. Whats more they made a journal about it and although they didn't use names it just seemed to result in a list of people who were insulting me. I've tried to move on from it and make up but they seem determined to remain angry at me and I just don't know how to feel. I admit I may have sounded a little over depressed about it but considering I'd read the message after coming in from burrying my hamster I was already down and not in a fit state for anymore bad news.
Anyway I don't know how I should feel about what happened and it kind of hurts.

This is starting to get annoying, every time I check back on her journal there are an army of brown nosers who somehow believe they have a direct link to my brain and know exactly what I was thinking and why. Taking a message in whatever way you want and translating it so you can insult someone just reflects your asskissing behaviour and that you haven't really thought about the argument so you can earn points in someones good book. I also think the whole blocking part of this is overdone because as I said I want to burry the hatchet but she refuses to listen.

I got this idea from a freind. Basicly you can ask me any question you want and I'll do my best to answer it. Simple enough so ask away.

To put it simply I've fallen down the stairs and broken my leg at the knee, as you can probably guess this means constant pain and the inability to do much of anything without a struggle. That may seem bad enough but on top of that there were a lot of things I wanted to do and have been waiting for coming around soon and now I won't be able to attend. Months of waiting and everything I wanted to do is as crushed as my leg muscles.
Yes this may seem a little whiney but all things considered I think I deserve to be angry about all this since it's spoilt so much for me and on top of that bad things just keep happening. For the third time having a broken leg has made me late for something and missed an oppertunity that had the hopes of pulling me out of this spiral of rage and depression. Also I'm approching the deadline for alot of my uni work and I'm already at risk of not passing the year so this has pretty much sealed it. Honestly I don't know what else can go wrong.

I took this from DarthGlacier seemed like fun.

(+++) WANT.
(++) Yeah.
(+) Cool.
(~) Eh.
(-) Nah.
(--) Nope.
(---) Hell No.
(?) What?

Anal on Males (-)
Transformation (++)
Yaoi (--)
Girly Boys (-)
Subbing/Domming: (++)
Tentacles (+++)
Spooge (+++)
Bondage (+)
Oviposition (++)
Cross-dressing (++) If its girls then kinda
Oral (+++)
Orgy (+++)
Muscle, Male (~)
Lactation (+++)
Incest (~)
Partial Nudity (+++) Just get it all off
Anal on Females (+++)
Clothing (+)
Leather (++)
Stockings (+++)
Muscle, Female (+++)
Herm (+++)
Macro/Micro (+)
Impregnation (-)
Paw (?)
Bi (+++)
Mind Control (++)
Uniform (+++)
Solo Masturbation (+++)
Tech (+++)
Sadism (+)
Hyper (++)
She-males (+++)
Sinking (?) I should probably find out what some of this stuff means
Body Paint (+)
Plants (++)
Mud/Quicksand etc (?)
Anal Vore (~)
Rape (++)
Watersports (~)
Masochism (++)
Multiple body parts (+++)
Zoophilia (+++)
Breasts (+++)
Breast Expansion (+++)
Hetero (M/F) (+++)
Biting (++)
Inflation (---)
Pregnancy (--)
Yuri (F/F) (++)
Fat/Pudge (~)
Cock Vore (~)
Standard Soft Vore (~)
Weight Gain (--)
Tails (+++)
Cub (~)
Baby/Diaper (---)
Standard Hard Vore (~)
Scat (--)
Gore/guro (++)
Snuff (~)
Skunk spray (~)
Asphyxiation (-)
Shoe/Boots (++)
Suit and Tie (~)
Soul Vore (~)
Butch Girls (++)
Cheesecake (?)
Glasses (+++)
Electricity (~)
Wet-look (++)
Unbirth (~)
Latex/Rubber/Leather (+)
Rimming (+)

Generally I'm up for most things, shame I can't find any experimental girls to try it all with.

I’ve been a little run down on ideas recently and I think I’ve finally figured out why. All the characters I usually draw aren’t meant for X rated pictures and as such I’m having difficulty thinking of ways to use them. So my solution is I’m going to create new characters purely for sex art and work with them instead which is where you come in.

The idea I had was about a young scientist who has been using a retrieval device to gather DNA from every creature that ever lived, sort of a time travelling bio scanner. Anyway being a young and spontaneous woman she decides to try something different and extract DNA from people throughout history and clone them. Everything seems to be fine until it becomes clear she miscalculated and the DNA is insufficient for a full clone. To prevent the already under progress cloning from creating something horrible she combines the DNA with DNA from animals she had stored and so here we are.

I’m not much of a story teller but that’s the basics of it. What I need now is help coming up with these characters so I decided to take suggestions.
So far I’ve got a guy who’s a Viking crossed with a woolly rhino and an Amazon who’s crossed with a jaguar. I’m also thinking of a roman woman to use as a sort of MILF character but I don’t know what animal to use.
I’m looking for variety and characters that will be both interesting and fun to draw so any suggestions are appreciated.

Well I might not be able to put up as much work over the coming months as I'm starting an animation course at university. I'll be making alot of stuff but most of it will be for uni and I don't think they'd appreciate the kind of work I put up here. When I do get to put something here then hopefully it'll be amazing.