Commissions Open! (full)
General | Posted 12 years agoSo i'm taking just a few. 3 to be exact lol.
My prices are as following:
Sketch: 10$
Lined: 15$
Flat: 20$
Cell shade (coat of flat shadow): 25$
Full color (shaded shadows, highlights, and mid tones): 30$
Extra characters: 10-15$ depending
Detailed backgrounds: 5-10$ pending
I am only taking 3 for now. If this goes well, i'll do more =D
1.
darkelfaqua
2.
triprat
3.
muddyness
4.
sthf2
My prices are as following:
Sketch: 10$
Lined: 15$
Flat: 20$
Cell shade (coat of flat shadow): 25$
Full color (shaded shadows, highlights, and mid tones): 30$
Extra characters: 10-15$ depending
Detailed backgrounds: 5-10$ pending
I am only taking 3 for now. If this goes well, i'll do more =D
1.
darkelfaqua2.
triprat3.
muddyness4.
sthf2Weasyl and Stream
General | Posted 12 years agoSo someone wanted me to start posting on Weasyl. So i made an account for anyone who prefers that over here. https://www.weasyl.com/~dawnrn
I may post some old stuff that I never posted here so, might be a good chance to check it out lol.
Also I might stream this friday around 3pm pacific time(5pm central 6pm east coast, I do declare). Just want to give some heads up on that. Also might be a little surprise thursday night so keep your eyes peeled lol.
I may post some old stuff that I never posted here so, might be a good chance to check it out lol.
Also I might stream this friday around 3pm pacific time(5pm central 6pm east coast, I do declare). Just want to give some heads up on that. Also might be a little surprise thursday night so keep your eyes peeled lol.
My first Stream :D
General | Posted 12 years agoIt's happening now so if you want, come on by and check it out for some big boobies and all that stuff.
I'll be waiting for you...
Barbara...
I'm so lonely x.x;;
http://www.livestream.com/dawnsrandn
I'll be waiting for you...
Barbara...
I'm so lonely x.x;;
http://www.livestream.com/dawnsrandn
4 years on FA and New Year's Resolution
General | Posted 12 years agoHey guys, I can't believe it's been this long but I've been on FA for 4 years xD. I didn't think I'd be on here for this long but it has been quite an experience.
It's been amazing to get myself out there and have a good portion of people see the stuff I like to draw. That and getting feedback (good or bad) is always something interesting to look into to see what people have to say. Flexing my artistic muscles to better myself has probably been one of the most satisfying moments on here =]
Though there's always downsides to being on here. I'll probably say, after talking with most of the artists I admired before I even began drawing on here, 90% of them didn't really care about anything I had to say to them. It didn't really matter whether or not I drew them something. It just was kind of disappointing to actually interact with them. I find it funny that my best friends I met on here didn't even end up being artists at all haha. I guess drawing stuff for popular artists so that "Senpai can notice me" was probably my biggest regret I ever had on here haha xD. I've told some of my newbie artist friends about this and now I'm telling any aspiring artist reading this. Draw for YOU, your friends, and draw for fun. If you draw for someone's attention, most likely they won't care if your art skills are subpar compared to their own (probably...maybe...haha). Not only that but doing art for that is doing it for the entirely wrong reason. Besides, it seems that fame hits you whenever you aren't searching for it lol.
Which brings me to my resolution. Definitely cutting back on giving gifts of any kind this year. I've had some bad experiences this year with giving gifts, even non art ones :I. I personally like getting surprise gifts but I guess others simply don't care haha. But yeah, it might be a weird one but I'm going to try to be more of a selfish d-bag this year lol xD. Well not really, I guess I'll just give stuff to my close friends =3
So anyways, here's to another year! And if you guys have any resolutions, I'd love to hear it =]
It's been amazing to get myself out there and have a good portion of people see the stuff I like to draw. That and getting feedback (good or bad) is always something interesting to look into to see what people have to say. Flexing my artistic muscles to better myself has probably been one of the most satisfying moments on here =]
Though there's always downsides to being on here. I'll probably say, after talking with most of the artists I admired before I even began drawing on here, 90% of them didn't really care about anything I had to say to them. It didn't really matter whether or not I drew them something. It just was kind of disappointing to actually interact with them. I find it funny that my best friends I met on here didn't even end up being artists at all haha. I guess drawing stuff for popular artists so that "Senpai can notice me" was probably my biggest regret I ever had on here haha xD. I've told some of my newbie artist friends about this and now I'm telling any aspiring artist reading this. Draw for YOU, your friends, and draw for fun. If you draw for someone's attention, most likely they won't care if your art skills are subpar compared to their own (probably...maybe...haha). Not only that but doing art for that is doing it for the entirely wrong reason. Besides, it seems that fame hits you whenever you aren't searching for it lol.
Which brings me to my resolution. Definitely cutting back on giving gifts of any kind this year. I've had some bad experiences this year with giving gifts, even non art ones :I. I personally like getting surprise gifts but I guess others simply don't care haha. But yeah, it might be a weird one but I'm going to try to be more of a selfish d-bag this year lol xD. Well not really, I guess I'll just give stuff to my close friends =3
So anyways, here's to another year! And if you guys have any resolutions, I'd love to hear it =]
Something I've been wanting to say.
General | Posted 12 years agoI was talking with one of my close FA friends about this and we both agreed on it.
