Moving Accounts!
Posted 8 years agoI'm currently in the process of moving accounts! Re-watch me there if you'd like!
TwitchOtyolf
I'm currently going through this accounts Watch List and adding everyone I can to my new account, then after that, I will be uploading old and new pictures to the new account.
This account will not be disabled, but will become inactive for the most part.
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I'm currently going through this accounts Watch List and adding everyone I can to my new account, then after that, I will be uploading old and new pictures to the new account.
This account will not be disabled, but will become inactive for the most part.








I want to get a reference sheet re-done of Twitch Otyolf...
Posted 10 years agoHere is my Facebook if you guys want to add me there. I reply more with Facebook Messenger.
I also have a Skype if anyone wants to add me on there, just Search DarkWolf6052, to avoid my old-as-hell Skype username. My Skype display name should bring it up, something like "Cris / DarkWolf6052 / Twitch Otyolf"
So I kind of want to redo my character Twitch's colors, mostly add a slight underchin tone to him since he's all black and charcoal. Kind of low on funds but I haven't really found any line arts of otters anywhere on here I could use that are anthro.
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Fursuit maker:
sassypupcreations
Total price: $775.00
Paid off so far: $775.00
Remaining: $0.00
Start: December 2014
Deadline: 1/23/2015
Finished: February 2015
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Stuff that I've commissioned/won:
YCH All Of The Glory -
clarityangeldragon - $10
$5 Ref Remake [+Anthro] -
sage14 - $7.50 Refund/Cancelled
Arcturus Commssion Sale -
Arcturus_the_chusky /
syn_and_cynaria - $50.00
GIMP hasn't been giving me as much trouble. I'm still happy that
arkoninu made Lineart of Twitch that I could use. Which I did and my first attempt I think came out pretty good.
I plan on going to each of the Cosmic Furbowl Meets here, in my fox partial. I have a lot of fun when I go. [URL=http://www.facebook.com/events/7527.....364790099]Here is the Facebook link for more information.
I'm just updating small stuff
Posted 10 years agoHere is my Facebook if you guys want to add me there. I reply more with Facebook Messenger.
I also have a Skype if anyone wants to add me on there, just Search DarkWolf6052, to avoid my old-as-hell Skype username. My Skype display name should bring it up, something like "Cris / DarkWolf6052 / Twitch Otyolf"
Y'all can note me if you want my personal cellphone number now. After that previous crap that happened last time lol.
I got my otter semi-partial this past Friday, it's so adorable. I can't wait to go suiting, but I lack a part that I really would like to make the partial a 3/4 partial. I want feet. Can't afford much to get feet done, so I'll either have a friend make them, or pay for them some other time.
I'll be adding pictures later with it, just not up for photography right now.
So about the badges. I only saw the badge for a brief minute at Morphicon this year, and haven't seen a single one like it since.
Basically, what it was, was a character badge with a moving part. It had the character with a front pose, with a moving joint and an arm, the moving piece had a present/gift box attached. The jointed piece was tight enough that it wouldn't allow the arm/gift box to move freely, which was good because underneath that box was the characters dick lol.
I was trying to find out who made it or who makes badges like that. I know it would be an NSFW one, but the reference to Dick In A Box is pretty good on that one, and with the joint piece tight enough, it wouldn't reveal it accidentally. If you guys know anything of it, let me know. I'm interested. :3
Fursuit maker:
sassypupcreations
Total price: $775.00
Paid off so far: $775.00
Remaining: $0.00
Start: December 2014
Deadline: 1/23/2015
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Stuff that I've commissioned/won:
YCH All Of The Glory -
clarityangeldragon - $10
$5 Ref Remake [+Anthro] -
sage14 - $7.50 Refund/Cancelled
Arcturus Commssion Sale -
Arcturus_the_chusky /
syn_and_cynaria - $50.00
GIMP hasn't been giving me as much trouble. I'm still happy that
arkoninu made Lineart of Twitch that I could use. Which I did and my first attempt I think came out pretty good.
I plan on going to each of the Cosmic Furbowl Meets here, in my fox partial. I have a lot of fun when I go. [URL=http://www.facebook.com/events/7527.....364790099]Here is the Facebook link for more information.
So Many Changes And Stupid Things
Posted 11 years agoHere is my Facebook if you guys want to add me there. I reply more with Facebook Messenger.
I also have a Skype if anyone wants to add me on there, just Search DarkWolf6052, to avoid my old-as-hell Skype username. My Skype display name should bring it up, something like "Cris / DarkWolf6052 / Twitch Otyolf"
Y'all can note me if you want my personal cellphone number now. After that previous crap that happened last time lol.
As of the 28th of November, I'm now 19 years old. I don't feel older.
