I just now heard the news… Fuck this year man… I am fucking sad as hell now… I didn’t know Hookaloof on a personal level, I knew them as another fantastic and talented artist on this Site and on many other platforms. I loved their work so very much and wanted to commission them so very bad. Now that will never happen… I’m sad, not because I won’t get the chance to commission them but because I can tell how many of us really liked them, we all loved Hook quite a lot. And it pains me to learn of their passing… Fuck this year, it’s already taken too much.
Rest in Peace Hookaloof, may the Angels welcome you with warmth and love.

So I was chillaxing today like a Baller, when all the sudden some Shmuck left something on my door. I go to check and its says "Fourty-Eight hours till a sudden out of the void inspection by the county" And I responded with, "I can't catch a fucking break can I?"
And now I am forced to deep clean my apartment with help from my Room Mates before this Monday.. AND, I have to work tomorrow and on Monday. So off to clean I went. My bathroom and Kitchen are shiny and fresh once more, but my accursed living room and Bedroom require more attention... This will be an uphill battle, one I truly NEED to win...
If I'm making it seem like I am not taking this seriously, I AM. This is just how I cope with my anxiety... Blasted County and the Landlords inspecting everyones apartments including my own JUST AFTER MY HATCHDAY? Bloody ridiculous...

I’m now 26 years old. Man what a race life is.. wish I wasn’t waking up mad as fuck though. Stupid Boss gave me his word he’d give me Sunday off this weekend and then turned around and is making me work this Sunday and then when I went to confront him he gave me a bunch of excuses. So I’m mad at him.
Anyway, that’s not the thing I should focus on today I know. Will try to enjoy today

So to anyone thinking I've gone on to the great hereafter, think again. I'm still alive.. I just haven't uploaded cause I don't have anything to really... show? I mean I do have artwork yes, I have done stuff. But I also have commissions I want to get done before I show off anything else... And I also have been busy on the daily with work, and friends, and general bullshit... Depression is killing me, art block harasses me, and I just can't stop coming home to pissed off to want to do anything because of all the fucking pricks I have to deal with on the daily at work. It's not been easy. But yeah, I am alive. Figured I owed you all a quick HELLO after being silent for awhile..
How are you?

Specifically, I’d love to draw other artists black and white artworks that they don’t plan to color. I think it would be fun. Thoughts? Also any artists with black and white artwork they would allow someone like me to color?

Fifteen years... and now my father is no longer the man he used to be. He is a bitter old jerk, and my Mom is sick of it... So she told me she may very well just leave him..

I don't know how to feel..

Some jackass on crack or something showed up to my door saying that by order of our President.. everyone in my apartment complex was getting evicted and had 5 minutes to evacuate. At first I fell for it, but I was mainly wanting to call the police. Evidently someone beat me to it. Needless to say the whole neighborhood told him to fuck off and get lost. The whole time he kept saying that the president owned our neighborhood and he was having us all evicted. The cops showed up and made the crazy man go away. But I’m making this journal to let you all know to be careful. Don’t let some SOB come along and tell you you’re evicted without proper notice or paperwork to prove it. Be safe all of you. If some dickhead comes saying you and all your neighbors are evicted without any kind of proof, call the police.

What does getting a 3D model usually cost? And who does Feral Models?
Anyone know?

2025 here we go!

I was given some early Christmas money that I can freely spend without fearing my bills and I want to see if I can use it to commission an artist to draw something for me. my budget is Thirty dollars sadly so I doubt I could commission the big shot artists. But I frankly just want to try actually commissioning someone for real. Anyone know any Vore or big booty artists who could do a colored image for like Thirty USD? And accepts payment via PayPal

I’m just gonna come out and say it cause I’m tired of the lack of communication and fucking rudeness from other artists I follow, if you intend to block me when I have had little to no interactions with you, HAVE THE FUCKING DECENCY TO EITHER TELL ME WHY OR DON’T WASTE TIME BLOCKING ME WHEN YOU AND I HAVEN’T EVEN HAD DECENT CONVERSATION YET! Honestly it’s rude and disrespectful as hell that I keep finding other artists I follow suddenly blocking me for no reason. I won’t say who did what out of common courtesy but you know who you are and I am cross with you. Idk how you were raised or taught how to deal with others you don’t want to be around, but I was taught to express my discomfort, to explain how I feel about another person before I go and suddenly cease all contact. It’s common courtesy and lets them know and understand you’re not interested in them! And the fact that I keep finding artists who’s content I like suddenly become unable to be favorited or commented on by me because the artist in question who again I have had NO interactions with suddenly block me, is irritating! If its cause of my kinks or favorites? FUCK YOU ITS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS! And it shouldn’t reflect the fact that someone decided to follow you! I have so many followers with odd favorites that I don’t like, but I’m not suddenly blocking them without them knowing why. This trend of rude behavior is not what I expected from my fellow artists, it’s crass, unnecessary, and unprofessional!

I don’t even know why I bothered to make this journal but i feel like getting this off my chest.