I just want to thank you guys for viewing my art, faving, watching me, and most importantly commenting on stuff. You guys don't really know how much power you have over artists. The more you guys show your support, the more motivated we feel to keep doing what we're doing. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I probably wouldn't be here posting still if it wasn't for you guys. I still remember being super stoked getting 20 faves on something, 40, 50, 75, 100+.
I mean, I kind of expect to be around where I am now when I've put 4 years into drawing online but really, nothing should be taken for granted. It'd be nice to be hovering into the stars but I feel content with where I am right now even if it isn't super spectacular x3.
Though it is kind of disheartening to see numbers for everything drop by 30-50% compared to what I was getting last summer. I felt myself slowly losing the will to draw and I still am. Not that its an entirely bad thing. Bad for you guys since you get less art but I've been able to enjoy my time reconnecting with friends and getting joy out of being a gamer as opposed to an artist. That and school...damn you school lol.
All in all, thanks for liking my art and thanks to you who actually read my journals. I guess what I'm trying to say is that as opposed to just looking at the thumbnail of a pic of mine in your inbox and never looking at it again, click it! and then never look at it again lol. You never know! There might be some candy or cookies inside lol x3. This isn't just for me, but for all artists I assure you haha.
Also, sorry about not replying to comments as quickly as I could. Just know I'll probably get around to it. Just takes me awhile x.x;;
I just want to thank you guys for viewing my art, faving, watching me, and most importantly commenting on stuff. You guys don't really know how much power you have over artists. The more you guys show your support, the more motivated we feel to keep doing what we're doing. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I probably wouldn't be here posting still if it wasn't for you guys. I still remember being super stoked getting 20 faves on something, 40, 50, 75, 100+.
I mean, I kind of expect to be around where I am now when I've put 4 years into drawing online but really, nothing should be taken for granted. It'd be nice to be hovering into the stars but I feel content with where I am right now even if it isn't super spectacular x3.
Though it is kind of disheartening to see numbers for everything drop by 30-50% compared to what I was getting last summer. I felt myself slowly losing the will to draw and I still am. Not that its an entirely bad thing. Bad for you guys since you get less art but I've been able to enjoy my time reconnecting with friends and getting joy out of being a gamer as opposed to an artist. That and school...damn you school lol.
All in all, thanks for liking my art and thanks to you who actually read my journals. I guess what I'm trying to say is that as opposed to just looking at the thumbnail of a pic of mine in your inbox and never looking at it again, click it! and then never look at it again lol. You never know! There might be some candy or cookies inside lol x3. This isn't just for me, but for all artists I assure you haha.
Also, sorry about not replying to comments as quickly as I could. Just know I'll probably get around to it. Just takes me awhile x.x;;
So I wanted to kill myself...
General | Posted 12 years agoBut then I got Pokemon X and everything instantly became better :3
It's a real fun game that really exceeded my expectations! So you can guess that I'm probably going to slow down in terms of posting stuff but hey, that's what the internet is for, there's a ton of artists out there for you to see lol. I have things in reserve to post and I might do that today or tomorrow. Also got a lot of pokemon fueled ideas so I may be lying about the whole not posting as much lol.
It's a real fun game that really exceeded my expectations! So you can guess that I'm probably going to slow down in terms of posting stuff but hey, that's what the internet is for, there's a ton of artists out there for you to see lol. I have things in reserve to post and I might do that today or tomorrow. Also got a lot of pokemon fueled ideas so I may be lying about the whole not posting as much lol.
Dawn update
General | Posted 12 years agoHey everybody! Just wanted to drop you a line to tell you how I've been doing =3
First off, I want to thank everyone who wished me a happy bday. I really appreciated the love and support you guys gave me during that day(weekish). ^^ Though I want to thank the 4 or so people who gave me bday presents even more! Thanks to those guys who took some time/money out of their lives to make my day that much better =3. I'll never forget what people have done for me and I'll be sure to return the favor someday =D. Overall, thanks for that all you guys! It turned a meh birthday into a good one =3.
Other than that, I started school and it's been pretty hectic trying to keep up with all the work. I've cut out games out of my life on the most part but I haven't really given up my art. So hopefully, every other day I'll post something for you guys to enjoy ^^. I have way more time nowadays considering that I'm cutting out sleep time from 10-12 hours to 6-8. My body clock is really messed up x.x;;
That's it for now. I don't really post journals all that much but for those who care, that's what's new with me.
I'm almost done with my commissions so I'll be able to take more soon. Those who haven't gotten theirs yet that were on my list, contact me about it. We'll try to work something out =]
Take care everyone and stay safe!
First off, I want to thank everyone who wished me a happy bday. I really appreciated the love and support you guys gave me during that day(weekish). ^^ Though I want to thank the 4 or so people who gave me bday presents even more! Thanks to those guys who took some time/money out of their lives to make my day that much better =3. I'll never forget what people have done for me and I'll be sure to return the favor someday =D. Overall, thanks for that all you guys! It turned a meh birthday into a good one =3.
Other than that, I started school and it's been pretty hectic trying to keep up with all the work. I've cut out games out of my life on the most part but I haven't really given up my art. So hopefully, every other day I'll post something for you guys to enjoy ^^. I have way more time nowadays considering that I'm cutting out sleep time from 10-12 hours to 6-8. My body clock is really messed up x.x;;
That's it for now. I don't really post journals all that much but for those who care, that's what's new with me.
