If someone isn't treating you the way you think they should, yet you come back to them despite such treatment, what does that mean? Do it mean you think you can't do better and that's as good as it gets? Or is it something else?

I am getting sick and tired of people constantly bitching about the same fucking issue over and over again. "I am being harassed because I'm not the ideal image", "Nobody likes/loves me," "Everyone hates me," "No one will care if I die," "I'm gonna die alone." People like that need to get their shit together and do something to change this perception of themselves and of how others see them, if they got time to complain, whine, and mope about how their current situation is then they should have the fucking time to improve themselves.

And don't give me lines like, "But I can't, nothing I do is enough," "You're not dealing with it so you don't understand," "It's none of your business what happens to me," or "You don't know anything so butt out" cause I don't want to hear ANY of them, we all have the ability to do anything we put our minds to, life is going to harsh and cruel but you can't just give in and take that shit, swing back and keep pushing yourself, humanity maybe flawed and hypocritical but we have shown to be capable of anything we put our mind to, everyone has a purpose(and if it's something messed up then that's sad because there are more meaningful things than to do that messed up thing) we just got to find it, but doing it is not easy, not everything in life is going to be easy cause if everything was easy, then that makes achieving your goals not as satisfying.

To put it simply, stop bitching and take action.

My friend  MDTartist83 had shown me a link to a usergroup that could help  EJ_Husky with his crisis.

Please let's show our support and spread this

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/falendahand/

I'm going to be gone most of the afternoon, I plan on going with my grandma to watch my uncles roller game, I'll be back sometime tonight.

Last night I had a talk with my step-dad and he told me things that really got me thinking, I have been holding myself back for too long, I have let myself get unhealthy but I plan to fix that, I already went a walk around my neighborhood and worked a bit of a sweat, now I just need to be more productive and start eating better.

But I also realized, I been denying the reality of my life and I think I found out why; cause I have a great deal of self-hate and wasn't being honest with myself, cause when it seems I'm changing my routine for the better, it doesn't take long to go back to my old routine, guess I just wanted to change my reality so bad, I subconsciously began to lie to myself so I can avoid the hard truth, and that has made me think; maybe I'm not the good guy that I think I am and what I want to be, I tell others not to do certain things that I do myself, and now that I see it, it's just made me feel like I become the thing I hate the most; a hypocrite, if I'm going to tell people that they shouldn't do something, regardless of what it is, I need to practice what I preach and try to set a better example, mostly for myself.

However, I seem to have come to believe that I don't see anything special about myself, others tell me they see it, but for some unexplained reason I can't seem to see it and have come to think that perhaps the guy they say they see was probably never there to begin with, so on a personal level. What do you think of my hand written work, and you can be as critical as you want, cause if there's something I don't know I need to work on, just say it, don't spare my feelings.

But most importantly, I'm also going to ask all the people who are watching me or have come to know about me, and I want you to be completely honest with me; what is it that you see in me that makes me even worth your time?

Copied from  GEPredators

A friend of mine has been feeling he should starve himself cause he feels that society will accept him if he does, now I am trying to tell him that starving himself is not a healthy way to lose weight and even if it does get others to accept him, can he be truly happy? And this isn't going to just him, this goes to all you who feel that starving yourself is the way to lose weight, people need to eat, cause if not you're just going to end up sick and die from hunger, and that isn't the way to do it, just eat more healthy foods and try to exercise more, you don't got to give up on the goods, just take a break from them, it's all about moderation.

And if any of those who think the opposite and believe I don't know what I'm talking about, well guess what? Save that for someone else cause being negative and moaning about it sure isn't going to solve anything, cause if you want something to change for the better, you got to push yourself to obtain it and if it's something you really want, that should motivate you even more to make it happen, actions speak louder than words, and one person can make a difference if they never give up, cause though it may seem pointless or it's not going to happen, there is always hope.

