Its been like 2 years. I guess it was time to update the FA profile. Seeing as I just turned 29 on saturday I figured I'd give it a fresh look.

Whee happy 2022.

Oh god why.

I have telegram now! Go chat me up on Darkoro.

I don't have any stickers. Yet. And im still getting used to the program. So bare with please.

COME AT ME FURRY BRETHREN!

Updated my FA profile with some new styling and info. Hoping this looks a lot better and more organised.

- Clarified who I am, and how I see my 'sona
- Added information about how I feel about roleplay
- Added contact information
- Updated Relationship status section with more info. Don't worry, still in the same relationship. Wouldn't change that for the world.
- Added info about why I choose the groups to represent on my profile.
- Added a direct link to my f-list.
- Added a Scutchman flag. Because I am both proud to be from the country I was brought up in, and happy to be in the country I am in now. I dunno it seemed like a cool idea.
- Removed good friends section. I still consider them all good friends, but I'm not consistent enough to keep it up to date, and removing people from the list just feels like it'll cause drama in the future. If I like you, you know it yourself.

My previous offer still stands from the last journal. Feel free to come and approach me on Discord. My desire to roleplay has returned somewhat, albeit still somewhat picky about what I do. I'm still a PC gaming nerd, and probably will be for a while. I have a variety of games on steam, but my main focus at this time is Minecraft on a friend's server. Also very heavily interested in 5th edition DnD with friends, either live sessions or PbP.

I suppose I'll use this space for some life updates and shiz too. Since last journal:

- Still no job, but getting help finding one now
- Diagnosed with ADD and currently under medical trial periods to see what'll help. Seems to be going well.
- Now getting help with the problems I face as an adult autist.
- Gran died. I'll see her grave for the first time when I go back to Scotland for Christmas this year.
- Reached level A2+ in Dutch. Sitting B1 now.

And that's about it! So yeah, feel free to approach if you haven't considered it before. Or feel free to respond here with any questions or chatter. No creepy comments on my journal please.

So i've hit a bit of a downspell right now, and Id kind of like to open up and try talking to more people. So if you wanna talk to a fat fuzzy drgn, nows your chance.

My discord name is Darkoro#4320.

I like pc gaming over a variety of games, and tabletop roleplay games as well. I do dabble in furry roleplay from time to time, but please don't approach me solely for roleplay. It happens infrequently at best. I dont mind minor things like hugs and general affection, but anything full blown is rare at the moment (but im not necessarily closed to the idea.)

I also own a large community discord server with furs and nonfurs alike, which we talk on and use for gaming together. This can be given out on request.

Feel free to add me on discord, note or reply here with your discord name and Ill add you.

I may not reply until monday due to attending an event this weekend but I will try to reply tomorrow night if I havent died of exhaustion.

https://picarto.tv/DaygoART
https://picarto.tv/DaygoART
https://picarto.tv/DaygoART

Come watch you filthy animals. Swolen guts inbound.
Also go follow him.  daygo

Courtesy of  ghostboy

Looks like I'm 23 now. God I'm getting old.

I get to spend it with friends in the Netherlands at least, friends including  ghostboy and  daygo A fun night of drinking, foods and board games. :D

My friend Angus has set up a new business venture recently in the field of Glass Fusing. You can find some of his stuff here:

https://www.facebook.com/AyeGlasswork

I would appreciate any likes you can give his facebook page, and any shares and such to help him grow! ^^

Tagged by  ghostboy

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal

OC picked up: Darkoro

1. What is your name?
Darkoro. I don't really have a surname. I'm like some of those brazillian football players, in that sense.

2. Do you know why you were named that?
I heard it was given to me by a friend of some sort. Something spiritual or something or other. I dunno.

3. Single or taken?
Eh, it's complicated.

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Despite what a certain blue gecko might tell you, I do not have any abilities or powers. (NO GHOST I DO NOT HAVE FEATHERBREATH).

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
What's a Mary Sue? O.o

6. What's your eye color?
Pale blue.

7. How about hair color?
Purple.

8. Have you any family members?
Not really, no.

9. Oh? How about pets?
I have Mikes. They're very... huggable.

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Physical exercise. It tends to make me exhausted quite quickly.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
I like vidya gaimz. Mostly online multiplayer games and such.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
No! At least, not intentionally...

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Never D:

14. What kind of animal are you?
I'm a drgn. Rawr. In particular a fur-drgn with feathers here and there. Some of my friends call me floofs because of it.

15. Name your worst habits.
I tend to eat. A lot.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
My good friend Ghost (i.e. the fucker that tagged me).

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
I like men.

