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Welcome to the show
where the world goes blow by blow
to see whos the best
with a bloody physical test
with a bullet lodged in a broken chest

Welcome to the show
where the people are at an all time low
to see who will stand tall
which man will be the last to curl in a ball
which one will be the first to fall

Welcome to your life
where it all starts and ends with a bloody knife
can you see the end?
where the road has nothing but a twist and a bend
can u see whos truly your friend?

Welcome to your life
where everone has the same strife
not seeing what you see
making you not what you want to be
when all you want is to let go and be free

Welcome to the road
where everone walks in the same mode
diffrence not accepted
anyone who tries is quickly intercepted
and never excepted

Welcome to the road
whre at one point water may have flowed
but once its found its taken
the people that found it not even shaken
soon enough those to be forsaken

Can you see the light
where only the good get to take flight
when were all left behind
all because we cant see were blind
we have a close not open mind

Can you see the light
before the world breaks out in one big fight
what will you do next
join? and live for the pay checks
or maybe to listen is to complex

just open your eyes
curroption is in everyones lies
whats so hard to see?
the fact that you just want to be the bird or the bee
part of this never ending tree

just open your eyes
the world will end with loud cries
no one will come, no one will save you
you made your choice and I did too

I write a lot of darker stuff, easy way to express emotion





I pop a pill to end it all
to change what cant be
to open the eyes of those who dont see
and yet nothing

my body could fall
i could end it all
and yet you still dont see
what can or cannot be

the pain i go through
the torment i seek
its like every step i take
my body gets weak

as it all gets blury
all i cant think about is the fury
the hate that youve given me
you cant even set me free

you walk through me
like im nothing
my heart slowly crushing
my mind quickly failing

i run just to run
nothing i do is fun
so i do what i know
and i pull out the gun

stare down the barrel
uncontrouble shaking
tears failing
thoughts racing

i cant face it
i cant hold it
the stress,the pressure
a rising temperature

the heat of the moment
the stare of the omen
the blackness shining bright
my breath getting tight

its like what i see is nothing but a white light
no opening for truth
not even an open booth
stuck to the floor

the redness grows biger
as my eyes close
to see the last thing to see
a mirror

the lost cause







I look to the sky
as the time passes me by
I fall to the ground
cover my ears to block out the sound

And yet it all grows louder
screams penetrate my ears
breaking me down to tears
showing me my true fears

I dont want to see it this way
and yet everyday i pay
just to see a little glimpse of happiness
so i can smile



As i take the file
and add it to the pile
i dont know how to change
how to pick myself up

i cant even be tough
my exterior is nothing but rough
its like the same old stuff
and yet now its gotten to me

its made me see
whats truly me
who ive become
nothing more

but a lost cause

Alright so. i mainly made this as an attempt to start my writing again. Just as a quick thing to say, my grammer is not great I write mostly poetry BUT I'm also very very good at thinking of character concepts due to my love for rp gameing and I've been told by some that people of the fandom like to have help. SO here I am if you know anyone or you yourself want a character concept hit me up and I'll think of what I can do