I'm almost done with my commissions so I'll be able to take more soon. Those who haven't gotten theirs yet that were on my list, contact me about it. We'll try to work something out =]
Take care everyone and stay safe!
Loose ends, coms and my bday in 3 days
General | Posted 12 years agoWell, I got a rejection letter from my college that I got into a few weeks ago and I tried to appeal it. I'm not sure if I'll actually get in but it's been pretty tough on me. I've had to make a plan B for just about everything.
In the mean time, been drawing and I'm glad you guys could give me that much more motivation to draw since my faves/views/comments have been at an all time high recently. So thanks, It means a lot to me =]. I also just hit over 50k page views and I'm nearly at 1400 watches. I never thought I'd get to this point since I'm a subpar 7th banana artist but I guess it's to be expected when I've been drawing on the net for about 4 years now coming up in september lol. But yeah, thanks guys =D
I only have a little less than 2 weeks left of summer vacation so I'll try to get to the commissions that I've taken on but once I get back to school it might take some time to get the rest of them done. Though, I haven't heard back from some people so I might have to void their slot just so that I can clear up my list next time.
So yeah! It's my bday this friday =3. I might I draw myself something big or maybe something small. I'm not really too sure at this point. It's been a hectic week so I'm not sure if I'll have time to do what I want.
Feel free to drop me a line now or later wishing me a happy bday. I'll really appreciate it =].
Hope you guys are doing great and take care =3
In the mean time, been drawing and I'm glad you guys could give me that much more motivation to draw since my faves/views/comments have been at an all time high recently. So thanks, It means a lot to me =]. I also just hit over 50k page views and I'm nearly at 1400 watches. I never thought I'd get to this point since I'm a subpar 7th banana artist but I guess it's to be expected when I've been drawing on the net for about 4 years now coming up in september lol. But yeah, thanks guys =D
I only have a little less than 2 weeks left of summer vacation so I'll try to get to the commissions that I've taken on but once I get back to school it might take some time to get the rest of them done. Though, I haven't heard back from some people so I might have to void their slot just so that I can clear up my list next time.
So yeah! It's my bday this friday =3. I might I draw myself something big or maybe something small. I'm not really too sure at this point. It's been a hectic week so I'm not sure if I'll have time to do what I want.
Feel free to drop me a line now or later wishing me a happy bday. I'll really appreciate it =].
Hope you guys are doing great and take care =3
What I have been up to lately.
General | Posted 12 years agoWell, a lot of family problems and personal things have been keeping me from drawing as much as I want to. That and the heat! I really wish I had a room I could AC 24/7.
Anyways, thanks to my commissioners for waiting for such a long time. I'm slowly working on finishing on what's left.
Other news:
STREAMING
I was trying this out a month ago. My laptop(which I do all my art on) is just too old and can't handle the graphics of the new madden! My CPU's body cannot handle it so I can't stream anything other than games. So sorry to those people who wanted to see me stream art. =\. My tablet is built into the screen so I can't just remove it and use it on my other computer.
FRIENDS
Hung out with
shinfox at an anime convention a few weeks ago. That was some fun stuff =]. I went broke but I enjoyed myself lol. Not the best one I went to but it was still good. I mainly bought t-shirts as swag this year. Funny, cuz I'm more of a figure guy.
Also had
ryuakira come down to hang out with me. Gonna hang with him again next week with a bunch of other FA guys so that'll be awesome =3.
Summer vacation is really winding down even though I feel like it just barely started. I really gotta make up for lost time x.x;;. So hopefully you'll see more art from me =]
Anyways, thanks to my commissioners for waiting for such a long time. I'm slowly working on finishing on what's left.
Other news:
STREAMING
I was trying this out a month ago. My laptop(which I do all my art on) is just too old and can't handle the graphics of the new madden! My CPU's body cannot handle it so I can't stream anything other than games. So sorry to those people who wanted to see me stream art. =\. My tablet is built into the screen so I can't just remove it and use it on my other computer.
FRIENDS
Hung out with
shinfox at an anime convention a few weeks ago. That was some fun stuff =]. I went broke but I enjoyed myself lol. Not the best one I went to but it was still good. I mainly bought t-shirts as swag this year. Funny, cuz I'm more of a figure guy.Also had
ryuakira come down to hang out with me. Gonna hang with him again next week with a bunch of other FA guys so that'll be awesome =3.Summer vacation is really winding down even though I feel like it just barely started. I really gotta make up for lost time x.x;;. So hopefully you'll see more art from me =]
Hey, guess what? Commissions =] (2 slots open)
General | Posted 12 years agoAlright, since I'm almost out of school, I was thinking about opening commission to make some money for a convention I was planning on going to.
So here's the prices:
Sketch: 10$
Lined: 15$
Flat: 20$
Cell shade (coat of flat shadow): 25$
Full color (shaded shadows, highlights, and mid tones): 30$
Extra characters: 10-15$ depending
There's examples of my work is in my gallery and if you need me to show you what I can do then I'll gladly show you one.
Also, if you're wondering what I will draw, just look in my gallery. Otherwise just run whatever fetish you want me to do in a note and I'll give a thumbs up or not.
I'll go with 5 slots this time so go for it =3
1.
deloco49
2.
myrilla
3.
triprat
4.
maloo
5.
joducus
6.
thequickbluefox
7.
maionios
8.
magicmirror
9.
