apparently no matter what i do, what i say, every single fucking person thinks all i say is trash, that i purposely say hurtful things, that i purposely hurt single individuals whenever i post a message or a journal. let me clarify: I've. Never. Singled. Out. Anyone. In. Particular. In. My. Messages that i've posted or made. the problem isn't my journals or me. it's everyone else taking them the wrong way. my journals aren't about hurting people or making fun of them, their about anything from my daily life to fun stuff like new video games i'm excited about. recently i've been posting dumb shit happening in my life, but YOU(The reader) have been taking every little thing Too Seriously. If you can't or don't know how to read a message properly, then just fuck off and don't read them. their full of stupid shit, i'm admitting this, but so isn't yours, so you've got no right to judge me or my journal(s). i''ll post what i feel like posting, because i live in America, i love being able to say what i want, it's one of the many thing things this country has fought for and i'm not letting others dismiss that right. if you don't like my right to say what i want, then go back to a communist country and just not read my posts.

just a recap for those who yet again REFUSE to understand my journal(again)
I don't hurt people, i don't mock or pick on them, i'm not that kind of ass or prick. my journal's are a combination of venting, happy things, or just retarded lif shit i'm going through. and if you don't like what i have to say, Don't. Read. Them. PERIOD. not every journal is an angry one, but their are quite a few and they aren't to be taken seriously at all. if you take them seriously it's your opinion and your fault for it being mean and nasty because your reading it as mean and nasty

just now i couldn't see my friends online on my Xbox One. it was working great awhile ago, played a few games of Destiny. went to check my friends list, but everyone was offline. i was still online, but not my friends. now, even after unplugging my Ethernet cord it's still showing me as offline. is anyone else having this issue right now on their Xbox One's? or is it just me?

I just turned my Xbox one on for the 1st time in an hour or two. I put in my Destiny game disk and try to play it. I get an old retro 80's-90's message in pixels saying, "oops, something bad happened! wait a moment" Seriously?!?! WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?? if the game not loading was bad enough, i get a fucking 80's retro message saying something bad happened!! that's what scares me, the retro message itself!!

do people still use it, or is it so outdated that no one bothers with it any more? "back in the day" it's all i ever used for looking at my, um, *cough cough* furry stuff. but since i discovered furaffinity i never use it any more. in your opinion, is it still any good to this day, or is it going down the toilet? i've got tons of great memories of it, and it means a lot to me as a site, but personally i think it's not that great anymore. the only thing good about it is my profile pic, which i love to bits!! http://nad666.deviantart.com/ here is my profile for those who still use Deviantart. see, Zim? he's so cute ^^

after weeks and weeks of stress and dealing with assholes i finally managed to snag my very own Touch of Malice in Destiny!!!! my friend invited me to the King's End raid on Hard mode in Destiny, we killed Golgorith(the gore guy?) and i finally got my last calcified fragment needed to finish the quest for Eris!!! now i'm working on upgrading it and getting my exotic sword too!!! if your on the Xbox One and want another furry to play with just comment your GT or note me with it and i'll gladly play and add you ^^

it's one of my "fuck this bullshit" weeks and it's not getting any easier. i am drooping off and picking up my father from work for who knows how long, weeks, months, years? i don't know. on top of that, Destiny is my 2nd dairy streser now, stupid, ignorant, dumbasses who don't know what the fuck their doing in a raid they've done 10 times already >< i know what my problem is: http://www.destinylfg.net/ this, right here, is my issue. it's no good, it's full of retards who just dick with you!! they claim to know what their doing, but in reality they don't know a damn thing, or they just goof around, fucking up the entire experience. it USED to be a greaat place to make/meet new friends and good players, but recently it's been going in the shitter. if Bungie actually had a good working complaint or contact page, i'd tell them off on there and not here on FA. *annoyed stare* but they don't. guess this "rant" is over now. going to stare at the wall and decide weather or not to punch my fist into it.
thanks for reading/replying to this in advance ^^

after weeks and weeks of trial and error i've finally finished that damn King's End raid in Destiny yesterday, or earlier to day!!!!! my light level is now around 304, either 303 or 304!!! now i'm THIS close to getting that Touch of Malace exotic scout rifle, just need a few more fragments(Destiny players know the ones) for the last part of the quest!! it's been an amazing Friday!!!!

well it's that time of the week again, TMI Tuesday! like always, feel free to ask me any question you'd like to!!

i'm going to start being harsh now because everyone is either a fucking asshole or too stuck up to help their fellow gamers when they need it. i see a ton of "wanna play this?" posts almost every day on FA and i know people like to play with others, but, for some reason, i can't find anyone to help me out. so, let's try this again, and hopefully it'll be different this time.

Destiny. Xbox One. King's End. Raid. Sisters CP, Normal difficulty. Help. Please? my GT is D4nth4m4n89 comment or note if you'd be interested in helping another gamer in need.

i'm in the mood for some yiffy RP right now. anyone interested just let me know and i'll give you my Skype. it's a common name so it's hard to find :p

Hello my fellow furies/scalies! how are you all doing? Happy holidays and merry Christmas!!! i hope your holiday(s) will be full of cheer and good times with family and those close to you!!!!

i need some serious help with Destiny on the Xbox One. i've got a lot of quests/bounties to finish, and their all in the Taken King raid and nightfall. i'm scared of them *sniffles a little* if interested let me know your GT either in a reply or a separate note if you prefer being discreet. please help? please?

