I'm being charged about £271 from college for my course when it was meant to have been fully paid for (thats somewherre between $360-390). I don't have near this amount, though my savings can cover about £100 or it (possably an extra £50 including money some people owe me I asked about getting back soon). I also have no income at all.

Solutions? Well I'm going to see about getting checked out by a doctor and see if that can help me. I'm unemployed and as much as I hate the idea that may help me if I am unable to work because of my back. But that takes time (and I have a thing about doctors, not fond of the idea). So I need ideas for earning money. Normally I'd never ask this but my family don't have this money either and I have no one to fall back on.

Please be aware I DO NOT want donations. That is something I really despise (not the idea of donations... the idea of ME getting donations). I'm going to try and see about making a flash ref sheet that I'd offer as commissions for $20-25, however for that I'd need an artist to do the sketches. So I was woundering that if I did that if anyone think it would work?
Other recomendations would be wounderfull.

Hate them.
Just turn my birthday 37mins ago. So now I'm 24...and I hate it. Guess I'll be having a boring day this year too -.-

I recently finished the basis of my new deck and would like opinions. I know things that should be changed but need the cards for them. But anyway, what do you think and rember this is a theme deck. It's not exactly one I'm expectingto win, just have fun with and maybe make a character for.

x3 - Victor Viper XX03
x3 - Jade Knight
x1 - Blue Thunder T-45
x3 - Flint Lock
x1 - B.E.S. Covered Core
x3 - Heavy Mech Support Platform
x2 - Jetroid
x1 - Pursuit Chaser
x1 - Machine Loard Ur
x2 - Decoyroid
x2 - Drillroid
x1 - Morphtronic Clocken
x1 - Machine King Prototype
x1 - Fire Princess

x3 - Power Capsule
x3 - Flint
x3 - Flint Missile
x1 - Inferno Reckless Summon
x1 - United We Stand
x1 - Axe of Despair
x1 - Heart of Clear Water
x1 - Nitro Unit
x1 - Morale Boost
x1 - Messenger of Peace
x1 - Flash of the Forbidden Spell
x1 - Premature Burial

x2 - Rare Metalmorph
x3 - Sakuretsu Armor
x1 - Draining Shield
x1 - Mirror Wall


Other cards I want to put in but need to remove some for are:
DUCKER Mobile Cannon
_____two of them?
Satillite Cannon
_____one to replace the Covered Core, but it's expensive.
Metal Shooter
_____Alternive replacement for Covered Core, one less tribute and a couple destructions via effects.
Call of the Haunted
_____To replace Premature Burial, but I can't find my duplicates of it.
Armory Arm
_____When it's released, but I need a Tuner Monster (OR Lightwave Tunning...which I just realised won't work because it's a level 4 Synchro monster ^^;)

As the deck is mostly Gradius themed I would like a Core in there somewhere. But you all know their weakness so one with an extra effect like Crystal Core (Tetran Cores effect is built into the Victory Viper anyway). also theres Option Hunter, but it's like Draining Shield but doesn't stop the battle =[


It would be nice to fill it with the Bacterium Empire Ship's along with things like the Solar Flare Dragons, but then that limits the power of the Viper and the other fighters... Konami need to make the Lord British into a card. Jade Knight got a card before Lord British, thats not fair. Granted the Lord British does appear in Crystal Cores artwork. ¬.¬




EDIT: For those interested in why Fire Princess is there...
Flint Locks exchanging a Flint back and forth between eachother over and over without rest, with Moral Boost thats giving you 1000LP every time you do it. This is NOT against the rules as it is not an infinite combo, as it's done eachtime by choice. Fire Princess turns it into an OTK.

Basically what I was thinking was... plushie chibi's.
Anything think the idea is appealing? or if anyone would want one?
Infact it might make a good gift for someone if it worked out.

Just woundering if anyone finds the idea any good? I can't exactly draw sadly (just ink and colour), so I was woundering if anyone out there like the concept. It came to me just now while talking to someone on msn, and for some weird unexplained reason, I was turned into a plushie o.O
Yeah... weird.
But regardless I had the idea of my main character as a plushie while looking at his arm with 'stitching' coming loose and a bit of cotton stuffing showing. Yeah random image in my head. But I couldn't help but smirk thinking that.

So ideas on it?


EDIT: and now that person on msn has set me on fire, hope I've not got something really flammable for stuffing ^_^;

I've got a few characters, but none of them really have a good ref sheet. So I'm hoping that can be changed one day. Good thing is three of my characters are more or less based on friends and I don't mind not having refs of them. But there's still the other few ones I've got.

So who is there then?