Good Day…

Since X is a fucking failure and I want to Try to get a better grip on Social Media, I have a Bluesky, which you can find here
https://bsky.app/profile/onkomekthe.....kn.bsky.social

I still have a Patreon too
patreon.com/OnkomekTheDragon

Soooo... Just scrolled through the notifications of journals and... Jesus Christ people... Political crap aside, what the hell is with the sudden need to add discourse and hatred out of the blue? I'm seeing people i follow suddenly say that if I voted for Trump that I should go fuck myself. To kill myself. This shit is why I avoid politics, it tears people apart and all it does is create discourse and chaos between us. We as Americans were meant to stand united. Instead we bicker and act all cruel to one another because we each have different opinions... AND BEFORE ANYONE ASKS, I DIDN'T FUCKING BOTHER TO VOTE, I REFUSE TO VOTE FOR EITHER FUCKING SIDE CAUSE I'M SCARED I'LL BE ATTACKED NO MATTER WHO I VOTE FOR!!!

Call me a hippie or something Idc. but I believe in peace and unity. It's how I was raised. I believe in a world where everyone can be kind and loving and accepting of one another. I dream of a world where nobody would hurt one another, whether its from words or violence. I stay out of politics cause I can't stand having to pick a side for something I know will only make others hate me.

In conclusion, I hope this all blows over and everyone can just go back to being friends with each other. I hope that life will improve, regardless of who is the big cheese. And I hope that everyone of us will stay strong.


Have a Good Day, make it the Day you deserve.

Am now 25! Woo!

According to this https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10923887
This sites Founder Dragoneer has passed away, while I’ve never known him it’s saddens me of their parting. Rest in peace Dragoneer.

Why is it that on certain occasions I go to favorite an artist I’m followings art. And then I get a pop up message saying I can’t favorite their art because THE artist blocked me! I legitimately don’t talk to like 98% of the artists I follow on this site. I don’t talk, I don’t comment. I just follow and Favorite. And yet for some reason certain artists who don’t even know who the fuck I am just block me. Like this doesn’t even really make me mad cause it’s like I wasn’t gonna talk to them anyway. But what does bother me is that I’d like to be able to give some form of support and just give a favorite. So how the fuck am I the bad guy? If it’s cause of my art or what I favorite, that is bullshit as it’s none of their business. Like I have followers who favorite stuff I’m not into, but ya don’t see me blocking them. Just what the heck is up with some of these artists?! Like just let others who have interests you don’t have, follow and like your art. We are fucking artists, we aren’t high society! Stop acting like you’re better than everyone else because your stick figures look better than everyone else’s.
Okay maybe I actually am pissed… 😤 I’m just tired of seeing this thing happening. We all live in the same shit sandwich. Act your age and chill out. Yes we all have fantastic art skills. But we aren’t Gods! We aren’t supposed to be deified because we make the sexy stuff for ourselves and others.

I’ve started a go fund me
https://gofund.me/66122222
I need help so bad right now, my job has cut our hours down painfully and I need the support. I’m trying to find a better job as quick as I can but it took me 6 months of constant applying and failed interviews to get the one I have now. Please. If you can support me. Please do so

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10810296/

Help him as best as you can. Please…

Anyone who follows me or has recently followed me please go here

https://aryion.com/g4/user/DARKSOUL12

I no longer post here due to the recent rule changes which are vague and confusing. Please go to my Eka’s page and follow me there to see new content from me. Thank you and have a great day.

patreon.com/OnkomekTheDragon

For just 5 USD a month you can see artworks I won’t upload anywhere else, and you will be supporting me and my work as well! Whether or not you stay supporting is up to you also if you even decide to support me.

But hey i hope to see you on Patreon!

Im also on SoFurry now.


https://onkomek-the-dragon.sofurry.com/

I will continue to upload my art there for the time being. So please go HERE > https://aryion.com/g4/user/DARKSOUL12
for more of my stuff. Its still a work in progress but I promise it will be worth it.

So in response to the bullshit new rule going into effect, here is my honest opinion.
Dragoneer needs to get off his purple ass and reign his mods in or just replace them. Cause its painfully obvious that some purity obsessed prick is in control of these rule changes. They are also a HUGE LIAR. Saying that the responses to the last rule were "Well Received" when I distinctly remember FA being practically emptied and nearly going obsolete because the rule was so vague that it less seemed like a rule and more of a cover up so that the Purist hiding behind the mascot could unfairly smite our galleries and ruin everything because they have their own personal views on art and are willing to be a literal art Nazi and tell us what we can and can't upload/create. I can understand the banning of Minor Sexual related art. I for one find it disgusting. However, I made it VERY CLEAR that Spyro and any of the other Video Game/other forms of media Characters I use for my art are aged up to be Eighteen+ Usually at least Twenty years old. However while I was spared the last time, I doubt I will be let go this time since the Purist douchebag wants to just straight up ruin everything with their own personal views and beliefs in terms of artwork. To the Purist, I will not apologize, I frankly am sick of your shit, and if you have a problem with that, Cry about it. I'm not gonna bother hearing you out since it's obvious your too stubborn to understand. Once again I will leave a link to my Eka's page below, It's still empty for now, but I will eventually fill it up with my art once again. I cannot believe it has come to this again. I remember when I first joined FA, I was cringe and could barely draw. Now I can Draw rather well. I've done many commission's since then, and have made a lot of friends. Even met my best Dragon Friend here. So to see FA burn like this is depressing. I've seen a few of my favorite artist's already jump ship so I shall be taking flight elsewhere. See you all on Eka's Portal or maybe I won't Time will tell.

https://aryion.com/g4/user/DARKSOUL12

Dragoneer if you somehow end up reading this, Please fix this before FA is gone for good...

Fuckers fired me under the pretense of “Customer complaints” which is bullshit. Literally I’ve gotten no complaints and they tell me, that I just got one to many. So fuck me I guess. Coms are open. You know the drill

Should anyone be interested, plz contact me