Henyo everyone. I'm opening up 5 sketch commission slots for the time being.

Examples:
- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34383816/
- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34469560/

Pricing:
$15 for 1 character + $12 for additional characters
Flat colors and no background.

This'll be my 'all year long' sorta deal. I can forsee a near future with empty stomachs and low art supplies as I start my uni life. So this'll help me a bit heh
Comment below! First come first served.

Hey everyone, I have about two weeks before leaving to my hometown and then the city. Need a bit to feel secure out there in case of an emergency.

Painted-:

One character: $40
+$30 per additional character
Backgrounds range from $5 (for a bed and pillow) to $20 (A whole marketplace/Garden landscape)

Examples:
1. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/32909581/
2. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/33165053/
3. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/32697031/

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Lined-: One Character: $30
+$25 per additional character
Backgrounds (will be outlined as well) range from $5 (for a bed and pillow) to $15 (A whole marketplace/Garden landscape)

Examples:

1. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34039396/
2. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31968766/
3. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31968685/

Hope to do these nice and smoothly! Promise I won't disappear for too long after them ^-^'

I honestly can't remember what triggered my emotional downfall. My memory of three weeks ago is muddy. I can remember most of the things that shut me down further, though, and made me become a social recluse I always end up becoming when I'm depressed.

I want to start off by saying that isolating myself has nothing to do with bad interactions with people, or cowardice. It's a bad knee jerk reaction to emotional degradation that I developed when I was younger. A long cycle of humiliation, internalizing, trapping myself into my room to "do healing", then coming out only when I've numbed myself of my own pain. That's what I've always done in these situations.. numb myself of the pain. So no one is at fault other than probably me.

What does one do in isolation caused by depression? Nothing. I did mostly nothing the past month. I would wake up, lay in bed for hours, and can't for the life of me figure out any reason to get up. Eventually I would shower, head down to eat and sit around in the dark. My sleep was abysmal, still is actually. I can sleep either 2 hours, 12 hours or not at all. At different times of day. I've given myself jet lag sleeping purely when my body can't take it anymore.

But sleep wasn't the only problem though, food too... and my online presence (or lack there of). "I'm Daydreamed," I said once randomly at 3 am. Then I started physically hurting inside. It made me curl up the pain was so bad. I didn't understand it then, but some part of my consciousness did. I laid in the fetal position for what felt like an hour. In hindsight, I was hurting because I had made promises to a lot of people. A promise to do what I love. Hell, I still have unfinished commissions from August. Occasinally I'd see my drawing table and idle pc, and my mind would scream "PICK IT UP!!" over and over but I could never act upon that thought. And to just up and disappear like this feels like a betrayal to all those people. I hate ghosting, I really do and I don't know how to avoid it when I'm mentally dead. It's a cycle that feeds itself.

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My phone would ping every now and then. As people try to reach out to me... I'm sorry for ignoring them. I'm sorry. I cried everytime I saw those messages. I cry everytime I think about how people care about me. I just don't know what to say for myself.. I'm sorry to anyone who was worried.
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There was always problems with being DaydreamEd. I enjoy this community, it's people and its themes. But I'm afraid I built myself on a few pillars of sand. "Its a persona," my head goes "a mask, a lie." It finishes. While my heart desires to fully commit, to fully become DaydreamEd and make everything about it my life, I'm afraid that if I did everything I had built for myself would come crumbling down. Like everything I've done up until now would be considered criminal. I'd be socially outcast and lose my bridges. Both in my real life and online. Maybe I'm being over dramatic, but this is has been genuine fear of mine for a long time.

..

That aside though I recently turned on my old phone. I was searching for a different file but stumbled across screenshots during my birthday this year. And... well..

I cried some more. This time at least because of something good.

A simple flirt from a random stranger online can warm the heart of an introvert like me. A group of people happily sending you birthday wishes (and hugs) utterly melts it. And so I remember the good parts of this year. I've tried to only remember those to get better now. I'm recovering, albeit slow and sleep is um, Considered.

I felt like I got most of the things off my chest for now. Or maybe I'm getting tired. Either way I'm looking forward to coming back somewhat. Not full speed commissions, but drawing again. I miss interacting with everyone.

Hey all, I'm opening up 5 painting commission slots to save up for a trip to see my far friends and family again ._.

1 Character : $40
+$30 per additional character
Backgrounds range from $5 (for a bed and pillow) to $30 (A whole marketplace/Garden landscape)

Examples:
1. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32697031/
2. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/32776281/
3. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31560892/

Please read my ToS before getting a slot! : http://bit.ly/326foPZ

I also just felt like I don't do this style nearly enough.
I plan to leave on the 10th of September then stay there for a week . Hopefully I can finish most of the queue by then (I apologize in advance if your piece gets delayed)

Comment on the journal and I'll send you a note! First come first served!

I need some advice on how to handle commissions.

Basically I'm not sure how to handle commission inquires when they come in before new slots are opened. Do I accept them? Do I add them to a queue like system? My only worry with that method is that work would eventually pile up.

Am I obligated to let the people who message me before commission slots are opened know and message them back about when I'm opening commissions? I feel bad if I give open slots to newer people who were quick to message me when I post a notice.

I dunno but for now I'm reaching back to the peeps in my FA notebox and giving them the next set of slots. I hope I didn't cause any inconvenience to any one who's waited for the previous slots to clear up.

(also I am aware that I accidentally added a 6th slot and left it empty soryy it was supposed to be left at 5)

And also I plan to push myself with the next set and experiment on how timely I can be owo (don't worry I wont die I hope)

I'm having fun doing them bois

I'm glad to be broken out of the hiatus, all thanks to a particular griffon ;>

Hope I can keep this going. This will definitely become a priority.

Thank you all

Hey everyone, sorry to have disappeared.
Last year I was bombarded with exams and work, but thankfully that had all calmed down.

So I'm thinking of starting commissions. Nothing too grandious, just small $10 pony commissions (cause I still cant draw anthro anything well)

Some examples are:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28199226/
and
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29986272/

No background and only a feww accesories.

● So how many people are interested?

Imagine trying to clean a messy partner's diaper

Think of the fur

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STAINS!!1