I have been playing a lot of Destiny on the PS4, as well as the PS4 in general, [PSN: DarkWolf60522] <--I derped and had to add a second 2 after the original. Not sure how to fix it.
I've not been paid a single time since September 15, which really sucks. I've got court AGAIN to try to get me paid. I've also not been going to treatment for my spine because he wasn't being paid to treat me, now he was approved but won't treat me for some reason.
I'm not depressed but I keep having weird dreams.. like ones where I go back in time to when nothing has happened, but I remember everything, no one else does.
So my fursuit will no longer be a full fursuit, I had to downgrade to a partial, but I've arranged for some help from a good friend on the pieces I won't be getting from my partial maker. I still look forward to getting everything finished by Anthrocon 2015.
So about the badges. I only saw the badge for a brief minute at Morphicon this year, and haven't seen a single one like it since.
Basically, what it was, was a character badge with a moving part. It had the character with a front pose, with a moving joint and an arm, the moving piece had a present/gift box attached. The jointed piece was tight enough that it wouldn't allow the arm/gift box to move freely, which was good because underneath that box was the characters dick lol.
I was trying to find out who made it or who makes badges like that. I know it would be an NSFW one, but the reference to Dick In A Box is pretty good on that one, and with the joint piece tight enough, it wouldn't reveal it accidentally. If you guys know anything of it, let me know. I'm interested. :3
The parody lyrics, I just want to note that after I hear a song play so many time, I come up with lyrics that parody it and usually sing those instead of the original, which has gotten me in trouble once so far.
Counting Stars - One Republic:
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep, dreaming about the things that we could be.
Lately I've been, I've been sucking dick, dreaming about the things that I have done.
That's just one of them. All these songs play on the radio way too many times again and again, and I can't help myself.
Kind of a heat of the moment kind of thing. With the song I'll remember it and sing that, but then forget it later. Lol.
Fursuit maker:
sassypupcreations
Total price: $775.00
Paid off so far: $775.00
Remaining: $0.00
Start: December 2014
Deadline: January 2015 [Estimated date of completion]
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Stuff that I've commissioned/won:
YCH All Of The Glory -
clarityangeldragon - $10
$5 Ref Remake [+Anthro] -
sage14 - $7.50 Refund/Cancelled
Arcturus Commssion Sale -
Arcturus_the_chusky /
syn_and_cynaria - $50.00
None of these I've gotten yet. Will update when I do. All have been paid.
GIMP hasn't been giving me as much trouble. I'm still happy that
arkoninu made Lineart of Twitch that I could use. Which I did and my first attempt I think came out pretty good.
I plan on going to each of the Cosmic Furbowl Meets here, in my fox partial. I have a lot of fun when I go. [URL=http://www.facebook.com/events/7527.....364790099]Here is the Facebook link for more information.
I'm still alive
Posted 11 years agoWhat do you know, I'm still alive.
I stopped getting paid over two months ago, I've lost the option to get a full fursuit, only getting a partial now, and I was recently sick so meh.
Not making a long journal but I'm alive.
I stopped getting paid over two months ago, I've lost the option to get a full fursuit, only getting a partial now, and I was recently sick so meh.
Not making a long journal but I'm alive.
Fixing Up Some Small Edits, Still Looking For That Badge
Posted 11 years agoHere is my Facebook if you guys want to add me there. I reply more with Facebook Messenger.
I also have a Skype if anyone wants to add me on there, just Search DarkWolf6052, to avoid my old-as-hell Skype username. My Skype display name should bring it up, something like "Cris / DarkWolf6052 / Twitch Otyolf"
Y'all can note me if you want my personal cellphone number now. After that previous crap that happened last time lol.
I was going to update something and forgot.
Oh wait I remember. My fursuit. I'm considering doing a little bit of a character edit with Twitch Otyolf after I get my fursuit, in case anything looks different. I don't wanna change much of anything if I don't need to, but we'll see once I have that.
So about the badges. I only saw the badge for a brief minute at Morphicon this year, and haven't seen a single one like it since.
Basically, what it was, was a character badge with a moving part. It had the character with a front pose, with a moving joint and an arm, the moving piece had a present/gift box attached. The jointed piece was tight enough that it wouldn't allow the arm/gift box to move freely, which was good because underneath that box was the characters penis.
I was trying to find out who made it or who makes badges like that. I know it would be an NSFW one, but the reference to Dick In A Box is pretty good on that one, and with the joint piece tight enough, it wouldn't reveal it accidentally. If you guys know anything of it, let me know. I'm interested. :3
The parody lyrics, I just want to note that after I hear a song play so many time, I come up with lyrics that parody it and usually sing those instead of the original, which has gotten me in trouble once so far.
