Freedom
Posted 6 years agoI was hospitalized for a while there, mental hospital for a suicide attempt.. Im out now and I know Im behind on a lot... Sorry.. I got quite a bit of shit to put in my scraps from the notebook they let me have..
I'm not okay.. I'll act alright on the outside, but I'm still a mess on the inside.. Still permanently heartbroke and shit, but oh fucking well..
I'm not okay.. I'll act alright on the outside, but I'm still a mess on the inside.. Still permanently heartbroke and shit, but oh fucking well..
Update
Posted 6 years ago..Well, I'm not online much, as I'm sure anyone could tell by my lack of replies, submissions and over all activity..
Things haven't been great, they almost never were though... But I'm working on a lot to keep my mind busy.. Create shit to stay alive, so I don't try to kill myself again... I'm going through a level of heartache that I never knew existed before..... I found my soulmate, then like everything in my life, that was ripped away and I've been left in a state of emotional hell while all the things in my past comes rushing back worse than before....
Nobody cares though, so moving on...
I have a lot on my plate, but I need to stay busy... I have three demo/albums I'm trying to work on, endless amounts of crappy drawings, stupid books and stories I want to continue and have new ones being started as well.. I'm going to try to learn how to animate as soon as I can get a good Gaming PC so I can also post gaming videos on YouTube as filler for the rest of what I want to do.. Not that there's a point, I won't succeed in anything and be happy with life now.. Boo fucking hoo...
Diztortid is on pause until I can mentally handle writing that fucked up shit.. Plus I wanted to have another person's character collide in the story, but he's kinda M.I.A..(Missing in action) and disabled his accounts..(Sorry to put you on blast there, but I haven't said your name so please don't be upset..)
I want to catch up on the twin's story, seeing as its still on the first story arch out of the 6 I already have planned out in my head.. No spoilers here lol... I do want to animate the books into a show on YouTube or a comic here..
I have a new book about Jennifer: The Pup Mask Killer and Zach: The Pyromaniac Murderer that takes place in the human nation, but I have writer's block as well as a slight artist's block at the moment...
The heartache drained my passion along with my creative flow... It's hard, but I force myself to keep working on shit that has lost it's purpose to me... There's no healing from this, unfortunately... I can not explain, you wouldn't fully understand...
Things haven't been great, they almost never were though... But I'm working on a lot to keep my mind busy.. Create shit to stay alive, so I don't try to kill myself again... I'm going through a level of heartache that I never knew existed before..... I found my soulmate, then like everything in my life, that was ripped away and I've been left in a state of emotional hell while all the things in my past comes rushing back worse than before....
Nobody cares though, so moving on...
I have a lot on my plate, but I need to stay busy... I have three demo/albums I'm trying to work on, endless amounts of crappy drawings, stupid books and stories I want to continue and have new ones being started as well.. I'm going to try to learn how to animate as soon as I can get a good Gaming PC so I can also post gaming videos on YouTube as filler for the rest of what I want to do.. Not that there's a point, I won't succeed in anything and be happy with life now.. Boo fucking hoo...
Diztortid is on pause until I can mentally handle writing that fucked up shit.. Plus I wanted to have another person's character collide in the story, but he's kinda M.I.A..(Missing in action) and disabled his accounts..(Sorry to put you on blast there, but I haven't said your name so please don't be upset..)
I want to catch up on the twin's story, seeing as its still on the first story arch out of the 6 I already have planned out in my head.. No spoilers here lol... I do want to animate the books into a show on YouTube or a comic here..
I have a new book about Jennifer: The Pup Mask Killer and Zach: The Pyromaniac Murderer that takes place in the human nation, but I have writer's block as well as a slight artist's block at the moment...
The heartache drained my passion along with my creative flow... It's hard, but I force myself to keep working on shit that has lost it's purpose to me... There's no healing from this, unfortunately... I can not explain, you wouldn't fully understand...
Commissions Open~!
Posted 6 years agoCommissions are Open for a limited time~!