10.
So here's the prices:
Sketch: 10$
Lined: 15$
Flat: 20$
Cell shade (coat of flat shadow): 25$
Full color (shaded shadows, highlights, and mid tones): 30$
Extra characters: 10-15$ depending
There's examples of my work is in my gallery and if you need me to show you what I can do then I'll gladly show you one.
Also, if you're wondering what I will draw, just look in my gallery. Otherwise just run whatever fetish you want me to do in a note and I'll give a thumbs up or not.
I'll go with 5 slots this time so go for it =3
1.
deloco492.
myrilla3.
triprat4.
maloo5.
joducus6.
thequickbluefox7.
maionios8.
magicmirror9.
10.
Some questions I like to ask fur friends
General | Posted 12 years agoI usually have a few questions that I ask my friends when I first meet talk to them for an extended period of time. I don't know why but I always find it interesting to know what everyone's answer is.
If you want to answer go ahead, you don't have to obviously :P. So here we go, the first question I like to ask people is "What's your favorite furry character?".
This can be answered 2 ways. It can be either one that's in mainstream media (ie, t.v., movies, internet, ect.) or one that's limited to an online artists like me. Answer one or both, I'd like to know just for kicks haha =].
For me,
1. Krystal from Starfox, I only say that because she was one of the furry characters that made me explore this fandom and ultimately made me decide to try my hand at drawing. Not to mention she's a total fox :B.
2. Kind of obvious to most people who have watched me for a long time.
ryuakira's Amelia is a character that made me discover things that I never knew I liked lol. Before, I never really liked dragons or thought of them as being dang sexy but something about her character design was different. Also, blue seems to be a reoccurring theme here lol. Guess I just love blue :P
Well have at it friends! lol
If you want to answer go ahead, you don't have to obviously :P. So here we go, the first question I like to ask people is "What's your favorite furry character?".
This can be answered 2 ways. It can be either one that's in mainstream media (ie, t.v., movies, internet, ect.) or one that's limited to an online artists like me. Answer one or both, I'd like to know just for kicks haha =].
For me,
1. Krystal from Starfox, I only say that because she was one of the furry characters that made me explore this fandom and ultimately made me decide to try my hand at drawing. Not to mention she's a total fox :B.
2. Kind of obvious to most people who have watched me for a long time.
ryuakira's Amelia is a character that made me discover things that I never knew I liked lol. Before, I never really liked dragons or thought of them as being dang sexy but something about her character design was different. Also, blue seems to be a reoccurring theme here lol. Guess I just love blue :PWell have at it friends! lol
Good News Everyone! (Coms full)
General | Posted 13 years agoI have successfully regained the will to do commissions!
Mainly cuz I'm bored and poor, but mostly poor! I will be only doing flat colored sketch commissions and my latest pic is a good example of it.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9993663/
As for prices, I'm settling for 15$ per pic, one pic per slot, and preferably just one character. If you insist on two, it'll be 10$ per extra character. These prices seem alright with me.
Not sure how many slots I should start with, was debating on 3 or 5 so I'll split the two and go for 4
1.
takuyamada
2.
rai-brid
3.
omnimonx
4.
joducus
Well that was quick, off to work :D
Mainly cuz I'm bored and poor, but mostly poor! I will be only doing flat colored sketch commissions and my latest pic is a good example of it.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9993663/
As for prices, I'm settling for 15$ per pic, one pic per slot, and preferably just one character. If you insist on two, it'll be 10$ per extra character. These prices seem alright with me.
Not sure how many slots I should start with, was debating on 3 or 5 so I'll split the two and go for 4
1.
takuyamada2.
rai-brid3.
omnimonx4.
joducusWell that was quick, off to work :D
Thank you all! 3 years on FA
General | Posted 13 years agoTechnically i didn't really start posting new content here until may 2010 but it says three years on my page so whatever haha.
Just wanted to post another journal. Less about me and more about you guys! Thanks a lot for supporting my art all these years. Really, you guys give me a reason to come on here and post stuff. Over these three years I've gotten a little over 40k page views, almost half of that number of faves, and a little over 1.1k watchers! Nowadays, I really don't care about numbers anymore but when i first started, i would've had a seizure to think I'd get this far haha.
So thanks everyone, I hope you continue to stick around and watch me draw boobs lol.
Also, since I'm going to have a whole lot of nothing to do this holiday break, I think i'm going to bring back commissions though at a price. Warning you guys now that the prices are going to increase a little bit but i think it might be worth it since I've improved quite a bit since the last time did them.
So Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and enjoy this cold cold season!
Just wanted to post another journal. Less about me and more about you guys! Thanks a lot for supporting my art all these years. Really, you guys give me a reason to come on here and post stuff. Over these three years I've gotten a little over 40k page views, almost half of that number of faves, and a little over 1.1k watchers! Nowadays, I really don't care about numbers anymore but when i first started, i would've had a seizure to think I'd get this far haha.
So thanks everyone, I hope you continue to stick around and watch me draw boobs lol.
Also, since I'm going to have a whole lot of nothing to do this holiday break, I think i'm going to bring back commissions though at a price. Warning you guys now that the prices are going to increase a little bit but i think it might be worth it since I've improved quite a bit since the last time did them.
So Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and enjoy this cold cold season!