Counting Stars - One Republic:
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep, dreaming about the things that we could be.
Lately I've been, I've been sucking dick, dreaming about the things that I have done.
That's just one of them. All these songs play on the radio way too many times again and again, and I can't help myself.
Kind of a heat of the moment kind of thing. With the song I'll remember it and sing that, but then forget it later. Lol.
I've been living in Pittsburgh with my mate for a month as of like, yesterday or something. Still taking some adjusting but I'm getting there. Pittsburgh itself isn't that bad, except for these damn hills. Way too many of them.
My court hearing went pretty much meh. Drove 150+ miles back to Logan, Ohio just to find out I actually didn't even need to be there, and nothing even happened other than the court being continued to another date. Such a damn waste of gas. I'm already having hope between each paycheck from my BWC claim that the next one will come without a problem. I have bills and a fursuit to pay off.
Updated: 8/22/2014 [Will change edit dates each time this is edited
I've still got money to pay off on my fursuit, and I should actually try and pay it off before my deadline, which is October 15th.
Fursuit maker:
sassypupcreations
Total price: $1384.50
Paid off so far: $575.00
Remaining: $809.50
Deadline: October 15, 2014 [Estimated date of completion]
Payments so far:
$255.00 [PP]
$150.00 [C]
$170.00 [PP]
This, again, I am eager to get paid off. I at least got paid yesterday, and have around $500 like $300-400, but I need my lawyer to assure I'll be getting another paycheck, which again raises that fear that I may not and then I don't know what I'll do about paying off the rest of my fursuit, but, happy thoughts. I decided to spend money on the side, and that's my fault. I should be getting another paycheck after this from my employer, if not, soon I'll be getting paid through the BWC.
Progress
-Duct Tape Dummy: Completed
-Everything else: Not completed
Stuff that I've commissioned/won:
YCH All Of The Glory -
clarityangeldragon - $10
$5 Ref Remake [+Anthro] -
sage14 - $7.50 Refund/Cancelled
Arcturus Commssion Sale -
Arcturus_the_chusky /
syn_and_cynaria - $50.00
None of these I've gotten yet. Will update when I do. All have been paid.
GIMP hasn't been giving me as much trouble. I'm still happy that
arkoninu made Lineart of Twitch that I could use. Which I did and my first attempt I think came out pretty good.
I plan on going to each of the Cosmic Furbowl Meets here, in my fox partial. I have a lot of fun when I go. [URL=http://www.facebook.com/events/7527.....364790099]Here is the Facebook link for more information.
Hunting For A Specific Badge Style, also parody lyrics
Posted 11 years agoHere is my Facebook if you guys want to add me there. I reply more with Facebook Messenger.
I also have a Skype if anyone wants to add me on there, just Search DarkWolf6052, to avoid my old-as-hell Skype username. My Skype display name should bring it up, something like "Cris / DarkWolf6052 / Twitch Otyolf"
Y'all can note me if you want my personal cellphone number now. After that previous crap that happened last time lol.
So about the badges. I only saw the badge for a brief minute at Morphicon this year, and haven't seen a single one like it since.
Basically, what it was, was a character badge with a moving part. It had the character with a front pose, with a moving joint and an arm, the moving piece had a present/gift box attached. The jointed piece was tight enough that it wouldn't allow the arm/gift box to move freely, which was good because underneath that box was the characters penis.
I was trying to find out who made it or who makes badges like that. I know it would be an NSFW one, but the reference to Dick In A Box is pretty good on that one, and with the joint piece tight enough, it wouldn't reveal it accidentally. If you guys know anything of it, let me know. I'm interested. :3
The parody lyrics, I just want to note that after I hear a song play so many time, I come up with lyrics that parody it and usually sing those instead of the original, which has gotten me in trouble once so far.
Counting Stars - One Republic:
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep, dreaming about the things that we could be.
Lately I've been, I've been sucking dick, dreaming about the things that I have done.
That's just one of them. All these songs play on the radio way too many times again and again, and I can't help myself.
Kind of a heat of the moment kind of thing. With the song I'll remember it and sing that, but then forget it later. Lol.
I've been living in Pittsburgh with my mate for a month as of like, yesterday or something. Still taking some adjusting but I'm getting there. Pittsburgh itself isn't that bad, except for these damn hills. Way too many of them.
My court hearing went pretty much meh. Drove 150+ miles back to Logan, Ohio just to find out I actually didn't even need to be there, and nothing even happened other than the court being continued to another date. Such a damn waste of gas. I'm already having hope between each paycheck from my BWC claim that the next one will come without a problem. I have bills and a fursuit to pay off.
I've still got money to pay off on my fursuit, and I should actually try and pay it off before my deadline, which is October 15th.