[-Dark Chaos the Onem-]
A more general character and avatar that can fit with anything.

He's generally more of a warlord kind of character. However most of his forces are autominous. For the most part he's considered a Space Pirate by many govourments.

Chaos has two main forms:
Restrained: This is how he normally looks, well not really. He restrained his growth and such so he could blend in with other Onems rather than be persercuted. He did this while he was young and regrets it.
Unleashed/True Chaos: Meta Chaos, his appearance takes on it's full potental and his abilities will reflect that too.

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[Teama the Red-Eyes B. Dragon]
A Yu-Gi-Oh! character based on the Dragon that brings unlimited potential.

She's a Dragon-Half (see anime of the same name), born from the Dragon and a human. She has all the powers of the Red-Eyes Black Dragon.
http://yugioh.wikia.com/wiki/Red-Eyes

Like the Red-Eyes she has other forms and powers to reflect them. But at the moment there's no designs for them. But they would be:
Normal - Based on the Red-Eyes B. Dragon
Chibi -Based on the Red-Eyes B. Chick (not a real form, jsut a joke or child version of her)
Metal - Based on the Red-Eyes Metal Dragon (maybe using an armour instead)
Darkness - Based on the Red-Eyes Darkness Dragon
Zombie - Zombie version of Darkness based on the Red-Eyes Zombie Dragon
Speed/Wind - Based on the Red-Eyes Wyvern
Darkness-Metal - Based on the Red-Eyes Darkness Metal Dragon

Black Skull Dragon - Based on the fusion of the same name
Black Meteor Dragon - Based on the fusion of the same name
- How to get these fusion forms I don't know
Quite a few may also be redundant, and I may just limit it to the Darkness form.

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[-UNKNOWN The White-Horned Dragon-]
Based on a Yu-Gi-Oh! monster and half sister to Teama.
http://yugioh.wikia.com/wiki/White-Horned_Dragon

She's mostly shy and clumsy. Although not having the potential to be strong like her sister, she has another potential. In that she can draw upon magical energies around her, even attacks and become stronger. But she can only absorb so much before it stops and it warps her personality into becoming quite violent.

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[-Dean the Badger(coon)-]
3/4 Badger and 1/4 Racoon

He's more to reflect what I'm really like around people and as such fit the same role as Dark Chaos, to be more generlised in a variety of things. No real story for him yet.

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[-Classic Dark Chaos-]
The Demonic Lord

My old avatar, he needs a new name and is making a return as a new character. Still baring my old title. He'll be for more fantasy things but not tied down into anything. I may even tie him in with the current Dark Chaos in some way.

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[-Bethany the Biolizard-]
A Sonic based character that started off as a SonicxNiGHTS! character.

Little real story and still needs a proper pic. Doubt I'll do much with her though as she's kinda weakly put together :(

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[-Keseelix the Xenomorph-]
Based on the Alien franchise.

More of a joke character, she's a stalker for Evangiline Fate ( sa2's character). She really needs to be younger and more 'cute' than the current pic, but at least she looks delightfully insane there :)

I'm going to be giving myself a challenge sometime in the next month. With this I'll be doing 24 hours non-stop art. However for this I need contributions... no not money, sketches. I need sketches to keep going for this. So if you want something you've done inked and coloured then reply here. Or even if you want to make something for this event would be good. I've not decided when it will be though. But I'm hoping this works nicely ^_^

Well it happened again. I was refused entry into college for the second year in a row. Not sure what I'll do now. I could always try another college but it still means not being able to go where I want, be around my friends and in a more relaxed atmosphere where I can concentrate to my fullest.

I'm just feeling lost with no idea of what to do or anything. I might go out later for a nice long walk since all this is just anoying in too many ways than I'm willing to say.

All I know is I gave them my details and they checked me on the system. There must of been some kind of note in my file and they went to check with the head of student services (who seems to have a personal grudge against me considering all the effort I put into fighting her deicision last year).

I want to learn more and better myself, while at the same time helping my friends and being of use with the Student Union to make things better for everyone.

