My PC had been breaking down for ages, and eventually broke down. That is the reason for posting drying up.... PC was not able to do much back then.

However i got a temp PC, well till feb at least, so plan to do some content during that time. I might get my very own PC before then if all goes well.

Alot of furs and friends can not seem to understand my family of wives. so today i want to share some of how and why it works, and why im still so happy to
be here! better get a coffee because i will be rambling a bit ^^ for good reason.

Our ENTIRE family shares the love of realistic mature female body shapes, furries, herms/female switches, females, anthros, cute and sexy appearance, breeding, sex, yes more SEX, cuddles. Most of us dislike the same things to, ferals, scales, males and humans... well majority of us anyway.

We are a family of wives, we are all the same title of "wife" with noone being higher or lower than another. this is important! all our voices are of equal importance, and anything that will effect the entire family needs to be discussed and agreed on by us us all! for example accepting a new wife into our family.

When my wife really needs me, you can bet im dropping what i doing and going there, date or not! "Sorry sweetie, your pussy feels good and tight, but i have to run!". I cant really explain this i guess, but my wives are there for me when i need help, and i will be there for them! I give my soul, love, support and care to those that have given me theirs!

Something that came up alot when i first joined my family was jealousy, its a nasty thing that causes anger and hate over time if not addressed. i had to acknowledge it and admit i was feeling it. talk about it to my family, its hard to manage this if you cant talk about it, and will break a family up if left unchecked. I have a far better handle on it now, i can walk into my wives having group orgies with random strangers and feel really happy that they are having fun!

That leads into another thing, understanding that we not all the same, something i might consider normal is very upsetting to another wife, maybe i dont understand the reason why, but i do understand its hurting my wife, lets talk about it, let me understand her, and then support her! I love her, and want her just as happy as i am!

Yes, we communicate alot, we talk about anything troubling, upsetting us or just anything. this can not be understated enough. I can tell you, just talking about the issues you have as they come up really helps! this really helps to bind us together even closer. We hardly ever hide our feelings anymore, if im horny ill say right out "im feeling horny for some pussy" or something like "ok our bunny wants to be herm today and fuck our wolf, so ill let my tigress take my pussy for a pounding, and our couger cant play right now, so she can watch us all, maybe join us later, does that sound like a good plan to everyone?". "i was feeling really jealous of that girl you where with" I already know this problem is on myself, but now my wife know how i feel and she can talk to me and calm me down, maybe even organize a threesome with her so i dont feel left out.

Ok this one is hard for me to talk about, but here it is... forgiveness, i had a hard time with this at one point, one of our wives just left us suddenly, just saying "goodbye" (or something like that). this hurt me so badly, because i was so close to her. i literally was enraged and angry thinking to myself "how could you do this to us! you broke all our hearts!". For months i hated her, i could not believe what she did to us. Now, after so long i looked back and realized, my mind
was clouded by hate, i did love her, and everything we had together was good. i still dont know the reason why she left, but she did not intend to hurt us. and that is the most important part! what she did might be wrong for us, but she never meant to hurt us! I forgive her, and i want her back! We need to forgive! We are going to hurt each other! but its not because we want to! Its important to remember this!

I am wrong, what i did was wrong! i am sorry! None of us are above these words, and by saying them, we are declaring our love! "i love you so much and dont want to lose you, the love of my life!"

Crying my eyes out here, but hope you all enjoyed my rambling <3

this is a sad and true story that everyone should read.

I think i am ok enough to share this, im doing this more for closure and hopefully someone learns from it or even saves someones life!

i was married to a lovely wife about 4 years ago. things were ok back then, we had enough money to get by. In this last year, things got worse, money became alot tighter, to the point were we could not buy gas for hot water, we had to use a kettle to make bath/shower water, there was no luxury we could have, like cheese, butter, milk, coffee, any kind of meat (not had that in months!), not been able to fix my motorbikes lights, or take it for service still. finding work were i live is extremely hard, to find well paid work is almost impossible, and we both were looking for better work for years.

I could deal with all that, rather ok really, my budget skills are quite good, but her addiction to alcohol was a serious problem, money reserved for food went to drink. her borrowing money constantly was also not helping, cos it only costs more in the long run. stealing from others to support her habit was something i wanted no part in. it was almost as tho she did not want to see the situation is a critical one. blinded by addiction i am sure, depression driving her further into the addiction. i was forced into trying to protect money by hiding it away and doing the shopping myself. this was another major tear in our relationship after the alcohol, because i could no longer trust her with with money. i could no longer be at home in peace, i must worry when next is she going to ask for money. i could not even be around her anymore, scared she might come home drunk and start fighting. because it allays came down to giving her money, or wanting to sell thing in the house to get money. reasoning with her was utterly futile. i blame the addiction for most of this.

What was a women i loved turned into something of a living nightmare. at a stage we were really battling and suffering, she walked out of her job. i just could not believe what she did. trying to reason with her as to why she would leave her job and be unemployed, knowing what situation we in only caused alot more fighting. now i was in a situation were i was borrowing money to buy food, and when she took that last money and spent it on alcohol was the last straw for me, i had enough. I made a plan and moved to my mothers place, and asked for a devoice.

it was clear my family and her family did not want anything to do with her because of the same reason, this upset me because i had no means to do anything to help her. while at work and driving around i handed out her CVs and asked as many people as i knew to give her a job, but i could not find anything. it pained me to see her so upset, crying constantly. i stole food from my mother when i could, and gave to her to try help.

Everything i did was just not enough. she took the tablet phone i was letting her use and sold it for alcohol. while intoxicated she hung herself on the window burglar guards. i literally spoke to her two hours before finding her dead. it was the worst day of my life! i was crying like a child. the memory of seeing her hanging like that and having to take her down is burnt into my brain, i constantly have nightmares of this! her family didn't bother coming over that day, or any day since then.

Trying to be normal and act normal after that was difficult. Not many people showed any sort of care or sympathy, even friends ive known for years. only my second life family showed me full support and looked after me during this time! thank you to them for all the love! I ask myself if there is anything i could have done different, is this my fault? the answer for both is "No". life is hard and full of things and people that just want to put you down. You need to treasure the good times you spend with friends and loved ones! those memories are more precious than gold!

i hope this will help someone that needs it!

i will be alot less "active" over the next few days, due to being involved in a motor vehicle accident, it appears i will recover fully. i hope your 2019 year is treating you better than mine!

Daydreamer0581

I had to remove some of my art works, due to reasons i will not explain.
Apologizes to those that enjoy the art <3

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