Fursuit maker:
sassypupcreations
Total price: $1384.50
Paid off so far: $405.00
Remaining: $979.50
This, again, I am eager to get paid off. I at least got paid yesterday, and have around $500 like $300-400, but I need my lawyer to assure I'll be getting another paycheck, which again raises that fear that I may not and then I don't know what I'll do about paying off the rest of my fursuit, but, happy thoughts. I decided to spend money on the side, and that's my fault.
Progress
-Duct Tape Dummy: Completed
-Everything else: Not completed
Stuff that I've commissioned/won:
YCH All Of The Glory -
clarityangeldragon - $10
$5 Ref Remake [+Anthro] -
sage14 - $7.50 Refund/Cancelled
Arcturus Commssion Sale -
Arcturus_the_chusky /
syn_and_cynaria - $50.00
None of these I've gotten yet. Will update when I do. All have been paid.
GIMP hasn't been giving me as much trouble. I'm still happy that
arkoninu made Lineart of Twitch that I could use. Which I did and my first attempt I think came out pretty good.
I plan on going to each of the Cosmic Furbowl Meets here, in my fox partial. I have a lot of fun when I go.[URL=http://www.facebook.com/events/7527.....364790099]Here is the Facebook link for more information.
Small Updates, Nothing Big
Posted 11 years agoHere is my Facebook if you guys want to add me there. I reply more with Facebook Messenger.
I also have a Skype if anyone wants to add me on there, just Search DarkWolf6052, to avoid my old-as-hell Skype username. My Skype display name should bring it up, something like "Cris / DarkWolf6052 / Twitch Otyolf"
Y'all can note me if you want my personal cellphone number now. After that previous crap that happened last time lol.
I've been living in Pittsburgh with my mate for a month as of like, yesterday or something. Still taking some adjusting but I'm getting there. Pittsburgh itself isn't that bad, except for these damn hills. Way too many of them.
My court hearing went pretty much meh. Drove 150+ miles back to Logan, Ohio just to find out I actually didn't even need to be there, and nothing even happened other than the court being continued to another date. Such a damn waste of gas. I'm already having hope between each paycheck from my BWC claim that the next one will come without a problem. I have bills and a fursuit to pay off.
I've still got money to pay off on my fursuit, and I should actually try and pay it off before my deadline, which is October 15th.
Fursuit maker:
sassypupcreations
Total price: $1384.50
Paid off so far: $405.00
Remaining: $979.50
This, again, I am eager to get paid off. I at least got paid yesterday, and have around $500 like $300-400, but I need my lawyer to assure I'll be getting another paycheck, which again raises that fear that I may not and then I don't know what I'll do about paying off the rest of my fursuit, but, happy thoughts. I decided to spend money on the side, and that's my fault.
Progress
-Duct Tape Dummy: Completed
-Everything else: Not completed
Stuff that I've commissioned/won:
YCH All Of The Glory -
clarityangeldragon - $10
$5 Ref Remake [+Anthro] -
sage14 - $7.50 Refund/Cancelled
Arcturus Commssion Sale -
Arcturus_the_chusky /
syn_and_cynaria - $50.00
None of these I've gotten yet. Will update when I do. All have been paid.
GIMP hasn't been giving me as much trouble. I'm still happy that
arkoninu made Lineart of Twitch that I could use. Which I did and my first attempt I think came out pretty good.
I plan on going to each of the Cosmic Furbowl Meets here, in my fox partial. I have a lot of fun when I go.[URL=http://www.facebook.com/events/7527.....364790099]Here is the Facebook link for more information.
Find me on down time, and I'm a journal
Posted 11 years agoYou can all find me outside of Furaffinity when it's offline, that is if you want. Lol.
Find me on Facebook and you can message me through Facebook Messenger, which goes straight through to my phone all the time
Of course, my cellphone, but honestly I prefer Facebook messenger. (614)-779-4676
Skype, as well, not on my phone cause it's a battery hog but if you guys wanna add me there too, computercomedyguy is my old as hell name that I wish I could update.
Oh look, I can do center format too. My Facebook
I legit typed that title up to my username.. Not even sure why..
Anyway, doing a little cleanup journal.
GIMP hasn't been giving me as much trouble. I'm still happy that
arkoninu made Lineart of Twitch that I could use. Which I did and my first attempt I think came out pretty good.
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[center]So updates from before
I just had my first chiropractor visit since the 18th yesterday. This doctor seems to know a lot about what he's doing and should help me heal faster.
Got info from my lawyer that court is August 13th, which I don't look forward to, since we have to drive all that way back into Ohio for that. And get this; court commonly lasts no more than 10-15 minutes. So a 2 1/2 hour drive for 15 minutes. Ain't that nice?[/center]
I've still got money to pay off on my fursuit, and I should actually try and pay it off before my deadline, which is October 15th.
