NOTE ME IF YOU WANT TO SKYPE PARTY WITH ME PLEASE
I AM SO FUCKING LONELY

im really stressed out man
i need more cash but dont want a longer queue
when will my anxiety stop so i can sit down for more than 2 hours

because im a pathetic shit fuck and im tired
ok are u guys ready for da winner

drum roll pls

*drum rolls*

2

WHICH IN MY DRAWING DATABASE THAT IS


conGRATULATIONS U DID IT

thank you all for participating! i will be doing more raffles in the future so don't fret if you didn't win

note me WHENEVER DEAR WINNER


in the future my raffle will be guess the number based, whoever gets closest to the number will win the raffle instead of randomly generated numbers
yep

my hours were cut back at work and I waited a bit to see if I;d get them back and nnnope that didn't happen at all.... so now i make barely make more than 250$ a pay period
As you can probably imagine that's not enough to live on and it's worrying me a lot.
I'm opening up commissions info can be found here

and also maybe comment with some YCH ideas you'd like to see or possibly buy???? I need to start saving up money for bills and stuff before the month is over. :(

damn you minimum wage

EDIT: It is now open to the public!!

As some of you may know I stream often and do requests, and I do have some regular viewers, so I decided to do a little raffle!! I need practice on painting and as you know I practice on requests, try new techniques ect, i just never have ideas to draw... so anyway!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10781322/ <--- you can win one full detailed pic like that! (Limit is 2 char)
of course it will be better because that one was done in 2014 but ~ I need to paint more so

HOW TO ENTER ON JOURNAL
Comment saying you want to enter, wait for my reply to get a number!


HOW TO ENTER IN STREAM
Show up to at least one of my request streams and follow the rules during your stay! Rules and info can be found here
Tell me you want to enter! You will be assigned a number! Comment on this journal with your number(s) once I give it to you in stream.

OPTIONAL BONUS ENTRIES (THESE ARE NOT REQUIRED)
For bonus numbers you can also..
Advertize publicly OR Privately invite your friends to the stream/journal
Be a watcher (Just give me your FA username to confirm)

Remember those are just optional to gain an extra two numbers!

RULES (If any of these rules are broken your winnings will be withdrawn and I'll reroll)
No overly complex characters
All wings must be small
Max of two characters
NO UNDER AGED OC'S FOR MATURE ART
ANY THEME! I'm ok with all fetishes

Anyway I'm gonna end this contest on the 31st to give people ample time to join in!

I really hurt my leg so my boyfriend has been pampering me trying to make it better. We're gonna hang out with our friend today because he's moving away and then we have a hockey game tomorrow. : ) I'm gonna try to stream tomorrow before the game so I can get some work done

looking forward to seeing all of you ^-^

I have a bunch of YCH sitting around that I never sold and I want to put some money aside for christmas shopping for my friends and family, but bills still need to be paid so. Job money going to bills - commission money is being saved up!
Anyway auctions all will be held in this journal and below will be listed the YCH original price, and discounted price. Same rules apply, auctions will end 2 weeks after bidding starts on that specific auction and all auctions will end at the end of the month if it had not been bid on yet.
Need any clarification? Ask me in the "Questions" Comment chain!!

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CATEGORIES BY CONTENT

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MICRO / MACRO
1 http://i.imgur.com/noEcEcR.jpg
RED - Original - $10, NOW - $6.50 GREEN - ORIGINAL $5 NOW $3.25

2 http://i.imgur.com/d7siIm8.jpg
GREEN - ORG $15 NOW $9.75 - Purple Pink Blue and Orange ORG $5, NOW $3.35

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PONY (CANT CHANGE SPECIES)
3 http://i.imgur.com/uVMm3iw.jpg
RED ORG. $15 NOW. $9.75, BLUE - ORG $10 NOW $6.50

4 http://i.imgur.com/s74dsTa.png
ORG. $15 NOW $9.75

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ANIMATED (All are rough animation so that I can edit your character into it better)
5 http://i.imgur.com/XGBOoRq.gif
ORG - 20$ NOW 13$

6 http://i.imgur.com/gGNxmYp.gif
ORG 20$ NOW 13$

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MACHINE FETISH
7 http://i.imgur.com/LdeH5eX.png
ORG 15$ NOW 9.75$

