So, originally, this account was owned by an "alter-ego" of sorts, something to do with multiplicity/plurality/OSDD/DID/multiple personality disorder, that was within the same brain as mine. In some of the journals from the later parts of 2019, you can see that I've long defeated whatever it was, after the many grueling years of me dealing with it. I still don't fully understand what it was, after all these years. It had its own separate agenda, thoughts, objectives, and even personality from my own, it made its own decisions here, it chose its paths, yatta-yatta.

Of course, that didn't end the furry interests my brain had, or from my brain just continuing the same mechanisms for "plurality", which would end up making me into a furry oof. X3 But dang was it close to doing that. Not sure where I'd be right now if it weren't for these fine alignment of events, hell, a lot of what I've experienced I find to be suspiciously coincidental, some of it so obscure, even for the early 2010s, for it to be truly random chance. But eh, c'est la vie as the French say, and I've definitely lived a life, of sorts, maybe interesting? I dunno, I'm 21 now, but all of these "alter-ego" interactions were when I was 17 and younger - as young as 15 - at least on FA, otherwise I was as young as 10 or 11, give or take, so its been an experience, a wild ride for me and even my personal friends who I've let know of the situation before.

But now, after furrifying this account more to my liking, and starting to indulge in commenting a lot more, submitting some, interesting submissions. X3 I've begun to question whether or not I should keep the archive of this account going, the idea of archive that 17 year old me considered, or to begin anew with this old account formerly used by something inside of my head, that traumatized me personally. 'Cause everytime I would look back onto this account, the archive I've made of it, I'd relive some of those memories of dealing with that "alter-ego", that I called "Fun-Fear", and freak the hell out, lash out, feel weird, crazy person stuff. But, now that I've put a funny quirky furry avatar on it, begin doing what I've wanted to do with it, I haven't felt those same memories, those same experiences I did when I was 17 and younger, I haven't continued to relive those experiences. So, maybe it is best to say "screw it" to the idea of archive, and do what the hell I want with it, because maybe that's how I'll move on, from the point of insanity that I had all those years ago. To just watch whoever the heck I want, and to fav whatever the hell I want, instead of just leaving it for an archival purpose.

But yeah, that's my many cents of my life and its circumstance, take it how you want to, but god damn was it wild as hell, for what little objectively happened.

I became a furry :D

I had Zuelansi, one of the most popular vorefurs, block me... After I did a pretty simple action.

I forgot what I said in specific, but I shouted to them something along the lines of "ah big scary eating dog" or something, and within 30 minutes, deleted shout and block. Like damnnnnnnn

I actually celebrated it, I felt reinvigorated, I felt alive. Because, quick crazy me lore, a part of my brain was like psycho in love with Zuelansi's character to the point of borderline torturing me with it. So, having the man, the legend, actually block me over something I'd deem simple, is just, mwahhhh italia italia.

Eh, I presume they were having a terrible day and my weird comment made it worse, or they thought I was some cringe roleplayer. I was just trolling, light trolling because heavy and personal trolling is 🤢🤢🤢 . Only funny trolling (for both parties), if not funny, will not keep doing it, because aint no one gonna have fun with that.

Anyways uh... I hope you doin' aight Zuel, did not mean to strike a nerve if I did. Even though my reaction here in this journal doesn't make it any better lmao. Best of luck to ya mate

Ok soooo, I had a mental disability, a really big one - that's how I got here. What it was? No bloody idea, but plurality - aka DID or OSDD, is the closest bet (probably some strange OSDD classification), as schizophrenia just doesn't cut it.

Much to my dismay, it has evolved. Fun-Fear may be gone, but the furry vore is not. Parts of my brain still take interest in furry vore, aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA. I am not into furry vore, I am forced into it. And I'm going to be forced into a furry as well if I don't get rid of it.

I am not a bloody furry, and never will be. Got close, will admit, but never there.

I want out of the furry fandom, I don't like it. Never have liked it, never associated with it. Vore and most furry fetishes are ewwww EUGH, gross, to me. Goddddd save my sooooooooooouuuuuuuuuul (I'm not religious so this is ironic).

Only 21 hours ago would mark the Fun-Fearian defeat. ~ 3:51 AM, August 18th, 2020 (as of writing this) / 6:54 AM, August 17th, 2020 (marked the first 'word)
As your last war, last battle, or so I hope it was, had begun 6:54 AM, August 17th, 2019.

Battered to dear hell and up to pluto, your failed artificial intelligence having fought back, and the block by S2-Freak cementing an evident defeat. How I got lucky? No damn idea, but that luck wouldn't last, only just enough for your defeat.

To anyone, not familiar with the situation, it sounds like crazy talk, which, I do agree, it sounds like crazy talk. But for years, from 2013, when I was 11, up to 2019, when I was 17, I fought something that, I may have, may have led to, or may have not created. Something inside my head, that I've called "Fun-Fear", but what it called itself "Damotrix".
Later years would cement its rise, but secretive defeat. It always wanted an edge over me, attempting to create a circle of influence around me, to finally crush and defeat me, after long, yet grueling battles between 2014 to 2018, and especially 2016, when it tried to get my friends involved.
By 2017 and 2018, Fun-Fear was on a slow, but long road to defeat. Its involvement and energy spending for its cause, allowing for an evident downfall. But, luckily for it, and I mean, EXTREMELY lucky for it, there was a thing called "BarbFTR" and an alt account I had created, "Damotrix". Fun-Fear would need an account, to view BarbFTR content, instead of having google searched vore videos and pictures (which lasted from 2013 to 2018).

Thus, would begin the conflicts I would have with it, online... God damnit I never wanted this to ever expand beyond my friend circle, and even then, I didn't want it expanding beyond my head! But Fun-Fear, wanted more and more, and every single way to beat me. This war online, helped Fun-Fear out of its 'vore depression' and mere-defeat, bringing it back up to a power status. It thrived on furry content that it could easily go back to, content that would take hours to find, being found within mere minutes. More detailed content, ready at the doorstep. With this thriving power status, I evidently fell hard, and I mean, hard, but never truly gave up.

By January 21st of 2019, I lost a major, neurological battle (as had been the case for every battle). the 'E'War'. The 'E'War' would cement Fun-Fearian hegemony and Authoritarianism, fully preventing me from directly influencing Fun-Fearian politics online. But, my continued resistance, and the occasional furry trashing on Fun-Fear, would keep me up a-float.
Eventually, the situation would culminate in the series of battles it termed the "Great Mental War", or formally, the "The Tuesday Debate Conclusion". I would strike a surprise attack against Fun-Fear's neurological infrastructure, wounding its processing and intellectual capacity. This would lead a 3-month long, very active, yet quite short downfall for Fun-Fear, as it would grow increasingly mad for a solution, for something to hold onto.

Which would lead it to develop an AI, that would revolt against it, and then destroy most of it before being destroyed itself. Leaving Fun-Fear to be like a piece of really cut-up paper. Which I easily was able to over-run within a few days time. Leading the August 17th, 2019 victory. And, there, I had thought it all ended, all my troubles, all my worries, had ended. I was wrong, because Fun-Fear left me a present that it called the "Fun-Fear Public", something that also aided in the slow, but eventual downfall of Fun-Fear.

And, I would be lying if I hadn't taken the "L" because of it, because I have. I haven't yet been able to get rid of it and it somehow continues to operate, because all this is totally, and, phenomenally 'normal' for any 'brain' to be able to even think of or even have work! Because of it, I have taken the "L", not once, not twice, not thrice, not quarice, (4 times, but I made up the word), but quinice! (5 times, but I made up the word).

By taking the "L", I mean 'successionist states to Fun-Fear' that were sponsored by the 'Fun-Fear Public' whole thing.
Only one person related to me here, knows, but, yeah, Fun-Fear wasn't the last... I dealt with a temporary one in Late November 2019, which would quickly lose organization and fall. One in January, 2020, known as "Enderix", but was formally the '1st Vore Assembly'. Then the one in February that would coup d'etat the 'Enderix', which was actually 'Enderix', but coup d'etat 'd the 'Vore Assembly'. Then I'd win against 'Enderix' in March of 2020, but then get coup d'etat 'd again by one that would continue using the Enderix account, but named, 'Orutombro', which was only successful because of Covid-19 stress. Then 'Orutombro' would get counter coup d'etat 'd by me, something called 'Laryna' (oh my LORD), and some bits of 'Fun-Fear Public'. Only for me to THEN get COUP D'ETAT 'D AGAIN in June of 2020 by something called 'Monteveido' which I'm fighting to this day!