Fursuit maker:
sassypupcreations
Total price: $1394.50
Paid off so far: $405.00
Remaining: $989.50
This, again, I am eager to get paid off. I at least got paid yesterday, and have around $500, but I need my lawyer to assure I'll be getting another paycheck, which again raises that fear that I may not and then I don't know what I'll do about paying off the rest of my fursuit, but, happy thoughts. I decided to spend money on the side, and that's my fault.
Stuff that I've commissioned/won:
YCH All Of The Glory -
clarityangeldragon - $10
$5 Ref Remake [+Anthro] -
sage14 - $7.50
Arcturus Commssion Sale -
Arcturus_the_chusky /
syn_and_cynaria - $50.00
None of these I've gotten yet. Will update when I do. All have been paid.
I'm still going to the Cosmic Bi-Weekly Furbowl in Pittsburgh this Saturday, looking forward to that. I'll be in my fox partial. [URL=http://www.facebook.com/events/7527.....364790099]Here is the Facebook link for more information.
Ew, another faggot from that journal DarkWolf6052. Wait..
Posted 11 years agoOh look, I can do center format too. My Facebook
I legit typed that title up to my username.. Not even sure why..
Anyway, doing a little cleanup journal.
GIMP hasn't been giving me as much trouble. I'm still happy that
arkoninu made Lineart of Twitch that I could use. Which I did and my first attempt I think came out pretty good.
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[center]So updates from before
I just had my first chiropractor visit since the 18th yesterday. This doctor seems to know a lot about what he's doing and should help me heal faster.
Got info from my lawyer that court is August 13th, which I don't look forward to, since we have to drive all that way back into Ohio for that. And get this; court commonly lasts no more than 10-15 minutes. So a 2 1/2 hour drive for 15 minutes. Ain't that nice?[/center]
I've still got money to pay off on my fursuit, and I should actually try and pay it off before my deadline, which is October 15th.
Fursuit maker:
sassypupcreations
Total price: $1394.50
Paid off so far: $405.00
Remaining: $989.50
This, again, I am eager to get paid off. I at least got paid yesterday, and have around $500, but I need my lawyer to assure I'll be getting another paycheck, which again raises that fear that I may not and then I don't know what I'll do about paying off the rest of my fursuit, but, happy thoughts. I decided to spend money on the side, and that's my fault.
Stuff that I've commissioned/won:
YCH All Of The Glory -
clarityangeldragon - $10
$5 Ref Remake [+Anthro] -
sage14 - $7.50
Arcturus Commssion Sale -
Arcturus_the_chusky /
syn_and_cynaria - $50.00
None of these I've gotten yet. Will update when I do. All have been paid.
I'm still going to the Cosmic Bi-Weekly Furbowl in Pittsburgh this Saturday, looking forward to that. I'll be in my fox partial. [URL=https://www.facebook.com/events/752.....64790099/]Here is the Facebook link for more information.
I just cringed.
Posted 11 years agoBeen working on a piece on GIMP for like.. 3 hours now.. forgot to make any saves.. and it crashed on me.
Every piece is gone, GIMP couldn't recover it.
I had several layers.. and was almost done with it. My only piece of Twitch that I actually did with little references.
Ugh. Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh.
This is why I don't draw anymore. Something always happens when I do.
Every piece is gone, GIMP couldn't recover it.
I had several layers.. and was almost done with it. My only piece of Twitch that I actually did with little references.
Ugh. Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh.
This is why I don't draw anymore. Something always happens when I do.
Just to clear my last dramatic journal
Posted 11 years agoOkay so I have some stuff to get that drama off my profile. I hate having you guys see it on my profile, it's in the past.
Things I need to do:
-Contact my lawyer if he'll ever call me back about making sure I can continue my salary continuation and or have to show up in person to my court hearing when it's rescheduled. In case you're wondering, I'm on a workers comp claim for a spinal injury back in May, on the 5th, the day right after Morphicon. Lol I fell off a ladder and landed on my lower spine.
-Save up my money and finish off paying my fursuit off from
Paid off: $405
Remaining balance: $989.50
Total: $1394.50
I'm eager to get this paid off but I'm not sure what I'll do if I lose my only source of income. I can't get a job due to the workers comp claim, and I can't get paid cause of the other job paying my wages.
-Also pay off that certain commission I've requested from a certain artist. Oh boy, pornpornpornporn.
I wanna get back into drawing. I enjoy drawing but haven't got much of a talent to do so.
