I don't know who still had their eyes on me or who still even remembers me. I will say I miss my time from when i was here many years ago and I miss all my old friends dearly.


Back when inwent mostly inactive I was being made homeless due to a family member passing. My relationship at the time meant the world to me but I had to end it as it wasn't fair on her due to being long distance. The last thing I was able to do while sofa surging was message her new boyfriend to slap some sense into him and how she really loves him, that any potential residue feelings were because we didn't get real closure.

I was homeless for a while before ineas able to get a job and save up to get a place to stay. I've been with that job for 11 or 12 years now. It drains me emotionally and my anxiety is always on high alert as I'm working not just with the public, but in a pub. So lots of alcohol.

I want to revive my old character designs, concepts and ideas that I had floating around. It wasn't until this year I got a decent computer for being online again as rent abd bills drained everything.

I'm trying to stream as a vtuber these days. Any support or people to play with would be amazing as this is my only way to relax outside of work. My reach isn't great as vtubers seen as male aren't exactly popular unless they have a big name behind them.

Twitch: KeiosLlatser
Twitter: kaotic_kitsune

If anyone does remember me, missed me and want to reach out to me. Please do, I need it as I've never been in a good place emotionally ever since everything happened.

I'll be without internet for the forseeable future. No idea when it will be back and I can be online again. I'm seeing about having skype access through something but no idea if that will be possible. My internet ends the end of this month and I was given little warning for it.

with those that owe me commissions (as long as it's been), just message me them and put them somewhere that will last.

People that like my characters, by all means do stuff with them. Feel free to, whatever you want. Just remember to credit me and leave copies I can see whenever I can get back.

If anyone wants to keep in contact then message me and I'll see if I can add them to skype if I can get my tests to work. However I may not always be on there.

I'm going to try and catch up on all the notifications over the last three or so months. So I apologise for any spam of comments. After going through dA I'll move over to FA and I hope I can keep active. I'm sorry if I missed any great art from all of you. I do hope I can be active and I want this year to have me being more into art again and more proactive with my photography. I doubt I'll get a chance to improve my film making skills since I don't have access to TV studio cameras any more. At least not in the mean time.

However I would love to try working with people in collabs. I really can't afford to pay people any more but I want to try making a name for myself. I have always tried to avoid the spot light out of worry and fear due to the problems fandom's cause. Now I'm not saying I'm want to become 'fandom famous', just to be able to improve that maybe people would like what I do. Either the inking and colouring or just simply my ideas. I try to keep quiet about what I like because so many people are quite to complain about something that is different (but I always stood in defence of someone).

I'm expecting this to mostly be ignored like most of the time, but I hope people read this and tell me what they think and if they want to work with me on ideas in the future. I would love to try photoshoots with people but of course that's limited to people around Portsmouth in the UK.

EDIT: Well I had gotten it all out of the way early this week. All notifications and such, new ones now but it's not like it was before. I was curious about Final Fantasy fans and if they had fan characters or were interested in fan characters. I want to be more active, but it's somewhat difficult when I don't actually draw =[

Not much has been going on with me really. I'm trying to get more active and hoping to try going back to writing again as I've not written stuff a lot for quite a few years since all my old documents were stolen. However even browsing through the site can be awkward. I have a few thousand notifications over the last three months of not doing much.

I want to do more with my characters, but without reference sheets or even small art I can't do much. Even the few artists I might be able to commission need something to go by. I've been writing a bit with SA4 but I really do need his design full complete to get some inspiration. Been wanting to try a couple of Transformers characters but I really need to think carefully about designs and ideas for those to not be too bad.

I should have a photoshoot in the new year with a friend whos been getting into modelling. Not really stuff for here but my dA photography account will see the cleaned up images.

I just really wish I had money coming in to help me be able to visualise and use my characters that honestly mean something to me. I would post this on tumblr, but seem's no one really notices due to the constantly growing dashboard and spam posts from some people they watch.

I'm hoping that I can get back into working on pictures. The problem being I have no money nor the possibility of income for a while. So I can not work with people in terms of hiring them, and this is something I hate as I love a lot of artists work and admire what they do a lot. I want to be able to treat their work with the respect it deserves and do better than I currently do and to be able to pay them for it.

