yeap my icon isnt of my exact fursona but its what i want my fursona to look/be like xept not a fox/dragon i wanna be a dog/dragon

but anyways
the original pic was drawn by  vamplust and its the fursona of  foxiethewindragon

its only right that i say thanks to both of you guys cause without that pic id never have inspiration for what i want my fursona to look like and without the fursona even being around i proli wouldnt even want one haha

but overall i do feel bad i feel like i stole or something
im really sorry i had no clue whos fursona it was or who drew it
that being said yea im sorry im not a fursona jacker or anything like that

i dont even think i can say sorry enough, im working on commissioning an artist to do my original fursona its so expensive but im trying =(

its not hard, just requires you actually saying something besides "thanks for the watch" which by the way annoys me to no end because its pointless haha

haha im very bored someone make me feel special plzzzz ^_^

so yeaaaa...dont stand on any balcony thats 2 stories above the ground and then jump down thinking its low enough and you wont hurt yourself...i mean yea there are those select talented few who can do that...im not one of them haha

But Darren, WHY'd you jump?

WELL....good question and the answer is...i THOUGHT i dropped my cell phone so i went down after it...turns out my cell did NOT fall on the balcony, it simply fell onto the floor of the balcony but didnt make a sound

so, this music thing
i cant focus on one track at a time so ive been doing many simultaneously
they will proli get finished at the same time
but the run down
a few instrumental solos
some smooth vibes
workin on a baby maker
and im gonna try to do a pop type track to test my versatility

Im not depressed anymore....that is all =P haha

so there is a dude out here who likes me
but im only like 50% into him
im told that love comes from wierd places and all that other stuff
but like, me and him dont click all that well but when we do click its awesome
he likes to get mad at me though and he has bad anger issues
and when i tell him that i dont want to have sex at any particular moment he gets really pissy
im proli asking the complete wrong people about this but its nice to hear opinions
i do want a boyfriend/mate, ive been single for 2 years and i had just started to accept single life

SO

the question is
should i settle and try to see where this goes with this guy
or should i wait till someone better comes alone (but with my luck thats gonna be another 2 years haha)

i was just wondering if anyone wanted to be so kind as to draw my fursona for free for me, my friend told me i should try requesting it like this soooooooo here goes nothin
I really would appreciate it, like that would really make me happy. I just dont have 30+ to spare, i have a car that im trying to pay off and on top of THAT i have to pay insurance its just not pretty =(
if someone could help me i would really REEEEEEEEEEEEELY appreciate that so much
if anyone is gonna draw him just lemme know so i can start having good days again ^_^


Here is a description of my character


Quick Description:
His name is Torin
He is a dragon/dog mix (like a German shepherd dog, or a husky in the face)
He has horns behind his ears
He has tribal markings on his arms, legs, and face
He has his ears pierced

Colors:
Nose- black
Neck (frontal)- red
Torso and belly- red
Wings- Red and black
Main body- black
Inner thighs- red
Under tail- red
Horns- black w/ thin red stripes
Ears- black to red at tip
Inner ear- red
Claws- red
Paw pads- black
Forearms- red
Lower legs and Feet- red
Eyes- green

Porn refrences:
Tailhole area & balls- red
Cock- black
*doesn’t matter if hes dominant or submissive*

Hairstyle:
Mohawk (like my current hairstyle)
or short average legenth hair will do
color can be red and black too

Accessories: (Not necessiary)
Collar- spiked colar
Cap- Usually a any baseball cap is cool

i really want my fursona drawn and i wanna commission someone to draw em for me...ima start with a ref sheet, that's what i want to do first
he is a dog/dragon the rest I'll tell to whoever wants to do em for me
PLEASE don't be super expensive I'm a struggling college kid i don't have 50 bucks to spend on drawings

...that is all

You guys dont need to thank me for watching ya
i usually watch because i like the art on your page or because you seem really cool and like someone i would like to get to know and be friends with
HOWEVER to become friends we would have to talk and actually have a convo
its nice that you guys are grateful for me watching but there's not much of a convo we can have after that
i enjoy conversations
sooooooo
if you wanna talk and stuff...then talk and stuff haha =)

so to just respond to all future "thank you for the watch" comments

YOU ARE OH SO VERY WELCOME FOR THE WATCH =)....same goes for favs...i wont respond anymore if you guys send me those shouts