18. Do you go to school?
Nope! Been there, done that, yadda yadda yadda.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
Eventually, yeah. Not sure if the second part will happen, and I know it seems weird considering my sexuality, but I still want it to, someday.

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Hah.

21. What are you most afraid of?
A lot of things. I'm a very anxious drgn.

22. What do you usually wear?
I tend to wear a lot of black clothing. Oh, and don't forget my fedora. DON'T JUDGE ME.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Fried Rice & Curry Sauce. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

24. Am I annoying you?
Not really!

25. Well, it's still not over!
Then... what are you waiting for? Ask me more questions already!

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Uh... I guess I could be considered middle class? I never really gave it much thought.

27. How many friends do you have?
As many as I can care to care about.

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Pie sucks.

30. Favorite drink?
Milk. Such creamy goodness *w*

31. What's your favorite place?
Anywhere that involves being behind a PC.

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
A certain someone, they know who they are.

33. That was a stupid question.
This is a stupid answer.

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I guess a lake. Less jellyfish.

35. What's your type?
Big bellied guys. I loves me some big bellies.

36. Any fetishes?
A few. Not something I really want to go into though.

37. Seme or uke?
Huh?

38. Camping or indoors?
Indoors. I tried outside once. The graphics were terrible and the respawn timer was too long.

39. Tag People!
I don't know who to tag that hasn't been tagged, so if you're reading this, TAG, YOU'RE IT!

www.twitch.tv/darkorodragon

^^ Come watch me play modded minecraft! ^^

Stream starts at 2PM GMT

So I'm 21 today and currently spending my last few days in the netherlands after what's been a really fun and emotional 2 weeks of vacation. But, being a scot, that doesn't really mean anything for me xD. Nothing really opens up to you at 21 in the UK, seeing as you can already drive at 17 and buy alcohol at 18. But I'm not complaining :3

Shameless advertising of my friends art! :D

 sorrowmoon GO WATCH. NOW. She does so well for what she has and you should all watch her. END OF STORY. :3

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RULES:

1) - You must post these rules in your journal entry.
2) - Each person tagged must post 5 things about themselves in their journal.
3) - You must answer the questions directed at you.
4) - You must tag 10 others when you are done. Just do a quick sweep of your Friends list, if need be.
5) - You must go to their page and tell them that you've tagged them and include a link to your journal.
6) - No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You personally have to tag 10 people.

Things about myself:
1. I've been friends with my best friend Ben for 13 years, this July.
2. I have a love of all things logical. Show me your system and let me see if I can recreate it :3
3. I love making my own games. I just love the challenge of creating something with its own rules and objectives.
4. I'm a shy guy around new people, but once I get to know someone, I really open up.
5. When tickled, I scream like a "Retarded Chicken", according to  ghostboy and his friends. :I

1. At what age you started to like furries? - Around the age of 16, when I stumbled across a group of artists on little website with anthro dragons, mostly.
2. Your favorite furry fetish in FA category? - Weight gain/Inflation. (Or Master/Pet :3)
3. How tall are you? - 183cm / 6' tall.
4. If you could date one of your character, would you and who? - I only have one character, and he's kind of a portrayal of myself, so... no. :D
5. Rock, paper or scissor? - Lizard, Spock.
6. Lose following sense, sight or hearing? - I'd probably go with hearing. My mum always complains that I don't hear her, so I'd have an excuse not to.
7. Do you wear a hat outside? - I wear a hat every chance I get. :D
8. If you could move into other world of your choice without telling anyone your farewells, would you leave or stay in this world? - I'd stay. There are too many people here that I couldn't leave behind, even if it meant a fresh start at life.
9. If you had a one superpower, what would it be? - Transformation.
10. Would you use previous answered for good or bad? - For my own selfish desires, of course. Screw being a hero or a villain.

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1. Your favourite freeware game? - Uhm... Probably league of legends. (SO FREE)
2. Does your family or non-furry friends or acquintances know that you're a furry fan? If so, what do they think about it? - My friends know and don't mind. My family don't.
3. Is there an animal in the furrydom that's common/popular and what you don't like or care about much? - I don't really have any bias against any species in the fandom. Dragons and wolves are a big plus though. <3
4. What's your normal day like? - Wake up, shower, have brunch, do some cleaning for my mum, then COMPUTER GAIMZ ALL DAY. :3
5. Your favourite subway sandvich? - Ew subway (Picky eater). I do like burger king's chicken royales though.
6. The Beatles or Pink Floyd? - Pink Floyd, I guess.
7. The weirdest thing you've done and care to tell? - It's probably not that weird, but I kicked my mum at birth.
8. Does a set, whose cardinality is strictly between that of the integers and that of the real numbers, exist? - I took advanced higher maths and barely understand this question. I'ma say yes. Imaginary numbers. Like the square root of -1, also known as i.
9. Ass or tits(or the breasts/pecs/upper torso area/whatever)? Dickgirl or cuntboy? - Ass (although belly is better). Dickgirl.
10. Name three things about you that you're proud of (skills, accomplishments etc.). - Uhm... Coding skills, friendships, and some of my pixel art from years ago.