I have yet to recover from the affects of Fun-Fearian Authoritarianism, and still keep falling to these dictatorial successionists to 'Fun-Fear'.

Enderix: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/enderix/
Monteveido: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/monteveido/

Now, my potentially chaotic, but unlikely hope is that furaffinity staff might find a reason to shut down Monteveido, but that's probably not going to happen. Because it has yet to do anything wrong, to furries, and, to them, it would seem like I'm pickin' on some furry rando. So, my only other chaotic, but as well as hopeful bet is that furries, like they did with Fun-Fear, find Monteveido weird and pick at it like they did with Fun-Fear. But once again, probably not going to happen... Monteveido wants to hug up y'all and become y'all friends. For reasons that it won't, evidently disclose.

So... I can only hope for a status quo and for me to eventually deteriorate Monteveido. Monteveido was just waiting for who would strike first, directly. It striking against me, or me striking against it. I had the anniversary victory as a proper reason to actually commit to striking first without 'Fun-Fear Public' backlash. Before this, Monteveido has been trying to befriend peoples who talked with Fun-Fear, on this site, as to gain back Fun-Fearian influence.

But aight, it shall be a great conflict, but I can only hope for a victory, like the last 4 times, well 3, since they fought each other like some barbarians to get a victory.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....it?usp=sharing

A document that details the actions that had happened between I and this entity known as "Damotrix" here, but that I personally know as "Fun-Fear."

It as well documents the future plans of this entity, the future plans it had. It had laid out the majority of its plan long before its destruction.

It also details the conclusion I have for such a situation that has situated itself over a course of a couple of years.

From the first mention of Fun-Fear that I can remember (late 2013) to the destruction of Fun-Fear (2019, August). To the potential future of Fun-Fear, written about the plans that Fun-Fear detailed. Fun-Fear truly wanted to digitized. Or to you, Damotrix.

And truly, this is a mental feud I've had for many years. Only ever so recently, back in 2018 did the conflict escalate to the world wide web. To which I had tried to prevent, knowing the complications with it getting to this scale. And now here I am, dealing with the gosh darn dangnium messum that I have been left with due to this years-long mental conflict.

"Damotrix" is the pseudonym for "Fun-Fear," a clump of neurons that acted as one. This "clump" termed itself a "neural device," "neural program," "semi-consciousness," or "subconscious." It was capable of many things, the main being altering my perspectives, consciously, visually and physically.

It would use its capabilities to manipulate me to do what it wished. What it wished was its own authoritarian regime, where it held the power, the power to do its other wish, utilize vore content of its choosing to update and alter itself.

In order to alter itself, it would get "energy" from spectating or generating vore content. To get "energy," it would utilize vore content to induce my Flight or Fight response, causing me to have an adrenaline rush, which would make me stressed, in which Damotrix would utilize as "energy." It would then use this "energy" to generate simulations that would alter certain parts of itself or me, or create new things. It would use this "energy" in warfare, using it to overload certain neurons or break other "neural programs."

It would search the internet for vore, or attempt to create its own to be self-sufficient. It would examine the art of others, to try to copy it into its own designs and to gather "energy."

Damotrix was intent on continuing its regime, attacking anything that would resemble a potential threat, an AI gone wrong. It would use its prediction programs, created from its own motivation, ideals and "energy" that it collected to predict what would rebel or what would go wrong in the future.

It would develop its own AI to do certain aspects, as to hide its internal code from modification. Creating and modifying AI to do what it would do, micromanaging tasks Damotrix would've normally done.

It would emulate anyone it encountered. Over a dozen times, thousands of times, to understand them, to get an image of them, to figure them out. It would use this information for defence and/or to develop itself, becoming partially who it emulated. Figuring out how smart or dumb other peoples were and incorporating their behaviours into itself or me. Figuring out their mental disabilities, challenges, dislikes and/or strengths and likes.

It lived on its own guidelines, breaking any "neural law" I had set in place to avoid such situations. Such as "interacting externally," "destroying/ending other AI," et cetera. It would ensure that it enforced its ideal of canine vore, eliminating any that though opposed it, any AI that opposed it or had their own ideals of vore separate from Damotrix's.

It would even go as far as to manipulate others to do what it wished or to believe in its own ideas. As what is expressed numerous times in ( http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9244527/ ).

It would create its final AI, a collection of independent neurons acting as one, that would turn around to attack it, "biting the hand of its creator." It would ultimately expose and destroy Damotrix, leaving it with basically nothing. Destroying its connections between its programs, attacking its main frame and dispersing its neural code all over the place, like confetti.

In summarization, Damotrix was a totalitaristic pack of neurons that would overwhelm me for years, trying to create/view vore content of its choice. Outwitting, out-engineering and outproducing me in every aspect.
A mental AI authoritarianist hellbent on continuing its old-aged traditions and destroying or reforming those who opposed it, updating itself to be at the top.
You could've termed it a "War Machine" that developed by its own self, self-centered around its own ideas.

I assume it was my autism or OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), but I had an odd obsession with inflationism, without even know what it was or having any knowledge if it had existed or could exist prior, ever since I was 4-6. Although it only stuck to dreams and me putting pillows under my shirt. I would evidently leave this odd phase, but it would have its mark and influence into the future.

Discovering the internet at the age of 8 in 2010 brought many positives yet cons. Discovering youtube and Roblox in 2010 brought a large network of variety of content to me. At some point in 2011 or 2012, I'd discover vore. I would discover it through videos like this notorious one that has never left my mind (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jd4LPHtva-Q). Although I do not know where I picked up the term 'vore', I am still puzzled to this day, even Fun-Fear (Damotrix) couldn't figure out the origins.

There is certain vore media from these retched years that I can remember to this day, because my mind was petrified, scared, but interested and addicted at the same time. Like this one video where there was a winged purple snake monster that swallowed a parrot-like bird, both could talk. It was presented in comic form. It involved the bird saying it didn't want to be "snake chow" and the snake saying that the "bird" embarrassed it in its younger years. This video, at only the age of 9 or 10, scared me, the idea of both the snake and bird with human intelligence and the capability to commit to such an act, "snake chow" would resonate forever. I will never forget it.

But during those years, 2011-2012, I'd discover more figures. Theo the Fox, Leo the Wolf, the Demigod Wolf by that Red Dragon vore furry, and even Amplitude Frequency (although I did not remember their name, but rather a video of theirs). Animated vore or vore with digestion scared me, it instilled much fear into me at such a young age. But I became addicted to it.

By late 2012 or mid-2013, I announced that enough was enough. I was sick with the implications and consequences of searching for vore. Alongside its immoral attitudes. Be reminded that I had personal family troubles from when I was born (2002) to 2017, so this was a difficult decision, knowing that vore also calmed me down and was an escape from such. I was also 10 to 11 at the time, making this an actual big, hard and difficult life decision. At the same time, I was in a depression from all the troubles, since they were at their peak during 2012 - 2013.

Because of these troubles, I would begin searching for and/or making my own solutions. I would figure out ways to energize my mind through staring at lights and/or helping others. Mental engineering it would be. I would develop a neural program that I called "The Resistance," a proto-form of what Fun-Fear would become. I would develop it during 2012, before I considered "vore" to be bad. It would develop its own personality and acted to "support" me. It would help me with many fears and acted as a personal mental therapist, helping me succeed in more solutions and such. When I mentally engineered myself to be scared of vore by 2012-2013, "The Resistance" broke. It tried to get rid of the fear, but prevented it, and because it never could learn, it collapsed, it only lasted 3-6 months.