A great birthday surprise
General | Posted 13 years agoHey guys, it's been awhile. Sorry that i haven't been doing anything on here but life's been pretty harsh on me.
So what do i get for my birthday? My girlfriend lets me know that she really doesn't love me. Well as a lover, she loves me as a friend. Now i don't know if this is just me but I find that to be a pretty big insult. Sure I'm glad she value's our friendship but why did she have to lead me on when she didn't love me 100%? So yeah, her birthday gift to me is to make me feel like a sack of crap. Thing just don't go my way does it? I mean, I spent at least 200+ dollars in gifts and going out with her. Just goes to show you, don't be so willing to give the girl you love stuff. Most likely she'll just turn around and throw it all back into your face.
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WHAT EVERYONE ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT V
So, since i don't have a girlfriend, you know what that means! More Furry porn! Yaaaay!
Maybe drawing myself a birthday pic will make me feel better...ugh
So yeah, expect me to be more active from now on. Though, with school coming up, i'm not sure if i can really put as much stuff out there than i want.
So what do i get for my birthday? My girlfriend lets me know that she really doesn't love me. Well as a lover, she loves me as a friend. Now i don't know if this is just me but I find that to be a pretty big insult. Sure I'm glad she value's our friendship but why did she have to lead me on when she didn't love me 100%? So yeah, her birthday gift to me is to make me feel like a sack of crap. Thing just don't go my way does it? I mean, I spent at least 200+ dollars in gifts and going out with her. Just goes to show you, don't be so willing to give the girl you love stuff. Most likely she'll just turn around and throw it all back into your face.
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WHAT EVERYONE ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT V
So, since i don't have a girlfriend, you know what that means! More Furry porn! Yaaaay!
Maybe drawing myself a birthday pic will make me feel better...ugh
So yeah, expect me to be more active from now on. Though, with school coming up, i'm not sure if i can really put as much stuff out there than i want.
Good News and Bad News
General | Posted 13 years agoHey everybody. I haven't been online for a long time and thanks to those who actually were concerned about my absence. Reminds me that I have friends and they actually care about where they're porn is--i mean where I am. lol
So one reason I've been inactive was my finals for school. they were tough, but i did well in all my classes. Not as well as i hoped but good enough.
The second reason is that I finally got a girlfriend =3. I don't want to elaborate too much, but let's just say she's exactly what I wanted in a girl both physically and personality wise haha. We share a lot of interests save the whole furry thing. I haven't told her I like this stuff or that I draw stuff on this account but that really doesn't matter to me. Her being a furry too isn't that important to me. So in conclusion, it's good to have a best friend in a lover since that's how it feels :3.
Bad news is that I have summer classes and as well as having a girl friend now, I don't really have nearly as much time to draw things as I did last year I must say. The reason I drew this stuff is because I didn't have a girlfriend so now that I have one, It's kind of void lol. But don't worry, I'll still be posting stuff here and there. It's just not going to be as frequent as it was before. XD
Another thing that i've been doing is playing League of Legends with my buddies. It's a real fun game when you do it on voice chat and it's a chance to talk with friends I couldn't normally speak too if i wasn't playing this game.
Anyways, hope everyone is doing okay, and I'll try my hardest to stop playing games with my friends, hanging out with my girlfriend and try to post something once in a while. lol
So one reason I've been inactive was my finals for school. they were tough, but i did well in all my classes. Not as well as i hoped but good enough.
The second reason is that I finally got a girlfriend =3. I don't want to elaborate too much, but let's just say she's exactly what I wanted in a girl both physically and personality wise haha. We share a lot of interests save the whole furry thing. I haven't told her I like this stuff or that I draw stuff on this account but that really doesn't matter to me. Her being a furry too isn't that important to me. So in conclusion, it's good to have a best friend in a lover since that's how it feels :3.
Bad news is that I have summer classes and as well as having a girl friend now, I don't really have nearly as much time to draw things as I did last year I must say. The reason I drew this stuff is because I didn't have a girlfriend so now that I have one, It's kind of void lol. But don't worry, I'll still be posting stuff here and there. It's just not going to be as frequent as it was before. XD
Another thing that i've been doing is playing League of Legends with my buddies. It's a real fun game when you do it on voice chat and it's a chance to talk with friends I couldn't normally speak too if i wasn't playing this game.
Anyways, hope everyone is doing okay, and I'll try my hardest to stop playing games with my friends, hanging out with my girlfriend and try to post something once in a while. lol
Merry Friggin' Christmas (worst christmas ever)
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, from my last depressing journal things got worst. Last Sunday, my computer doesn't start up. After Panicking for about 3 hours trying to fix it, I ended up fucking the whole thing up.
In other words, I lost ALL my drawing and stuff. I had like a dozen sketches and a 2 finished pics and now they're pretty much done. I had to reformat my computer and I finally upgraded my computer to windows 7. Since my laptop has a virtual Vista disc, i couldn't really use it boot up my computer since the start up files died.
So yeah, among other things, got jewed out of a game I was looking for and christmas just isn't that jolly this year since we don't really have that much money for presents =\. I'll have to say this is my worst christmas ever having going through all this garbage of career failure, computer trouble, and no gifts.
I KNOW it's not the worst possible christmas but it sure is the worst I've ever experienced. I'm over it but it really stings getting kicked while I'm down when it comes to my whole art ambition.
