You heard it here first! Moving over to a new account at  Danni_Amaterasu

Hope to see you there!

So it has been over a year since the last one of these. Yup. Nothing interesting to insert here. Got 2 newer pieces of awesome art I'll eventually upload and plug the artist.

Hey so...I haven't really updated in a long while. Figure now is as best a time as ever to put my thoughts and feelings down I guess. So I guess a recap is in order and I'll try to keep it short. Well back in October I moved in with my current GF. and that's been alright. We get along well enough and things generally seem good. Just...neither of us are really happy . But anyways, It's been really weird, I can't hang out with certain people I used to really care about or had lots of fun with and some of them still tug at my heart strings. My mother is slowly more more and alienating me from her life and putting more blame and disappointment on me when she can and so is her new husband. However I'm finding my brother and I'd friendship getting stronger and whatnot, he's getting the same shit from them too except he still has to live with them. I'm working in the Housekeeping dept now at the hotel where I work at until the tourist season starts back up so I can start my real job again. But I dunno, things just don't seem good anymore. now my gf's parents are pissed off at me because they're being fucking asshats over absolutely nothing. I'm out of money right now and so food is even tighter than money. I started school again and that's been cool so far. Let's just hope it all works out. But on a lighter note I've met a lot of really sweet and wonderful people this past year. People who helped me out in unthinkable way out of unthinkable sadness and sorrow and I will forever cherish them for it. Bt, just as I'm making more friends, I'm also losing some it feels like. More people I kept close and greatly cared for or enjoyed their company are moving soon or have moved already to different places and it kinda sucks....I feel like I'm being left behind again like when all my 8th grade friends moved on to high school and I lost contact with them by the time I got to the 8th grade. I dunno it just sucks. However I'm very thankful and fortunate to have my loving gf. I greatly admire appreciate and love her, even if she doesn't believe me and only see's my faults sometimes. I'm grateful for my job and my friends and co workers I've met and mad in such a short amount of time that have helped me grow as a person and in a way learn to smile again after being in such a dark hole for so long it seems. I just hope all of this will get worked out because right now my whole world seems to be falling apart and I'm not entirely sure what to do or who to even talk to. I'm scared, I'm lonely, and I feel unhappy. But at least I can say I don't regret any of my choices I've made in a long time or regret the people I've allowed to come in or come back into my life. Well that's my rant for tonight.

Well it sure has been a long while since I posted anything hasn't it? The answer is "Yes it has." Anyways some interesting updates to behold....I now have....and Nintendo 3DS....XL...le gasp. But in all seriousness I love my new 3DS. Also I dun did has a new Girliefriend and we've been together for a little over 2 months now! But anyways just moving in with her finally and it feels good. I've been playing loads of videogames and spinning lots of fire...the usual. And so I am watching the 20 day countdown to the launch of the Nintendo Wii U...and I am most...most excite...So as you can probably tell this is more of a sporadic thought jounal than anything...so yeah =3

Hey guys, so as we know Diablo III has launched! So me gusta. What isn't me gusta is how my computer is severely under qualified to run it but is still trying. So I probably will need to get new graphics card, cpu and all that wonderful expensive stuff. Also, I went to the midnight launch event in my area and it was alright. My friend dressed like a demon and our other friend was a Storm trooper...wearing a Diablo III shirt no less. Anyway so as the clock counted down we started seeing people get their stuff and I kicked myself every single time I saw someone picking up their collectors edition because it looked so good and I waited too long to pre order it. So shame on me for that. However if it is any consolation, I got my regular edition of the game and the Limited Edition Strategy Guide. Which all in all is actually a pretty sweet piece of work. But yeah Collectors edition not acquired and computer running under the minimum requirements are some of the few no me gustas I have right now. Oh and I might as well throw this out there, Battle Tag is Dannimeir#1284 but be warned, apparently I lag and am therefore useless save making enemies more difficult.