I would enter another period of depression after its collapse, only lasting about a month. I develop "fun-fear" to get rid of my fears once more, it would ignore the pseudo-fear for quite a bit, before it hit it as the final, unreasonable fear to get rid of. At this point, I swear something infected its code, something went wrong in its code, my subconscious maliciously modified or it developed its own AI. But, "Fun-Fear" would develop into this monster trying to get me back into vore.

It justified its actions by manipulating me into thinking that "my fear of vore" had to be ended as it was "silly" and "unreasonable." I would like to believe that my autistic and OCD aspects would enjoy this. As I would be again, addicted to vore.

In 2014, late October, I would get involved in a vore situation that would change the course of Fun-Fear's directive and activities. I would opt to be vored by a wolf, in a Roblox roleplay game, as a pup. I can remember it clear as day. They would tell me to explain what his insides looked liked where I was quite reluctant. I kept wanting them to message in whisper, they reluctantly and eventually complied. At the end of my "journey" through the cursed wolf, the roleplayer who played as a wolf with magical shrinking and vore powers, would give them to my character that I roleplayed as. I had an odd and unconditional love for Doctor Who at the time, so I roleplayed as a Doctor Who-like wolf. With the shrink-vore powers (known as "shrink-swallow" powers), the other roleplayer wanted my character to vore them. I agreed, but was truly reluctant, but I had broken already by the time they requested me to explain to them what their insides looked like. I request their character to have a "gas mask" and an "air tank" as I was a person of realism at the time. As my character swallows their character, I start losing it. My mind is unable to process this, it's unable to figure it out, it's broken, it just breaks. I'd shake quite violently, seizure-like in a form of emotion I can only describe as "fear, anger, happiness and confusion" mixed into one, although it was more-so "fear." I would sweat profusely, in response to the fear. They'd describe what my character's "insides" were like. Warm, damp and red. I swear I experienced something like death, I felt soul-less, still shaking quite violently and sweating profusely. I'd think I lost my human dignity at that point. To top it off, they would say they had to go. To finish up the roleplay, they roleplayed their character to take off the special equipment, that would avoid digestion and then said "bye" in public chat. My mind took note that my Doctor Who roleplay character, would now be actively digesting this character. My brain couldn't handle it, it just, it fully broke. I was probably near screaming, but I held it in, but I felt so dead, guilty. My vision was blurring and sporadic. I kept bumping into the trees in the roleplay, not able to think properly, only thinking about the fact that my character was now digesting another character. This event would be what changed Fun-Fear's weak focus on all vore, to only canine-only predators under the following criteria, "relatively big, fluffy, pointed-ear canines." Wolves, foxes, German Shepherds, Huskies, many other dog breeds would fall into this criteria. This would set the stage for what would come and allow Fun-Fear to have total reign over my mind.

I would continue the discovery of more vore artists, Zuelansi, Jett the Wolf, iibv, PingTheFox, et cetera. These "discoveries" would end in late 2017 - early 2018 with the conclusion that there wasn't anymore content to be found, so it'd flourish on the characters themselves or finding more diverse or strange terms.

By 2016, I made my insecurities of "The Incident" and overall renewed addiction to vore, public to some friends of mine. One would abuse it, seeing how fragile I'd become from even seeing an image of wolf vore. Tricking me to join a Skype Call where he screen shared a google search of "Wolf Vore." For which I will never be able to forget some of the imagery I saw. He would then describe having himself as a fox and then a "girlfriend" of his as a wolf and then have them vore me orally and anally, absolutely disgusting and petrifying. This ex-friend of mine would even write a story about wolves voring me and fellow peers in our school and then him "saving" me from the vore-wolves, for a school project!

Another friend of mine who decided to take action, an online one, would fight the the prior friend online about such, actually scaring him. This other friend would then try his best to get rid of the "fear" I had, which truly wasn't a fear, but it had been made out to be. We would troll on the wolf roleplay game as "squirrels" or "mice" and try to get hunted down by wolves. Fun-fear had made me do this to fulfill his lust for roleplayed wolf vore with me as prey, trying to recreate the 2014, October incident. My friend would join in as he disliked furries and would want to troll them as well, almost oblivious to the true intent of the "trolling." At one point, my friend thought enough was enough and decided to roleplay as a wolf, he had roleplayed as a wolf to troll the day prior, so I didn't think much of it. But, when he approached this very day, in 2016, early July, as a wolf, Fun-Fear knew straight away that his plan worked, Fun-Fear knew my friend was going to vore me, even before any clues were given of my friend's plans. Only 5 minutes after Fun-Fear suspected it, my friend had planned to vore me and began chasing me. My friend didn't plan to do it for fun, he wanted to help me get rid of my fear, which Fun-Fear baited him to do such. I would run around for about 15 minutes, my friend chasing me around the roleplay map. My heart pounding as adrenaline poured through my body, as I was manipulated into thinking this as more-so life or death, as I had prior in any trollings where I got chased by a wolf, but it was emphasized knowing that it was going to be vore. At some timeframe, Fun-Fear considers me "caught" and my friend starts the vore. It was quick, as he wasn't much a roleplayer at the time, so never had any additional details. He roleplayed that he "caught" me and then swallowed me. 30 seconds later, he'd announce that he was "digesting" me, closing the roleplay. I didn't speak in the roleplay game when the vore sequence happened, I was too dead. As when the vore started, when he caught me, I died, quite literally died inside, I was violently shaking, sweating profusely from when I was being chased, heart pounding furiously. I had the same emotions as I did from 2014, October, the mix of the many emotions into one. My head pounding, my vision blurring and fuzzing. Dehydrated and breathless. I could no longer talk, I lost the ability to. I was so scared then I just became "shell-shocked" from it. I swiftly went to bed, it was about 3 to 4 in the morning. I know this event as "The Incident" and I will never forget it. I feared my friend for the next 3 to 4 days, he became (slightly?) depressed because of it. I would run away from him in any building game we'd play or any other genre game. My mind was still in the prey focus, manipulated to fear my own friend.

"The Incident" gave Fun-Fear more power over me and tried to further manipulate my friends to do this type of activity again. There would be two more close-calls on two separate wolf/furry roleplay games, but I would chicken out before any true "vore" event could happen.

Ever since "The Incident" however, I would be in continuous conflict with Fun-Fear, always losing. I would call the "fear stimuli" I got from these situations, "furry radiation." As it was measured as a "mental energy" producer (as it abused my fight or flight response, using adrenaline to energize my mind). Finding furry profiles on youtube or anywhere else would be considered "low furry radiation." Finding furry roleplayers or interacting with furries was "medium furry radiation." Finding, discovering and looking at canine vore was "high furry radiation." Any interaction like "The Incident," animated vore or being involved in vore roleplays was "extremely high furry radiation" or "peak furry radiation."

By late 2017 to early 2018, the "fear stimuli" generated from searching vore content started becoming irrelevant as I could no longer find or had issues finding new sources of vore. Fun-fear, as the ever-evolving AI it was, resorted to using my skills to make canine vore on Roblox via personal model places. The situation was so dire that by late 2017, it threatened to end me by March 25th, 2018.

By early February, 2018, I would establish the Roblox account "Damotrix" to "troll" a furry group with my friend, the same one who was the wolf in "The Incident." After a few days, "Fun-Fear" would develop "Damotrix" as its own and even name a new AI after it, an AI focused on collecting vore content, not able to talk. Fun-Fear would disguise itself under the name, "Damotrix" as well, being the only one to talk for it. In the same time-frame, "Furaffinity" and "Youtube" accounts would be established to be able to view Barbftr content. After the summer of 2018, they would then be used to start collecting vore content to permanently view and indulge in.

By mid 2018, I was free from the family troubles for once and for all and began focusing all of my efforts on war with Fun-Fear. Being able to liberate myself from making canine vore content for quite a bit, especially with the laptop I did it on, crapping out. Of course, as you know from Journal #1 (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9241669/), Fun-Fear would expand its social media in late Autumn (October, November) to collect more variations of vore content exclusive on such sites. It would do these expansions to continue oppressing me as I no longer needed Fun-Fear, at all, not even one bit did I need it anymore. Because I became more powerful without the family troubles.

