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A Very Good and Dear friend of mine  LaurenRivers
Has just released Their First Book, Guaranteed to be a Hit!
If you like Werewolves, Lycan or just a Great Story then Go Check it out!

Knowing Most will not read this, I will expect nothing. And for the few who do...... Understand I'm okay.
It's been a long time coming, I've seen it on the horizon for some time now. The Darkness.....it moves in when you least expect it and fills your mind with unease and dispare. My mind is clouded now.... I feel lost in it's confines. Hopeless, Unessential and Unassessary are all words to describe. Though Deep inside I know these are all lies.....still that small voice wishers from afar.
Perhaps this foul weather is to blame, perhaps it's just it's rotation cycle. I don't know what it is.... only that it's been steadily creeping in again like a fog.

Disregard Anything you've read here... it's not important.

Hey, a Great friend of mine  Roaring-Flame-Cat who happens to be an Awesome Artist is Commissioning NSFW Sketches Cheap! The Cheapest you'll find Anywhere, guaranteed! She's Truly a Great Artist and her work is Second to None! So come on.....hit her up and spread some Holiday Cheer!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/roaring-flame-cat/

My Dearest Friend and Brother said something to me a few days ago that i feel will Help a Lot of people in their time of need and I believe it is one of the Greatest Quotes I Personally have ever heard.
There is just So Much Beauty and Truth contained within it.

"The Possessions you own soon own You, as they will Require you to be Responsible for Them!" ~  rabbitfangs

 VickyWyman Has left the building. You may remember her from the 80's Comic/Graphic novel "Xanadu" .
Her works were Very Insperational to not only myself, but Many people here in the Furry Fandom. Xanadu was a Ground Breaking comic that for the Very first Time introduced Many people to the Furry Community.
I just read she passed about a week ago.... I was Privileged enough to have spoken to her on Many of Occasions and become Good Friends with Miss Wyman. She was a Great Person.
Always Helpful and Forever Insperational. She Will be Missed By All.
Her loss will create a Void in the Fandom Family that will not soon be filled.
Rest in ever eternal Peace my Dear Friend, for you have Earned it.

Well here we are, Fresh into a New Year with Nothing New to show....Between Doctors and Work,I simply cannot find enough time in the Day to be Productive. I can't Help but feel like i'm making excuses...even though I'm Not. Recent medical developments have been Both sabotaging my time and Paycheck! But with any Luck, that'll all change in the next couple weeks.....I Hope.
On the Home front,the snow has finally gone and the rain has returned....but at least the rain is easier to drive and work in.
Not much else has changed since my last Update really.......Work presses on as the Pit of Debt continues to grow ever so much Deeper.
On a personal note, I have discovered the Bi~weekly Leaching is working....quite well in fact.
Both my Physical and Mental being have begun to stabilize a Noticeable amount. This is Good.
I may Never be Completely Sane.....But Who Really wants to be?

Anyway, Until the Next time something Pops into my head.....Stay Safe and Be Strong!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
HERE'S HOPING 2018 IS THE bEST YEAR EVER AND FAR SURPASES 2017 AND THE LIKES!!
(yes,the caps button got stuck and I'm just too lazy to fix it)
Anyway,see you Next Year!!

Yes,it's that time again.....when the Day's begin to run short and the another year meet's it's demise.
I find myself Overall in a Much Better position than I did when the Year was Bright,Young and Full of Hope. Many things have happened this year....and I'm No longer the Dragon I was when this year started. The curse of time has once again played it's Evil games on me. For those of you who know,my health has changed....slowly declining as the day's creep by. However I am starting to find my will to return to my Beloved Art once more and Hopefully this time I will get it back into production. As I look back and reflect on Days past,I find Most of my troubles are behind me once more. Though as I peer into the unknown I find I am Ladened with the Uncertainty that lies ahead.
Life is a funny thing....It slips through your fingers like sand. When you are Young,you cannot Wait for the Days to End,but as you get older you only Wish they would last longer. Your sense of Immortality begins to slowly fade as the Reality of your days set in.
And now I find myself in a bit of a dilemma,I have been diligent in my efforts to fulfill all of my personal goals throughout this simple,and Meager life....Never asking for more than I could bere or carry on my back. I've seen Pain....More than my share,and I've Inflicted more than Any person should ever have a Right to. But I have Learned from all of this....Yes,Even Hurt and Abused Dragon's Can still learn, As we are Not all Evil.....just simply Misunderstood.
But as the day's turn to Night and the light begins to fade,I find myself wondering how this will all end. So many questions.....
In Complete Honesty I can say This Little Red Dragon has Lived a Full Life and leaves Nothing to Regret. I only wish I had begun drawing and working in my art Long before I did...but Those were different times. So I say onto the Few who will read this, Live Your Lives as I have. Live Every Day to it's Fullest and Do Not Wish away a single Minute of your Time,for you will Never be Granted the chance to regain it. I have Lived Wild and Free my Entire Existence, Just as a True red Blooded Dragon is Supposed too! I have Lived,Loved and Lost.....and I have Hurt,Mained and Killed. These thing's I do not take Pride in,but were Necessary for my survival. Being a Dragon is not easy,there are Trophy Hunters Lurking around Every Corner.
So now....Now I say Unto Thee....If you here No more of me Before The Birth of the New Year,Then may yours be Filled With Joy,Passion and Absolute Happiness! For I Know EVERY One of You have filled my days here With All I could have EVER Hoped For!