been very chatty rthese past few weeks and bored out of my mind, so if anyone's interested in RP just let me know? i'm into just about anything(except hardcore pain) and love to RP. just note me your Skype(if you have one) or note me on here. thanks ^^

every game that's released these days have amazing graphics, amazing story lines, cool in-game features, and better AI in the enemies. However, their's one major thing no one has worked to improve on: Companion AI, AKA your followers or friends! Fallout 4 is a good example of this. Dog Meat, the dog(obviously by his name) just got me killed for the 100th time since i've been traveling with him. he'll stand there, growling at an enemy, not attacking, just growling, and here i am, running around, killing shit. i need to heal, so i run around looking for a place to heal. but what happens? stupid companion blocks my path, no way around him/her, getting me killed by swarming enemies. seriously, to those up-coming video game programmers/creators, use this information from a hardcore gamer and learn from it!!!! if you make a game with AI companions, make them smart enough to stay away from the player, giving them enough room to heal, kill, and do whatever they need to do.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YlEb3L1PIco this animation style and song has been stuck in my head, and i keep thinking the animator is here on FA. can someone help me out please? it's a good tune and animated video, has a Scooby-Doo theme to it ^^

header in journal says it all. $80 fucking dollars on the damn game, only getting about 20% of my money's worth, if i'm lucky >:( seriously, did Treyarch/InfinityWard change their server location, or is it just fucking with me? every online/multiplayer game i've played has been laggy as fuck, and like usual, no way of fixing the problem. what's worse, i'm jobless, so i don't have any money to buy new games or anything else, sooooo $80 down the fucking drain with that one disk. anyone else have this issue? my other games work swell? just your Black Ops 3 multiplayer lagging badly? or is it just me and me alone?

why must people dop this to their loyal customers? why must people think it's a fun idea to troll their customers? i'm a Gen 1 Destiny player, and i've had almost everything you can get in the game, except about 5 exotic weapons/armor pieces. it was never this difficult, Bungie took out the strange coin rewards, they made Legendary/Exotic weapons/armor much, much harder to obtain, and finally, it's difficult for new players/returning players to level up by making enemies harder to kill. the Taken King DLC was just a giant middle finger and it's more frustrating than good. just because you can make a game twice as difficult, doesn't mean you should, it's just trolling your customers and a dick move in general. also, the Gen 1 Exotics, especially from the raid(s), are still shit compared to this new stuff, which ticks me off the most. a Vex Mythoclost base damage is 170. Seriously? asses >:(

as the header/title suggests, i'm about to say fuck it and let my buddy mope around and pout. despite all the fucking sorry's i've sent his way, and explaining things to him in full detail he still doesn't see why i'm upset with him or his mate. until he does see what my issue with her is this is the best i'll do. hell he won't even say he's sorry, so until that happens, and he means it, this is the last one he and his "mate" will get until they both also apologize to me, at some point, not to day, or tomorrow, but at some point.

I am sorry for the shit i've been saying to you. i understand your going through a "rough patch" right now, and i do feel very bad about the things i've said/posted. your friend passing away, your living arrangements, college/school, i know all that noise is tough and rough and you don't need this crap, you know i'd love to help a friend in need but due to my recent move back home to New Hampshire i'm jobless and i can't offer anything except emotional support. to his mate(you know who you are) i'm aware you don't like me, and you can hate me if you want to, but don't hate me because of this dumb argument between your mate and me, it's not right and it's not fair you hate me without knowing me 1st. but, i am also sorry for giving you crap as well. your mate had no right bringing you into this and your in the cross fire because of it, again it isn't fair to you and i'm sorry.

well if he doesn't like this, he knows how to fix it, and until i also get an apology it's the best i'll do. we both hurt each other badly, here i am saying i'm sorry, and he's not doing his part, so this is it.

also, as a token of good gesture, his friend is in trouble. not sure about the details, but he's moving, or losing his house? any way here's the link to his journal, help if you can? i would, but i'm broke(like usual) and i don't have a Paypal or anything like that http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:48150708

one of my friends who works at a bank is trying to help sign a patrician for long/short term loans which he thinks will help people in need of a loan. i'm not smart enough to know all the details, but maybe someone is? please just look at it, think about it, or even read up on it? here's the link to the journal and theirs a link to sign the document within the link on his page http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7184771/

thanks for reading this ^^

i just got my Xbox One setup for online play, downloading Destiny with every DLC right now. but anyone wants to add me on live, send me a note? i'd love to play with other furies online ^^

my roommate got Fallout 4 for his PC and it runs so we've got fallout 4 now. were seeing a huge graphic bug, not sure if it's a bug or they purposely added this into the game. when we tried picking a few locks we never saw any lock or any pic when lock picking, just your pipboy thing and the noise of the lock pick. has anyone else experienced this glitch or bug yet? if so, how did you fix it? please let me know?

thanks for reading this ^^

if anyone would like to chat please feel free to ask, i've got Skype and a kik, my kik is fatdragonlover and you'll have to ask for my Skype, just let me know who you are so i'll know ^^

my friend who i've been having a falling out with might be homeless soon? i'm not sure, his journal didn't have any details in it, and i can't reply to it because he's still holding a "grudge" and i'm still blocked from him. so here's his journal post if you think you can help him out? http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7165623/ he probably isn't reading anything i post but i'm making this to show i feel sorry for him, despite the shit he's been saying to/about me through texting i still care about him, even though he doesn't think i do. it'll be sad if he does end up homeless and i wish him the best of luck, whatever happens or where ever he ends up i know he'll figure something out. and for the record i am not posting this to sound "nice" or "caring", I AM NICE AND CARING, unless you get on my bad side, then i'm nasty.

thanks for reading this

i have some time off this weekend and i'm wandering if anyone whose local with transportation would like to meet up and hang out some time? i have my driver's license but no car, so you'd have to come and pick me up? but, if your interested, it's up to you. i'm still new to the Kentucky area and i'd love to see more of it some time! note me if you've got a vehicle and some spare time and if your looking to get together and hang with a local fur ^^

thanks!!