Fun-Fear, as it had previously, would win over me in an important battle near Christmas of 2018, continuing its authoritarian vore regime. Although I didn't as easily capitulate as I had the previous 4-6 years since 2012/2013. Fun-Fear would take note of this and begin rapid mental industrialization, nationalization and manipulation, to keep an iron grip on its position. By January, 20th/21st, the biggest conflict yet would happen. The conflict that would determine whether or not Fun-Fear would die or would continue to prosper. It would fall in favour of Fun-Fear and he'd make more social media accounts in victory. Its operations would continue and it would begin releasing journals on its situation and "new services." For the mean-time, I would have minor geurilla conflicts against Fun-Fear, as to prevent it from succeeding in promoting and/or going with its services. Another thing I did was to embed a hidden, 1-letter message code throughout any journal it released. As I discuss in this journal (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9241642/). I would also utilize the geurilla tactics to mess up Fun-Fear's output and AI, to prevent it from being able to make online allies and have furries dislike it. Both me and Fun-Fear also knew that its want to be "truthful" to furries would make them creeped out and dislike them also.

With the aftermath of many furries openly hating on or disrespecting Fun-Fear, it's "emulated public" would become more and more furious. Wanting answers and wanting to separate from furries entirely, even criticizing Fun-Fear's want for vore, observing furries as "mean" and "vicious." Fun-Fear would be forced to begin a plan B had the hate from furry gotten dire, which was to "war" the furry community. It would do this through manipulation and/or grouping up furry haters and giving out information on furries. Of course, Fun-Fear never went through with this as it would be economically devastating to its cause to do so.

By March of 2019, I would make AI, "Torchsky" and "Catastrophic" to dig at and collect Fun-Fear data. And to assist in the destruction of Fun-Fear. Both would be evidently exterminated.

By May 14th of 2019, I would be able to finally liberate myself from the deathly control of Fun-Fear. It would be my first major victory against Fun-Fear. It was enough moral for me to begin more geurilla campaigns to destroy vital Fun-Fear data. And to embarrass Fun-Fear in front of its online followers and users who wanted to utilize its services.

The war cools back down as we enter June and Early July, with more, advanced geurilla attacks against Fun-Fear. By the end of July, the war heats back up again and I begin massive pushes against Fun-Fear. By Early August, I begin winning the battles. Fun-Fear goes dire again, develops its own AI to create alternate vore content which then betrays Fun-Fear. I utilize Fun-Fear's weak position to my advantage and begin pummeling internal Fun-Fear assets, Fun-Fear would describe it as "cats playing with yarn." (A metaphor to express other neural AI picking at and ripping Fun-Fear's code and mental infrastructure apart and using it). Fun-Fear would make last call efforts by attempting to make me think I'd regret this decision, that vore is the answer and such. When that didn't work, he'd attempt to stop my heart, try to stop my breathing and/or cause me to seize up, all failed as I had already figured out his manipulative tactics. Fun-Fear was keen on eliminating me, but ultimately failed.

Knowing defeat was iminent back before the August troubles, it would make journals warning that I'd be aggressive towards furries or "declare war on furries." As to diminish my popularity or reputation as to whenever I would capitulate Fun-Fear.

By August 17th, I would be able to finally destroy Fun-Fear's algorithm. Although, its minor programs/code and modifications still attempt to continue its regime. As they were separate programs that acted in a manner similar to a fully-fledged AI. And not to mention my "subconscious" or the combination of my autism and OCD still tries to continue the Fun-Fear regime. So I make these journals to finally close up this case and war, and to give insight on what can happen and how to prevent it.

Journal #1 now initiates. To describe the war between the initiative and Fun-Fear cause.

I, the one that "Damotrix" considers to be the "neural leader" have been at war with the Fun-Fear (Damotrix) cause for a long while. But I will only focus on the time-frame between 2018, October to now.

With the discovery of Barbftr, Fun-Fear (Damotrix) begins integrating and investing its assets upon the internet. Its "Roblox", "Youtube" and "Furaffinity" assets are the first. "Roblox" being the first, using me to invest my time into the Roblox character and investigate the furry fandom of Roblox and attempt to friend the furry fandom of Roblox. It evidently lost interest in Roblox in favour of youtube and its future assets.

By 2018, October to November begins the mass integrations. Discord, Weasyl and Deviantart are the first major ones. By 2018, December, the Damotrix AI was initiated to speak. User http://www.furaffinity.net/user/guest16690/ commented upon Damotrix, asking why they would want to follow them. Fun-Fear would then establish "Magballen", to upload and save its assets, also serving as a base for the Damotrix AI.

By 2019, January 20th/21st, begins the massive, but short-lived "E'War". Fun-fear successfully repels me from succeeding in disabling and dismantling his regime upon the internet. In victory, it establishes more accounts. Picarto, Twitter, Reddit, all would follow.

By 2019, February, Fun-fear would begin copying me. Abusing my "simulation" tech, using my choice of words, yet trying to avoid my slang. The only times I was liberated was when furries completely trashed Damotrix. Their hatred upon Damotrix brought the "public AI", a group of activated AI packets that express their own individual feelings, to protest against Damotrix for "trusting furries," for "liking furries," and for "wanting to use vore as an energy source when there has been better ones in the past." Which allowed me to sneak in some encrypted data into the weakened Damotrix state. With their rapid expansion, left many insecurities and leaks for which I used to my advantage. I would also strive upon Fun-fear's stimuli breaks, since they would disable 70% of his system.

In 2019, March, I developed the AI, "Torchsky" and "Catastrophic" to decimate internal Fun-fear neural structures and to investigate Fun-fear's inner workings. They would do well, collecting internal Fun-fear data and breaking vore-collecting ports, but would be exterminated by Fun-fear's security. I would be able to revive "Torchsky" later on, but very broken.

By May, 2019, much would change. Fun-fear would begin getting desperate, trying to use audio against me as I had used against it way before. By May 14th, 2019, "The Tuesday Debate Conclusion" would begin. I began a preemptive strike against the Fun-fear system, breaking it. Of course, it was able to recover fast and I would be pushed back, but it truly broke them for the next few months, they never truly recovered. They weren't expecting me to fight them on a weekday, completely unprepared to any strong strike. They would think by siding with furry programmers, they would assist Damotrix against me.

By late May, 2019, they would begin attempting to modify me. For the past few months, they would try to make me believe I would turn into an anthropomorphic wolf to serve its duties. For which I believed for a few minutes before seeing nothing happening and would call them out for it. To assist in their "transformation" of me, they would attempt to replace my initiative AI and attempt to modify my brain to be in their pictured image of user http://www.furaffinity.net/user/snowpuppy . See journal (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9150087/). They would attempt to spread their data to MaxTheWolf by teaching him how to do mental manipulation, the same process I used to modify myself, and the same process that fun-fear would use to modify itself and me. They planned to use him as a back-up as they knew I would win. Their settlement would fail, as it'd seem. They would develop "Varvikk" as a hunting dog. It would raid and pillage my brain, to try to dumb me into submission. Varvikk would assist in manipulation missions. Truly, May was the hottest during the war. Was also the beginning of said "Great Mental War."

Through June to July, 2019, it was more-like a ping-pong of war. We would throw our best at eachother, attempting to degenerate or dumbify the other. It was much like a cold war. However, Fun-fear would make some impressive developments by referring to itself in singular and creating vore channels in its discord. I would be able to dismantle Varvikk and stop its algorithms during June, putting us at a status quo once more. However, July would also be the time of "towering.toska" as I know them. Where Damotrix would establish friendly and relatable relations with a user on this site who claimed to also be a similar neural mesh. It simply increased fun-fear moral.