Hey everyone long time no actual speak. With that awkwardness out of the way GOOD NEWS!

So  zzyzx and  Blossome_wolfe are doing a free art pool. Basically from my understanding they want to better their art skills by trying to draw different types and species of furs, scalies etc. So with that being said go check them out! Rules are as follows in excerpt format from their post.

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- Anybody can enter, and you can enter as many characters as you like.
- The level of art you receive, if chosen, may vary. Everything from sketches, to icons, to full colored pieces with backgrounds are possible.
- This list will remain up and open for an infinite amount of time. This pool will be exactly that - a pool of characters from which we can draw to practice new species, or simply to draw something we like.


The rules are very basic.

1. Advertise, advertise, advertise. The point of having a running pool is to get as many characters in it as possible, and we can only do that with your help. If you decide to post a pimpage journal, you have our thanks. Otherwise, spread the word in other ways, and encourage everyone you know who wants free art to add their name.
2. Watching this account is appreciated, and will enable you to see if your character was chosen. Those who we choose to draw will simply have artwork posted of them, so if you want to know about it, it's probably prudent to keep track of what I post.
3.Comment here with the following form filled out, so we have all the basic info we need about your characters:"
So go check them out and the link to the orignal journal post gooooooes .....

Here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:25979274

So I finally managed to get my printer/scanner/fax machine thing to work and decided to upload a commissioned piece that was requested by a close friend of mine to another friend for my birthday. Unfortunately I ave absolutely no idea how thumbnails work apparently and can't get one for the picture or my avatar to work. Meh...

So I havnt said anything about this publicly but I think it deserves to be said since probably every single one of you out there has said what I'm about to say and its my turn.

I freaking hate it...I mean really utterly from the center of my very existence HATE HATE HATE it, when people ignore me. I mean I totally understand if you're busy. I mean actually busy, not "I'm gonna sit here with every messenger I have and not answer to any of them because I'm playing some game" busy, I mean honestly busy. Now that being said, if you're spending time with a loved one, on the computer or in real life, that's understandable. If you have work, or a commission or something important to do, then thats cool....but don't fucking do any of this with all your messengers open and have them all say your available. Furthermore, don't ignore any attempt of communication, I mean is it really and honestly so hard to say to someone "Hey I can't chat right now, but I'll get back to you later ok?" and to actually mean it?

Now I know what some of you may be thinking..."Oh Danni, you're just a selfish and lonely bastard! Of course you would feel like this hurf hurf hurf" That being said I KNOW I am selfish and lonely and a spiteful and evil hearted asshole. But, that doesn't excuse you from blatently ignoring me. Maybe I'm somewhat alone on this, but I'd think more people have the common fucking courtesy to acknowledge when someone is trying to say hello. But let's take it a step further? Something that realy infuriates me is this...If I'm bothering you, and you have no desire to talk to me ever again, DON'T FUCKING KEEP ME ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. I mean seriously, whats the point? Huh? What's that? You say that its just a difficult time and you'll chat in the future? Then fucking do it, don't sit around talking to every other friend of yours and fucking ignore that one person you just don't want to talk to. Man/Woman-up and take responsibility for how you treat your "friends."

That being said, let's move on to something a bit more happy shall we?....Shit I got nothing.

Hey all, what's up? Yeah? oh thats great! Anyway....So I finally got my 3DS (on launch night as well) and I love it. Sooo...friend code goes here 4425-1467-1412 Also in other news the school year is nearly over, I celebrated a birthday, oh and my mum got remarried soooo yay?! Alright that is all for now.

But I can't so instead for now I shall post a few pics of my av from Secondlife..that's right folks! Step right up and browse through my minuscule gallery to see a pixelated Danni

Hello all. This is Danni here joining FA after I have forgotten everything of my old account that I lost a veeeery long time ago due to not writing down usernames or passwords have having over 10 email adresses x3. anywho Just jumping aboard the bandwagon with a hello.