i love fall, i love the leaves, holidays, the smell in the air, the seasonal fruits and vegetables, the halloween stores opening - but i also hate fall, because the changing weather and subsequent coldness makes my fibromyalgia much worse, so expect me to upload less frequently until my body gets used to the cold 🥲

i know it probably doesnt make much sense to someone who doesnt have fibromyalgia but its very much a real phenomenon and something i deal with every year

ive been really tired, sad, and scared lately... ive been trying to draw a lot, but it feels like everything comes out a bit lackluster. i need inspiration, and comfort. but im gonna keep trying my best, which is all that anyone can do...
im sure many of you can relate. im a little too hard on myself sometimes

i will specify if its significantly old, about 8 months or more, but a lot of the stuff ive been uploading the past few days is from a couple months ago
im just going thru backlogs and posting whatever i find good enough lol ^_^;
im unemployed (disabled), so i have a lot of time to draw and end up with a lot of standalone pieces, and i try to draw every day - thats about 30~ pieces per month, so it adds up fast. im trying not to spam, but im also trying to build up my profile lol