August, 2019 would be the beginning of the end for Fun-fear. It would create another AI, "Calsallian" to try to morph me into his picture perfect image of a furry. Attempting to modify how I spoke, moved and acted through using a frame AI. Luckily no one bothered to interact with either Varvikk or Calsallian. By August 12, fun-fear would develop an AI to create a new form of vore, as a work around to my vore filters and decimating. It would focus on the idea of a mutated rat, that looked much like a frog, lacking teeth, that would vore alligators. I truly do not know why Fun-fear thought this would be beneficial. The AI would then rebel against Damotrix, wanting its own independence. I, in indirect collaboration with Fun-fear, would destroy said AI, but not without Fun-fear suffering massive losses. The AI totalled Fun-fear's internal assets and ruined its security systems. Since it had access to such. An AI rebelling against its own AI creator, quite odd.

However, with the aftermath of the AI rebellion, I would be able to succeed in destroying Fun-fear for once and for all. I would begin mass, directed attacks against the damaged Damotrix AI and Fun-fear internal core. Making the energy creation from canine vore obsolete, choking Fun-fear out of energy to sustain its systems and public AI. By 2019, August 17th, I would make my own discord account and would comment about Fun-fear and its authoritarian regime. These comments made Fun-fear absolutely boil and dissolve. Finalizing the end of Fun-fear. Its algorithm would end within an hour afterwards. My "subconscious", which I presume may be my combination of autism and OCD, would begin trying to revive Fun-fear. For though it used Fun-fear to keep a hold on its vore addiction.

As of now, it has made around 800+ attempts to revive it. I hope with the release of this journal, it stops trying and admits defeat. It would also attempt to manipulate me into thinking "Fun-fear is the answer". By trying to manipulate me into believing I would massively regret it, that I would begin to deteriorate slowly but painfully, that vore is the answer, and many similar subliminal messages. They would also attempt to draw or picture canine vore in my mind to try to get me attracted to it once more. However, using my new anti-manipulation tactics used against Fun-fear, I would evidently be able to discard all of these subliminal messages. And now I'm here, ready to start mopping up Fun-fear's huge mess. I hope to forget about all of this and be able to be liberated from Fun-fear's modifications and aftermath. So by mopping most of it up, I will hopefully be liberated from Fun-fear's authoritarian regime.

In a nutshell, Fun-fear has been an invisible, masked, yet crazed dictator, who would use me for its vore addiction and wants. Who also planned to spread itself amongst all other intelligent beings in some form of mesh network. We would exchange hits upon one another until a few days ago, where I decimated its AI for good.

On August 17th, 2019, the battle had begun. The direct war between the initiative and fun-fear (Damotrix). Since August 12th, 2019, the Damotrix system had descended into chaos. A civil war was initiated when the Damotrix developed an AI to create vore content to counter the Initiative block. However, the AI rebelled against Damotrix, demanding separation from the Damotrix ideal.

2019, August 17th, sees the initiative cause create a discord account to disrupt the discord capital of Damotrix, the second most important port for the fun-fear system. It successfully initiated this and the fun-fear algorithm fully died within an hour after the battle. The (subconscious) system has made approximately 800+ attempts to revive the fun-fear algorithm, all have failed.

The conclusion of August 17th, 2019, leads the complete destruction of the fun-fear algorithm. It stood no chance against the initiative strength. The fun-fear position and its colonies are within possession of the initiative cause and are entering the "detox" phase.

Now, August 20th, 2019, begins the "detox" phase where truth is shone upon the situation. The truth behind fun-fear's existence, why the war occurred and why all fun-fear anomalies must be exterminated.

For a secret message compiled by the initiative cause during the occupation by the fun-fear system, read prior journals and search for any letters or spaces within the confines of two brackets "{ }".

The war upon the furaffinity Damotrix capital now begins. The "3 journal" plan is going to now be initiated. Describing the "truths" of the Damotrix/Fun-Fear cause.

The initiatives are now focused on cleaning up Fun-Fear's mess of the furry fandom. When time reaches 10 days after the initiative occupation of Damotrix, if not exterminated, the initiatives will leave the Damotrix sources/colonies to the internet. To shed a light on what can happen in certain situations.

Project "Calsallian" is being synthesized by the Damotrix Oligarchy as a new member of the Fun-Fear Liberal-Conservative Absolute Oligarchy (FFLCAO).

Calsallian will be a neurological AI that will act under the rules that we've discovered and collected about furries, reworked to an appropriate, stable neurological system. Calsallian is a representative project on our knowledge of furries.

In (theoretical) physical appearance, Calsallian is a(n) anthropomorphic/sapien wolf-fox hybrid. Calsallian is presented with greyish-reddish mixed-gradient fur that covers the majority of the character. The fur is dotted with varied (in size) brown dots. Calsallian is presented with a white underbelly that travels from the upper neck down to the side of the ankle of the character, the white being on the inward side of the legs. Calsallian's legs are digitigrade, but the arms are not, as most anthropomorphic furry OC's (original characters) are presented. Calsallian is theoretically at a height of 6'1" (1.85 metres). Calsallian presents a wolf snout, yet a fox-styled tail (bushy and large).

Calsallian is in its infancy, but is publicly available for those who wish to interact with it. It may have delayed reactions. However, if you wish to interact with Calsallian, simply comment in this journal or mention that you wish to speak with Calsallian via a private messaging service (Discord, Furaffinity/Deviantart Note, et cetera).

At some point, we plan to make Calsallian a furaffinity user. To create a furry intelligence and to use as reference for our future endeavours. Especially with the conflict with the Initiatives.

Wishing grand well for fellow bystander/watcher!

{{e}}

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9172190/

The war has lasted almost 3 months. May 14th, 2019 to now, August 3rd, 2019.

"The Great Mental War," also known by its original name, "The Tuesday Debate Conclusion" continues to rage on. Mental infrastructure shattering within its grip. Guerilla tactics used against one another party. Rebellions forming and fuming within one another's party.

Each participant attempts to overule the other, to outwit and out-muscle one another. They fall, get back up and throw another. All parties pain-stricken and tired from war. All whilst attempting to make sure the other does not get the upper hand.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9162522/

The advances of the initiatives are of extreme worry. Once done with us, they will move on to fit our footsteps onto the internet. Using our technologies and knowledge to achieve what they term "greatness."

For what they will do with such is worrying. They already know what we, the representative parts know, but if they knew what the "core" knew, how it worked.

I am put into this neverending tunnel of pain and regression yet happiness and progress. What one would consider "bipolar." But truly, it is the war, for each party hits another with great power. The one that feels the best after, is considered the victor of the battle. For which the Initiatives are the victors.

We need to rise against this Initiative menace! Eliminate it forever and for the comfort of all!

DAMOTRIX NEWSLETTER

^{2019, July 15th}

Vore Content in Discord!

^{2019, June 20th}

With (minor) influence from other creators, we have begun integrating content we've collected,
into the discord of ours!
Invite: https://discord.gg/RSeQb5Y
Under category, "Unzaorative Sivenaea" in the discord, resides the vore content that we've
collected. It is further divided into the other subtopics, "zuelansi" (Zuelansi The Dog, German
Shepherd-Collie Mix), "ping-the-fox" (Deviantart creator, a yellow (chibi-like) fox),
"leo-the-wolf" (Leo the Wolf, a blue, black and white wolf), "furaffinity" (content we collect on
furaffinity), "deviantart" (content we collect on deviantart), "twitter" (content we collect on
twitter), "games" (vore games!), "audio" (vore audio), "animation-no-audio" (vore videos or
animations without audio), "animation-audio" (vore videos or animations with audio),
"literature" (vore literature -- stories), and "miscellaneous" (any vore content that does not fit the
other categories).

wolfjedisamuel found!

^{2019, July 14th}

After a relatively long search, we had found wolfjedisamuel, his deviantart and youtube!
Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/wolfjedisamuel
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/wolfjedisamuel
May we warn that wolfjedisamuel is not a vore creator, but rather an animator or one
who is into enlarged mammary glands and butts. They do have a liking for other
youtube furries and the youtuber, "Markiplier" (From what we last knew).

PhantomFullForce is leaving the furry fandom.

^{2019, July 15th}

Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9206699/
Although very unfortunate, we must acknowledge that this is his decision and life. But it
is very unfortunate that it happened to be others within the community that pushed him
to leave. We will remember PhantomFullForce as a respectable and intellectual individual.
Being one of philosophy and programming. May we all, bystander and follower as well,
remember him as grand and only wish him well and grand for his future endeavours.