8 http://i.imgur.com/VyX0Mkp.jpg
ORG 15$ NOW 9.75$

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ORGY / GROUP
9 http://i.imgur.com/v5U0HvR.png
ALL SLOTS ORG 15$ NOW 9.75

10 http://i.imgur.com/4FD7H1S.jpg
Female - ORG 15$ NOW 9.75$ Male ORG 10$ now 6.50$

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MASTURBATION
11 http://i.imgur.com/rWRf87M.jpg
ORG 15$ NOW 9.75$ SOLD -

12 http://i.imgur.com/s0buJOi.jpg
ORG 15$ NOW 9.75$ SOLD -

13 http://i.imgur.com/uX1liVV.jpg
ORG 15$ NOW 9.75$

14 http://i.imgur.com/hL0MQh8.png
ORG 15$ NOW 9.75$

15 http://i.imgur.com/zXk1GIp.jpg
ORG 15$ NOW 9.75$

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MISC (Comment separately for these )
16 http://i.imgur.com/wJwkqGA.png
ORG 10$ NOW ALL 6.50$

RULES
Rules are very simple, no bid sniping!
Auction will be extended a day if a bid is placed an hour before the auction ends
any species or gender unless other wise stated by the auction.
PAYPAL ONLY! Please pay within 24 hours of the auction ending.
Bidding increments of $2 or more.
COLOR OPTIONS BY PRICE, $15 and under is a colored sketch. $20 - $30 are flats, $40 - $55 is cell shading, and $60+ is detailed and full. (THESE PRICES ARE TRUE FOR ALL EXCEPT FOR AUCTIONS WHICH EXCEED 3 OR MORE CHARACTERS. FOR THOSE IT IS HALF OF THE BASE PRICE TIMES THE BASE PRICE. Example $40 is cell, but for orgies it would be +$20, so it would become $60 for cell for orgies, make sense?)

Happy bidding!!!

im finally getting a break from my art classes so now i can dedicate all my time to commissions

sorry i suck SO MUCH

but im gonna get all of them done this week. or at least try

OH DDDDEARRR

So I've been busy with my art classes recently, and ive been feeling a bit down

and i've been in a mood where just don't feel up to draw.
and i don't want to force myself and rush commissions.

I am going to finish a very old comic commissions before i do anything else.

thank you all for being so patient! I am close to freeing up because they're giving us a bit of a break before going back into classes, and i plan to finish all my work over break so i can finally relax without worrying about commissions.

aaaa sorry so much guys </3 it breaks my heart to know im so slow but.
i guess im just slow

ring the bells send praise my 1 year anni with fA is cOMING UP

So I ended up selling a lot of my old fursuit materials and now I have enough money to sit comfortably.


I put out some more job applications hopefully I can get an interview.

Wish me luck everyone!

so i used to do fursuit work (I DON'T DO IT ANYMORE AND I NEVER WILL EVER AGAIN)

and i had a commission to do and i had to refund some of my work profit from it.

and nnow my funds has hit a pretty major chunk out of it

and my queue is far too backed up for me to take on more commissions
and i won't hear back from kmart's job application reviews for 2-3 weeks, and even then an interview isn't gaurenteed

what am i going to do

i can't take on anymore work
im just gonna sit here and cry a bit

i hope nothing happens to my ferret that he needs to go to the vet
i can't take him there
because by the time ibuy him more food i'll have 5$ left

wow ur useless dan

i'm really tired right now

and my teeth hurt from whitening them

i'm gonna eat some oreos for breakfast and play harvest moon and maybe watch some silly reality tv

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5536351/

stumbled upon this and it broke my heart

maybe consider commissioning them

if i did an iron artist would anyone even be interested??
They;d be flats for 15$ and be full body +5$ an extra char


i'd probably just take them on for a couple months


but i was also thinking about offering an art slave thing
(after i finish my current queue of course so you could have me at your will)
what would you guys feel would be a good art slave price for say about
4 months?

i won't lie our dog is aggressive and it finally caught up to him
he's being taken into custody by animal control and is going to be tested for aggression
which i know he will fail.
we don;t have the money to get him out, and i don't think i don't even know the amount yet, but even i did i doubt we could scrape it all together in time.

i'm most likely going to lose my dog.


i wish i could have been able to help him, he was aggressive since he was a pup
but he was my grandmother's dog, and i was just now supposed to take on the responsibility of taking care of him.

and then i find this out

that i won't get him ever because he's most likely going to be put down.