That Great Little Zebra Artist  LaurenRivers We all Know and Love Has a Great Youtube site and is Trying Hard to get 100 followers. Unbelievably She hasn't reached that goal yet,and she has a Great site! So Please do yourself a favor and go check her out!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN.....1WeOIkjU_2HemA

I want to ask a Big Favor of Everyone reading this post, Today is  Rabbitfangs Birthday!!
Would you, Could you Please Wish him a Very Special Birthday? He is the Absolute Sweetest Vampire Bunny you'll Ever Meet!♡
I would Really like to see his Inbox Overflowing with Great Birthday Wishes!
Do this for me, and I Promise I will return the favor one day, Two Fold!!

As if anyone missed me......But I can say now I got my Computer back up and running. Which Hopefully means once I finish moving and get settled in,I will be able to resume working on my art and posting it here!
At least that's the plan.....Anyhow,I will still remain on my phone Most of the time checking in and what not.
Probably more what not than anything else......

Hey I just wanted to post something to let everyone know I'm still here alive and active! I know it's been a while since you've heard from me and I want to apologize for that.
Life has been one Crazy Rollercoaster ride for me the last couple months! I blew the engine in my jeep, so I'd had to find a replacement.
My wife and I have to find a New place to live, because the deal fell through on the house we were trying to buy, as a result my credit is Completely Shot! Well that and she had some Pretty Bad health issues....so the Doctor Bill's are steady pilling up!
I had to change job's as my last one started cutting our hour's literally in Half!.......so yeah....So Far 2017 Has been kicking my ASS!!
But I'm alive and sorta well.....found out I have some heart issues.....Isn't Life FUN?!! Grrrrr!!!
But anyway, to those of you who have been concerned, I am well and will be here More as the Day's pass, if you posted anything you would like me to see, please send me a link. I had over 1300 posts....I just can't look at All of them...I would go Blind! :p

Look guys, I Never ask for Favours but This is different......
A very Dear friend and Fellow Artist :Talani-Mae: is in need of some serious Help!
She's hit Hard time's and has Two Children depending on Her....
She's posted a journal further explaining her situation.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/talani-mae/

Please Help Anyway you can, Even a Signal Boost would be Greatly appreciated!

Hoping Every Last One of You Very Lovely People Have a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ♡♡♡♡♡
Let's hope that 2017 Doesn't have the Teeth 2016 Did, cause This year has been all over me like a Rabid Badger in Heat!! :o

........and to RF.....We Made It Bunny!! *hoists you into the air by your shoulders and Nuzzels you under the Fireworks* ♡

To Everyone who watches me or has taken the time to read this, I want to Personally say Merry Christmas and Thank You! *Big Hugs*

And for a Very select few (you know who you are) Because of You, we will see 2017 Together! ♡ * Hugs Very Tightly and Promises to Never let go!* You are the Very Best that life has to offer and I Love Every one of you! (one in particular) I owe you one RF! ♡

Well, it turns out it was a relapse of the pneumonia virus that had caused essentially another Congestive heart failure with my wife. She was pumped full of High Power antibiotics, given some prescriptions and sent home today.
Thanks to All of you who had taken the time to consult me and Gave me Hope, I cannot Thank You enough! You are ALL Awesome and I'm not sure what I would've done without you! Your Caring and Well Wishes REALLY mean a lot to me! The Friends I have made here and This Community as a Whole, is Just Incredible! Thank You! *Hugs All who read this Tightly* You Truly are the Best!!♡

I try hard not to bore everyone with personal thing's.....but I'm at a loss and perhaps some outside persuasion/understanding will help....
My wife has just been rush to hospital Again with heart issues.....this is the sixth time this year. She's stable now and they're doing tests.
Honestly......I'm scared. I don't know what to do anymore......She is my Life....Littorally. And the thought of possibly losing her......is Completely Unbearable! I cannot help but have fear....having just lost Oscar, who up to this point was always there for me the last five times I've been through this. I'm sorry.......if anyone reads this, please excuse me....but for the First time in my life.....this draggy is scared.

What is wrong with people today? Seriously!
I'm referring to ALL the Hate that seems to have Suddenly come out of Left Flipping Field....Now I know This didn't just start because Trump won the election, Obviously it has been there, underlying for some time.
But all of a sudden it's as if people have been handed a Certificate to be Absolute Ass Holes!
EVERYDAY I see something one the news that is Hate Crime related.....everywhere I look on line, there's someone Attacking someone else for being Different than them. In ALL my year's I have Never seen such a condensing of absolute Hatred towards others. Yes, some Bad people have aligned themselves with the Trump Presidency, and He has done Nothing to distance himself from them.....I understand the discontent in this....But it is Not a Pass to become an ass! I've read of So Many people being hurt (Both Physically and Mentally) by Complete Strangers......both online And in Real Life! The latter concerns me Most.
I mean, if someone talks crap to you online....you just block them. But when they run up to you in Real Life and start knocking you about while making assumptions of Who you are, your Religion or what They think you Represent/Stand for.....Now That's a Different story!