For the past few years, I have began to develop misanthropy(for those who don't know it's where you show either hate, great dislike, or mistrust of your own kind) cause I have seen things, though not in person myself at times but through media about how people can be so cruel to each other and animals(especially), I watched a few videos of abandoned, near death, and abused animals online and it just breaks my heart to see that humanity to have cruelty befall such innocent creatures like cats and dogs(especially at a young stage in their life) and also shames me that I am a human myself, don't get wrong, I know there are good people out there and I have been lucky to make some online and met some in the real world, that doesn't change anything for me and the views that I have begun to develop

I just can't stand it. I know why people do it but I feel they are giving up so easily and don't see that there are people who care for them, their depression clouds their judgement and makes them forget about the good times that they had and that they won't be missed, but they're wrong, taking your life does impact people even when you don't know it or them, so for those whoever had those thoughts of suicide, think real deep about it and think about the people you are leaving behind.

Read this and spread it around, I don't care who you supported during the election.

http://super-flamin-angel.deviantar.....cism-645484307

This is a topic that has come up on occasions, especially when it comes to media, food, and pretty much everything else.

The reason I am bringing this up is, I have noticed that people have complained about certain things not going being the way they want them to be, for example, not getting an episode that helps develop Flash Sentry, media to stop portraying reptiles as evil most of the time. I know that feeling cause there were times where I have fallen in that category. But let me ask you this, what is more important the wants or the needs? Personally, I believe it's the latter.

Some people believe that what we want and what we need are the same thing, but they're not. Wanting something means you desire something greatly and it doesn't always last long and it doesn't help in the long run of thing, needs like food and clothes they are more important cause all living things require substance to survive, such as a plant needs water and sunlight to grow.

And besides even when do get what we want, it's either it's not what we asked for, or it's not enough. And that just furthers my belief that needs are more important.

So I wonder is getting what we want really necessary if we're just going to nitpick and criticize it when it happens? Leave a comment and tell me what you think, my fellow FA users.

I don't really like the concept of suicide. Taking your own life just seems real messed up, but I know why people do it. It's due to the hardships and pain that they endure and go trough in their life and when it becomes too much, they decide to end it. I may not have e perienced constant turmoil and pain growing up but I have hit a few bumps, and when I hear of people killing themselves and talking about killing themselves, it just makes me think that it's such a waste of life and that they are just giving up. Yes, life is hard and full of pain and suffering, but there is more to life than just all that, its full of kinds of things, mainly good, it just takes time, determination, and persistence to find it, and when someone gives up like that, what they don't realize is that it's not going to make it go away, it will continue to haunt tem even in death, and not to mention it hurts those that do care about them. So don't give up on life, keep fighting and eventually you may find true salvation.

Tomorrow is my birthday. I'm gonna be 22.

Well its now 2015 and the start of a new year. My resolution will be to be more social in real life.

I look forward to spending another year on here with my friends.

There's this one idea I had. I was thinking that Maraikoh, Giran, Dongiras, and Cymbal become a team, but Giran, Dongiras, and Cymbal wear the same attire as Maraikoh.

And I was also thinking of a crazy crossover with Sonic, Bayonetta, and Devil May Cry with Shendu from Jackie Chan being a villain but not like how is in the tv show, in this one he wants to make humanity pay for taking away his wife and child(their not dead, he just can't ever see them again), I call it Sonic Unleashed Heaven & Hell's Wrath or should I call it Wrath of Heaven and Hell?

After a day like today. I'm going to go offline for a while. I'll be spending some time with my brother and I don't know when I'll be back.

I'm going to be gone for a bit. Gonna be hanging out with my brother. SO DON'T LEAVE ME SO MANY THINGS IN MY MESSAGE BOX! Thank you and see you later!

I wish FA was a bit like DeviantArt because when it comes to submitting stuff and faving it, DA allows you to organize it how you like. Do you all think that if we could be able to organize which order we would like our stuff to be presented the way we like on here like on DA?

To all my friends and watchers. Some things have come up recently it's personal and I have to deal with it myself so don't ask about it please. With that being said I won't be online as much as I have been, I'll be here just not as much, so please don't leave a lot of stuff okay?

Finally I'm graduating, I can finally relax for a bit.