With the recent issues that had arose with some of the resent commission post I'll have to make this.

All commission with Night are removed from my gallery and will not be uploaded. I don't want to deal with the guilty by association when I didn't know the information until to late. I keep my head down alot of the time because I'm busy with slot of RL drama and job shit.

There are still alot of things that are going on and things are still rough for me here so even with what backlash may come.... I'll try to get through it.

For most of my watchers you know of the character combo of Daydream and Mystic..... As of today all images involving Mystic have been moved to scraps because the character's original creator ( an ex partner of mine ) sold her off. Since the new owner of the character and account is inactive I'm remov ing the content from my main gallery until the new owner responds to contact.

This journal may bounce back and forth Abit because over the past few years things have been a struggle both physically and mentally.... I want to just start with a thank you to those friends who stayed and helped be a guide out of some of the darker times...

I'm honestly fighting the urge to take down a majority of my fa page because the one character that most of the commissions I got is now lost to the void....

There are times I think of how much I tried to have the results end in a failed relationship and it is hard for me to shake off the chains that keep me from letting others get to know me like a few do.

As an update from 2 years ago from when my leg was shattered by 800+ lbs. The physical therapy was a struggle some days but I made it. Had one long titanium bolt holding my ankle to my leg and two titanium buttons holding the bones around my ankles together... Some complication arose last year after 6 months back on the job and the metal parts had to be taken out. Lucky enough it was at a point where removal was an option without serious risk.

We are trying to keep a strong mindset and we want to be a positive light in the community... But it is hard when the thing that you are known for is also what caused one of the biggest issues that I have had to deal with and now have to try to recover from.

so there have been a few people that i have been a watcher of for a few years now and recently the owners of the accounts have blocked me and i dont understand why but if thats how it has to be oh well

i am home from the hospital as of like 17:00 yesterday, my job is taking care of me with workerscomp and i can not seek other actions here in the state at this time due to them doing so, currently finding it hard to do much with my leg the way it is but i can get around the house not to badly

So at this time I'm going to be dealing with maybe one of the worst situation I've had to deal with in some years. Yesterday I was at work for the 7th day in a row and while there the management team wanted a truck reloaded with 800 lb phone booths. Sadly they would not allow the use of proper equipment. The phone was lifted with a pallet jack and I was having an issue with it slipping as I was pulling it so I went to push it and it was working fine till the pallet jack slipped out sending the phone booth down fast...I managed to control it till it was at 2 feet off the ground then I slipped and leg landed under and was broken.

In this time I plan on maybe getting into streaming more because I have to keep weight off of my leg.

Throwing out a boost for my friend  Blitza he makes awesome sandstone figures and can even do custom ones of your character

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30228684/  Blitza is selling some rare figures

surgery yesterday hit me abit hard so im working on commissions and things for people my commissions are always open it just takes me some time to do them because of my work that i also have, if you dont really feel like commissioning me but might still like to help you can ether sent something threw paypal (note me for it) or my Ko-fi here https://ko-fi.com/W7W4A746

I feel like i let this account get stale and ive had so much art set to the side for so long because of work, well i got moves around at my job and im setting things into motion where people can not keep up, so i get some time to upload later in the day

And not only my job but bills and health issues have been messing with my ability on things.

In other news the 2000 mark has been reached!!!!! https://gyazo.com/6ba2e3ff18fc2f87c477b309ef084be0

ill think of something to try and draw for the milestone.

So the bill from when i had to go to the ER has finally come to bite me my commissions are open like always and i have made one payment so far but because i had to miss a day of work due to labor day bills are going to be tight and Commissions or donations would help.

my wifi is also having bad issues along with my mouse failing and i need to get the parts to fix that as well witch would help me stream art more as well as connect to people easier to talk about there images.

to get a link to donations just send me a note so i can help keep track.

Well i haven't been paying much attention to my watch count in some time and just noticed im 38 away from 2000 watchers, i know thats not alot but maybe just maybe by the end of the week if we can brake that 2000 mark i will do a stream for art and a game along with webcam and voice, with music during the drawing times and maybe chat with friends during the gaming time.

For those attending the stream i will throw a raffle for a few on stream giveaway drawings that if not finished in stream will be worked on in the time i have off from work and ill atleast get 2nd sketch levels of detail worked on in the image before moving on to another if there is alot of people in the stream!

Two weeks ago I got injured and had to go to the ER, and when I showed up for work the next day they sent me home. I can not afford to buy food this week because I am paying bills so my commissions are open like always and I will be finishing the commissions as soon as I can once I'm home from work.