im upset to say the least

cleaning up the spam so quick

bless you guys.

it must be really rough having to go through all this spam

i do say i wish they kept up all the kemo parodies, those were funny
ahah

do you think that they're fair???

i've been reconsidering lowering them a bit but i dunno

i've been feeling weird for my pronouns since that sjw thing hit tumblr

i feel awkward and weird

so im just gonna hang low and be whatever for now

i really like sun drop and faygo

these gold fish crackers are burning my tongue

do you guys want to keep me company in a stream

i wanna work on this comic
and i want to talk to you guys

*pawsies*

do you guys mind if i use my journal for just random talking or what nots

some people don't like it but i just wanted to make sure
before i started to
.. use it as
a journal

Would you guys be interested in me doing a livestream with mic??
I wanna get some commissions done and wanna have fun with you guys!

So after I finish off these 4 commissions
(three YCH and a comic)

I'm going to take a break from commissions and tackle the 35 fetish requests!!!
I'm going to attempt to finish up the YCH's today and hopefully tackle some of the comic
I already have two requests done, and I think i have 3 or 4 of the sketches laying around in my files.


Thank you all for your patience!
remember, 35 requests is a lot to do with full color, so keep up with the patience!

Here is a 35 fetish challenge I have come up with to help push porn/yiff artists out of their comfort zones and expand a bit!
feel free to do it too if you'd like!
Also feel free to skip over any fetishes that are maybe too much for you. : )
After I finish up my commissions I am going on a personal break to do all of these!
Feel free to share with a friend or do it yourself!

1. Acrotomophilia (arousal from amputee)
2. Anasteemaphilia (Macro, Micro/ Arousal to someone of extreme large or small stature)
3. Formicophilia (arousal from insects)
4. Coprophilia (Scat/Arousal to feces)
5.Fetishism (arousal of items that have been in contact with your desired person)
6.Katoptronophilia (arousal from sex in front of mirrors)
7. Sadism (Arousal to inflicting physical pain)
8. Partialism (arousal to body parts other than the genitalia)
9. Pygophilia (Arousal to pubic hair)
10. Transvestic Fetishism (Arousal to female under garments touching male skin/Males wearing female under garments)
11. Urophilia (Arousal of peeing on, or being peed on)
12. Vorarephilia (Vore/Arousal to eating another person's body parts)
13. Voyeurism (Arousal of spying on others for sexual gratification)
14. Autonepiophila (Diaper fur/Arousal of dressing up or pretending to be younger)
15. Plushophilia (Arousal from stuffed animals)
16. Autogynephilia (A biological male or female imaging them self as the opposite sex and deriving sexual pleasure from this)
17. Autovampirism (Arousal from drinking, touching, or being covered in blood)
18. Dacryphilia (Arousal from tears or crying)
19. Emetophilia (arousal from vomiting on, being vomited on)
20. Feederism (Inflation/Being aroused by eating food, gaining weight or large people)
21. Formicophilia (Arousal from being crawled on by bugs)
22. Gynandromorphophilia/Gynemimetophilia (Arousal of transgendered people)
23. Heterophilia (Arousal from etishization, or sexualized idealization of heterosexuality and/or people who are "straight-acting," especially by non-heterosexual people.)
24. Lactophilia (Arousal of breast milk)
25. Liquidophilia (Arousal from submerging or being covered in cum)
26. Masochism (Arousal from being bound, beaten or other wise humiliated)
27. Mechanophilia (Arousal from cars)
28. Mysophilia (Arousal from dirty, soiled, or decaying things)
29. Oculolinctus (Arousal from licking eyeballs)
30. Piquerism (Arousal from stabbing or cutting the body with sharp objects)
31. Pygophilia (Arousal from seeing, or penetrating the butt)
32. Sexual fetishism (Arousal from non-living objects)
33. Sthenolagnia (Arousal from muscles or displaying strength)
34. Trichophilia (Arousal from hair)
35. Pyrophilia (Arousal from fire)

because I've been getting a lot of notes about them
yes I know you are all on my queue!
I thought I would inform you of this minor set back

My hard drive was destroyed awhile back and I lost all my files, so I'll have to rework your WIPs of course, but they'll be finished. : )
Please send me notes with the WIPs I've uploaded along with your OC refs

I already have the ref from ladyalt, however I need the ref for the blue spot!