I tag... nobody. :D

Recently, I've been buying a lot of artwork and stuff. And don't get me wrong, I enjoy it a lot. But now I'm looking for either unique ideas or a craft-related commission. I already have a collar commissioned, and it's all made and everything. Just waiting for it to be delivered now.

But yeah, anybody know anyone that's taking cool custom craft-based commissions? Preferably something wearable would be nice, but I might consider non-wearable items x3 I don't really want anything neck-related any more though, because the collar will take up most of my neckspace xD

Let's see... Custom buttons, bracelets, wrist-bands, keychains, t-shirts, knitwear... or anything else that you can think of! Know anyone? Let me know!

 ghostboy and  daygo came to visit me for my birthday. Yaaaay. Had soooooo much fun while they were here, and I cannot thank them enough for making my 20th birthday so special. I started out really shy and stuff, but got better as the days went on. I'm just sad to see them go, knowing it may not be for another 6 months before I meet with them IRL again. Who's gonna provide me with hugs and scritches and bellyrubs until then? :c

I'm also now officially 20 years old. Yay. I have one more year to go till the big two-one, at which point... well, nothing special really opens up to me at that point. But it's one of those landmark ages, so you know.

There's also the fact that I'm now officially a pet to the pair mentioned above! Heee~ I'm even thinking of getting an actual collar commissioned and stuff, but that's still to be discussed. Hehe, I have two people who give the best bellyrubs and scritches and hugs and stuff, who actually care about me and my well-being, even if they tend to poke and tickle me often and like to send me to the corner :c.

What do I hope for in 2013? To finally meet fawxy irl ( thesammon). To meet up with Ghost and Daygo again. To get my first car. To complete my first year at university without resits. And to not feel so damned lonely all the time. Here's hoping.

What a weekend. Just got home from the Netherlands, one of the BEST weekends in my lifetime, ever. I met some fantastic people and had a wonderful time, and I have to thank Ghost's parent's for being so hospitable and welcoming.

I had the BEST talk ever with Ghost the night I arrived, and he helped me come to terms with some things that needed sorting out in my head. Hopefully what he's told me will help me become a better person, for both other people and, more importantly, myself.

Already missing both and . Can't wait till the pair come over here for under a week for my birthday! 2 Weeks 5 days to go! Ahhhh! So excited, it's unreal. Christmas and New year just feel like days in the lead up to the days that I see those two again.

And to top it off, I was promised the best hug ever ever in the world ever. I didn't necessarily get it at the airport like I'd hoped (T'was still a great hug, vince!), but the hug as I was leaving was the best hug I have EVER had. I asked Daygo for a hug, having already given Ghost one. He came up and hugged me (with his big, strong arms *.*), then Ghost came up from behind me and hugged me too. That alone was enough to make me melt, when all of a sudden 8 PERSON GROUP HUG WITH ME IN THE CENTER!!! AHHHHHH! OMFG!!!!! So good. Sooooooooooooo good.

Bring on January!

https://soundcloud.com/foxhill/brutus-original-mix

Please, listen to this mix and give it all the love it deserves! My friend / thesammon made it, and I'm trying to help him get as much publicity and followers as possible!

So, I saw and advertisement on FA for the site "Meetfurs.com", and joined up. Basically, its a clean, non-adult forum and chat site for furs to go on and talk to each other on, discussing all the things they want to! The site's main hook, that makes it different from other fur-forums and such, is it's roulette chat system, similar to that of chatroullette.

Unfortunately, due to the lack of members at the current time, it is rare to find another person on the roulette chat. But you can easily find other furs to talk to in the forums, or in the regular group chat rooms at decent times! So come on by and join in!

http://meetfurs.com/forums/index.php

So I finally found an artist that I wanted to commission about a week ago ( toraneko) and she has already sent me the frontal view sketch of Darkoro! There was a little bit of a hiccup with pricing that was easily resolved with no conflict or such, and I must say not only is she a fantastic artist, but her prices are fair and she is a great artist to commission! Not that I have much experience commissioning other artists, as this is my first one, but yeah.

