Well... finally got the Elder Scrolls ANTHOLOGY, ran SKYRIM on ULTRA-HIGH, and guess what. It plays perfectly fine!

I've been on the Laptop MORE than consoles during the few days with it.

My Steam username is darkstyleproductions014, please feel free to add me!!

I finally got a new Laptop!!

It's an ASUS Touch-enabled notebook. At the moment, I dunno the specific model.

But yeah. I can RUN TES4: Oblivion on ultra-high without any problems! So this laptop must be a mid-level gaming laptop then.

All in all, I'm pretty much happy with this laptop!

This night, I had a dream UNLIKE anything I've EVER had before.

To start off, the first part of the dream started with something from a movie on 'God's' 'Bus' - Yep, I guess that must mean something... then it progressed further into a little segment called: "Asking God" . . .

"I" *My Dream character* asked this "God" what 'TRUE HAPPINESS' comes from. The scene progress, into some video-game related thing, then this is where things start to get interesting!! You know the Bubble head nurses, from Silent Hill 2? I was slowly walking up to one of them when suddenly... everything changed.

The nurse turned blacker/DARKER, shot out a BEAM of Darkness at me and knocked me into the most 'dangerous' of enemies... *This part is somewhat difficult to explain, especially since the music that was heard sounded like a vocal version of Rune's Dance* -- And then the 'Head' actually came after me, then I woke up...

I can tell you from this experience, that was the most UNIQUE DREAM I've EVER HAD!!

So much bad, too much insanity, and depression.

I don't know what to do anymore, besides MUSIC and some gaming...

This gap in my heart, I need time to think about this so called reality... I miss him... :'(

May you rest in Peace, grandpa Max...

Guys... I've got extremely terrible news!

Grandpa max... has... passed away.........................................................

:'(

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Why is this happening?! As if I wasn't already fucking stressed out enough already...

R.I.P Grandpa.... may your pain be gone...

How should I put this....

I NEED TO F*CKING LOSE WEIGHT. That's putting it serious, and harshly.

What is a great way to lose weight (No scam) without killing yourself?

I have had my eye on this: http://www.dealman.co.nz/products/d.....-s-style-hoody

Well... this is not supposed to happen but... FUCK.

My grandpa, I overheard the worst thing known to mankind. Cancer...

Fuck. Wow, just um... let me try to grasp on how severe this fucked up situation is...

Why is this happening... please, tell me why?! WHY, GODDAMNIT, WHY?!


... Pray for my sanity guys, and pray for grandpa max... I need all the help, and support I can get...

Well... where to even start...

1. Finally got another PS Vita + Super Slim PS3, because I really missed the action of the PS3, and many other reasons. *Ordered a 750 GB HDD*

2. Released an awesome (hardstyle?) Trance track for 2014 with an actual melody. :D

3. I still have my Serpentine / snake plushies still on the dresser. They're like my guardian angels in a way... I love Dragons/Snakes/ the like...

4. *Actually has an Xbox One* ~ There was a console war here, but it is gone now. Seriously, people need to EXPAND their horizons and stop this petty little "Master race" bullshit. Anyways, I love the layout, and DR3, and AC4.

5. Grandpa is still in the hospital, but I OVER HEARD something... Something about... Cancer... I mean, what in the actual fuc*... Why of all these years, is this fuc*ing happening at all?! Excuse my language but, FUCK YOU CANCER.

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So many things going on.... TOO MANY BAD THINGS, as well....

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Well... it's that time of year again...

I'll cut to the chase.

My laptop is undergoing a bad transformation... like, thermal shutoff, due to overheating.

I need some help choosing the RIGHT computer.

I need one that is games oriented, but is budget-friendly.

Well... just one month until the big day, December 3rd. My Birthday.

I'm seriously really considering getting a drawing tablet, as I need to improve, plus I want to draw something!!

Digital Artist/Musician.

Can someone direct me to a reliable tablet (Site)?

What are your recommendations for tablet/styles/the like?

:3

The digital version will be up one day, please bear with me.

There is a choice to be made... Risk NEVER being able to play the games that I love from Xbox 360, in order to get a PS Vita and MAYBE PS4, or the reverse...

Why must choices be so damn hard!?

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Today, or should I say tonight, was the worst night of all of the nights...

I woke up in a panicked state, coughing, trying to keep calm. The acid had finally fluctuated to the extreme for this matter. I started vomiting.

The terrible feeling, oh dear God, the feeling. I survived.

I wouldn't wish this upon my worst enemy....


{Curls up, and starts rocking} e.e

Well... where to even begin...

1. I got the Xbox 360 'E' Console, so far so good. I doubt it'll get red ring, as the Circle of light is smaller.

2. Grand dad is in the hospital AGAIN, constant vomiting, reflux. )): - I hate to say this, but... I do have fears... fear of vomiting. ))):

I... heard the vomiting, I f*cking freaked out so bad... I almost lost my sanity... why must fear even exist...

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Anyways, onward to the next topic.

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How well do you know me? I know I don't talk a lot, but I still appreciate it.
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My favorite creature, you may ask? Naga's. Anything that's reptilian, and slithery like a serpent! >3 *Points to Slither the Snake*
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There a many thing to discuss, come on, ask away!

http://youtu.be/I4jNyex9rX8

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Bruteforce is a RESIGNER application for PS3. Most definitely BETTER than shitty xploder, that's for damned sure.

In the video, you will see that it LEGITIMATELY WORKS. It enables you to have INFINITE magnum!!!

Anyways, this actually works on OFFICIAL Firmware!


Also, six more days left!

http://youtu.be/I4jNyex9rX8

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Bruteforce is a RESIGNER application for PS3. Most definitely BETTER than shitty xploder, that's for damned sure.

In the video, you will see that it LEGITIMATELY WORKS. It enables you to have INFINITE magnum!!!

Anyways, this actually works on OFFICIAL Firmware!


Also, six more days left!

I'm gonna come out and say it now...

I love you guys, for much needed support and inspirations hiding all about, or around the corner of life.

No matter how difficult life becomes, I will always let the music talk . . .

<3 - Without music... my life would mean NOTHING.

Thank you... all of you... for your continuing support.

Here are the .flp's for REMiXiNG!!

~ Edit 1: https://drive.google.com/folderview.....mp;usp=sharing







*Tell me if the link doesn't work.

I finally got Pikmin 3, and believe me, it was well worth the wait.

I love Nintendo, and all of their games. (Except you, Pokemon. You KNOW what you did to make fear happen....) - Anyways, I'm really enjoying Pikmin 3. Also, I got Luigi's Mansion: Dark Moon for 3DS as well.

I pretty much really love Nintendo in all. Honestly.

I've found a handful of sites for RM1x, but most of the time, none of the download links for some awesome USER Patterns (.r1p) don't work, if at all! I do know that Wayback Machine lets you go to a vintage website way back to the 90's or so...

But yeah, I need YOUR help to find them all. RM1x sites.

We need to revive the vintage ones . . .


Go HERE! --> http://web.archive.org/web/*/http:/.....eeserve.co.uk/

Here's a quick demo of the STYLE, Variation 3 is my own personal favorite. WIP Style.

http://youtu.be/tO6brRbMwGE


Tell me what you think! (By the way, yes, this was all done by HAND.)