Ive just been informed that here at my school there have been attacks on cars and not just any cars but the nicer looking cars apparently
they are calling it serial vandalism...times like these i wish i still had a bucket of a car...but i dont...i have a really nice car...and now ive been thrown into a panic because its parked in plain sight and what makes it sooo much better is people i know who have the SAME car as i do have gotten thier cars completely destroyed....this is just great...jusssssssst great -_-

idk what i even wanna write here today...im so bored and alone its just killing me =(
ugh times like these i hate the fact that i dont have a mate to cuddle with or play with
i totally dont wanna sound pathetic though im not desperate at all
i am however totally looking for one...if you can call it looking, i just sit around and fail at flirting haha.
thank GOODNESS i have my music to keep me company because i would totally go crazy without it thats for sure.
tonight/this mornin
i think im gonna just lay down in my cumfy bed and look out the window with my headphones on....omg that would be so awesome if someone could draw that for me one day...ima remember that no doubt haha
anyways i just posted this because i was bored and wanted to talk about absolutely nothing haha. have a good night/ mornin everyone =)

Soooooo we went out to eat at this lovely 5 dollar buffett
and it was all going awesome
the drink lady kept a nice flow of sprite in my system
the shrimp was tasty and the noodles were WAY yummy
but...there was this one thing i couldnt get my mind off of
right in the buffett line on the table was an entire tray of octopuses....and not just the little suckers (ooh kinky) not just the small little legs of thiers...no...the ENTIRE thing like head, eyes, the works...just every single thing not one thing left out o_O
its just lovely to reach for a divinely cooked breast of chicken and just totally not want it anymore at the sight of a dead octopus haha

Soooooo we went out to eat at this lovely 5 dollar buffett
and it was all going awesome
the drink lady kept a nice flow of sprite in my system
the shrimp was tasty and the noodles were WAY yummy
but...there was this one thing i couldnt get my mind off of
right in the buffett line on the table was an entire tray of octopuses....and not just the little suckers (ooh kinky) not just the small little legs of thiers...no...the ENTIRE thing like head, eyes, the works...just every single thing not one thing left out o_O
its just lovely to reach for a divinely cooked breast of chicken and just totally not want it anymore at the sight of a dead octopus haha

i finally figured out what i want my fursona to be...dragons totally rock and i definitely think they are the sexiest...JUST saying haha.
ANYWAYS, im totally happy with torin next step...getting commissions and a fursuit ^_^

anyone know who i should get some from? im tired of not having many pix of my fursona the icon is all i got and its nice but not original which is saddening
someone contact me soon so i can figure it out

Today has been awesome
i recovered from the flu
got my car fixed up
made an easy 200 bucks just for being a smooth talker and handsome =P
did my homework on time
i even managed to cover a song I've been in love with and post it on the internet
yea its been a great day
but this...THIS is just the high point of my last 24 hours of consciousness
I have been spending time with a hot guy for like a good 6 hours now, he seems so perfect and likes me a ton and he is sleeping over
now...i know what you are thinking...but no...there will be no yiffing tonight haha
not even any type of pawing...no cuddling or even any kissing...I'e made him sleep in a vacant bed that is located in a totally different room
"But why??" you might ask....
.......
...........
..............because his feet smell like he makes a living walking through dump piles with bags of shit replacing his socks in shoes made of tuna cans....THATS why...only my good friend Deuueaugh fish can accurately explain my reaction to this odor
i would rather choke on a penis than deal with that....really...i would =P
ANYWHOOOOO
the moral is...he may look hot at first...but some smells can cause temporary blindness hahahaha

so i just joined this site
no clue what im doing at all
im just gonna push buttons and click things until it looks right
i might completely trash my computer in the process but eh i'll cross that bridge when i come to it haha ^_^

-Dazzy