I have worked on a picture again which has been a long time and still unsure about shading it. I may but for now it's only really on my tumblr account along with some of my photography which is on another account here.

However another important thing is I want references of all my characters. A standard design which is consistent for layout and style, but I can't afford that so I don't know what to do. I'm also trying to work more on Keios's design better but again, without money I can't hire someone. That said I hate that I can't hire someone without being confidant they'd do a good job because even I'm not sure how to word what it is I want for his design exactly. It would be nice if there was someone who was local that could give a hand or someone I could watch draw over a stream and talk to, but I'd be wasting a lot of their time.

My old journals still stand in that I'd like ideas for what to do with my characters, do people like some, hate some, thing they need to change or even what situations they'd like to see them in. Just keep in mind that I can't commission anyone for a long time. So I'd like it if people don't comment saying they can do stuff and that their commissions are open. I may still need to go through my submission notifications (again) but that doesn't mean I can't glance through the journals and see commission status . ^_^;

I'm sure this must be annoying some people. ANOTHER journal about my characters. Well this one will be updated as I get more of the profiles online. However here they are so far and I hope I can get plenty of feedback on my characters. I accept any thoughts on them and if something is said I'll at least try and explain why I did it as I did, but honestly will think about what was said. I'm also open to ideas for scenes for them



Keios Llataser
Species: Onem
Gender: Male
Story: Original
Profile: Not Ready (Requires finalised design and Onem details)



Lexia
Species: Onem
Gender: Female
Story: Original
Profile: Not Ready (Requires finalised design and Onem details)


Marie
Species: Elf/Human
Gender: Female
Story: Original + Insert
Profile: http://keios-llatser.tumblr.com/pos.....haracter-marie



Dean
Species: Badger(coon)
Gender: Male
Story: None, Situational
Profile: http://keios-llatser.tumblr.com/pos.....character-dean



Copnor.aci
Species: A.I
Gender: N/A (masculine)
Story: None, Situational
Profile: http://keios-llatser.tumblr.com/pos.....aracter-copnor



SA4/SA4β
Species: Cyborg/Human
Gender: Male
Story: Inter Vivos
Profile: Not Ready (Requires Art + Rewrite)



Teama
Species: Red-Eyes B. Dragon
Gender: Female
Story: Yu-Gi-Oh!
Profile: http://keios-llatser.tumblr.com/pos.....haracter-teama



NonaMay
Species: White-Horned Dragon
Gender: Female
Story: Yu-Gi-Oh!
Profile: http://keios-llatser.tumblr.com/pos.....racter-nonamay



Bethannie
Species: Biolizard/Bearded Dragon
Gender: Female
Story: Sonic
Profile: http://keios-llatser.tumblr.com/pos.....haracter-annie



Strelka Phos
Species: Nano Dragon
Gender: Male
Story: SEGA (Phantasy Star/Panzer Dragoon/Sonic)
Profile: http://keios-llatser.tumblr.com/pos.....er-strelkaphos



Martami
Species: Slime/Goo Girl, Food Substance:Marmite
Gender: Female
Story: None, Situational
Profile: http://keios-llatser.tumblr.com/pos.....character-tami



Misc, these are normally left alone. But may still always want to use them for something.
Sayaki; Bunny
Lydia; Panther
Robyn; Caiger



Characters in concept
Cybertronium/Bacterian Jet, Transformers
Bomber/Transport Triplechanger, Transformers
Metagross Pokemon
Classic Dark Chaos converted to a Gargoyle Character

Well I had been thinking about what to do with my characters and don't really have much with ideas. Yeah I can work on their individual stories, but lacking any basic drawing skill I can't depict the scenes I wish to visually. I thought about more random images with no real focus to them like the sketch commissions I see about, however I don't want to commission too much because of limited money and how often reliable artists seem to rip me off when I pay them. Only a few haven't.

So yeah, does anyone have ideas for scene of my characters they'd find interesting or think people would like?


Group shots?
Short stories?
Porn? (not sure but considering)
Fighting?
Relaxing?
Pin-up?
Casual? (bored, lazy, playing computer or board games)
Random activities? (camping)
Family pictures?


Any idea's anyone?
My characters are basically open for anyone to use, so if you like one of them and want to do something let me know what you have in mind. I'd gladly help out working on it as a collab if you're interested.