I'm teaming up with Niteshine so that she can go to Anthrohio, a furcon taking place in Ohio. She needs $120 minimum for sharing a room, plus food and more so we'll take as many commissions as we can until the deadline. All benefits go to Niteshine
Deadline is May, 22th-26th
May 23-26, 2019
My prices:
$2.00 - Face
$3.00 - Bust and face
$5.00 - Knee High
$10.00 - Full body
$15.00 - Full body+ background
Clothing: +$2
Colored Pencil: +$3
NSFW: +$5
Niteshine is doing commissions as well:
Venmo: niteshin3
Streamlabs.com/niteshine
https://www.instagram.com/niteshin3/
https://twitter.com/niteshin3?lang=en
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCn.....YxpkohZAwxlJsw
I'm teaming up with Niteshine so that she can go to Anthrohio, a furcon taking place in Ohio. She needs $120 minimum for sharing a room, plus food and more so we'll take as many commissions as we can until the deadline. All benefits go to Niteshine
Deadline is May, 22th-26th
May 23-26, 2019
My prices:
$2.00 - Face
$3.00 - Bust and face
$5.00 - Knee High
$10.00 - Full body
$15.00 - Full body+ background
Clothing: +$2
Colored Pencil: +$3
NSFW: +$5
Niteshine is doing commissions as well:
Venmo: niteshin3
Streamlabs.com/niteshine
https://www.instagram.com/niteshin3/
https://twitter.com/niteshin3?lang=en
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCn.....YxpkohZAwxlJsw
It's been rough..
Posted 7 years agoI've never been good at posting on social media crap.. Or even with talking with people at all, lately its like the mental wall I had built as a child and started to tear down over time is starting to rebuild its self all over again....
Complete disconnect, aided by all the bullshit that keeps piling up and stacking higher with the pain that gets so bad that it makes me pass out and wake up on and off... I feel spent again, like I used all my creativity early on so now I used it all up.. As the saying goes, "The brightest bulb burns the fastest".. But my bulb has existed so long completely cracked by life..
Why am I writing this...? …Idk why... idk if this is what people do on stupid social media sites...
On the bright side, I'm almost at 100 subscribers on YouTube... Once a "newer" channel gets 100 or more subs, they can make a custom URL for their channel... 97 at the moment, need three more.. Just didn't want to end this on all negative points..
Complete disconnect, aided by all the bullshit that keeps piling up and stacking higher with the pain that gets so bad that it makes me pass out and wake up on and off... I feel spent again, like I used all my creativity early on so now I used it all up.. As the saying goes, "The brightest bulb burns the fastest".. But my bulb has existed so long completely cracked by life..
Why am I writing this...? …Idk why... idk if this is what people do on stupid social media sites...
On the bright side, I'm almost at 100 subscribers on YouTube... Once a "newer" channel gets 100 or more subs, they can make a custom URL for their channel... 97 at the moment, need three more.. Just didn't want to end this on all negative points..
Universe 46201-B
Posted 7 years agoPlanet Earth, called Dust in this universe, has been a wasteland for thousands of years. Destroyed by a war between 3 Gods who fed off the tragedy their conflict caused on the worlds, eradicating all forms of life until the three Gods finally killed each other.
The destruction gave birth to something that was never meant to be, an embodiment of the cold void of space. The creature started to eat the stars and worlds until the creature's hunger lead it to eat itself and imploded into another universe for the third time, giving birth to three Gods who waged war on each other.
Universe 46201-C was born...
The destruction gave birth to something that was never meant to be, an embodiment of the cold void of space. The creature started to eat the stars and worlds until the creature's hunger lead it to eat itself and imploded into another universe for the third time, giving birth to three Gods who waged war on each other.
Universe 46201-C was born...
A Message from RC
Posted 7 years agoDear meat-sacks,
I was born without gender and created again from nonexistence without gender! Daddy originally made for one purpose, war and slaughter of beings of equal power to my own! The earth would give weigh to my true weight in the form of craters with each single step, yet my kind can fly with no effort! We were given the natural gift to use 95% of our brain while mortal humans can only use 10%, only unable to create entire universes from nothing like Daddy from that missing 5%! The ability to move objects with our minds is fucking child's play, just like creating life from ash and blood to grow our numbers.. Your birth name and time you have left in this world along with your sins and secrets can be seen by us as if you were a book we have read thousands of times!
