well survived another year if I still have any watchers here the reason of my inactivity here is that I have been dealing with A variety of issues in real life that has really dampened my creativity and motivation and that I do not have A stable access to internet but I'm still surviving .
not sure if I will be active here much or not but may you all be well , have A good year, stay safe !

well i have not been active much anywhere online because i no longer have internet access from where i ' live ' it is to expensive and i have lost my job and being dependent on family as we all struggle to get by i was focusing on deviant art when i do manage to visit elsewhere to access the internet which is getting more difficult to do
i have no phone only a computer no laptop no tablet just a computer with an old monitor
i have notice a few new watcher over th last few months which is quite a surprise thanks to all but i am at a point under my current situation
and the changes going on around sites like deviantart makes me wonder as i have gotten even more older that i should ' retire ' from drawing and slowly go inactive from the various websites i'm on
but i am still drawing and have done a few pics that i'm not sure if i am going to post or not
either way to those who still watch me here i hope your all doing well
stay safe and take care

I have not been active here for quite awhile I had thought of doing more mature themes with my original characters here but not sure now
here is what has been going on the last year I lost my job my beloved Mother's health declined and I had been helping care for her which had not been easy and on Sunday August 15th 2021 she passed away I will miss her so much I am hurting so bad I have broken down several times
I considered quitting drawing and the internet activities all together still not sure but I might continue just to keep my mind from things which was suggested
this September 3rd will be my birth day my first without my Mom which will be hard I will be 45 is that too old to be drawing and posting on these art sites I do not want to be old as A kid I thought at this age would be wiser have A life I have neither not much hope no life confused sad depressed and unsure what to do if anything it is A difficult time for me .
I do have A few ideas I may finish and post I am not sure just wanted to let those who still follow me here know what has been going on
may those who have suffered effects of the hurricane recover and I hope the best for all .

i may not be posting much on here and active much anymore , most art is posted on deviantart .

either fix the picky piece of s**t or send it back to the pit where it came from !

not been active here for awhile due to what seems to be a lack of interest in my art and only posting bits along with my awkwardness at communicating and feeling like i'm alienating others along with myself plus i am starting to feel too old to continue doing this much longer so if anyone has taken the time to read this i ask should i try to continue or go inactive ?

i'm just wandering why is is that no one comments on pictures they fave ?

.. i see my pictures getting Favorited , but no comments. so why do those who fave do not leave any positive comments ?

well , it has been a long while .. but then again i do not see much activity here , so i stopped posting here so much because i figured no one cared .one year ago at this time in 2015 after having bad headaches on and off after the tornado in July of that year i thought i was doing better but then a week before Christmas Monday 5 am i started to feel really weird one sensation was feeling like little needles were pricking my face and so woozy i got p and the next thing i knew i was in the floor i lye there for a few and try to get up again the next thing i knew i was face down in the bathroom floor wit a bloody nose , needless to say i was took to the hospital with several things one was dehydration the other was that i turned out to be diabetic still coping with this situation many ups and downs so far i hope i cam survive it i am reminded of it right now and was just sharing what i am thinking . well almost a new year i hope it is a good one for all i hope this new year i can get more positive comments on my posts besides just faves cause it sure feels lonely to not have many good comments on my pictures so i hope there will be more so i have the motivation to continue please . well any way , if any one is reading this then I hope that you will have A great holiday season and have A safe and peaceful new year .

just letting you know if you care of interested not only am I on deviant art and ink bunny but I recently joined so furry weasyl and the furry network if your on these sites and are interested look me up on them , that is pretty much it if any one is still out there . you all have A great month !

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sir.....shout-39621293 A very awesome illustrator !

I have finally managed to get back on here but to let you all if any know I am also on ink bunny and deviant art where I will be more active then here because of recent events not sure if I will do like others and join new art groups or not but i b and d a is where you can find me hang in there and take care all .

well not sure if i will post here again will try but i do not think i have much active watchers or no one is interested in my art here anymore so it is up in the air if i continue here posting pics or just be a watcher .

well i have not been active here much but do i still have active watchers ? give A shout please and do not be afraid to comment on pictures you fave okay ^^ until later take care !

it has been a long time if i still have any watchers here i would like you to know i have had problems with my computer and i found out the hard way that i have diabetes well i hope and pray that we all have a good new year hang in there and take care !

where are the flying cars ?

well it has been quite awhile so to those who read these here is what's been going on the last 2 months my computer broke had to save up for a new one when i got another it did not work the way i liked ( i do not the windows 8 i miss 7 ) but i managed to adapt and get it close to what i wanted and then got hit by a tornado ripped off the tin roof off the porch over the house and knocked off the power box was without power for a week and a half all that stress gave me a bad tension headache that i am not really over yet but doing a bit better i hope power is back internet back and repairs to the house are underway so that is why i have not been active as of late anyway i hope you are all doing well take care !

i guess most will not look back on this day with much thought but some like me will know it as the last late show with David Letterman i will miss him even though i have not really watched any late night talk shows since Conan O,Brian moved to TBS ( do not have that channel ) i can remember watching him when he was on NBC late night with David Letterman right after the tonight show with Johnny Carson the king of late night , when Carson retired and Dave did not get the tonight show and went to CBS and started the late Show at the Ed Sullivan theater i watched his show there ( boy NBC sure did a lot of mistakes screwing Dave then Conan not to mention they were the first ones to stop showing Saturday morning cartoons and cancelling star trek ! ) anyway with Dave now retiring i guess i will not watch any more of the late night talk shows after Carson he was the king of late night it is an end of an era good bye and farewell David Letter man !

i do hope it gets better for all of us still effected by the events of 2014 i am still struggling with this nasty roller coaster of a cold usually i would of done a new years related picture but it slipped my mind because of various concerns and distractions but hopefully i will recover soon i have survived worse any way i hope that all of you out there will have a wonderful year and as always take care !

stay safe and i hope that 2015 is a great year !

a lot of ups and downs for every one mostly downs but i hope 2015 will be a great year for all !

i hope everyone has a peaceful safe and pleasant month !

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/yellowfox87/ this guy is a pretty good artist check him out when you can

I HOPE EVERY ONE HAS A GREAT ONE !

wishing everyone a very merry Christmas and new year take care !