Opprotunity for a gift!
Posted 13 years agoOne of those nights
Posted 13 years agoYou know those nights where you just can't sleep or you at least trying to get yourself tired enough to fall asleep? Yeah I am having one of those nights so, if anyone wants to chat just note me or something
Okay ^^ post on this journal and I shall...
Posted 13 years ago1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your Fa page for 13 seconds
2. Tell you a color you remind me of
3. Tell you my first memory of you
4. Ask you a question
5. Tell you something I like about you
6. Give you a nickname
7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me
8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal
got dared by
gdog ^^
2. Tell you a color you remind me of
3. Tell you my first memory of you
4. Ask you a question
5. Tell you something I like about you
6. Give you a nickname
7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me
8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal
got dared by

Update on chapter 3 and small worries
Posted 13 years agoI guess to start this off my Gundam series has kind of been held up due to having writer's block it would seem I have not been able to really sit down and type up anything for a story. Not anything at all which concerns me, I am giving it a try lately and I will be doing some small projects of stories like short ones to try and hopefully push past this problem. Sorry to anyone who enjoys the chapters, I will try and keep you updated about it as much as I can.
As for worries, well my nightmares came back to last night. I woke up crying a bit this morning and I felt cold (it was cold in the room but still) it made me feel really sick and sick this morning as well. I wasn't sure what to do about it, not really sure what to do about it now.
I guess this is just me trying to figure out what to do right now, I just feel blank right now and feeling out of it.
As for worries, well my nightmares came back to last night. I woke up crying a bit this morning and I felt cold (it was cold in the room but still) it made me feel really sick and sick this morning as well. I wasn't sure what to do about it, not really sure what to do about it now.
I guess this is just me trying to figure out what to do right now, I just feel blank right now and feeling out of it.
Can't sleep, so anyone wants to chat?
Posted 13 years agoWell i am having one of those nights where I can't sleep so I am going to stay up a bit and relax, if anyone wants to chat you can ^^
So chat with me awesome people <3
So chat with me awesome people <3
Update on chapter 3
Posted 13 years agoI am hoping to start my work on chapter 3 of my Gundam story, also staying up late was not the best idea in the world lol.
If anyone as any questions for the story don't be shy ^^
If anyone as any questions for the story don't be shy ^^
Chapter 2 coming up today or tomorrow morning ^^
Posted 13 years agoAs the title says, chapter two will be up today or tomorrow morning. I will be working on a few things today so I am not sure how I will be and I must test something on posting it on here, so when it is up everyone will see.
Thank you for waiting everyone and hope you will enjoy when the chapter comes up ^^
Thank you for waiting everyone and hope you will enjoy when the chapter comes up ^^
Chapter 2 of Gundam Strike Force update
Posted 13 years agoWell this week is a little busy for me for writing, but I should have it ready and editing by the end of this week and hopefully posted up on Monday or Tuesday.
So hope when it is up everyone will read and thank you for listening and watching ^^
So hope when it is up everyone will read and thank you for listening and watching ^^
To bed I go, but first some videos to watch for everyone ^^
Posted 13 years agoWell i am trying to be more happy going, so here is some videos I thought might be interesting to talk about or find funny ^^ Oh and some tunes too!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Vvi.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAlx.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HID2.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTN-.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PWF.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdfS.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFe8.....ure=plpp_video
Hope you enjoy and well goodnight everyone!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Vvi.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAlx.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HID2.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTN-.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PWF.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FdfS.....ure=plpp_video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFe8.....ure=plpp_video
Hope you enjoy and well goodnight everyone!
New Story up, please come and check it out ^^
Posted 13 years agoGot a new story up, please come and look at it and tell me what you think ^^ Hope you enjoy
Prologue http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8717398/
Chapter 1 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8763988/
Prologue http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8717398/
Chapter 1 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8763988/
100 meme thing, wonder what people shall think?
Posted 13 years ago100 Truths
1. Last beverage: Moutain Dew Bark Berry
2. Last phone call: My best friend Phil
3. Last text message: My somewhat younger brother Jonathan
4. Last song you listened to: Night of the Huner by 30 Seconds to Mars
5. Last time you cried: About three weeks ago because of being heart-broken
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: No
7. Been cheated on: Twice in my time of dating
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Once
9. Lost someone special: Yes, about eight people...
10. Been depressed: Yeah have been, but everyone has been before.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. Black
14. Silver
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)
15. Made a new friend: Yes I have, many in fact.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes I have...sadly
17. Laughed until you cried: Once, thanks to my friend Mason
18. Met someone who changed you: I have and if it wasn't for them I think I would be worse than I am now
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes and at times I think life tests it often.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: It happens, though I live with it and try and leave it be.
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: Ummm...I haven't done that or been on facebook in months...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Not many sadly, I want to though.