Yet, unlike the rest of my kind, I trapped my self between nonexistence and existence as I died as an angel; with the help of technology, magic, and science to alter my armor and remains so I could possess it for eternity! I can speed up my brain and body to the point that time around me halts with enough souls to burn like fossil fuel, liquify solid matter on the atomic level with blood to walk through walls, to bend time and space to my will like a slip of paper to teleport without the need for devices, to fly without my wings by rapidly spinning super heated mercury to decrease my weight and direction how I see fit! Easily I can transfer myself into energy to infect your primitive technology or your mind with a finger blade, control your body like a puppet on strings to make you murder your own children, to crush your most expensive tanks like an apple under my foot! This is power, and it's so boring to just use it to its full potential; like using cheat codes and hacks in a video game, it becomes dull quickly. Through the brink of death, I turned myself into the perfect weapon puppet! And I've got plenty more of my rotted remains to keep building more of me, I already have an army of me in the darkness to watch my gate and home..
You are just a pickle! Yes! A pickle that I can chop and slice and eat in ways that would drag you down to my level of insanity! I could eat your legs so you cant run away, then I'll eat your arms so you can't fight back, after that I'll skin you alive before cauterizing your exposed meat so you don't bleed to death as I'll push you down a mountain of salt and watch you roll in agony for my amusement! I can bring you to hell before you die and watch you suffer as I did as you slowly rot away from the inside, turning your skin pitch black as it cracks open as your blood turns to dust! Best part, I can also transfer the time in the souls I've eaten to heal you back up and start the torturing over and over and over and over again; slowly making you forget everything about yourself! Or I could lobotomize you and make you my literal slave, remove your organs only to replace them with technology that could keep you alive and in constant pain as you serve my bidding for the rest of your days. I love it here on the surface, but I want more than just this world's plunders! But more than that, I want a hero~! I need a batman to my joker! Hahaha! Even if I find one and it can destroy this body though, I have hundreds of thousands more bodies within this water infested rock to replace me! On top of that, how many universes have me in them with more puppet bodies of their own? Infinite numbers of universes, infinite versions of me and you to kill! The good question is, when will one of the other me's learn how to hop to this universe?! And how many of them are much more evil than I?! Honestly, I can't wait to be able to kill another version of me; sounds like a fun battle where the winner eats the other! I am madness incarnate, and all of you have been infected by my existence sense the first murder accrued at the hands of Cain, and.... and... What were we talking about again? Mmmmm, time to cook me up some fresh cheese nippz~! Baked with 100% real cheese and 100% real severed nipples~!
Hehehahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! S8D
I was born without gender and created again from nonexistence without gender! Daddy originally made for one purpose, war and slaughter of beings of equal power to my own! The earth would give weigh to my true weight in the form of craters with each single step, yet my kind can fly with no effort! We were given the natural gift to use 95% of our brain while mortal humans can only use 10%, only unable to create entire universes from nothing like Daddy from that missing 5%! The ability to move objects with our minds is fucking child's play, just like creating life from ash and blood to grow our numbers.. Your birth name and time you have left in this world along with your sins and secrets can be seen by us as if you were a book we have read thousands of times!
Yet, unlike the rest of my kind, I trapped my self between nonexistence and existence as I died as an angel; with the help of technology, magic, and science to alter my armor and remains so I could possess it for eternity! I can speed up my brain and body to the point that time around me halts with enough souls to burn like fossil fuel, liquify solid matter on the atomic level with blood to walk through walls, to bend time and space to my will like a slip of paper to teleport without the need for devices, to fly without my wings by rapidly spinning super heated mercury to decrease my weight and direction how I see fit! Easily I can transfer myself into energy to infect your primitive technology or your mind with a finger blade, control your body like a puppet on strings to make you murder your own children, to crush your most expensive tanks like an apple under my foot! This is power, and it's so boring to just use it to its full potential; like using cheat codes and hacks in a video game, it becomes dull quickly. Through the brink of death, I turned myself into the perfect weapon puppet! And I've got plenty more of my rotted remains to keep building more of me, I already have an army of me in the darkness to watch my gate and home..