Also, Mist, sorry I may not get to work on that picture until late tonight now ={

[ mistressvixen's quiz]

1. What are you doing RIGHT now?
sitting on the floor in my underwear with a blanket around me ¬_¬

2. What are you eating/drinking?
A sports drink

3. What's your real first name?
[insert name here]

4. What's the vehicle of your dreams?
A Black Lightning (not the remake) or maybe a Nova (it may be an obsolete car but it's simple and practical)

5. What brand of cellphone do you have?
Samsung

6. What's your messenger of choice?
MSN, when trillian isn't on the computer

7. Do you play any of those MMOs? What ones?
DarkOrbit, but I'd rather play with others (hard for me to get into a group)

8. What got you drawing, writing, etc?
Sonic the Comic I believe

9. What's your Weapon of Choice?
blah

10. Have you ever done any naughty stuff?
Nope -.-

11. Do you have a partner?
Never had (probably never will =[ )

12. Do you use furry slang?
I barely even know any local slang

13. If you had a tail, would you wag it?
Maybe, I'd have to be happy first
>_>
<_<

14. Do you like making Journals?
Nope

15. Do you smoke?
No, and can't

16. Do you Drink?
Alcohol? Never touched it (well litraly I have, but in terms of holding the bottle for someone)

17. Would you ever consider anything else?
In general? Depends, I'd takeanything into consideration.
Something inperticular? Then I don't know what you mean

18. Do you like porn?
Mistress Vixen's responce: "Kinda redundant question for someone on FurAffinity."
My Responce: "Absolutly not!" ^_^;

19. Which way do you "swing?"
one way, though the options there. One man wants to bare my children :P
.........I wish that was a joke -.-

20. Do you wanna tag people?
Might as well...
I'll tag...
you... you, you there... not you
...no not, not YOU, that one next to you, you're obviously taged. And finaly, whoever is walking out of the door to avoid being tagged ^,^

Well essentialy. As a liner/colourest I am limited though. So here it is, I'll accept a bunch of requests and such. Although there is one thing, you may think that what I offer for 'requests' are reall infact collabs. However I don't see them as such since the original sketch (line art or whatever) was not made with the intention of being a collab.


[-REQUESTS-]
You supply me with a sketch and I'll do digital lines for it and then colour it. Or I can leave it as just plain lines if you'd rather colour it yourself.

01.  aminebunny http://dark-kaos.deviantart.com/art.....nymph-87729915 [-Attempted her shading style for the first time-]
02.  Teeny16 http://dark-kaos.deviantart.com/art.....quest-87804857 [-Experimental Shading-]
03.  SA2 http://dark-kaos.deviantart.com/art.....quest-87911455 [-Experimental Lighting-]
04. LexPrower: http://dark-kaos.deviantart.com/art.....r-WiP-90225656
05. Kirada: http://dark-kaos.deviantart.com/art.....quest-92292188
06.
07.
08.
09.
10.


[-COLLABS-]
The thing I really should make a bigger point of, but what will get your attention? Requests or Collabs? Yeah, I thought so ¬_¬

Remember I can't draw things myself. If you want someone to do lineart for a collab, or perhaps colouring, then just ask me here.

01.  teeny16 Her Part: http://teeny16.deviantart.com/art/C.....atter-91497486 My Part: http://dark-kaos.deviantart.com/art.....ollab-91711118
02.  Crystalhedgie Her part: http://crystalhedgie.deviantart.com.....-Crys-91087171 My Part: http://dark-kaos.deviantart.com/art.....ollab-91109094
03.
04.
05.
06.
07.
08.
09.
10.


[-LIMITATIONS-]
In terms of content, nudity if it is not explicit meaning anything mature rated is turned down. Although blood will be accepted, gore will not for the time being. I've not got a problem with it, I just don't know how to colour disembowled intestines and such.

I was bored and put this together... lets see how many people try it.
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You can choose any of the games or a mix of them.

It's time to get started, so who's it going to be?
Cyindquil (or Bulbasaur)

Apart from starters which is one of the first Pokemon you will concentrate on raising?
Nidoran (Male OR Female) The King or Queen make a good tank (after Misty)

You've gotten to the forest who you going to recuit?
Catapie or Wormpul/Silcoon

You're about to fight a legendary, you've got one capture chance, who's going to help you capture them?
Start with a Normal Attacker/Defender then Marowak! Faulse Swipe them

Will you bother to capture all Unown?
Yeah, of course

AND RAISE THEM? ¬_¬
um, to level 50 -.-

Looks like someones up to some sneaky buisness, we need a ghost to spy on them, who have you got?
Shedinja and Misdreavus

Name a Dragon-like Pokemon that is NOT a Dragon Type! ^_^
Charizard

There's a problem, you don't have enough room for fighting pokemon AND multiple HM pokemon. You can only have one what will you do?
Garydos! Learns practicaly all HM's you need, but no longer learns fly now >_<

If you were a Pokemon which would you be?
Ninetails or Umbreon... or Umbrails/Nineon

Now I can't think of another question, so add a question of your own right above this.

Well last week monday I found out that Route66 finaly accept the Citazen Card ID. For me this is a big thing because I want to hang around the few friends I have and I can not afford anything expensive like Drivers Lisence or Passport.

