Hello everyone, its me again, just felt like doing some writing because i cant sleep at this hour, and im bored XD. Anyway, things are still going ok, the usual ups and downs, just had to help my grandfather through Triple Bypass Surgery, that was a tough one, and still more coming, but apart from that things are going great, visited a friend i haven't seen in awhile, got to see Fargo, and take a bit of a road trip, now im back at home. Just recently got a new roommate, my foster uncle, who is also a furry, trying to get him back into the fandom, as he was the one who got me started back in the day XD, but yeah, i feel like i can actually say, despite some of the small things that has happend, my life if actually going great now, and from the looks of things, going to get way better :D

Well, time for an update, me and my lovely doe just moved into an apartment together, a couple weeks ago, i got a job as a cook, at a bar/resturant. and we are going to by a Xbox 360 soon, weee, but yeah, life is going good, things are amazing, and it couldnt be better, well, cept for the weather, im getting things on track now, and i couldnt be happier

OK, things are looking awsome now, thanks to my lovely mate, Doe...i now have a car again, albeit a old econobox, but still gets me around, we are getting a new apartment soon, for a few months, before we move to the capital of North Dakota, Bismarck Woot, but apart from that, things are looking awsome, im close to getting a job or 2, got my roommate situation worked out, and am in the process of moving

Well, today, i sat down, and looked over my life, more so, the past 2 years, and now i have finally came to forgiving my self. I just felt the urge to write this, as I'm sitting alone in my apartment, my wonderful mate, is on a trip with a friend. I remember when i first got into the fandom, a few years ago...it was wonderful, lots of fun, and it still is today, there were some events, more so around my birthday last year, that made me realize, how messed up, some people can really be, and how they can treat people in such ways, but, my renewal of intrest in the fandom, came, when my friend Doe, who is now my mate, invited me to MFF, my very first con....things were great, and to my surprise, i came back, with a renewed intrest, and love for the fandom, as well as a loving, caring mate, that honestly, i thought i would never find, due to my past experences, but that aside, i just felt like doing some writing to calm my nerves, and to quote a song, that has helped me greatly, since the events of October 2008,

I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever

Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared

Gone Forever - Three Days Grace