You are just a pickle! Yes! A pickle that I can chop and slice and eat in ways that would drag you down to my level of insanity! I could eat your legs so you cant run away, then I'll eat your arms so you can't fight back, after that I'll skin you alive before cauterizing your exposed meat so you don't bleed to death as I'll push you down a mountain of salt and watch you roll in agony for my amusement! I can bring you to hell before you die and watch you suffer as I did as you slowly rot away from the inside, turning your skin pitch black as it cracks open as your blood turns to dust! Best part, I can also transfer the time in the souls I've eaten to heal you back up and start the torturing over and over and over and over again; slowly making you forget everything about yourself! Or I could lobotomize you and make you my literal slave, remove your organs only to replace them with technology that could keep you alive and in constant pain as you serve my bidding for the rest of your days. I love it here on the surface, but I want more than just this world's plunders! But more than that, I want a hero~! I need a batman to my joker! Hahaha! Even if I find one and it can destroy this body though, I have hundreds of thousands more bodies within this water infested rock to replace me! On top of that, how many universes have me in them with more puppet bodies of their own? Infinite numbers of universes, infinite versions of me and you to kill! The good question is, when will one of the other me's learn how to hop to this universe?! And how many of them are much more evil than I?! Honestly, I can't wait to be able to kill another version of me; sounds like a fun battle where the winner eats the other! I am madness incarnate, and all of you have been infected by my existence sense the first murder accrued at the hands of Cain, and.... and... What were we talking about again? Mmmmm, time to cook me up some fresh cheese nippz~! Baked with 100% real cheese and 100% real severed nipples~!
Hehehahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! S8D
*pop*
Posted 7 years agoWant/Need (Vent)
Posted 7 years agoI'm really tired of getting knocked down every fucking time I try to get anywhere in life. Boo hoo right? Everybody who has read my vent journals have heard it all before right? Plus not a lot of people even bother with my journals, let alone my art or stories.
In fact, I'm starting to think that me and my art will never be good enough.. My ability to play and make music is gone, my will to draw or write is depleting from my stressing out over not getting employment.. Event if I do get a job, living with my mother again means any and all money I make with her knowledge becomes hers anyway..
The time I spent trying to get my life started at my dad's house was basically wasted, not being able to buy something crucial to being able to do anything with; music, digital art, youtube, gaming, ect. A FUCKING GOOD COMPUTER!!!
Thanks a lot dad.. Goodwill gave me a herniated disk in my spine, yet I can't get myself treatment or even a checkup.. You're generation thinks it's still easy to move forward, or maybe my generation is just weak... I Don't know the answers, neither did you dad... Your answers were wrong, outdated assumptions of a dying world..
I've spent the last... I don't even remember how long... In non stop pain... I sleep 12 ish hours per day/night, not sure if it's the pain knocking me out or the crippling depression causing it, or something even worse.... Ever moment in my dreams drive me closer to the edge; the nightmares are tearing me apart.....
I'm tired of this shit.. I'm tired of being stuck in this house that is literally falling apart... I want to succeed... I need to do something about it... I'm so fucking lost, angry, depressed, in pain, stir crazy, broke, stuck in a loop that I can't find a way out of... Did I dig this hole I'm in..? If I did, then I didn't dig it this deep alone...
This wall is in a circle, running around the inside of it is pointless... It's too high to climb, I can no longer see the top of it... Bricks sliding back into place, after I spent so long trying to wedge them out... I'm screaming threw the holes in the wall, but it feels like no words are coming out of my mouth...
I want out... I need to get free...
In fact, I'm starting to think that me and my art will never be good enough.. My ability to play and make music is gone, my will to draw or write is depleting from my stressing out over not getting employment.. Event if I do get a job, living with my mother again means any and all money I make with her knowledge becomes hers anyway..
The time I spent trying to get my life started at my dad's house was basically wasted, not being able to buy something crucial to being able to do anything with; music, digital art, youtube, gaming, ect. A FUCKING GOOD COMPUTER!!!