Come on people.....let's put the Hate away and learn How to love one another For our differences......it's Really not hard, if we Try!♡

These past few months have been a Pure Living Hell for me....with the passing of our beloved pup, and some health issue's ( both my wife and myself) and a job that has cut my hours to the point that I am literally losing $400-$600 per month in pay! ....had it not been for a certain long toothed bunny, I don't know where I would be right now.♡

I had a run in with the law this morning on my way to work. A truck passed me and the cop pulled ME over for speeding! I was Not speeding and told him so...that it was the Truck who was speeding past Both of us. He insisted that I was passing the truck when he clocked me, to which I flew into a tiraid and began cursing and informing him that WE pulled over BEHIND the Truck! I guess he remembered at that point and let me off with a warning.....now don't get me wrong, I Do speed and have had More than my share of tickets, but you Do Not accuse me of something I Did Not Do! Anytime I get caught speeding, I apologize and admit my wrong doing and except the ticket, fair is fair. I don't get angry with the officer, Their just doing their job. I respect that, but don't try to frame me for your mistake! It's just iceing on the proverbial Shit Cake That is my life right now......but it Could always be worst, so I'm Truly Thankful for what I have and for the Great friends I have found here....you know who you are! ♡

Yes, HAPPY TURKEY DAY to All of you out there....I Truly Hope you're spending it with Friends and Family.....and Not working like myself! Boooo!! :(
However, Theirs a Certian Vampiric Bunny I plane to have on My Table this evening when I get off work.....and You Know who you are!

Anyway, Wishing Everyone a Very Happy Thanksgiving!! ♡

We have adopted a puppy! A little girl Beagle who is just a little ball of fluffy love and teeth!! :p
She's just a little sweetheart.
Also at my wife's instance, I am going to start looking for a therapist to see what can be done about my depression. It's getting much harder now to suppress the darkness.....and it's starting to affect me in ways that I don't like. So for Her, I will finally seek out help and hope there's something that can be done. Wish me luck....I'm off to see the Wizard. :p

Yesterday, we got Oscars ashes back from the vet.
I cried all the way home and cried even more when I gazed upon the very ornate urn he was placed in.
The pain is still very real, but now I feel whole again. As I told my wife, "Our little boy is Home again."
It's a very strange feeling, but feel that I'm starting to recover......

On a Brighter note, we have started into an adoption process and are currently trying to get a little girl beagle!
No one will ever replace Oscar....but we feel we just have too much love Not to share and This little girl needs a Home now. ♡

Yesterday our Beloved Beagle past......my wife and I had to make the Incredibly hard decision to "Release him from his pain".
He hasn't been feeling well for a while, and Cancer had sunk it's long dark claws into his side in the form of a very large and hard mass behind his right front leg.
For two days he could not eat and vomited until nothing was left.....we had to watch him suffer those two days with hope of any recovery quickly fading.
He exhaled his final breath lying in my arms....
My heart is hurting and my mind aches..... I haven't cried in so long I didn't think I could anymore. But for the last two days my tears have flowed......burning hot tears streaming down my face uncontrollably.
He was my son! We can not have children of our own, and so He was our son......I miss him so much....he was my Buddy, Best Friend and Partner in crime! I love Him So Much!! My heart is empty......my mind is Broken...
Rest in peace my little boy.....and Always know We Loved you like no other for You are our little boy.....Forever and forever....we shall meet again my Dearest Friend and only son I've ever had! All of our Love Forever! ♥♥♥♥♥

I feel like no one will read this, but by the off chance someone does....

I have been experiencing some unusual things the last couple weeks that I'm unfamiliar with like ringing in the ears, an annoying thumping in my left ear, a feeling of disorientation, dizzy and a hollow feeling in my heart. It worried my wife enough that I agreed to go see the doctor.
Turns out there is a problem with my heart.....my blood pressure is "Perfect/Fabulous" according to my doctor, however the EKG says my heart beat is irregular...... now I have to go see a Cartialagest who will do even more tests to try and find what is wrong with me.
The thing is, even while I write this my heart feels "heavy" like it's tired or a little sore.....
And just how am I supposed to process this information?

Omg....I just saw on the news this morning that a city near me has had an official police complaint about Clowns Roaming the Neighborhood!
One eye whiteness said "I saw a clown across the street waving at me....so I called the police. " Now the police are investigating and asking anyone who has any information on the clowns to please call them. O.o
Theirs a Man Hunt For Clowns!!

Now I realize clowns are creepy an all......but I was unaware that it's a Crime to be a Clown.......what, Are they afraid their Nose will Explode?!!
I've heard this has Ronald McDonald on the Run!! :o