However this week I wasn't allowed in, the doorman/bouncer asked if I had anything else, like a credit card. I got out a bank card (not exactly the same thing but close enough) and some Student ID (which I can only get if between 16-15 or so). I wasn't let in.

So how bad can that be? Well the guy right behind me was let in... using the SAME ID! I mean, I'm glad he got in, he was turned away two weeks ago sadly and tried this week because I could get in. He also had a payslip from working in a bar... thats fair right?

Well how about the guy getting in with a birth certificate (NOT Legal ID) and a 5 year old college Libary card that is falling apart.

O_O
Seriously, HOW?!
Well next week I'll try with a payslip from when I worked with my college. It should be of some help. But how did they let that idiot in? Citazen Card is regarded as legal ID, they even added on the front door they accept it as one of the legal forms of (photo (only photo Id is legal, even then only a handful are acturly LEGAL)) ID.

So what happened? Well I left home to get there just before 20:00, got there at 21:00, waited until 21:30 when they open and was turned away. Went with another friend and some others to a much smaller (and uncomfortable) club/bar. 20:00 split up with everyone and waited outside Route incase anyone I knew came out for a smoke.
Wait there until 02:00 when the place closed. >_<
Glad I was wearing my overaly large gothic vampire coat. I may get laughed at but at least it was comfortable with my bad leg.

A very fine and well known artist has recently left from Deviant. All his art removed and he has given up his flash series that made him famous.

He's been harrassed by people to continue this series over and over. YES, a lot of people likes the series and not everyone would bug him about it. But some people harrased him so much that it seems it's gotten to him.

I for one am sorry to see his entire gallery emptied. Yes, I learned of him through that flash series... but I respected his artistic skills and talent. His attention to detail was admirable and he had a great sense of humour shown in his productions.

So now it seems all is lost from there, his journal saying he's leaving was quickly followed by replies from someone saying they single handedly caused this. Even making a myspace account to document the event (seriously, thats just a new low). In fact in the journal other people who seemed to say 'wish you well' also stated that they hope he gets back to making the flash series...

What is wrong with these people? Can't they tell that is probably a stupid thing to say?

...Alvin, I hope that you haven't given up art all together because of these events. I do not know you personaly, and I won't speak as though we're friends or something like that. But no one really deserves to be treated like that. Good luck with whatever future endevours you partake in ','

1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
can't be bothered... but it's Eragon... check yourself and let me know, ok?

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
my wear-bear from 15 or more years ago

3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Disney film (see below)

4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
11:23 or 24

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11:23 (read later to find out how I was so close)

6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My nan talking on the phone to my mum... and distant traffic... oh and a plane I think

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Yesterday, buying some drinks, taking books to my mums

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
nothing, eyes hurt

9.) What are you wearing?
my better clothes because of laung around the house clothes are to be washed

10.) What did you dream about last night?
I didn't sleep much, and I don't dream normaly (at least from what is remembered)

11.) When did you last laugh?
can't remember

12.) What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Pokemon postsers... a star trek poster, lots of dragons... and 20+ swords.

13) Did you see anything weird lately?
define weird, I'm used to it

14.) What do you think of this quiz?
Dull... so I'm answering questions from the last question up to the first ^_^

15.) What was the last film you saw?
Enchanted -.-

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Nothing, for now. Put it all in the bank and live off the interest. Eventual get a top of the line laptop and computer combo (touchscreen, plenty of RAM, HDD, built in wireless broadband and wireless backup)... you know... everything it needs that I'd never make full use off.

17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
I've got some serious mental problems (for this case, I'll mention partialy dilusional if I can't keep my head clear)

18.) If you could change one thing about the world...
Wipe out humanity

19.) Do you like to dance?
Nope -.-
...........
>_>
<_<
-_-
._.

20.) George Bush...
Isn't within several hundred miles ^_^

21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Not sure... but I'm semi-certain there'd be a vowl in the name

22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
...No idea.

23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
I don't know, I'm content here... I think

24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the Pearly Gates?
"....oh, not you"
Me: "You think this is bad for you? I'm not exactly happy either you know."

25.) Tag 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal
YOU, YOU, YOU and That person to YOUR left, not the other person. YEAH... YOU -_-

*UPDATE*
I was JUST finishing the picture for :SA2: when some mail came. But, I wasn't expecting anything. What is it?
OH... it's my certificate... my teaching certificate. This means I can LEGALLY teach in FE or HE institutions (which would be colleges and universities for the most part).
...no need to look into why I capitalised 'legally' ^-^;


So very hungry.