Thanks a lot dad.. Goodwill gave me a herniated disk in my spine, yet I can't get myself treatment or even a checkup.. You're generation thinks it's still easy to move forward, or maybe my generation is just weak... I Don't know the answers, neither did you dad... Your answers were wrong, outdated assumptions of a dying world..
I've spent the last... I don't even remember how long... In non stop pain... I sleep 12 ish hours per day/night, not sure if it's the pain knocking me out or the crippling depression causing it, or something even worse.... Ever moment in my dreams drive me closer to the edge; the nightmares are tearing me apart.....
I'm tired of this shit.. I'm tired of being stuck in this house that is literally falling apart... I want to succeed... I need to do something about it... I'm so fucking lost, angry, depressed, in pain, stir crazy, broke, stuck in a loop that I can't find a way out of... Did I dig this hole I'm in..? If I did, then I didn't dig it this deep alone...
This wall is in a circle, running around the inside of it is pointless... It's too high to climb, I can no longer see the top of it... Bricks sliding back into place, after I spent so long trying to wedge them out... I'm screaming threw the holes in the wall, but it feels like no words are coming out of my mouth...
I want out... I need to get free...
Fursona Character Sheets
Posted 7 years agoName: DD DeadRose
Nicknames: DD-Kun, Dark Dragon, Dee, Double D, pet
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Gay/Sub(Bottom)
Likes: Music, Drawing, Anime, reading, writing, cooking, Red Velvet, baked treats, cookies, cock, yiffing, crossdressing, cute stuff, guitar, piano, Crow(His twin brother), men, femboys, video games.
Dislikes: Violence, blood, gore, vore, scat, watersports, feet, guns, knives, rape, pain.
Drink/Smoke: Sometimes, both.
Name: Crow DeadRose
Nicknames: Crimson Crow, Master
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bi/Dom(Top)
Likes: Metal and hard Rock music, guitar, video games, femboys, knives, S&M, light bondage, writing, smoking weed, being alone, girls, nudity, DD(His twin brother),
Dislikes: Himself, Feral Moose's, Angel Dragons (Sorry Telephone.. You scare Crow lol), being crowded, puns, smiling, sleeping, dreams, people in general, idiots,
Drink/Smoke: Yes, a lot.
Nicknames: DD-Kun, Dark Dragon, Dee, Double D, pet
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Gay/Sub(Bottom)
Likes: Music, Drawing, Anime, reading, writing, cooking, Red Velvet, baked treats, cookies, cock, yiffing, crossdressing, cute stuff, guitar, piano, Crow(His twin brother), men, femboys, video games.
Dislikes: Violence, blood, gore, vore, scat, watersports, feet, guns, knives, rape, pain.
Drink/Smoke: Sometimes, both.
Name: Crow DeadRose
Nicknames: Crimson Crow, Master
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bi/Dom(Top)
Likes: Metal and hard Rock music, guitar, video games, femboys, knives, S&M, light bondage, writing, smoking weed, being alone, girls, nudity, DD(His twin brother),
Dislikes: Himself, Feral Moose's, Angel Dragons (Sorry Telephone.. You scare Crow lol), being crowded, puns, smiling, sleeping, dreams, people in general, idiots,
Drink/Smoke: Yes, a lot.
Crow's Fears. By DD-kun
Posted 7 years agoCrow is scared of feral mooses and Telephonethe angel Dragon.
I think Telephone's adorablely cute~! Crow is simply terrified of her.
I think Telephone's adorablely cute~! Crow is simply terrified of her.
A Message from Diztortid
Posted 7 years ago..I hate all of you.. But not because of your gender, your age, your beliefs, your political views, or your race...
...This is what true hate looks like, no reason or motive behind it... I just hate you, because you are you..
..Do you think you can reach me..? Save me..? So you in turn can save yourself...?
...I will use your blood as lubricant as I fuck a new hole into the base of your skull, so I can use that hole as a cup holder after I make your head a part of my arm rest... Cry, scream, beg for your life... I will never stop...
..Unless I kill you... Or you kill me first...
...This is what true hate looks like, no reason or motive behind it... I just hate you, because you are you..
