*Blows dust*

Yowza, long time no see!

Ah, well, I'll try to post some more, starting with some tidbits from a game of Shadowrun-with-furries that started on Discord, and never got to advance much.

Having spenty so much time on his backstory, psychology and such, I couldn't let it all go to waste.

I also like the bite-sized format. It'll help me letting me off some steam between bouts of rage-infused stints at work.

Kidding, I'm fine, as long as I have an outlet.

SO, expect more work from this wolf, I'll do my best!

Okay. I'm not proud of it, but I feel like I need to express it.

I'm freshly out of three days of really bad time. I didn't eat, slept as soon as I finished work and locked down all my feelings.

Because it felt like there was no hope, no escape and no one could help me.

That no one could save me.

I was so convinced of it. And so, I stopped caring, diving into work, as a cog in the machine, without any hope of my situation getting better.

Plus, not eating was helping with money: no food, less expenses!

I also unistalled all games from my phone, along with several 'entertainment' apps. Looks like I have heavy self-destruct tendencies when I hit rock bottom. Well, even before that, as it is something I've done in the past: destroying papers with drawings of mine, or notes for stories, unistalling games I used to enjoy, discarding items I used to cherish...

Well, of course, once I recover, I try to scrape down what is salvageable. When possible that is, which is why the uninstalling of the FFXIV authenticator was really a bad idea, I may have lost my account. Oh, well, I'll try the support. Fingers crossed!

Good thing is, this episode has shaken me. I need a new job. I need to get back at writing. Coding. Even drawing.

I think I'll add a few grey and white streaks in my Fursona's hair.

One for each time I was on the verge on doing something... terminal... to myself. As a reminder I survived those.

Not alone, mind you. Some people did help.

They did save me.

Of course, the trouble and problems that got me down are still there, and I'll need to confront those.

But at least, those are manageable, now.

There will be more All Darkness Days in the future. I'll just need to remember that there are people out there that can help. It'll be tough, for sure. But, well, giving up isn't the solution. Despair is a standstill.

And yes, sometimes you need a helping hand to get out of your funk.

So.

Anyone want to talk? Anyone needs help, kind words and a reminder that, yes, you can be saved?

You are worthy of saving. Maybe I can help you realize it?

Come. We'll talk.

I had an idea that struck me the other night. And so, out of curiosity, I'd like to ask something :

Had I any positive impact in your life, whatsoever ?

Thank you in advance for those that will take a few minutes to answer.

It's been a few months (6 to be exact... sooo, half a year, actually...) that we looked hard for a new place to live.

It's been a real nightmare, but today came the light: We have a new place to live, we move in on Tuesday the 30.

It'll be hectic, we'll have tons of stuff to do and we'll have to adapt to new things and stuff.

But we did it.

I start tomorrow at 9am, next week, I begin a 6 week long paid formation, before being sent to the big frying pan.

Wish me luck! =^.^=

Best Christmas Eve ever.

Why, do you ask?

Because at that date and time, my boyfriend  ours-renne proposed to me.

With a ring and all. When I saw him kneeling in front of me, my brains ceased to function and I had to sit down on the nearest chair. Even before he asked, I said 'Yes!'

I had vertigos and was unable to speak coherently and clutched that ring to me for the rest of the night.

Next step: My turn to find him a decent ring. And after that, I'm going to get something orgnaized. He told me 'we have time, don't worry' but still, I WANT to marry that bear!

Now, if you'll excuse me, I'll go play Gollum with that silver ing a bit more...

Well, looks like I use this journal thingy once a year, now. Maybe I should try to revive it a little?

Anyway. As said, it is the 13th of May, and so, I just turned 37!

*Fweeeeeeeee!*

=^;^=

As of today, I'm 36!

Wow, one year since my last journal. I'll have to be more active, here!

What to do, what to do... oh, yeah, writing projects! We'll see how it goes. ^^

I'm 35 now! Yay! :D

Comment here and I'll:

1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what colour I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you.
5. Tell you my favourite OC of yours.
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the word 'tag'

Et voilà! Notre Campagne sur Indiegogo pour publier Wuffle: Le Grand Gentil loup est lancée!

Voici le lien!

https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/.....ffle-in-france

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There! Our Indiegogo Campaign to publish Wuffle: The Big Nice Wolf in French is a go!

Here's the link!

https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/.....ffle-in-france

Today I'm 33!

Hello, everyone!
Some of you may know Wuffle, the Big Nice Wolf:

http://wufflecomic.tumblr.com/

Well, Piti Yindee has agreed to let us (some friends and I) to translate it in French. Big work for my company! :D

However, we will need all the support available for our crowdfunding project at Ulule (european version of Kickstarter). We're planning on getting books printed and tons of goodies made: Stickers, pens, signets, mugs, notepads and even a LARGE poster signed by Piti Yindee himself!

We have a Facebook page for now, to see how many would be willing to give some money towards the project. So, have a look! :D

https://www.facebook.com/wuffleinfrance

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Salut tout le monde!
Certains d'entre vous connaissent peut-être Wuffle, The Big Nice Wolf:

http://wufflecomic.tumblr.com/

Et bien, Piti Yindee nous as autorisés (quelques amis et moi) à le traduire en Français. Gros boulot pour ma boîte! :D

Toutefois, nous allons avoir besoin de tout le soutien possible pour notre projet de crowdfunding via Ulule (la version européenne de Kickstarter). Nous prévoyons de faire imprimer les livres et de faire faire des tonnes de goodies: Stickers, crayons, marque-pages, mugs, bloc-nites et même de GRANDS posters signés par Piti Yindee lui-même!