Well I've just gotten myself to go through the last two months of updates. Sadly I did not comment and fav everything I wanted to. So many pictures that I didn't want to spam too many people with favs or comments. So sadly I did not get to talk on everything I wanted to. That and if I did comment all I wanted, I would have less time to go and do that on the other sites I have to visit.

So I want to become active again but I need ideas.
What do people want to see from me?
What do people want to see from my characters?
If you could put my characters into any situation what would it be?

I guess the best thing is to list my characters since most people don't know them. So the following are most of my character. I think I've included them all but I may of missed one from the top of my head. Recommend anything at all, I do not mind and there is no limits except for three (which are mentioned in the descriptions).






Dark Chaos: A few incarnations, the recent was an attempt at making a unique species that combined traits of a fox and reptile. His grey and green colours was always something I hated since the preferred colour scheme was black(dark blue) and red was over done. However I worked those colours for his full power form.

Keios Llatser: Basically the above but an attempt at making him more fleshed out and focusing more on the development of the species. I am still working a few minor details all the time but there are two version of him, the character and the 'sona/avatar. They have minor visual differences between the two.


Teama: My Yu-Gi-Oh based character. Derived from the Red-Eyes Black Dragon.

NonaMay: My second Yu-Gi-Oh based character. Derived from the White-Horned Dragon, needs an outfit and her name is a pun based on the phonetic's of 'No Name' since I could not think of one for her.


Dean: A badger who was designed to have a more feminim figure and the idea of being a space pirate (never got to do much for it). Actually he'd suck as a space pirate, too shy.


Bethanie: My Sonic based character, she was derived from the Biolizard. Originally I had the idea of her being born/hatched from one of the Biolizards Eggs. However I've come to hate the idea. Her 'chaos' abilities were based upon the Fleetway Universe. Making any such powers more of a curse than being a 'super hero'.

Strelkaphos: My mixed SEGA character. Mostly Phantasy Star and Panzer Dragoon, but also having a form just for Sonic. He's based on the Nano Dragon and is completely evil. No he's not trying to take over the world and rule an empire... he's just a jerk that likes to break and destroy stuff along with torture people.


Marie: A human character I had design semi-recently. She's got no basic story plot at the moment and I may just adapt her to whatever might be needed. That and I wanted a tsundere character. I do love tsundere girls =]


# An A.I character, set for a particular setting which I don't get to work with much due to websites going down.


Sayaki, Lydia & Robyn: Three characters based on old friends. I've done this with others for birthday presents but these are more characters than those gifts. Heavily influenced by the original girls I knew but still their own characters. However I dislike images of them that may cast a negative light on the girls. Some teasing pictures of Sayaki have been done because of jokes with me and who she's based on.


SA4 - Shou: Part of the Intervivos setting. I really should continue writing about him on the forums. I'm planning for his near complete destruction and then restoration into SA4β. I may have him acquire another form but that would be solely based on equipment he's carrying and not a real upgrade of sorts.


ONE SHOTS/LIMITED USE
Marmite Slime Girl: The name says it all... tasty <3
Demon Chaos aka Classic Dark Chaos: the original form/incarnation
Keseelix the Xenomorph: Both an 'Alien' parody and a general joke character I never expected to use much. She likes to stalk Evangeline Fate. Her name is a reference to Star Trek characters Kes and Neelix from Voyager.

UNDEVELOPED CHARACTERS
Scorpion based character: One image made and never worked much with him,
Female Mage character: A sketch that I never finished colouring. Wanted a Castlevania type of setting.
Metagross character: plans for a female metagross anthro. Had different ideas from a frail girl in large bulky armour to a Victorian/Gothic girl with 'option' claws.

Which do you prefer to use and why? I'm just curious on both what is more popular and what is preferred to be used by people. This is part of my course work in doing some market research, so any responses would be great. If there is something else you prefer to do then please state that as well. :)

When was the last time I submitted something that was good? Too long ago. So what have I been doing all this time? Well to be honest returning to education really has done a lot for me. I've been focusing on getting used to working on stuff again and it's really taken me away from the art I enjoy working on, but I had been loosing a drive for it. Hopefully I can set some time away to both work on improving my sketching, but also going back to working on sketches of others. Hopefully I'll be able to improve to the point of opening up for Collabs, and people actually taking an honest interest.