..Do you think you can reach me..? Save me..? So you in turn can save yourself...?
...I will use your blood as lubricant as I fuck a new hole into the base of your skull, so I can use that hole as a cup holder after I make your head a part of my arm rest... Cry, scream, beg for your life... I will never stop...
..Unless I kill you... Or you kill me first...
What if... DD was never sold. (Exploring the Multiverse)
Posted 7 years agoHave you ever thought about how many to possiblities that are happening, somewhere that the story you're used to is different?
Failed experiments were executed after 13 years of brainwashing, DD-023 being seen as a failure lead to CC-023 escaping in the same fit of rage. But with his twin brother dead, CC-023's journey ended at the old man's house. The boy was empty, waiting for the man to die before being given the house in the man's will.
Crow pushed away anybody who tried to get close to him, building a mental wall in his mind and never caught the attention of his former captures by never changing out of his human form, working small jobs here and there to fund his alcoholism. He spent his nights at bars and drank his depression away, finding himself with one night stands or getting arrested for fighting
His reputation got him a gig as a fighter for an underground club, being labled as the crimson Crow after he snapped and beat his opponent to death, covering himself with the blood and screaming at the audience.
This caught the demon's attention, promising Crow a chance to see his twin brother again... Once it can open a portal to other universes. Crow accepted and became a tool for the demon, killing those who the demon told him to kill; waiting for the human child known as Tony to build a device that could reunite him with his only blood relative.. Even if it meant killing another version of himself...
Failed experiments were executed after 13 years of brainwashing, DD-023 being seen as a failure lead to CC-023 escaping in the same fit of rage. But with his twin brother dead, CC-023's journey ended at the old man's house. The boy was empty, waiting for the man to die before being given the house in the man's will.
Crow pushed away anybody who tried to get close to him, building a mental wall in his mind and never caught the attention of his former captures by never changing out of his human form, working small jobs here and there to fund his alcoholism. He spent his nights at bars and drank his depression away, finding himself with one night stands or getting arrested for fighting
His reputation got him a gig as a fighter for an underground club, being labled as the crimson Crow after he snapped and beat his opponent to death, covering himself with the blood and screaming at the audience.
This caught the demon's attention, promising Crow a chance to see his twin brother again... Once it can open a portal to other universes. Crow accepted and became a tool for the demon, killing those who the demon told him to kill; waiting for the human child known as Tony to build a device that could reunite him with his only blood relative.. Even if it meant killing another version of himself...
I'm Desperate... Need Help...
Posted 7 years agoI hate my self for doing this...
Nobody's going to hire me, even if they do.. I don't think I can push my body any further, meaning that my spine is destroyed now and I can't stand, walk, lift, bend over, lay down or even fucking sit down without feeling sharp pain running down the back of my left leg... Even now, writing this is causing a lot of pain, imagine trying to draw or write stories in constant pain...
It hurts worse every time I wake up, making it impossible to get out of bed without screaming like a little bitch..
Can't use my left leg to even lift myself up, and I know what's wrong with it.. A disk in my spine is smashing up against my nerves that hold feeling over my left thigh and rump.. I don't know what to do anymore other than ending it all....
I can't get a job with my back fucked up, and driving jobs are out of the question with the two wrecks and the fact that my license is revoked for 6 months... Still got to pay off my ticket or else I go to jail... I'm too awkward for telemarketing shit, I might cut my hair just to get a better chance at landing a job... At this point, I'd be willing to sell my self off as a slave or something..... Fuck, what's the point...?
Who in the hell would read this shit anyway? I'm only typing still because this might be the closet thing to a suicide note I can muster, I'm done... No use trying... No point living if it's only going to bring more pain, physically and mentally.. I want God to erase me, I want nonexistence...
I need help, I'm at my limit... I can't keep living like this, any of it... Please, I'm desperate...
Nobody's going to hire me, even if they do.. I don't think I can push my body any further, meaning that my spine is destroyed now and I can't stand, walk, lift, bend over, lay down or even fucking sit down without feeling sharp pain running down the back of my left leg... Even now, writing this is causing a lot of pain, imagine trying to draw or write stories in constant pain...