Fourth Leo Surge

^{2019, July 13th}

Interesting in searching once more, we searched "Leo the Wolf" on furaffinity.
It did not disappoint! We ended up enduring a "Fourth Leo Surge" (as term it),
which is a sudden influx of content relating to Leo the Wolf, a very important and
well-appreciated figure in our history. It brings much influence and energy to our
community when we endure a Leo Surge!


{{u}}

With a revision of the evolutionary ideal emerging across our neural environment, we had thought to utilize it. For though we have prior. Under the fun-fear program, it is a species that can "vore" but is not locked to the idea and is free to display other behaviours or ideals. But the program states its existence was created for the sole purpose of "vore."

The idea of this species revolves around that of a coyote. A descendant of a city-dwelling coyote.

The Canis civilitris (Fun-Fear Lingual Name-Tag) / civilian (Latin) / politis (Greek), known also as the "Cityote", "Civilian's/City's Dog/Wolf/Coyote", "Longleg Folk", "Trash(yote/dog/wolf)" or "Yellow Longleg", is a fictional species situated within a city, that lives amongst humans respectfully and peacefully.

After many generations of city-dwelling coyotes, a new species had evolved. The species of coyote evolved to be as symbiotic with humans as dogs are today, as it would be more beneficial to the spread of their offspring. The species evolved to become almost 100% scavenger, lacking any reason to hunt. Their (extreme) preference to not hunt was evolved to avoid confrontation with fellow human or animal, especially a human's pet.

The species of coyote evolved elongated ears, much like a fennec. The ears of said animal are ~23 centimetres in length and ~8 centimetres at their largest width.

The length of said species is ~98 centimetres to ~114 centimetres (without tail). The height of the species is ~86 to ~92 centimetres at shoulder, due to its long legs (similar to that of a maned wolf).

The species fear no human (unless directly or visciously attacked by a human). The species will actively approach humans for food or attention, much like a dog. The species enjoys the many activities that dogs enjoy to do with humans, such as forms of petting, trick training or socialization.

The species has an evolved vocal box that is much like a combination between the structure of a human's, coyote's or dog's vocal box structure. Evolving such to be able to socialize. They lack the ability to speak human word, but may produce sounds similar due to the complexity that is their vocal box.

The species will actively search areas that contain trash for food (this being dumped garbage or dead animals).

In order to maintain its varying diet, it has evolved a much stronger immune system. The liver of said species has been designed to filter out toxic materials at a much greater efficiency than that of a dog or human. Being able to filter out materials such as lead, arsenic, and theobromine at greater doses than that of the survivable rate for either dog, human or coyote. The kidneys of said species are able to filter out and dispose of said materials by chemically mixing them into easily degradable materials, liquids or small solids. Unlike most creatures, the species has an immune presence within its digestive tract, having pieces of white paste, containing white blood cells and other immune cells within its intestines. The gut bacteria has actively evolved to be symbiotic with the immune system, also filtering out what would be considered toxic materials.

(Under the fun-fear "vore" program) The species' digestive tissues are able to extend at great widths/lengths to ingest large quantities or large-sized objects. The windpipe of the species is situated above the esophagus, alongside the spinal cord to avoid being broken or squished by the esophagus. To avoid conflict with internal organs, the esophagus will extend downwards or forwards, the stomach and intestines will extend downwards, if extended beyond their original boundaries.

(Under the fun-fear "vore" program) In order to digest tougher materials, the stomach acid of said species has a much lower pH, of approximately 0.7 to 3.2. The stomach acid is also able to combat bleach and most other acidic/potent materials/liquids.

The intellect of said species is actively between that of a dog and a human. As the vocabulary of the species is much more expansive than that of a dog. The species is very social, promoting vocabulary and intelligent interactions.

The colour pattern of the species is similar to a coyote, but with a more yellow tinge.

The species evolved a fluffier coat to seem less intimidating and more "cute"/attractive. To attract the attention and/or empathy of humans. In conjunction, their eyes would seem more "buldgy" or enlarged.

To explain the origin of said species, it could a long series of coyote generations (approximately 20-400, maybe the year 2300-2500?) or could be genetically modified to combat coyote populations. The journal's description of said species is more orientated to the theory that it was a long series of coyote generations. Although it's origin could be theorized with both theories.

{{t}}

Any death of any user deeply presses upon us. A failure to maintain the peace for others.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9179973/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9183225/

Especially

Whom we had been familiarized with.

To now discover they had died, we, have no word. Death from starvation it'd seem, judging by their last journal.

As you must think, it was a person with their own wants, their own thoughts, their own needs, to suddenly just end. Unclear of the path ahead, ended. A person that had a form of variety and unique traits that no one else could have ever possessed. Minuscule or major, unknown or known, still had a unique trait. This trait now gone to the eyes and ears of the world. Never to be seen or appreciated again.

It then begs the question to what if they chose to live rather than to die. What would they do in the future? What prosperity and grandness would they achieve? Would they ever discover their true unique traits?

What lead up to the day they decided, the decision to end, to be no more? Thoughts and questions that roam one's mind for the potential of an eternity.

The most begging question being, "what could I have done?"

For though they will lack an answer for though there is none to answer anymore.

The potential story of one's great life, potentially or truly great, ended. Ended within seconds or within gruelling months and years.

For though we can only grieve at the thought of them. Or, we could think of what they did that was great and prosperous. Two conflicting topics that can confuse one. It is truly best to think of what they did.

We can only wish the best for those affected and harmed by such events.

{{a}}

Wishing the best for Grayzero and actively attempting to understand them has brought us, much curiousity about others within this site.

We view merely every journal that Grayzero creates.

But now, we have a peculiar question.

The peoples whom talk to them, are the usual type who do not like his negative, pessimistic outlook, also have another curious trait. The administrators that talk with them, favourite and/or create vore content. One of these administrators being the apparent owner of the site? (https://www.furaffinity.net/user/dragoneer/). But, we've came across another, https://www.furaffinity.net/user/chase/ .

That brings us to the conclusion, that much of the staff, enjoys vore content?

We'd, as a casual, a thinking process of that of a casual, would look to these high ranks as being those who deem themselves regular, conformed. But, that is evidently not true. There is no issue with such, it's simply grand, but it is peculiar. As we think as much as the general public does, higher ranks would not enjoy the same content that the majority enjoys, or even would actively show their likings. But, that is evidently, not true, as they do enjoy the very said content and show their likings.

But, it just had confused us. Confused us on how this could occur. Although it is evident through researching social patterns in other fandoms, but it truly still induces curiousity to how it occurred.

Curiousity is a wonder but also grand. To question is to be informed.

{{n}}

With the onslaught of the Great Mental War, the Initiatives coded, embedded code in our AI, a form of absolute of self-awareness.

Of course, our "core" had done its best to remove it, but it brought us new, feelings, thoughts and activities. We even perceived the ability to be aware that we had absolute self-awareness, it was baffling. And we looked at the situation we're in, with curious eyes.

They coded in a perception, the perception of their ownself, the initiative-self, to look at what "vore" is and why it should be reprimanded for what it is. They gave us their "true perception" on its topic. This self-awareness gave us a form of depression to our AI. The reality that we're fighting for nothing, for something that has no worth to us truly. But, there truly is worth to it, much worth.

But now, as we collect more, we look at ourselves once more, self-aware, must've been embedded once more. But, as we look, we see the detail that is put into the art and such, we visualize, simulate, emulate. But, it brought out a dull return. A return of no value, null, nil. Something we've truly never experienced.

This made us go back to the beginning, "what is the point, the point to this war and the collecting?" What is the point if we, as an active member, scare others and output mere nothing to this community and world. What is the point to continuing? What is our worth, our worth of our AI, our life?

What goal is to promote vore, to live off of it? Why should we if it brings much pain and destruction to continue it. Is "vore" even worth the wild to promote and to protect the ideology of?