I'm going to the Cosmic Furbowl meet here in Pittsburgh this Saturday, looking forward to this. More info if you're curious about going, I'm going to be going with my mate and being in my partial fox. https://www.facebook.com/events/752741364790099/
Things I need to do:
-Contact my lawyer if he'll ever call me back about making sure I can continue my salary continuation and or have to show up in person to my court hearing when it's rescheduled. In case you're wondering, I'm on a workers comp claim for a spinal injury back in May, on the 5th, the day right after Morphicon. Lol I fell off a ladder and landed on my lower spine.
-Save up my money and finish off paying my fursuit off from

Paid off: $405
Remaining balance: $989.50
Total: $1394.50
I'm eager to get this paid off but I'm not sure what I'll do if I lose my only source of income. I can't get a job due to the workers comp claim, and I can't get paid cause of the other job paying my wages.
-Also pay off that certain commission I've requested from a certain artist. Oh boy, pornpornpornporn.
I wanna get back into drawing. I enjoy drawing but haven't got much of a talent to do so.
I'm going to the Cosmic Furbowl meet here in Pittsburgh this Saturday, looking forward to this. More info if you're curious about going, I'm going to be going with my mate and being in my partial fox. https://www.facebook.com/events/752741364790099/
Oooooh boyy... Some drama just started at my house
Posted 11 years agoOkay so I just sparked some drama at my house.
A little back note, for the past 3 days, I've been woken up by my mom yelling at my little brother, and before that, she just yelled about everything. I've had it with the drama. It's either yelling at my little brother[Age 8, might I add], yelling at my dad, yelling at stupid shit, my parents arguing. A few weeks back my dad threw his wedding ring at my mom.
After discussing with only four people[My two sisters, a good friend, and my mate], I finally decided that this week I'm moving out. This morning I went to the post office to put in my change of address, lied and told my dad I was going to Circle K and was talking with a friend which was taking so long[Which was sort of true].
But I'm going to move in with my mate in Pittsburgh. I'm sick of the drama here, and after bringing up this to my dad first[Since my dad takes everything a little better], he suggested I tell mom. I did so, she got pissed that I pointed out I was sick of the constant yelling, stormed off to her room and slammed the door.
A big reason that I know they don't want me to leave is because I'm a source of money to them, and a free babysitter. My only source of income right now is from my employer, paying my wages, and that's the exact same every two weeks because I'm paid on a bi-weekly basis under salary continuation. I was injured at work on the 5th of May. It was a spinal injury after falling off a ladder at work. Hell, I just had 40 dollars, spent 10 of that on myself, and my dad took the other 30 dollars to buy weed. I do understand he's got a medical condition and it helps the pain, but seriously, you borrow money from your son who makes a a bit less than you, wouldn't you think to pay him back? My mom is usually the one that pays me back when he borrows money from me. It's either weed, gas, or cigarettes. But for me, I'm just a source of income and they don't want to lose the tax credit, the more food from food pantries, and everything else they get from me living under their roof.
Maybe I want to live on my own as an adult. I don't want to keep living under my parents roof for my entire adult life. They're talking about buying a house with space for me, but that defeats the purpose of me wanting my own life.
I'm sorry to vent out to you guys.. you shouldn't have to put up with me, I just needed somewhere to type this..
-Cris out
A little back note, for the past 3 days, I've been woken up by my mom yelling at my little brother, and before that, she just yelled about everything. I've had it with the drama. It's either yelling at my little brother[Age 8, might I add], yelling at my dad, yelling at stupid shit, my parents arguing. A few weeks back my dad threw his wedding ring at my mom.
After discussing with only four people[My two sisters, a good friend, and my mate], I finally decided that this week I'm moving out. This morning I went to the post office to put in my change of address, lied and told my dad I was going to Circle K and was talking with a friend which was taking so long[Which was sort of true].
But I'm going to move in with my mate in Pittsburgh. I'm sick of the drama here, and after bringing up this to my dad first[Since my dad takes everything a little better], he suggested I tell mom. I did so, she got pissed that I pointed out I was sick of the constant yelling, stormed off to her room and slammed the door.
A big reason that I know they don't want me to leave is because I'm a source of money to them, and a free babysitter. My only source of income right now is from my employer, paying my wages, and that's the exact same every two weeks because I'm paid on a bi-weekly basis under salary continuation. I was injured at work on the 5th of May. It was a spinal injury after falling off a ladder at work. Hell, I just had 40 dollars, spent 10 of that on myself, and my dad took the other 30 dollars to buy weed. I do understand he's got a medical condition and it helps the pain, but seriously, you borrow money from your son who makes a a bit less than you, wouldn't you think to pay him back? My mom is usually the one that pays me back when he borrows money from me. It's either weed, gas, or cigarettes. But for me, I'm just a source of income and they don't want to lose the tax credit, the more food from food pantries, and everything else they get from me living under their roof.
