There probably isn't anyone here that watches or listens to a nobody like me, so where else could I say this and not get a bunch of flak for it?

My Wife is leaving me...and it hurts....so much I've thought of commiting suicide....again....she keeps talking about this guy she met at her work....and that hurts too....I don't know anymore....I want her to be happy....and if that's not with me....I feel like I'm slowly falling back into my old ways....doing nothing...just work and sleep and jack shit else with my pathetic life...and I'm to much of a chicken shit to try to commit suicide again....so I'll just keep on living...but to what end?

Hey, I'm not sure you guys want of if anyone follows me here, but I will be streaming some Until Dawn Gameplay. come watch me live at 6PM on youtube at crazyvash84

See you then.

My has birthday has arrived. Jeez I feel old but I'm only 23.

Recently I've found some people that I actually like at my place of work, but things are just going to ruin it. My actual coworkers in my department are bullies and call them names as they pass by. I want to sock them right when they do. I've been bullied before and I would just bottle till I got home to let it out. I guess what I'm asking is should I step in and tell the guys off or should I let someone else handle it? I'm really confused because they are in different departments and I've been told to stay out of other departments way.

I recently have purchased Dark Souls I & II, and I love them. If you play try and find me. In DSI my character is Vincent & IN DSII I am Vincent II
I like playing with others online

What if we are what we say we are? Or are what we want to be? Would you really wish for that? Or would you want to be something else?

So the year has zoomed by and soon will be 22...HOLY CRAP!!! I feel old for some reason.

You put Youtube videos on here?

So, I know that I have not posted anything lately, but I what everyone to know that each and every one of you that are watching me or are going to be watching me that I think of as my family and friends and if you ever have any questions or have a rant or vent, I will listen... I think if post more journals people will read them and I might get more pictures put up. Also sidenote saving for laptop so stories should be coming in..

By laws of the internet, I must do this:

Comment with any emoticon below and I will:

1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you.
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours. (If you have one...)
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Order you to put this in your journal without using the words 'tag' or 'dare'

What is up my lovelies? I haven't been on in a while and forgot that maybe someone somewhere reads these. Lol so ask me question and i'll respond ASAP

If you were in a game were the object was to survive and to kill eleven other people. How are you all connected? You are fighting for the same thing. To be crowned a God. And you all have diaries that tell you the future.
Kill or be Killed.
Survival of the trickiest.
Choose a physcottic, pink haired, girl that is in love with and says she will never leave your side. Or Die a slow painful death, or blown up in a bombing at your school, or shot in the eye with a dartboard dart.
Choose or die.

The boy you punched in the hall today has committed suicide a few minutes ago. That girl you called a slut in class today, she's a virgin. The boy you called lame, he has to work every night to support his family. That girl you pushed down the other day, is already being abused at home. You think you know them. Guess what, YOU DON'T!

Re-post if you are against bullying. I bet 99% of you won't , Repost this if your that 1% with a heart.

The end. It's not today. lol Waist of time the news is.

Everyone has at least one person on FurAffinity who would LOVE to kiss you. So.. repost this to find out who would want to kiss you and WHERE they would like to kiss you? Even if your taken do this!
1- Cheek
2- Neck
3- Lips
4- Make-Out :)♥♥
5- Naughty Places
6- Skip The Kisses, Straight To Bed

So long it's been. Sorry I've been playing SKYRIM! Fucking epic..till I saw these.
http://jaynaylor.com/originallife/a.....12/01/275.html
http://jaynaylor.com/originallife/a.....12/01/276.html
http://jaynaylor.com/originallife/a.....12/01/277.html
http://jaynaylor.com/originallife/a.....12/01/278.html
http://jaynaylor.com/originallife/a.....12/09/346.html

Made me laugh. Please read this comic. Tons more to come. It's done by a guy named Jay Naylor.
Otherwise known as  Fisk

Why as soon as we are born, we start to die?
Why must everything be perfect, yet none us know what that entities?
Why must we all be the same to get with someone we think loves us?
Why?

Comment on this journal and I'll...

1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your Fa page for 13 seconds

2. Tell you a colour you remind me of

3. Tell you my first memory of you

4. Ask you a question

5. Tell you something I like about you

6. Give you a nickname

7. Tell you the object that is to the left of me

8. Dare you to do this yourself in your journal

Any question will be answered. Sexual and clean questions are promitted.
Any question.
ANYTHING. SERIOUSY.....ANYTHING....

I'm going off line for a while going to watch youtube or play video games on PS3...
*GAMES I'LL BE PLAYING*
BORDERLANDS
RESIDENT EVIL 5
CALL OF DUTY: BLACK OPS
BULLETSTORM
RED DEAD REDEMPTION + UNDEAD NIGHTMARE
FIRST ENCONTER ASSULT REACON 3
GRAND THEFT AUTO 4
METAL GEAR SOLID 4: GUNS OF THE PATRIOTS
DUKE NUKEM FOREVER
DANTES INFERNO
SPLATERHOUSE
DEAD ISLAND
ARMY OF TWO: THE 40th DAY
[PROTOTYPE]
*COME FIND ME IF YOU WANNA PLAY*

Dr. Kraus stepped through the metal chamber pressure activated door to the sterile expermintation room.
"Ah, hair doctour." the thick germen accent from Dr. Fredric Steiner seethed with hidden delight.
"Dr. Steiner, you summoned upon me for my interest in the volunteer expermintation?" Dr. Kraus stepped forward clicking his heels on the marble floor.
"Yes, what do you know of molecular transmutation on the degree of atomic and radiation wave lengths?" Steiner said his huge goggle like glasses caught all the light, you couldn't read his eyes.
"Nothing." Kraus said feeling nervous under the the looming tallness of Steiner.
"Good, follow me." Steiner said pulling Kraus with him into secluded area.

So, no one likes the prologue for my first book Valentine. Not sure if any body got it or what. Just derp. I do like feedback evenif it's like "Hey, yeah you suck at writing." Dudes and Chicks I love hate mail. It gives me something to do. So, if you like or not still leave a comment below.

I slowly backed up against the wall, and as I slid down I could feel the blood gushing out of my throat. "This is what you asked for." he said, towering over me. I knew it was the end. Just a matter of time. I dropped to my hands and could feel the cold blade touch the back of my neck. "GAME OVER." my brother yelled as he brought his sword down on my head. 1500 years earlier. The year was 1328. Once again my older brother was being sentenced to death, this time by a new method, beheading. They have tried new things each time he was caught. Poisen, drowning, clubbing, stoned, starvation, dehydration, shot, and stabbed. Nothing brought a flinch to that undying wicked smile he would have plastered on his face.

I'm thinking of being Slenderman this halloween. Just need a black suit with a red tie. Maybe even do a video and post it on youtube. Tell me what you think what else I need.

So, you guys doing?