I won't be uploading the sketch to my gallery, as it's not 100% complete and I wouldn't want to disrespect Toraneko for doing so. However, when the reference is finished I will post it to my own gallery, giving credit and such as is due, as well as linking to her submission if she uploads it to fa.

But oh man, I can't wait till its finished! -screams like a little schoolgirl-

So I badly need a full body reference of my fursona. Only problem is, I've redesigned him, and the only full body reference I have of him is one of his old form, done by myself, and it's poor quality. So I'm looking to commission an artist for a full body reference of my two forms: balloonie dragon and flesh and bone dragon. Because some people don't like talking to balloons :c

But yeah, I have money to spend thanks to my student loan, and my Dad's pension which will start rolling into my account soon. I'd say no expense spared, but at the same time I am still looking for a fair price for a commission. I don't want someone who is TOO toony in their art style, either. Somewhat realistic looking, if possible. Also, I'm looking for both adult and clean versions of the reference.

The person that takes the commission must be willing to go solely from my ideas and description, with very little visual aid in terms of images. All I can provide are mugshots and the old form, which will give a bit of assistance in the matter.

If anyone on my watch list is taking commissions, or has a friend who is, please drop me a line.

I'm sick and tired with myself. Honestly. I'm so freaking anti-social, its killing me.

I've been sitting on the furnet IRC server and the F-list chat rooms for about an hour or 2 now. And only once have I even attempted to start a conversation and it got completely and utterly ignored. I don't know what it is about me, I just can't bring myself to strike up conversations with other people, unless someone starts a conversation with me. I don't know how to start a conversation, and I certainly can't provide enough interesting content to keep the conversation going. And I'm sick of it. But I don't know how the fuck to fix it.

I'm normally a "Keyboard Warrior" (favourite term, ever!), in the sense that I come across really confident when typing to other people via games or IM and such. But for some reason I just can't bring myself to exude that confidence in a furry environment. I certainly don't doubt that I am a furry. I just don't know what it is about talking to other furries that vexes me so much.

About 75% of my time on IRC/f-chat is spent hoping that someone will strike up a conversation with me. That sounds really sad and pathetic, and if I'm honest, it is. And I hate doing it, because it makes me feel like a creeper, who just sits there and watches other people talking to each other without trying to get involved in the conversations. Maybe it's because I feel like I'd be intruding. Maybe its because I don't know what to expect if I start conversing. Then again, no one ever does.

Gah, I'm just in one of those funks that I can't seem to get out of right now. I need to learn to pick up the courage and take the first step for once, without overthinking it. I constantly worry about millions of different scenarios that could come up if I did something, or how a person would feel, and I always managed to convince myself out of doing something. And it's really bloody iritating.

Sigh. I dont know any more.

This morning, at somewhere around 12-3am, my father was on the recieving end of a Hit and Run incident. He was walking home from his night out with work mates, celebrating the start of their holidays, when a car hit him.

His body is currently in the hospital, and we are simply awaiting the police to come and take us there to identify that it is him.

Dad, you lived for 48 years, and I've been a part of your life for 19. I will miss all the good times we had, the smile on your face when I called you an "Old Arsehole" and then you would pin me to the ground and dare me to say it again.

The bastard that hit you will get justice, I promise you.

Your forever loving son,

David.

http://www.livestream.com/asdfcrafterdarkoro

Come and watch! Just getting set up now.

So  scottishfur has organised a furmeet in glasgow. And i really want to go and meet other furs for the first time. But im like really shy and scared that I wont get on with anyone there.

And i dont even know if Ill have enough money to go. And what do I tell my parents, who dont know that im a furry?

Why am i such a nervous idiot >.<

A public thank you to  skystrider for his tiny chat session that he hosted earlier. It really got me involved with other people in the fandom, and I feel a lot more confident in getting a fursuit at some time and meeting other furs.

And heres to all the other great people i met during that session:
 riftshep
 AfterGlowParty
 graneth

Tonight was great, and I can't wait for the next session that sky strider hosts (that i can attend)!

Yes. I do. But I can't. Because so many people around me wouldn't accept it. And my life is isolated enough to make me not want to lose any more of the important people around me.

Some people would accept it. But my life would go down the drain If i even tried to be a proper furry.

What do i mean by a proper furry? Simply someone who hangs out with other furries, acting as their fursona, either suited or not. although I would prefer a suit. Mainly because I hate the way I look as a human (not because im human, just my general appearance). And yet i cannot own a suit, because I wouldn't be able to hide it from my parents, who also wouldnt accept it.

If any of you still watch me, please. Help.