Photography has been quite enjoyable, though I really need to do more. I could use models for it since a number of friends that are up for it back out or never get back in contact with me. However I'm working on editing images right now and it is somewhat interesting. dA gave me some great examples for research. For those that may be interested in it, be sure to check out http://kaotic-kitsune.deviantart.com . Any and all ideas for shoots, themes and such would be greatly appreciated. If you see an image you like there and want me to edit it then tell me, as most of the original images are their original forms without editing.

I'm actually working on a little personal project thanks to goka. She got me into the game SONIC 06 again, and really I do love that game. She brought to light some glitches I never knew while I brought a few things of the game to her attention. So I hope she is playing it more and abusing those features and glitches for more enjoyment. That little project is a timeline of the games events. If anyone can help on it I would love it, as I ha e lost track of a few events in the game. Like when was it Silver acquired the Emerald he gave to Elise in the past? And does anyone know what part in the game Mephilis was freed (at least on relation to the games events compared to Sonic's and Silver's stories).

As for the oekaki for those that are members there, the site is STILL down. The attack on the host deleted three of their several severs and they're still trying to bring it all back up. Hopefully they'll get version 4 up and we can get the files again. However it is all there, we just can't get the database installed. I'm considering a new host but not sure where at the moment. One had been offered and I sent an email to a friend who was the one that said we had been offered it, but all in time.

It was my birthday Saturday and it was good seeing so many friends, didn't get much but I was expecting it. Those that did get me things, you're dear friends and it's not that you got me something I'm grateful for, it's that you made the effort and showed interest in my life... although... ALL MY RAGE IS AT YOU! MONEY IS NOT TO BE SPENT ON ME =.=

Still feel distant from many friends, offline and online, I wish we talked more.

Thinking of giving up most of the art scene entirely. I've not worked on anything in a long time. Sure I've commissioned a few people (and quite a few more I'm still waiting on). As an inker and colourist I'm extreamly limited in what I can do. I've tried to sketch more often and I just can't seem to get into it. I've been feeling down about art in generally and even just trying to keep up to date on the submissions feels like a lot of work to comment. Not saying I don't enjoy the art you do, just that it feels like I come here and DA just to comment. I feel like I really can't do anything myself.

To top this off quite a few people have their asumptions and opinions of me from unfounded claims others have made of me in the past. I'm normally the first to defend someone when people make asumptions of a person without ever getting to know that person, but in my own case I just can't be bothered and feel like it's simply not worth it. No matter how much advice and support I give, taking it myself is another matter entirely.

I want to be better at art because I love working on it and I do wish I could express myself in art since all I can do is work on other peoples sketches. However it seems that it's a futile effort to even try with how things keep going.

I've got StopMotion class tomorrow and I've got nothing for it.
So I'm asking for a small bit of help, I'm going to try and make a scene off the top of my head but could use some help. Could someone or somepeople draw a chibi and limb parts for me to use?

Needs:
Front View
Side View

Sepperate Arms
Sepperate Legs
Sepperate Head
Sepperate Hair (if long hair)


If anyone has ideas for a little scene they can recomend that too and I'll see about making it. I'll upload the final piece to youtube or put on here in flash form or something.

Sound Effects I can manage I hope.
Just upload it and link in this journal (as I can't log into anything at college), also the room doesn't have photoshop or other programs. So I've got to put the image and the 'parts' into word and print hoping for consistant size.

Ok, the last several months I've barely done work on any pictures while the last few months I've only been check DA every few weeks to clear out my notification and comment on peoples art. Personally I'm annoyed at myself for not being able to focus more on working on art to try and improve.

So whats been going on recently with me? Well I'm in the second year of my media course. Got to try and organise some events which is going to be extreamly annoying. Doing photography alongside it too. So who knows, maybe my photography account will get more active with stuff other than scenary and single model photoshoots (other than the ones I still have to upload). Other than that everythings been kind of slow for me.

Art wise? Well I'm as bad as ever without someone to sketch. So I'm hoping to be able to get more done. However for that I need people to sketch. So here's a question, who wants to do some collab stuff sometime? I don't mind anything with any of my characters, just so long as the idea is interesting. I might even be interested in trying to work on some new characters for franchises or themes that I really enjoy but was never able to think of anything for.