POur le moment, nous avons une page facebook, pour voir combien de personnes seraient prêtes à donner un peu d'argent pour ce projet. Allez y faire un tour! :D

https://www.facebook.com/wuffleinfrance

Head this way and follow instructions -->

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5271795/

What, again? Maybe I should post something inbetween those journals, don't you think?

Anyway, yet another raffle, this time to get Pokémon X and Y (Yes, I said 'and'...)

It starts here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5166063/

Have fun!

A fellow french and breizh fur. How scarce critters like that are? :D

Anyway, link:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11796260/

Why not? At worse, I'm now watching a nice artist. ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5121430/

Go check this out. ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4991911/

Thanks to Lomstat whom I've picked that up. We'll see what will come out of this. ^^

Posting in English, as most of people reading this will understand it.

SO.

I opened a new blog. Nours did most of the design stuff, many thanks to him! Sergil also helped, thanks to him, too!

Anyway, want to check it out? Follow the trail!

http://tonytony.chopper.free.fr/Diwie/index.php?

Well, long time no see, neh?

Just a fun meme, nabbed from  Kuntos

Copy-pasting the whole thing:

"Currently, my Fursona, or Main OC is: A wolf, or Lupus Celticus Sapiens. But, I'm giving you the power to choose for me, because I'm curious what people identify me with!

Please let me know the reasons why you chose the new Fursona for me. Is it because it matches my personality? How I look? How I act?

Copy and paste this into your own journal with the headline "I'm a _____, but..." to see what people would say of you.


fyi:
no you're not really helping me recreate my 'sona despite this sounding that way. >> (because i know some would automatically assume that.)"

Not to worry, I won't leave here for good. I just opened an account on Inkbunny to get more people to watch what I do. :P

For now, I'll just post texts and stories on IB.

It's a recurring nightmare, but well, before things adjust a bot, I'll need money.

I'll be selling stories, do not hesitate to ask me what you would like to see being written!

Rough prizes are 10€ for ten pages, roughly 500 words per page, hence, 10€ for 5 000 words, your choicz about subject.

Be warned, however, that I'm more at ease with fantasy, horror and sci-fi, however I can try any genres: I even have a sweet romantic boyfriend all the more willing to help for sweeter (or yiffy) stories.

I may draw a line for some subjects, though... Ask beforehand if I'm touchy with something, okay? Maybe we can discuss it.

Let's start!

So, there, I'm currently living tough times, and I need some quick cash to pay extra nasty bills that have befallen me, unwarning... I need 400€ ASAP (That makes 538$, guys).

In order to get that much money,  asumakuma and I will be working on commissions. He will do drawings, I'll do stories, and we'll both make regular updates on how much we managed to garner.

For my part, here's the deal: Contact me either here by Notes, or by any other various means (Most of them are available in my profile...), we'll discuss what you want, the number of characters and their personnalities and the general settings. I'm more comfortable with fntasy, horror and sci-fi, either medieval, contemporanean or futuristic. Once you're satisfied with the rough text, I'll put it into .pdf format and send it to you.

And here are the prices for the final products:

For a text roughly 20 pages long or 10.000 words, on a plain .pdf printable format:
20€ or 27$

For the same text, with a black and white illustration by yours truly on the cover, with two internal black white illustrations:
30€ or 40$

Additionnal internal black and white illustrations by yours truly:
(To a maximum of five illustrations inside, hence, three additionnal illustrations).
5€ or 7$ each

Same text, but with B&W illustrations by Asumakuma , same conditions:
40€ or 54$

Same text, but with colored illustrations by Asumakuma , same conditions:
50€ or 67$

Additionnal internal black and white illustrations by Asumakuma:
(To a maximum of five illustrations inside, hence, three additionnal illustrations).
10€ or 13$ each

Additionnal internal coloured illustrations by Asumakuma:
(To a maximum of five illustrations inside, hence, three additionnal illustrations).
15€ or 20$ each

All payments should be done over PayPal. Our common account to me and Asumakuma:
sacha48@voila.fr

UPDATE: So far, we received 40€ (Roughly 54$)

Stolen from Giles_F_Ahrun

Alright, you're a final boss

A) What is your pre-battle speech?
B) Where does the battle take place?
C) What is the battle theme song (links prefferably)?

A) "All plans... Come to an end... I thank you very much for all your help, even if you were unaware of it. After all..." *Raises up his token two_handed sword..* "... I could never have accomplished all of that without you..."

B) A Sunken cave, ornated wit glowing glyphs, and holding in its center the final piece of the Prophecy, that can either destroy or save the world.

C) Wolfen, E Nomine: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oaVivoT09k

I will need money in the time before I find a job... So, to anyone interested, I can do some fortune-tellings using tarot cards.

I use a reading key in the form of "How can I achieve my goal?", and then, I use the cards to get a message I try to decipher.

If you're interested, get me on MSN, ICQ, AIM or Yahoo Messenger. I can doit via the net; it's a bit tricky, but it works.

Of course, I'll ask for a price. 2€ for a card reading, including the right to ask for some details concerning the message (That means, I can draw a card or two in addition, to further explain the meaning of one card or another...)

I know it may sound stupid or whatever... Just consider it as a kind of fun. And I'll ask for payment AFTER the reading. :P

So, in order to contact me:

MSN:
darthenwulf[at]hotmail.com

ICQ:
309184143

Yahoo!Messenger:
darthen2wulf1[at]yahoo.fr

AIM:
DireDarthen