However, My friends really picked me up this holiday so it's not nearly as bad as I could've been. Because really, Friends and family bring the most happiness, not some crap you can buy at a department store.
So MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HOLIDAYS and I might work on another Christmas pic for you all since it helps cheer me up haha. =]
In other words, I lost ALL my drawing and stuff. I had like a dozen sketches and a 2 finished pics and now they're pretty much done. I had to reformat my computer and I finally upgraded my computer to windows 7. Since my laptop has a virtual Vista disc, i couldn't really use it boot up my computer since the start up files died.
So yeah, among other things, got jewed out of a game I was looking for and christmas just isn't that jolly this year since we don't really have that much money for presents =\. I'll have to say this is my worst christmas ever having going through all this garbage of career failure, computer trouble, and no gifts.
I KNOW it's not the worst possible christmas but it sure is the worst I've ever experienced. I'm over it but it really stings getting kicked while I'm down when it comes to my whole art ambition.
However, My friends really picked me up this holiday so it's not nearly as bad as I could've been. Because really, Friends and family bring the most happiness, not some crap you can buy at a department store.
So MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HOLIDAYS and I might work on another Christmas pic for you all since it helps cheer me up haha. =]
Finals done and a shattered artist career
General | Posted 14 years agoWell I can't believe it's been a month without even posting anything lol. Time sure passes by when you've got school work and the lack of motivation by your side.
I guess I finally snapped once final work started to pile up and when I was trying to do some gifts for some friends. Just one of those, "everything is shit to me" drawing cycles. Affected me so much that I couldn't even stand being on here, such a waste of time. Not like me doing stuff on here matters anyway lol.
And so finally I think I'm going to call a quits to the whole art profession. I'm just too tired to go on with this shit anymore. I finally see what the art world really is and I don't want a part in it. I love doing art but I think if it becomes a job then I'll lose all of my motivation. That's why I'm probably going to go drill out a degree that pays well and will put a roof over my head with job security.
That aside, I'm not going to stop posting on here I think. All this is just a chance for me to uwind when I feel like doing art.
As for commissions, I'm not doing them for a long time. And by long time I mean, request long time. I just don't find them appealing anymore. They're more of a pain than anything else. The money isn't worth sitting in front of my computer for X amount of hours. IE 15 dollars to draw for 6-8 hours. And if I do bring them back, I'll have to increase the price a lot in order to make them worth doing. So yeah, enjoy the crap i post up here for free cuz it's ALL you're going to get! lol
On another note, I got a new icon that I made lol. Just a little animation cuz i was bored. That and I have some art on the way so be prepared for it.
ALSO i've been here for 2 years. Woooo...ugh. As well as almost having 31k page views and 900+ Watchers. I'm happy but eh, numbers don't really mean anything. Still a loser lol. It's good though, I've always been one so it's no different.
Just want to Thank everyone and say I probably wouldn't be here if you didn't like my stuff. I would've given up a year ago.
Yeah, so I'm back even if I'm kind of sad and depressed lol. Though, I'm not going to dump it all on you guys. Just sit back and enjoy the boobs :B.
I guess I finally snapped once final work started to pile up and when I was trying to do some gifts for some friends. Just one of those, "everything is shit to me" drawing cycles. Affected me so much that I couldn't even stand being on here, such a waste of time. Not like me doing stuff on here matters anyway lol.
And so finally I think I'm going to call a quits to the whole art profession. I'm just too tired to go on with this shit anymore. I finally see what the art world really is and I don't want a part in it. I love doing art but I think if it becomes a job then I'll lose all of my motivation. That's why I'm probably going to go drill out a degree that pays well and will put a roof over my head with job security.
That aside, I'm not going to stop posting on here I think. All this is just a chance for me to uwind when I feel like doing art.
As for commissions, I'm not doing them for a long time. And by long time I mean, request long time. I just don't find them appealing anymore. They're more of a pain than anything else. The money isn't worth sitting in front of my computer for X amount of hours. IE 15 dollars to draw for 6-8 hours. And if I do bring them back, I'll have to increase the price a lot in order to make them worth doing. So yeah, enjoy the crap i post up here for free cuz it's ALL you're going to get! lol
On another note, I got a new icon that I made lol. Just a little animation cuz i was bored. That and I have some art on the way so be prepared for it.
ALSO i've been here for 2 years. Woooo...ugh. As well as almost having 31k page views and 900+ Watchers. I'm happy but eh, numbers don't really mean anything. Still a loser lol. It's good though, I've always been one so it's no different.
Just want to Thank everyone and say I probably wouldn't be here if you didn't like my stuff. I would've given up a year ago.
Yeah, so I'm back even if I'm kind of sad and depressed lol. Though, I'm not going to dump it all on you guys. Just sit back and enjoy the boobs :B.
Join the Skyrim loser wagon!
General | Posted 14 years agoYep, totally starting my own loser wagon for those of us who can't play skyrim D:. My computer is faaaaaarrr too crappy to handle it's awesomeness since my graphics card is old as hell lol (nvidea gt 9300) AND my ps3 is just a huge paper weight since it RSoD'd on me. All I can do is stare at it as it laughs at my anguish. I don't have the money to buy a new graphics card and/or a new system so I'm pretty much screwed lol.