If anyone is interested in a collab then just let me know. We can see about what we can try and do and hopefully draw me out of the hole I've fallen into for art. ^^;

Also since Halo Reach was released, I've regotten a new year of Xbox Gold Live, however most the people I know have been busy on other stuff. So if anyone wants to play a game of something I'd gladly join them. Just let me know if you want to add me.

10 years ago I gave Dark Chaos the demonic form;
That lasted quite a while, I still use the title 'The Demonic Lord' in things from those days. Even remade that version of the character for being seperate.

5 years ago, the current vresion of Dark Chaos took form. Although I had changed him to a fox a number of years before that, it was 5 years ago that I completely put aside the demon version for good. Gave him a Dragon aspect so it wasn't a demonic fox as that idea felt, nice but limited for settings and growth.

It's been another 5 years and I want to rework his appearance. He's meant to be an original species that I've constantly been working on, an Onem. But he just looks so cliché really. It's time I finally did something with the Onem in general and let Chaos be something he's meant to be. Too bad I'm terrible at drawing.

But anyway, it's for that reason I've focused in wanting art of my other characters. But of course, people won't take up those offers after someone went about lying about me years ago, my reputation was more of less destroyed from that without giving me a chance. I've tried to get into photography a bit, tried to draw a bit. I know peoples opinions of me aren't really important, but I do wish I could get people to not just asume that what others say is true.

Anyway, I am hoping that sometime I'll be able to get something better with the Onem's. I really want them to be something I can be proud of as all I got now is setting, culture, story... basically what I realyl want is their appearance. Just not sure how to go about it.

pain, going to have to get whats left of my tooth pulled. So I'm on medication for a week or two until it's ready to get extracted.

But at least I can distract myself. Got a couple of new 360 games, Red Alert 3 (C&C3 is annoying me, missions with no bases, troops only), DOA4, DW: Gundam 2 coming and FAble 2 coming.

I wish I had more people to play with online. Games are so much better when with friends.
Well I got a few things to cheer me up at least, and Red Eyes Darkness Metal Dragon is getting a UK release soon ^^;

It's been bugging me for a while now so I thought I'd finally get some outside opinions. What do people think of my characters? I'm starting to think they're pretty weak in design and look quite poor. I can't really do much with them because of my limited drawing skill which hurts me being able to express them well.

I wish I was better with characters; most my bigger ones have a story to them but it's not really seen here. But they can be read here http://chaotic-realms.webs.com/Main.....haracters.html


Removing those based on my friends theres
Chaos, my main avatar
His old Demon self that has little story now since it's long gone and needs to be remade.

Dean a shy quiet badger, but captain of an automated mining vessel

Teama and her sister NonaMay, two Yu-Gi-Oh fan characters based on a couple of dragons from the series.

Bethany (annie) my only sonic fan character, who actually needs her eyes done right for once actually, since she's a fleetway styled chaos entity (a Bio Lizard)

Keseelix, a kind of joke character I made for stalking Evangeline Fate ^^;

an unnamed scorpion and an unnamed slime girl (made of marmite... just need to find a slime girl made of crunchy peanut butter)

A list of Xbox 360 games I currently have. Always willing to actually play them sometime however I much prefer to play multiplayer with people I know rather than random matchmaking. Any recomendations would be appritiated.

Thinking about what other games to get. For the most part, I'm cheap. No income means I rarely treat myself. So I want to treat myself with some money someone owes me which I hope to get hold of soon.