23. How many kids do you want?: Well if I could I would like to have one
24. Do you have any pets?: Sadly no T.T
25. Do you want to change your name: I thought about it, just my shorten name not the full name.
26. Where did u last go?: Hmm well went to the food store to get food is about all, trip wise it was NY
27. What time did you wake up today?: Ugh about 9am today
28. What were you doing at midnight last night?: Playing Dragon Age Origins on Xbox
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Resident Evil 6
30. Last time you saw your Mother: It been a year now, not really wanting to see her either...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: My look about myself, my self-eestem
32. What are you listening to right now: Lady Antbellum-Need you Now
34. Who is getting on your nerves now?: Hmmm...not sure yet
35. Most visited webpage: Fa and Youtube all the way
36.Whats your real name: Christopher Lawerence Saunders...So hate the first name, why can't it just be Chris?
37. Nicknames: Chris, Tiggy, Tigz, Cerby, Blackie (my brother Dark's little random thing), and Soul
39. Zodiac sign: Leo
40. Male or female? Male 100% Thank god I am not female
41. Primary School?: Yes
42. Secondary School?: No
43. High school/college?: Finished High School, but haven't gone to college yet.
44. Hair color: Black
45. Long or short: Currently short
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes, but they don't know it.
48: What do you like about yourself?: My vast sense of ideas for writing ^.^
49. Piercings: No, not ever.
50: Tattoos: Maybe one or two I will get.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRST:
52. First surgery: None so far, happy for that.
53. First piercing: None
54. First best friend: It would have to be Phil, always been there for me and got me out of trouble when things went down.
55. First sport you joined: Didn't join any, tried to join Soccer and Basketball though.
56. First vacation: Well...it would have to be NY was my first time
57. First pair of trainers/running shoes: I wouldn't even remember that, its not in my “important things to rememebr” list
RIGHT NOW:
58. Eating: Hmm a cold cut sandwish
59. Drinking:Nothing atm
60. I'm about to: Some Xbox 360 and find someone to play with
61. Listening to: Slipknot-Wait and Bleed
62. Waiting for: Nothing, just here
63. I'm feeling: Happy, relaxed and a little horny
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Again, yes but only one
65. Get married?: Only if I find the right man who loves me for who I am and we sepnt a lot of time getting to know each other and lived together for at a year.
66. Career: Nothing yet...but looking into writing or photography
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs first, then a kiss if it is someone I feel comfortable with.
69. Shorter or taller: I am short, 5'5 T.T
70. Older or Younger: Young, only turned 20 this year ^^
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Me is a romantic, one of the things I always like to be.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Hmmm hard choice, stomach I think.
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud for the fact I listen to music often and I listen to metal and rock
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
HAVE YOU:
75. Kissed a stranger ?: Fuck no
76. Drank hard Liquor: Nope
77. Lost glasses/contacts: Have a lot
78. Sex on first date: Twice, but those were...rather not speak of
79. Broken someone's heart: Once, still feel sorry for it
80. Been arrested: Hell no, I don't do shit wrong.
81. Turned someone down: Once, becausethey only wanted me for sex
82. Cried when someone died: My father...may he rest in peace.
83. Fallen for a friend: I have for two of them...I won't say who.
MUSIC:
84. HIP HOP: Some, it depends on the person and lyrics
85. METAL: Hell yeah!!
86. ROCK: Hell fucking Yeah!
87. POP: Umm...
88. COUNTRY: One or two songs...no more than that...
89. R & B: Sometimes...
90. ALTERNATIVE: I enjoy it, depending on who the artist is
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
92. Did you sing today?: Yes, to myself and if I am random enough in front of my friends.
93. Did something illegal?: Me too good to do such things!
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Back in middle school for good reasons...
95. The moment you would choose to relive?: My time with my father and me were at the zoo together...
96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: I can't say I am, but at the same time I am worried...
97. When was the last time you lied?: * looks away and hides*
98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: Early and sometimes on time, hate being late.
99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?: If they are my family or friends who I see as family, I wouldn't even think have to think twice before I give my life for theirs.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: No, if I done it and finished it I think it shows I am not afaird to show who I am.
1. Last beverage: Moutain Dew Bark Berry
2. Last phone call: My best friend Phil
3. Last text message: My somewhat younger brother Jonathan
4. Last song you listened to: Night of the Huner by 30 Seconds to Mars
5. Last time you cried: About three weeks ago because of being heart-broken
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Got back with someone you've broken up with: No
7. Been cheated on: Twice in my time of dating
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Once
9. Lost someone special: Yes, about eight people...
10. Been depressed: Yeah have been, but everyone has been before.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. Black
14. Silver
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)
15. Made a new friend: Yes I have, many in fact.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes I have...sadly
17. Laughed until you cried: Once, thanks to my friend Mason
18. Met someone who changed you: I have and if it wasn't for them I think I would be worse than I am now
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes and at times I think life tests it often.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: It happens, though I live with it and try and leave it be.