Maybe I want to live on my own as an adult. I don't want to keep living under my parents roof for my entire adult life. They're talking about buying a house with space for me, but that defeats the purpose of me wanting my own life.
I'm sorry to vent out to you guys.. you shouldn't have to put up with me, I just needed somewhere to type this..
-Cris out
Anthrocon
Posted 11 years agoI had so much fun at Anthrocon 2014. It was my first time ever going to Anthrocon, and second con ever. I was nervous at first and shy, but I think I opened up pretty quickly.
In case anyone is wondering, I didn't stay at any of the hotels. I stayed with my mate at his place, but I did end up crashing in a room with someone after being too stressed out to drive back[Got a call from family, said a family member had been in an auto accident, I got worried, found out he was okay, but still was stressed.]
I met so many furries and made friends, ran into several of the ones I knew from Ohio and had met at Morphicon 2014.
I'm not going to make a photo dump of every picture on here, just because of the sheer amount of photos there are, but if anyone is interested in seeing them, they're posted on my Facebook under the Anthrocon album http://www.facebook.com/darkwolf6052
I also got a fox partial, which I will probably post pictures of later[there are a few on Facebook posted before the Anthrocon album]
I also need reminded of the userpage of who made it >w<
In case anyone is wondering, I didn't stay at any of the hotels. I stayed with my mate at his place, but I did end up crashing in a room with someone after being too stressed out to drive back[Got a call from family, said a family member had been in an auto accident, I got worried, found out he was okay, but still was stressed.]
I met so many furries and made friends, ran into several of the ones I knew from Ohio and had met at Morphicon 2014.
I'm not going to make a photo dump of every picture on here, just because of the sheer amount of photos there are, but if anyone is interested in seeing them, they're posted on my Facebook under the Anthrocon album http://www.facebook.com/darkwolf6052
I also got a fox partial, which I will probably post pictures of later[there are a few on Facebook posted before the Anthrocon album]
I also need reminded of the userpage of who made it >w<
Anthrocon thing
Posted 11 years agoWHAT A TERRIBLE JOB I DID ON THIS. HOLY CRAP. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM DOING THIS. IM NOT KNOWN ENOUGH TO MATTER.
Where are you staying?
At my mates apartment
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday, July 2nd
How are you traveling?
Van
Who will you be rooming with?
My mate, 2 friends, and two of my mates friends
How is the best way to find you?
Probably my Facebook through messenger, or text, 614-779-4676 [But my phone service sucks dick so I sometimes don't get texts apparently]
Are there any panels you might be attending?
All of them? O3O
What do you look like?
Oh god why ask this. Short brown hair, bigger guy, probably gonna wear that black Morphicon T-shirt I got this year at least the first day cause they sold out of bigger sizes the first day and I didn't buy one.
Will you be suiting?
This is where I'd wear a fursuit, IF I HAD ONE.
No I've commissioned one but won't be getting it yet, I know that.
Do you do free art?
Do I do art? Lol.
Do you do trades?
I don't :l
Do you do badges?
No >:C
What is your gender?
Male
How tall are you?
5'8 :l Short.
Can I talk to you?
Duh. As long as I don't talk your ears off.
Can I touch you?
Giggity.
Can I visit your room?
No
Can I buy you drinks?
I'm under the legal drinking age and the designated driver, but I won't tell if you don't ;3 No really though, I drink anyway ;D
Can I give you stuff?
Give? Does that mean I don't have to pay? ;D
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Maaaaybe
Are you nice?
I'm nice
Do you have an artist table?
I'm not an artist ;w;
Will you be going to parties?
I will if I get invited.
Will you be performing?
No
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Call me Cris or DarkWolf6052, I haven't familiarized myself by the name of Twitch yet.
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Day probably wandering around the center cause this is my first time being to Anthrocon, second time ever going to a furry convention.
What/where will you be eating?
No idea. Not familiar with the area.
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I would think so
Can I look in your sketchbook?
*empty hands cause I don't have a sketchbook* Sure o 3 o
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
See above o 3 o
Can I take your picture?
That's not creepy ;D
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Get to know more furry friends cause I love making friends~
Where are you staying?
At my mates apartment
What day are you getting there?
Wednesday, July 2nd
How are you traveling?
Van
Who will you be rooming with?
My mate, 2 friends, and two of my mates friends
How is the best way to find you?
Probably my Facebook through messenger, or text, 614-779-4676 [But my phone service sucks dick so I sometimes don't get texts apparently]
Are there any panels you might be attending?
All of them? O3O
What do you look like?
Oh god why ask this. Short brown hair, bigger guy, probably gonna wear that black Morphicon T-shirt I got this year at least the first day cause they sold out of bigger sizes the first day and I didn't buy one.
Will you be suiting?
This is where I'd wear a fursuit, IF I HAD ONE.