You can also track my activity on True Achievements

Assassins Creed
Banjo Kazooie Nuts and Bolts
Bayonetta
Blue Dragon
Borderlands
Castle Crashers
Castlevania HD/Harmony of Despair
Castlevania: Lords of Shadow
Command & Conquer 3
Command & Conquer: Red Alert 3
Chrome Hounds
Crackdown
Crackdown 2
Darkstar One
Dark Void
Dead or Alive 4
Dead or Alive Xtreme 2
Dead Rising 2
Dead Rising 2: Case Zero
Dead Rising 2: Case West
Devil May Cry 4
Doritos Crash Course
Dynasty Warriors Gundam 2
Fable II
Fifa 07
Final Fantasy XIII
Front Mission Evolved
Gears of War
Gears of War 2 + All DLC
Gears of War 3
Geometry Wars
Golden Axe Beast Rider
Guilty Gear 2: Overture
Halo 3 + All DLC
Halo 3 ODST
Halo Reach + All DLC
Hexic HD
Kameo: Elements of Power
Kung Fu Panda
Lara Croft and the Guardian of Light
LEGO Indiana Jones
Lost Planet Extreme Conditon
Lost Planet 2
Mavel vs Capcom 2
Mirrors Edge
Ninja Gaiden II
Onechanbara Bikini Samurai Squad
Perfect Dark Zero
Phantasy Star Universe
Plants vs. Zombies
Prey
Prince of Persia
Project Sylpheed
Resident Evil 5 + ALL DLC
Rumble Roses XX
Saints Row 2
SEGA Mega Drive Ultimate Collection
SEGA SuperstarsTennis
Sonic & SEGA All-Stars Racing
SONIC The Hedgehog
Sonic Unleashed
Sonic the Hedgehog 4
Soul Calibur IV
Splosion Man
Star Ocean: The Last Hope
Super Meat Boy
The Orange Box
Transformers War for Cybertron
Universe at War
Vanquish
X Blades
Yu-Gi-oh! Decade Duel



[-Games I'm Currently After-]
Armored Core 4
Beautiful Katamari
Catherine
Cross Edge Dash - (not available in english yet)
Dynasty Warriors: Gundam 3
Eternal Sonata - (not available in english yet)
Ghostbusters
Grand Theft Auto IV
Infinite Undiscovery
Left for Dead
Left For Dead 2
Megaman 9
Megaman 10
Metal Gear Solid HD + Peace Walker HD
Mortal Kombat
Mortal Kombat vs DC Universe
Ninety-Nine Nights II
Otomedius - (not available in UK yet)
Portal 2
Resident Evil: Operation Raccoon City
Saints Row: The Third
Street Fighter IV
Super Street Fighter IV
Skullgirls
Star wars: The Force Unleashed
Supreme Commander (1&2)
Ultimate Marvel vs. Capcom 3
Viva Pinata: Trouble in Paradise
WarTech: Senko no Ronde

well I've been inactive for uploading on here and DA for quite a while. Which I do hope to change. So I'm sorry for it all.

As for plans, well apart from the whole art thing I've got a party to attend, but it's a silly fancy dress party. I figured I'd go as Iuto from Shugo Chara. Want to go as something my friends won't know. Problem is I can't find the kind of shirt and jacket. Anyone familier with his design and know where I can get a budget outfit. I don't mind making changes, I just hate ebay outfits >.>

Everyone has a different face, would anyone disagree? You'll be really open to long term friends and talk so easily about shared interests, you've got possibly years and maybe decades of being there for eachother. However you're not going to be all phisical, with them. Jumping to a hug, no closer friends get that don't they? They're the ones you can let yourself just relax and not care so much with what they see. Afterall, haven't they long accepted who and what you are? Of course, it's why they are such good and well respected friends.

You're going to be shy infront of that one you love when it's starting up, maybe you can be open at first but lets face it, you'll panic and worry a tad no matter how much you may try to hide it. But that lover you've been with a while, you'll be so open and in love that you'll almost never worry about the little things. So what about that real one, the lover you've had for years. You're pratically a married couple right (even if you hate to hear that), aren't you worried about making a mistake? You want to make them happy and keep them interested in you. Add a bit of adventure and make both of you fall in love all over, somehow I'm guessing your normal friends don't get that treatment either ;)

But wait, whats with all this? Personal life? What about work? College? School? You treat those you work with respectfully, you depend on them and they do you. You're all working for the same company after all, your job depends on the companies success. Maybe you have personal issues with them, but for the most part you can be civil, right? And what about when you were in college, have some fun, learn who you are. You think your life has started and now, NOW, no one can say what you can or can't do. You're free... and then the plane crashes and you realise what it's all like. But hey, you had a good bit of fun along the way finding it all out. Oh now don't forget school, you look up to some teachers, others you hate. You're the perfect pupil for one and the real monster for another. You think you're 'all that' but each time these teachers prove you're wrong, you think they are annoying and yet, they're still teaching you new things even though you don't know it.

We all react differently and treat people differently. Why? Because the situation for how we meet everyone changes. Maybe we meet one person in a club or party but another one you met them at the libary. Which one are you going to be active and hyper around and which one are you going to have long chats about things with? I think it can be fairly obvious what the majority would pick even if you're the minority.