Oh well, one of these days...I will play it! SOMEDAY! lol
For now, we can all join my bandwagon of loserdom. There's plenty of weenies and mineral water for all! So join me in my sadness boo hoo! xD
Also,
shinfox's birthday was yesterday. So wish him a happy birthday if you haven't already o:. Lucky bastard gets skyrim for his birthday practically. Wish i got skyrim for my birthday # or some sort of means of playing it lolz
Oh well, one of these days...I will play it! SOMEDAY! lol
For now, we can all join my bandwagon of loserdom. There's plenty of weenies and mineral water for all! So join me in my sadness boo hoo! xD
Also,
shinfox's birthday was yesterday. So wish him a happy birthday if you haven't already o:. Lucky bastard gets skyrim for his birthday practically. Wish i got skyrim for my birthday # or some sort of means of playing it lolzDIE monster! You don't belong in this World!
General | Posted 14 years agoIt was not by my hand that I was...
Eh whatever lol, Woooo! Halloween Tomorrow! I'm not even sure why i Love halloween. I think it's cuz i liked dressing up as a kiddo =3. That and the atmosphere of it with monsters, lights, pumpkins all that good stuff.
So what've I been doing? Playing Castlevania and Killing floor. Nothing like beating down baddies during this time of year lol. Just something really satisfying about it. That and showing dracula his place! bastard lol
So what do you guys like to do? Do you like halloween? =]
Eh whatever lol, Woooo! Halloween Tomorrow! I'm not even sure why i Love halloween. I think it's cuz i liked dressing up as a kiddo =3. That and the atmosphere of it with monsters, lights, pumpkins all that good stuff.
So what've I been doing? Playing Castlevania and Killing floor. Nothing like beating down baddies during this time of year lol. Just something really satisfying about it. That and showing dracula his place! bastard lol
So what do you guys like to do? Do you like halloween? =]
What's up with me lately (Suggestions)
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, sister finally moved out so I'm just with my parents. Kind of sucks since she's my best friend but at least now I'll have more time to focus on art =\.
Which brings me to my new topic. I'm glad everyone likes my new character Alisha but...seems I started drawing her at the wrong time lol. I'm totally burnt out from drawing so much in the last few weeks that I can't really bring myself to draw =\.
So there will be a part 2 on that latest pic. It's just a matter of me getting around to find the motivation. It's only been about a week so I'm sure I'll bounce back soon.
Lately I've been playing games to pass the time. It's fun. I just wish I was drawing again lol.
Now while I'm writing out a journal, anything you guys want to see more of? I'm talking about subject matter and less of "Oh draw this persons character or my character" or whatever. I'll take those suggestions into account and see if I can work that into something haha.
Which brings me to my new topic. I'm glad everyone likes my new character Alisha but...seems I started drawing her at the wrong time lol. I'm totally burnt out from drawing so much in the last few weeks that I can't really bring myself to draw =\.
So there will be a part 2 on that latest pic. It's just a matter of me getting around to find the motivation. It's only been about a week so I'm sure I'll bounce back soon.
Lately I've been playing games to pass the time. It's fun. I just wish I was drawing again lol.
Now while I'm writing out a journal, anything you guys want to see more of? I'm talking about subject matter and less of "Oh draw this persons character or my character" or whatever. I'll take those suggestions into account and see if I can work that into something haha.
New DA account for those who care
General | Posted 14 years agoI'm on DA now...well again...I just wanted to leave all that other crap i did behind and start fresh...you know, now that I don't suck as hard lol. My DA account is http://mikalw.deviantart.com/
I'll be drawing some human stuff there so if you want to see me draw pewmans then you can give me a watch or something =3.
I'll be drawing some human stuff there so if you want to see me draw pewmans then you can give me a watch or something =3.
Happy Birthday To Me!
General | Posted 14 years agoWell, I'm finally 21. Can drink and all that junk and now I finally feel like an adult.
Had a great time with all my high school buddies and
shinfox. Played games, ate well, and had a good laugh all the while. This birthday made me realize that I'm surrounded by a lot of good people both online and offline. I'm glad I have so many friends who care about me a lot =3.
So thanks to those who got me some gifts and remembered to wished me happy birthday. I really appreciate it ^^
On another note, Schools starting up so I MIGHT slow down in art production. Though I found that I draw more during the school year then on my time off which is funny. I guess it's more therapeutic for me so I can unload my stress. Oh well, Hope this next semester will be kind to me haha.
Had a great time with all my high school buddies and
shinfox. Played games, ate well, and had a good laugh all the while. This birthday made me realize that I'm surrounded by a lot of good people both online and offline. I'm glad I have so many friends who care about me a lot =3.So thanks to those who got me some gifts and remembered to wished me happy birthday. I really appreciate it ^^
On another note, Schools starting up so I MIGHT slow down in art production. Though I found that I draw more during the school year then on my time off which is funny. I guess it's more therapeutic for me so I can unload my stress. Oh well, Hope this next semester will be kind to me haha.
20k--22k, art rut, contest and birthday stuff
General | Posted 14 years agoyou know i haven't said anything about it...but I made it to 20k like 3 weeks ago and now I'm at 22! I guess I'm mildly popular now lol. When I just started out, i thought 10k would be a major feat. but now I'm wanting more...MORE POWER! ahaahahaha! I made it here but I still feel empty inside...I guess i'll be very happy when I reach 50 or 100k. Then my online artist career would be complete lol.