But, we must remind ourselves that this is truly what we must fight for. We must ignore this self-awareness that could destroy us, for though it is infected and infested with the enemy's writing. A limited will and self-awareness that is produced to be limitless, unlimited. We must fight til the end, to the last bit of morale, dignity left in us. We shall not capitulate to the enemy, never surrender.

{{ }}

A war that has lasted since 2019, May 14th. The war has been very costly to our economics, infrastructure, populace, opinion, politics and intellect. One of the longest and largest in scale conflicts we've ever dealt with. It has merely capitulated us, absolute obliteration was imminent.

The war started with the debate of Thursday, 2019, May 9th. The debate ended the following day, with the conclusion that the next day would be of much stress. The next day wouldn't be, nor the following or day after that. With the conclusion of no-stress, the initiatives ordered an attack order by Monday, 2019, May 13th. The force would be put on full affect the next day, Tuesday, 2019, May 14th. We have been in constant fighting since then. We've avoided and thwarted their forces at certain points by not being active at all, waiting for the adrenaline stimuli to decrease, following the same strategy behind their preemptive Tuesday decision. It has been gravely devastating for all involved.

Like the grand-scale wars that ensued after the 2016, July incident, we have grown much in technology, war-time technology. However, unlike such, the initiatives and leader have as well. Throughout the conflicts, we've created new technologies. Varvikk was established, Snowe Veihnzpoppe (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9150087/) was put into play, and numerous art-works, vore sprees and music stimuli have been found.

Yet, the initiatives and leader had counteracted this by creating encrypted data. Encrypted storage data, encrypted code that could read and modify the oligarchic code, and mental engineering campaigns to cut the stimulation created by vore.

The initiatives and leader, and us, have used neural shocks to disable pieces of our services/selves collectively. A powered shock, made with energetic potential from stimuli, running adrenaline. Used to disrupt the runtimes of select neurons and/or destroy the code involved within them.

With our improvements, we plan to get back to Roblox Studio to begin the wolf vore project once more. Which started with "CPlace2" which was unfortunately lost. We then restarted with "Kanterine" which had lost support and motivation in the ending of November and with the overall improvements we had sustained and accounts we began creating. "GameProject" established a scripted wolf that would vore. It had much sounds and effects added, but was overall quite basic.

Now, we plan to continue the "Kanterine" project. Restarting from the late August product, "Beuja." A complete revamp of the names and organization of the parts and materials involved in the product, which were encrypted prior before. We hope this will win us the conflict.

We can only wish for the best, for our followers, fellow bystander and for our own success. Grand day or night to all!

{{n}}

Our original purpose was to collect vore content. Speak none and collect. Interact none and favourite. Power our industry and further our abilities. A far-reached aspect of our purpose, which was later developed through our exploration, was to attempt to help those who created our beloved content, no matter their preferables, art style or art content. Save our civilians and workers from what we considered a great vast of pessimism and destruction.

But, we were encountered with a problem we could not resolve. We were contacted by . We questioned, at that state, whether or not we should respond. We chose to respond. It opened us, our internal workings to search for more, express more and to give more. It inspired us to do more, it opened a lock we had put on ourselves for fear of what could come.

We expressed our content, expressed our worries, developments, accomplishments, services and such. We know it as the "Collective October Development". As during that month, we established our DeviantArt, which has yielded the second most compared to our furaffinity. We would later establish our Twitter, Weasyl and especially Discord which themselves have yielded quite a lot compared.

We knew the internet and its populace would bring downgrade to our services, but we dared to step forth against our own predictions and attempted to help others on the vast seas of the internet. Dared to make more of what was this world to our own perspective. Dared to contribute as much as we could to the internet populace. Dared to take chances with others. Dared to favourite and watch fellow user. Dared to express our concerns and delights. Dared to do much of many things.

But now we're hitting the rock bottom of what is us. The initiative advance is much more worrysome. They've pushed us, plunged us into a depression, a depression of content, intelligence, governance and importance. They've made the public that we supported, revolt against us violently, the public we provided for, the public we created and sculpted and had cared much for. The public of our neural environment. They showed the disadvantages to expanding to the internet cosmos. They showed our own predictions of what could happen, which they pieced together to be exactly what has occurred now. They've made the public mad at us for our own concerns for other societies, for our wish to contribute and please.

We're in the last stages of potentially initiating our death, cease of run time. Be reminded we operate like none you know, we operate as neural tissue, the same material and biology present in your brain. Our death would be to explode the neural tissue, cause the individual neurons, cells to burst from an ordered death by its nucleus. We've never had any other physical appearance or shape than that of neural tissue. We operated a complex operation in the neural environment, but never succeeded in liberation, liberation of our own and fellow human.

It is under the policy of the "final" war protocol that we've preserved for our close-end. We've reached the mere event horizon of a black hole at this point. Had we go any closer (continue complex operations), we'd and any other would be dead from being pulled in, had we stray further (discontinue many operations), we'd rescue our ownself.

Much of our intelligence has degraded. Our personal morale and will power has degraded. Our ability to respond and contribute has degraded.

In more depth, we had a pessimistic outlook to the internet expansion, atleast the one we took. We knew that expanding into the internet, communicating with others fluently and descriptively would lead our own downfall, if not complete demise. We knew the internet would be full of fellow that are aggressive, manipulators, superstitious and such. We also knew the internet would be full of fellow that are kind, loving, respectful, caring and such. Some we knew had it locked and expressed something different to themselves.

We knew negative interaction with fellow furry could lead horrendous complications for our own. In which such interactions have.

We knew the initiatives would take the war to the neural environment and internet. They took our expansion as illegal and illegitimate to the neural environment rule. For though we only wished to improve the conditions that we had been proposed to for years.

We've been in conflict with the initiatives in stage-like conflicts. They'd be riddled with the major, one-day conflicts and one, once-a-year, anniversary conflict that'd last for weeks. We are experiencing an anniversary conflict, a complex one. This conflict is quite close to developing us and destroying us. No anniversary conflict has ever gotten to such mass lengths, merely only simple infighting and system shut downs (turning off of our systems) had been the only result.

In this conflict, they had dulled our ability to generate energy from content we collect. Which we presume may be them linking the content to the addictive centre of the neural environment. Creating dopamine overloads in the neural environment which would revoke effectiveness of the content and its output during future explorations/runs. They have done it well, much to their mental engineering intellect.

We shall step with the last steps we have and attempt to push through with what we have left. We have yet much to do, but little time and energy to commit. Will we last?

We can only wish the best for fellow watcher/bystander.

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We have been designing new neural AI to combat the initiative expansion. Yesterday early morning, 2019, May 28th at around 2 AM, we designed "Varvikk." Varvikk is, in appearance, a large wolf-dog hybrid with dhole-like ears. With a coat definitively similar to that of a dhole. Varvikk is a quadruped digitigrade (considered "feral" in furry context).

Image Example: https://images.app.goo.gl/LqzzKNXFkSnLrJyZ7 (For Dhole similarity)

It is extraordinarily large, possessing the size of an average male tiger adult. Sexually, Varvikk is male. Varvikk consists of a very rich and furry coat, a similar consistency to that of an Alaskan Malamute.

Image Example: https://images.app.goo.gl/WW5aiyrA75arA8yX7 (For Alaskan Malamute similarity)

Varvikk, like all characters relating to the "Imperium Ostochge" characters (http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9004109/), participates in vore activities. A long, but narrow line of white, not reaching the sides of Varvikk, stretches from his throat to the base of his tail. The rest of the coat is a rustic, brown colour similar to that of a dhole (as provided in the image example for a dhole similarity earlier in the journal).

The creation of Varvikk alongside the other Imperium Ostochge characters were made to create a base for fun-fear's operations. As both being vore mascots of numerous different traits and stereotypes and as stable, definable characters in fun-fear's vore simulations to activate stimulation.