No I've commissioned one but won't be getting it yet, I know that.
Do you do free art?
Do I do art? Lol.
Do you do trades?
I don't :l
Do you do badges?
No >:C
What is your gender?
Male
How tall are you?
5'8 :l Short.
Can I talk to you?
Duh. As long as I don't talk your ears off.
Can I touch you?
Giggity.
Can I visit your room?
No
Can I buy you drinks?
I'm under the legal drinking age and the designated driver, but I won't tell if you don't ;3 No really though, I drink anyway ;D
Can I give you stuff?
Give? Does that mean I don't have to pay? ;D
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Maaaaybe
Are you nice?
I'm nice
Do you have an artist table?
I'm not an artist ;w;
Will you be going to parties?
I will if I get invited.
Will you be performing?
No
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Call me Cris or DarkWolf6052, I haven't familiarized myself by the name of Twitch yet.
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Day probably wandering around the center cause this is my first time being to Anthrocon, second time ever going to a furry convention.
What/where will you be eating?
No idea. Not familiar with the area.
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
I would think so
Can I look in your sketchbook?
*empty hands cause I don't have a sketchbook* Sure o 3 o
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
See above o 3 o
Can I take your picture?
That's not creepy ;D
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Get to know more furry friends cause I love making friends~
Long drive..
Posted 11 years agoI drove 2 hours from Pickerington, OH to Shelby, OH for some very much needed comfort Saturday night. I left at about 1AM and got there around 3AM, and stayed until 8:30. I needed that comfort so much after having a little bit of a heart break. I got to snuggle up to a very good friend. I hope to see him again soon. I enjoyed our time together.
I won't let that break stand in the way of being happy. Tis but a bump in the road.
I won't let that break stand in the way of being happy. Tis but a bump in the road.
Morphicon
Posted 11 years agoI had so much fun at Morphicon. Not usually one to make a journal but I'm going to. I've updated some of my stuff on here, and fixed my birthday. Anyway, posted a lot of pictures on my Facebook account. Unfortunately, pictures aren't all good quality and I can't tag everyone cause I need to learn names.
Morphicon was my first ever convention. I didn't know about this specific one and AquaFox told me about it a month or so ago. I wasn't sure if I'd be able to make it, but I did. I went straight there after work for Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Sunday night, I was crying so much because I thought I came off as a weirdo to
marisol and
jak_the_wuffle and the fact that it hit me that everything was coming back to normal. I cried the entire drive home back to Pickerington as well.
From the moment I got there Thursday, to the moment I left though, I felt as if I was completely open. I could be open about everything, because I knew I was around others who knew how it was. I wasn't hesitant to hug people. I loved being able to speak openly to everyone I talked to. I definitely do want to thank some people, even if I don't know their names completely.
Of course
marisol and
jak_the_wuffle who helped me through the remaining time of the convention, but also made me feel so happy while I got to talk to them throughout the convention. I also very much loved Wuffles happiness and his waffle. x3
sonicblu <-Hoping I got this, it was Teddy Kruger, so correct me if I'm linking incorrectly. He was kind enough to let me stay with him and his friends in his hotel room saturday night, to prevent me from sleeping in my car. We talked for a while, and got to really know each other. He is really amazing.
squallendymion Thank you so much for the kind and comforting words throughout the final hours of the convention. You were so helpful throughout everything. This was the first time meeting you, and I see you as a complete friend. Thank you so much though, I hope to see you again in the future. I couldn't help but keep hugging and crying on your shoulder, I tried not to, but it didn't work.
Trying to think of others to tag, but can't. I need to learn more FA names >.< Sorry if I've missed anyone or typo'd. I plan on coming to AnthroCon this year, and maybe some other cons, like Furlaxation, Furry Weekend Atlanta, Furreality, ect.
Thank you all for making it such an amazing first con for me.
-Cris / DarkWolf6052
Morphicon was my first ever convention. I didn't know about this specific one and AquaFox told me about it a month or so ago. I wasn't sure if I'd be able to make it, but I did. I went straight there after work for Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Sunday night, I was crying so much because I thought I came off as a weirdo to


From the moment I got there Thursday, to the moment I left though, I felt as if I was completely open. I could be open about everything, because I knew I was around others who knew how it was. I wasn't hesitant to hug people. I loved being able to speak openly to everyone I talked to. I definitely do want to thank some people, even if I don't know their names completely.
Of course




Trying to think of others to tag, but can't. I need to learn more FA names >.< Sorry if I've missed anyone or typo'd. I plan on coming to AnthroCon this year, and maybe some other cons, like Furlaxation, Furry Weekend Atlanta, Furreality, ect.
Thank you all for making it such an amazing first con for me.
-Cris / DarkWolf6052