Lets think, I STILL need to find an artist able to do that sprite for  Aerusale_Phox_Jr, if I can't find someone soon I'll have to grab my sprite CD and get out some Kingdom Hearts sprites and begin work on them myself.

I've FINALY done the TrixiexManic picture for teeny16's competition, but my morals stop me from using it FOR the competition ¬_¬

I need to colour that picture  Kloudmutt did of Lydia. She loved the picture so much, I've GOT to work on it soon.

And now  lunaredmoon's picture to be added. I've downloaded the picture and the referances, but sadly by the time I get to it in my little list here someone else would of done it :'(

But hey,  Ethelas had recently uploaded a request I made
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1174647/
Chaos looks amazing there. =3

Well I guess thats all...
No it's not. Great, I almost forgot.

I need to walk all the way to waterloovile today. Two hour walk UPHILL. I used to walk further than that, but my legs been acting up. I can't walk half an hour without being stoped by a sevear amount of pain (and thats before reaching up hill). Oh yeah, then I have to walk back -_-

I'm sure I'm leaving out another picture or something :S

I'm fed up.
STOP MOCKING ME!
Unlike other members here I KNOW you.
Whats more I have been told to report you to the police.

Stop the threats, stop the harrasment.
AND STOP TRYING TO MAKE AN ENEMY OF ME!
You upset my friends and continue to hurt them, all the while trying to make yourself out as the victim.

You are well known as a liar and theif to us.
I know you're not watching me but I also know you pay attention to my page. Stop being such a spoilt little girl and grow up.

Everyone else, sorry about this.
But when my friends are upset, the line as been crossed.
Unlike this certain person I KNOW how the law works and I dop not make assumptions just to make someone look bad.

UPDATE:
I've had enough!
OUR OWN MOTHER TOLD ME TO DO THAT!
SHE WANTS YOU DEALT WITH!
She already sees the police getting involved and couldn't care wha happens to you.

And whats more, yes I already had a good idea that who ever I told on DA would tell you. I knew there was a 'high' chance that 'she' would tell you what I said. Why did I tell her what I did? Because it gave you information you shouldn't of had. Which when you react to, AND YOU DID, I'd have slight upper hand.

You've stolen a large number of things from me. You've lied constantly, you've manipulated my friend, pretending to be nice to her and saying such aweful things behind her back.

Now everyone else who ISN'T my sister. This is nothing to do with you, so next time someone asks if I'm alright and wants to help. The answer is NO I'm not alright. But I will tell you more if you want. But I'll do so under the full knowledge you're going to tell her everything I said.
If you're her friend, fine... but this is a family matter and you have NO idea what she is like to family and how disrectpectful she is.

Amine just posted this so I thought I would.
EVERYONE of these questions is based on the responces Amine gave. Basicaly, an eye for an eye... where I could

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1 I got bullied out of school and ended up at a special needs school

2 I dont like Christmas, i see it more depressing than anything... ok, same as Amine :P

3 i have alot more male then female friends, but I'm uncomfortable around males taller than myself (see 1)

4 when i was 10 i found out i had a younger brother

5 I've given up all money to pay my family's bills so I still have a home

6 ....I know I'm matching Amine's... but I'd rather not say ¬_¬ sorry

7 Im just as comfy in nice clothes than in all my daggy clothes...(that are so expensive DX) (simple word switch and it's accurate :P

8 I'm kinda paranoid but also unaware of my surroundings. I best friends have to keep reminding me I'm not a bother :( It took some of my friends an entire year to make me comfortable to give a hug emoticon over msn >_<

9 I will always try my hardest to help a friend and i always put my friends before myself... but they never respond when I need their help

10 Nope got nothing to match this ¬_¬

11 Nor this :(

12 My mum was on anti-depressents... she was a nightmare. So hyper and cheerful and wanting to play around

13 In school I didn't even get to have a nickname... though AFTER moving to the special needs school I got called a vampire (weak eyes in sunlight, pale skin or drink blood, take your pick)

14 I talk more on msn than I do to my friends... and few people ever talk to me on msn :(

15 I have an unreal amount of dragon ornaments

16 I loose all track of time shopping, and whenever I buy something it's cheaper elsewhere

17 Everyone cuts off contact with me

18 I've NEVER asked anyone out ever. No one has ever asked me out, EVER! :'(

19 I'm an avid Yu-Gi-Oh Duelist. I try to build new decks when I can.

20 I've never drank alcohol. My friends keep wanting me to because it could let me loosen up for once. Stupid self control.... ALSO, I've had to give up an evening to look after a girl who was comatose while everyone else had fun. Needless to say, I took pride in it. ^_^ But it resulted in a painfull several months :'(