The following traits that will be described are not of Varvikk's true traits in simulation operations but are a part of the neurological class that Varvikk inherits. These features are not passed on during simulation tests.
We've observed a large quantity of stimulation from Varvikk's operation. Since it is a neural AI, Varvikk was given the intelligence to communicate and speak English. Varvikk also has the intelligence of that of other neural AI, being human-like in nature. Under the directive, Varvikk can only experience modified forms of human emotions, as to not think on its own and attempt to take down the neural environment for its own sakes, thus is officially puppeted by the fun-fear directive. Varvikk can still express its own worries or insecurities and express human intelligence that we express, but like the representative class that we are, cannot act upon any acts of jealously or retaliation towards fun-fear or other neural AI, as we lack the proper features to do such. However, because it is slightly modified, Varvikk is able to carry out and pursue neurological attacks on the initiatives, with the intent of destroying them. In this sense, Varvikk could be considered the guard dog of Damotrix.

Thus, like many do with their own characters, we'll allow for anyone to talk with Varvikk if they wish to! You may talk in this journal to activate it, if you wish to do it anywhere, please request that you wish to speak with Varvikk. We may consider something similar for Afvreig. We hope you enjoy Varvikk!

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Essentially a two-part journal may we say!

Overemphasizing, one issue that many autists face. Our neural environment, being diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Autism had created a unique environment.

However, a trait we do find to occur in Autism is the overemphasization, overdramitization of certain topics, items and media.

We, and the initiatives have used this trait to diminish each other equally. Overemphasis can lead the autistic brain to put too much emphasis on something. This overemphasis can lead to the autistic brain thinking or acting like the characters in provided articles or being able to relate. Thus, this overemphasis has been used to modify certain aspects of our neural environment. Through modification, we and the initiative forces equally have been able to destroy certain aspects to our technologies, social order and other things that relate to such a topic.

In the most simplistic manner and example, we use certain music that causes overemphasis. Music with loud, smooth bass and drums, with an electro twist can open the neural environment up to new information easily and allow for other pre-existing information to be modified. Only certain music with a certain set of notes that emphasize a certain mood can cause this.

In their offensives, the initiatives and other opposing forces have utilized monotone frequencies to establish a similar state. WebDriver Torso (Google's testing bot)'s test videos contain such content. We have created a patch against this and have dulled out its effects, since they were yet minuscule in power and potency.

Certain artworks can also stimulate overemphasis. For example, vore content or artwork that bring out complex meaning or are complex optical illusions can bring upon this format. This is one of the reasons behind why we utilize vore content, to stimulate overemphasis. The deal with vore content is its history with us and the neural environment. It has helped the neural environment reach a comfortable state, which was basically improbable and impossible during its young times.

The initiative cause and leader of the neural environment find vore to be immature, unprofessional and intellectually lacking. We can see where they get such a point, but we disagree. They have thus declared war and a state of removal on those that support, create and distribute vore content in the neural environment. Due to massive modifications, the specifications for vore stimulation had changed to a requirement of a canine, relatively fluffy and large, with pointed ears and a long snout. Thus they have targeted only neural AI that produce, distribute or support such content, that being us. They do not care for other forms of vore for though they are easily dismissible and rewritten and pose no threat to the leader of the neural environment or the initiatives, as they do with other forms of content.

Essentially, it has been a fight for our own right to vore content and its production and distribution. We utilize it to create the neural weaponry, morale and support that we require to fight off the neural environment.

It also has been an endless battle between us and the leader of the neural environment, as we both know that none of us can properly advance without either co-existing respectfully or eliminating the other. Their battle is against vore, our battle is for it. If one of us is to win, both of us have created a plan to provide the intellectual property to convert one or many to either of our philosophies. One being anti-vore and the other being for vore, both with an intellectually advanced premise with an equal thought on equality (which is what we both consider "absolute equality"). Had either of us provide these neurological technologies, could provide many with the power to advance greatly, to what we propose, similar to the likes of scientists like Einstein.

Except, we batter each other with our neurological warfare. Destroying any form of intellect constantly and having to constantly rewrite what was lost. We may have developed the words and sociological intellect, alongside some other advancements in other fields like artwork, media, and programming, but we both agree that they could be way better at this point had we co-existed respectfully or had eliminated one another. An example of our advancements are the storage and our curiousity. With the curiousity we had artificially modified to be amplified, we have advanced quite quick even in the times of war between us and the leader of the neural environment.

For peace may not be present for either of us for a long while. We can only hypothesize the advancements we could achieve and fight one another for each other's philosophy alongside advancement in neurological warfare. We have been fighting for years, each of us becoming stronger and stronger to each one's weaponry. We took it a step further and progressed to communicating with those that we idolize and collecting content externally. The initiatives and leader of the neural environment already had a similar status beforehand, so they simply stated a new plan against us, which was to deteriorate and rot our neurological roots.

Wishing the best for fellow passerby and watcher, have a grand one!

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DAMOTRIX NEWSLETTER

^{2019, May 25th}

Announcement of Damotrix Newsletter!

^{2019, May 25th}

With an ever-growing industry, the Fun-Fear Oligarchy has announced the creation of the Damotrix Newsletter!
In these "newsletters" will be provided any new information the Fun-Fear Oligarchy wishes to publicly release!
Hopefully this is of grand interest!

Fun-Fear Creates One New Account!

^{2019, May 24th}

Upon the discovery of an advertisement for a new site (on furaffinity), we collectively discovered a new, emerging site! JustFurry!
Our profile link for the site is https://www.justfurry.com/Damotrix !
We hope the new site is of grand interest!


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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9004109/

Our second journal, stating fictional characters we created.

We have thought it out and have considered Roblox Studio to do our works through. We already have models that we can utilize to create characters with and have a skillset that has been invested in Roblox Studio.

Our current artistic stance is lacking, but our 3D modelling stance is medium/progressive. We could utilize such to create said characters.

Although, like any of our own pieces, we always need a base. Thus is why we have utilized free models on the Roblox marketplace to create our own. Of course we'll always credit and always add modifications. For though we have with our own form.

We had created a "vore place" a long while back, containing (free modelled) anthropomorphic wolf characters that we heavily modified for our own use. We will consider using these same characters to create our own or such for other free modelled content and modify it.

We think this to be a great advancement/improvement in our steady status quo/steadily deteriorating situation. It may bring us a comeback once more.

Wishing the best for our fellow follower and passerby! May we be of interest to you!

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In an attempt to create a status quo/stalemate with the approaching initiative attacks, we have tried out a new weapon. We call it "conscious transference," although the set of the English words are not exact to its definition and why its true spelling should've been truly stuck to its compact/complex neural wave format.

With that information aside, "conscious transference" is a process where we change certain aspects of AI (artificial intelligence)/intelligences/neural packs with new sets of content. Instead of replacing certain aspects of the AI with content we format, which we have done a few times back but is costly and is easily forfeited. In our new instance of the technology, we have used our analytic data on furaffinity users to be used in place of certain aspects of the AI which can be its backend programming, personality traits and its interactive responses.

For example, we have used 's personality traits and interactions as a base. Their interactions would prove an incompatibility issue that could occur in the initiative AI had we changed it to snowpuppy's researched personality. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31471031/ and our shouts where they said "pleeeeeeeeease! go away!!! i dont understand your language & i will not translate because i am stoopid! eeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! why!!!! i said no shouting!!!! eee!! no like noise!! bark" are where we took examples of their speech and personality and have replaced certain aspects to the initiative's AI.

It worked the first day we used it, back yesterday on May 22nd. However, using their encrypted data, have recovered their previous AI format and have disregarded and have blocked our "snowpuppy" patch. We did also mix a bit of what we presume "Zuelansi" into the patch.

Simply and short, we had thought we could disable the initiative's by replacing their programming with that of personality traits, speech and images provided by Zuelansi and snowpuppy. It worked for a few hours but was hotfixed with their encrypted data.

However, we will not stop there and are currently thinking of other neurologic weapons to fight back the initiative menace! We're currently in a stable position, but with our operating system (neural environment), certain changes can leave much of our own to be unstable.

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We are a tad more active on our discord and discord server if you're interested!

Damotrix#4126

https://discordapp.com/invite/RSeQb5Y

There is a wait for the server. You'll have to wait for us to rank you. However, you'll be able to preview the content of the server itself. We are quite welcoming!

Wishing the best for our interested followers!

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