The information for commissions can be found on my drawing account of  daysdreampad I'd also open for tips in return for doodles under

https://www.paypal.me/blackestheartkira

(update) so my insurance called today and said that they will not cover the visit to the ER and that i now owe a total of $1050 in order to cover the visit and to help recover the deductible that we paid wile on site.

depending on how commissions go i might have to sell off equipment in order to make it threw

if you want to add me my friend code is here

https://twitter.com/Blackestheart/s.....21164062990336

as the 15th approaches so dose that event that happens annually. more then likely will be working or drawing.

So after the little issue with my computer this weekend I'm completely down and out.

I managed to get the issue fixed and my computer running again, but I need to get funds together for TFF this upcoming weekend.

I will be open for commissions all week long and will be working on them as soon as I get out of work and am at home.

Examples and prices can be found on my are page (this one being for commissions) http://www.furaffinity.net/user/daysdreampad  daysdreampad

So I wanted to try and get into game streaming and I had a small but extra after paying off bills so I got a capture card, installed the program for it then found out that it would not record from my system, so I took it back and traded it in and when I got home uninstalled the programs, pc restarted and started normally and then the error messages started popping up, several exe files were erased, steam, discord, Skype, chrome. So I tried to roll it back. Failed! Tried to reset it, Failed! Tried letting it sit for an hour with the power pack turned off. Failed! So I took the is disk and tried to do a clean wipe, well it wiped the system alright but now it won't go past the time zone set up page, I'll be spending tomorrow at fry's electronic attempting to get the system repaired and running.

Okay so this is somewhat of a back log of things that need to be said and get out there.

First!!! A good and close friend of mine needs help during hard times and we all know that we have had those times where things look down and grim and it just takes a few hands to help pick us up and set us on the path again  EraDragon http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8043504/

Second!!! Commissions have been set on a PWYW set for a long time now and that will change. Commissions will now have a set price and this will keep me from overworking on images. Listing go as followed

Art work examples (that i keep improving on) can be found at  DaysDreamPad
Sketch $10.
Ink $15.
Flat color $20.
Flat&background $25.
Color and shade $30.
Shade and background $35.

For those who had already commented on the journal several months ago i will still work on your images i do not expect payment on images that i have already agreed to work on and shall get to them when i can.

I do however ask if the picture is to your liking that you would consider a tip.♥♥♥

I am working my self out of a debt and the journey is long and difficult and my warehouse job is a bit unstable with hours so i need any help I can receive.

And last but not least at all i would like to thank my partner  mysticxurina for sticking with me threw these tough years, And a huge thank you to those of you who have watched my character develop and grow to how she is now, and to those who commented on older commissions that i got of my character. (There will be more to come as i like to help out other artist because i know it is a form of income to draw these images for us.)

Not many people know but Daydream is not my first character, she was created on Second Life as a sister/alt that expressed the desires i had when i was in my late teens and early 20s.

Butmy first character was more connected to me. But eventually slipped away as soon as Daydream became more of my personality.

So im going to bring him back into the light (drawing and maybe some commissions of him).

His name is Blackestheart Kira, Kira for short

Old art of him can be found on my old account

He is a cyborg bounty hunter that was cursed by one of his pray one evening and had to fight off a demon that took his left arm right leg and left eye but as the battle kept going he was able to trap the demon within himself at the loss of his right eye becoming the demon's.

He still hunts and travles around but i think its time for his return from the long journey away.

 HazakyAracely has a really awesome looking style and a really decent price for there work.

i made a 2nd account for drawings that ive done that way my the art that i draw dose not get overlooked by commissions i get

account is  Days_Dream_Pad

Please leave a link below with character and pose ideal i feel like doing a sketch session this evening and would like volunteers

i will do more tomorrow evening thank you

These sketches are still being worked on in my free time from work thank you for your patience.

I want to try this out so ask any questions about my characters or interest and I'll answer on my breaks when I can.

leaving this open to get more questions

For those that I still owe commissions and projects to I'd like to say that I'm sorry that I have not been able to start working on them yet. More issues came up on the week of my birthday and I spent the day getting my health fixed and sadly going further into debt. So I'm pulling over time at work and it's honestly draining the energy that I have for when I get free time between parents yelling and friends asking me for help making me stay awake on my off days. I promise that I will get to work on them when I can finally get a break away from the everyday issues that are dragging it out.

Ok so two days ago one of my wisdom teeth cracked and it causing alot of pain, i went to go get it checked out and ill be needing surgery to remove it. The operation will be on Monday, so for tonight and this weekend I'm taking as many commissions as i can in order to pay for it

The commissions are pay what you want, all i ask is that you have a reference of the character and the pose that you want.

Examples http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18507343/

https://gyazo.com/b234f383fdc870931df4d1f0a3db2f52

https://gyazo.com/5c5df40a8d3328bebc35662792a39a41

https://gyazo.com/bcba5d317618fbc2bf9a190a4c084e4c

https://gyazo.com/d9cc07d2a0dc383c39c841f22bb7c1b5