But yeah, Thanks guys for liking my art! I'm up to 731 watchers and I'm really happy ^^. More then I ever thought I'd get. I appreciate your support.
Now...I haven't been posting until as of late because I've been in an art rut. This is when I feel like all that I draw is crap and I get majorly frustrated. I finally worked out of it so I'm back on top lol.
Also,
mysteryman01 is having a contest for some free games and stuff! So go enter and win free stuff!! PS: you have to have some sort of artistic ability whether it be drawing or writing or whatever.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2531289/
Go! Put your hand in the T.V. doitdoitdoit!
I'm drawing some pics up for some people for their birthdays. So expect some random gifts popping up, yeah!
on another note:
One of my friends asked me recently when my birthday is. Yes, it's coming up but I don't really want people to go out of the way to draw something or get something for me this year. I refused to tell him because I knew he wanted to draw something for me.
He made a point though. As my friend, he deserves to know(persistent bastard) so I'm going to let you guys know to. It's on the 16th of AUGUST so mark your calendars if you want. I guess it helps those slow artists out there who don't want to be late or whatever.
As I said, it's alright, you don't have to give me anything and I mean ANYTHING. Though I'd appreciate a comment on that day but you don't have to.
I'm going to be 21 this year! Yaaaaaay, now i can drown my problems with alchohol!...legally! lol.
But yeah, Thanks guys for liking my art! I'm up to 731 watchers and I'm really happy ^^. More then I ever thought I'd get. I appreciate your support.
Now...I haven't been posting until as of late because I've been in an art rut. This is when I feel like all that I draw is crap and I get majorly frustrated. I finally worked out of it so I'm back on top lol.
Also,
mysteryman01 is having a contest for some free games and stuff! So go enter and win free stuff!! PS: you have to have some sort of artistic ability whether it be drawing or writing or whatever.http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2531289/
Go! Put your hand in the T.V. doitdoitdoit!
I'm drawing some pics up for some people for their birthdays. So expect some random gifts popping up, yeah!
on another note:
One of my friends asked me recently when my birthday is. Yes, it's coming up but I don't really want people to go out of the way to draw something or get something for me this year. I refused to tell him because I knew he wanted to draw something for me.
He made a point though. As my friend, he deserves to know(persistent bastard) so I'm going to let you guys know to. It's on the 16th of AUGUST so mark your calendars if you want. I guess it helps those slow artists out there who don't want to be late or whatever.
As I said, it's alright, you don't have to give me anything and I mean ANYTHING. Though I'd appreciate a comment on that day but you don't have to.
I'm going to be 21 this year! Yaaaaaay, now i can drown my problems with alchohol!...legally! lol.
Remember me? Yeah you do!
General | Posted 14 years agoWell...if you read
shinfox's journal, i've been at anime expo last weekend.
I had a blast. Cosplaying, screening, buying stuff, it was a ton of fun xD. It was really cool hanging with shin again too as well as my other non furry friends.
The whole ordeal was quite taxing though. I'm not use to getting 5-6 hours of sleep a day let alone for 4 days straight xD. Well, it's over and I think i'm finally back to normal.
So hopefully, now you'll see some more work from me. Though it has been tough since it's been getting hotter lately and I can't really work on my computer during the day. My room gets really hot and while it is "workable" i'd have to sit in a 90 degree stuffy room in front of a computer that gets really hot easily so I'm not going to have me or my computer suffer during the day x.x;;. I hope it cools down soon.
Anyways, hope everyone had a decent 4th of July! (for those of you who live in U S of A.) And I hope more art will be on the way xD.
shinfox's journal, i've been at anime expo last weekend.I had a blast. Cosplaying, screening, buying stuff, it was a ton of fun xD. It was really cool hanging with shin again too as well as my other non furry friends.
The whole ordeal was quite taxing though. I'm not use to getting 5-6 hours of sleep a day let alone for 4 days straight xD. Well, it's over and I think i'm finally back to normal.
So hopefully, now you'll see some more work from me. Though it has been tough since it's been getting hotter lately and I can't really work on my computer during the day. My room gets really hot and while it is "workable" i'd have to sit in a 90 degree stuffy room in front of a computer that gets really hot easily so I'm not going to have me or my computer suffer during the day x.x;;. I hope it cools down soon.
Anyways, hope everyone had a decent 4th of July! (for those of you who live in U S of A.) And I hope more art will be on the way xD.
Recent events
General | Posted 14 years agoWell 2 weeks ago my sister graduated from High School so I've been kind of busy with going to family parties and stuff. After that I got sick for a week with a wicked soar throat followed by a lot of coughing and flem and all that good stuff. I've been also trying to work on my serious portfolio as opposed to just drawing furries since my parents have been pushing me to do so.
All this plus various other things such as looking for another job, a newer car and trying to get my computer to work right (now it is thank god) have really been slowing me down in art production. So sorry guys especially the ones that have commissioned me =[.
Good news, things are starting to look up. I'm not depressed and sick anymore so I'm finally feeling my artistic vibe coming back ^^. So prepare to see some art soon.
All this plus various other things such as looking for another job, a newer car and trying to get my computer to work right (now it is thank god) have really been slowing me down in art production. So sorry guys especially the ones that have commissioned me =[.
Good news, things are starting to look up. I'm not depressed and sick anymore so I'm finally feeling my artistic vibe coming back ^^. So prepare to see some art soon.
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