We can't help how we talk about others or how we talk about them. It's in our nature.

GOING OUT OF YOUR WAY TO SPREAD RUMOURS TO MAKE THAT PERSON LOOK BAD BY CLAIMING SOMEONE WHO'S BROKE IS SPENDING &#163;110 OR MORE ON SOME PICTURES HOWEVER IS PATHETIC! Whats wrong with you and what have I done? I've tried to remain respectfull and keep my distance from you, whome have continued to cause me trouble and spreading lies about me. Do you really enjoy causing so much trouble just to get a little laugh in the end? Infact, whats my spending got to do with you? Got to say something about everything thats none of your buisness (and yes I mean litrally buisness, hiring someones services for an act and getting a result, yeah, I'd say this was related to buisness).

I hope everyone can respect everything I've said... until I destroyed my credibility by shouting out and revealing all this is just a silly personal issue. Seriously, this may be a 'responce' to someone trying to say things against me, but the main bulk of all that is still valid (just a whole lot easier to think about before that previous paragraph).


To end on a lighter note, how do you treat everyone? Do you act in certain ways? Do you judge people because a friend dislikes them or like them just because you feel you have to? Try to think about how you act differently all the time because you can never know how things will pan out. Maybe that 'just a friend' could really be a life long friend, maybe more. Could even be you're blinded by the fun that you've not realised you barely have anything in common except going out to parties and getting drunk. I'm not saying they're not your friend, but it's interesting to realise how you treat people that deserve more in life from you compared to others. Your relationship with someone is just that, YOUR RELATIONSHIP with them. Why base your thoughts on someone on something or someone else. Otherwise how many friends would anyone have? I'm sure theres a friend of yours another friend dislikes, maybe even hate.

I would post this in the forums but the server is really bad right now it seems.

I want to put together a real ref sheet of my characters. But since I can't draw well I'm looking for someone who can sketch for me. I need a plain sketch of Chaos in his Meta form. theres a poor ref in my scraps and that really needs to be updated. I'm also hoping to make the final one as part of a flash ref sheet series. So anyone interested in helping out I can try making similiar for them one day if it turns out good.

Ok, it's not a "Sonic" game, but it's a Sega All Stars game.

...but lets face it, ALL focus is on Sonic here. We only catch a brief glimpse of Samba in this video.

http://blogs.sega.com/sonic/2009/05.....nicsegaracing/

I have to say, I'm loving the looks of this. Tails's plane looks like something from the old games... infact Sonic's car reminds me of his old car.

Old car? did Chaos just say 'old car'? When did Sonic have a car?
This.. is it... SONIC DRIFT IS BACK!! ^_^

of course I can't draw so it's mostly practice with coding. So I was woundering if anyone knew any good sites with tutorials?

I want to go with some simple things. So heres the idea.

A story based game, but one with unlockable stuff. So I need to figure out how to save it all to a file and to automatically find out. I guess most games of this type tend to be investigative police dramas or dating games.

So ideas would be good. I'm also hoping to put together a dress up again as basic practice working with flash to get into it. Though I need a character to work with ^_^;

I'm kinda bored right now and decided to go back to pokemon, so name me some pokemon to raise. Don't mention Legendaries though. No I don't hate them, just that most of them mean rebuying FireRed or looking for Emerald... then walking half way accross town where Nintendo's customer services are to find out if they still download the special tickets onto the games v.v

So yeah, name a full team of pokemon for me to raise if possable. I'm using Platinum for those interested. I've already raised the first lot of Kanto Pokemon up to Tentacrule (the first box with final evo's only) along with a good number of the new evolution's introduced in the DS games. Kinda hard to choose where to go when theres hundreds to pick from.







I miss the old days when it was hard enough choose which to raise from the 151 Pokedex. -_-

Theres a chance that someone that means a lot to me won't be about for a long time. So I was woundering if anyone out there was willing to take sketch requests of one of her characters and mine to make a small series of sketches. Full pictures would be good but I ask for sketches because I don't like to push for so much.

If you can just note me and say the kind of things you can do. I guess anything goes would be a good way to go about it.

I just want to try and get something to cheer her up.

.... SA2 said I needed one of those icons -.-