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: Ummm...I haven't done that or been on facebook in months...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Not many sadly, I want to though.
23. How many kids do you want?: Well if I could I would like to have one
24. Do you have any pets?: Sadly no T.T
25. Do you want to change your name: I thought about it, just my shorten name not the full name.
26. Where did u last go?: Hmm well went to the food store to get food is about all, trip wise it was NY
27. What time did you wake up today?: Ugh about 9am today
28. What were you doing at midnight last night?: Playing Dragon Age Origins on Xbox
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Resident Evil 6
30. Last time you saw your Mother: It been a year now, not really wanting to see her either...
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: My look about myself, my self-eestem
32. What are you listening to right now: Lady Antbellum-Need you Now
34. Who is getting on your nerves now?: Hmmm...not sure yet
35. Most visited webpage: Fa and Youtube all the way
36.Whats your real name: Christopher Lawerence Saunders...So hate the first name, why can't it just be Chris?
37. Nicknames: Chris, Tiggy, Tigz, Cerby, Blackie (my brother Dark's little random thing), and Soul
39. Zodiac sign: Leo
40. Male or female? Male 100% Thank god I am not female
41. Primary School?: Yes
42. Secondary School?: No
43. High school/college?: Finished High School, but haven't gone to college yet.
44. Hair color: Black
45. Long or short: Currently short
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes, but they don't know it.
48: What do you like about yourself?: My vast sense of ideas for writing ^.^
49. Piercings: No, not ever.
50: Tattoos: Maybe one or two I will get.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRST:
52. First surgery: None so far, happy for that.
53. First piercing: None
54. First best friend: It would have to be Phil, always been there for me and got me out of trouble when things went down.
55. First sport you joined: Didn't join any, tried to join Soccer and Basketball though.
56. First vacation: Well...it would have to be NY was my first time
57. First pair of trainers/running shoes: I wouldn't even remember that, its not in my “important things to rememebr” list
RIGHT NOW:
58. Eating: Hmm a cold cut sandwish
59. Drinking:Nothing atm
60. I'm about to: Some Xbox 360 and find someone to play with
61. Listening to: Slipknot-Wait and Bleed
62. Waiting for: Nothing, just here
63. I'm feeling: Happy, relaxed and a little horny
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Again, yes but only one
65. Get married?: Only if I find the right man who loves me for who I am and we sepnt a lot of time getting to know each other and lived together for at a year.
66. Career: Nothing yet...but looking into writing or photography
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs first, then a kiss if it is someone I feel comfortable with.
69. Shorter or taller: I am short, 5'5 T.T
70. Older or Younger: Young, only turned 20 this year ^^
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Me is a romantic, one of the things I always like to be.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Hmmm hard choice, stomach I think.
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud for the fact I listen to music often and I listen to metal and rock
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
HAVE YOU:
75. Kissed a stranger ?: Fuck no
76. Drank hard Liquor: Nope
77. Lost glasses/contacts: Have a lot
78. Sex on first date: Twice, but those were...rather not speak of
79. Broken someone's heart: Once, still feel sorry for it
80. Been arrested: Hell no, I don't do shit wrong.
81. Turned someone down: Once, becausethey only wanted me for sex
82. Cried when someone died: My father...may he rest in peace.
83. Fallen for a friend: I have for two of them...I won't say who.
MUSIC:
84. HIP HOP: Some, it depends on the person and lyrics
85. METAL: Hell yeah!!
86. ROCK: Hell fucking Yeah!
87. POP: Umm...
88. COUNTRY: One or two songs...no more than that...
89. R & B: Sometimes...
90. ALTERNATIVE: I enjoy it, depending on who the artist is
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
91. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
92. Did you sing today?: Yes, to myself and if I am random enough in front of my friends.
93. Did something illegal?: Me too good to do such things!
94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Back in middle school for good reasons...
95. The moment you would choose to relive?: My time with my father and me were at the zoo together...
96. Are you afraid of falling in love?: I can't say I am, but at the same time I am worried...
97. When was the last time you lied?: * looks away and hides*
98. Are you usually late, early or right on time?: Early and sometimes on time, hate being late.
99. Would you give your life to save someone else's?: If they are my family or friends who I see as family, I wouldn't even think have to think twice before I give my life for theirs.
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: No, if I done it and finished it I think it shows I am not afaird to show who I am.
Well this it is, my 20th Birthday today. Happy me!
Posted 13 years ago Well yup as the subject says, today is my 20th birthday, I feel older *pokes myself* yet my body is as new as a baby *bounces around* Yup today going to be a good day...now if only I can get some sleep lol
New story going to be posted this week ^^
Posted 13 years agoWell I been working on a type of romance story for a while, the first chapter should be up maybe this week if not next week. I am really looking forward to seeing what everyone thinks of it and hopefully some tips on what to work on as well for myself, if anyone want to help maybe edit please let me know I could use the help ^^
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