It hurts worse every time I wake up, making it impossible to get out of bed without screaming like a little bitch..
Can't use my left leg to even lift myself up, and I know what's wrong with it.. A disk in my spine is smashing up against my nerves that hold feeling over my left thigh and rump.. I don't know what to do anymore other than ending it all....
I can't get a job with my back fucked up, and driving jobs are out of the question with the two wrecks and the fact that my license is revoked for 6 months... Still got to pay off my ticket or else I go to jail... I'm too awkward for telemarketing shit, I might cut my hair just to get a better chance at landing a job... At this point, I'd be willing to sell my self off as a slave or something..... Fuck, what's the point...?
Who in the hell would read this shit anyway? I'm only typing still because this might be the closet thing to a suicide note I can muster, I'm done... No use trying... No point living if it's only going to bring more pain, physically and mentally.. I want God to erase me, I want nonexistence...
I need help, I'm at my limit... I can't keep living like this, any of it... Please, I'm desperate...
A Message from The Village People
Posted 7 years agoHey! Hey! Hey!Hey!Hey!
MACHO! MACHO MAN!!! MACHO MAN~! Yeah! I've got to be a macho man~! I got to be a~!
MACHO! MACHO MAN!!! MACHO MAN~! Yeah! I've got to be a macho!!! OWWWWW!!
MACHO! MACHO MAN!!! YEAH!!! I've got to be, a macho man~!!!
MACHO! MACHO MAN!!! HEY HEY! I've got to be a macho!!!
*DD does a dancing work out to the song blaring out from the speakers* :D
Crow: Please, he's been listening to this song all night.. Make it stop.... For the love of god, help me!!!! D:<
MACHO! MACHO MAN!!! MACHO MAN~! Yeah! I've got to be a macho man~! I got to be a~!
MACHO! MACHO MAN!!! MACHO MAN~! Yeah! I've got to be a macho!!! OWWWWW!!
MACHO! MACHO MAN!!! YEAH!!! I've got to be, a macho man~!!!
MACHO! MACHO MAN!!! HEY HEY! I've got to be a macho!!!
*DD does a dancing work out to the song blaring out from the speakers* :D
Crow: Please, he's been listening to this song all night.. Make it stop.... For the love of god, help me!!!! D:<
5 Months..?! Update..
Posted 7 years agoWell... Lets just the shit over with then(Get the drama crap over with)
I was kicked out of my dad's place for getting into 2 wrecks with my car, had to live in my car and go to work.
But Friday night, my car was stolen by a "friend"... Sooo I had to come back to my mom's place.... I told my dad about my car, he's beyond pissed.... He apparently had some opportunity for me before my car was jacked, but.... what ever it was, is over now......
I was kicked out of my dad's place for getting into 2 wrecks with my car, had to live in my car and go to work.
But Friday night, my car was stolen by a "friend"... Sooo I had to come back to my mom's place.... I told my dad about my car, he's beyond pissed.... He apparently had some opportunity for me before my car was jacked, but.... what ever it was, is over now......
A Message from Laughing Tony
Posted 8 years agoHaHaHi! Does anyone still check in on the son of a bitch that made this account? I do, I can't help it, I exist in a universe he created! Speaking of, did you know that there are an infinite number of universes that all coexist with one another? It's true! Your reality is only a drop of water in an ocean with no end! Each time two universes get too close together~ BANG!!! They give birth to another one.. There's event a universe where the dominant life form of the planet is fruit!!! Yes, literal walking fruit! Apples! Monster Watermelons! Cannibal bananas!! Pedophile grape vines!! Sexually confused Tomatoes! And Stanly, the talking grapefruit!!! And in that universe, I am an orange in a mental hospital... Depressing to know that even if I never made a deal with the demon, I would still be crazy... But as a Demented Fruit!
OH! And my master, the demon, has mad its own Pokémon!!! Its name is Feta-Chedda! It's made out of two types of cheese~!! HaHa! It smells though, horribly...... What ever, oh! I'm getting my own short story soon by the way! Good luck with that! Heh, Feta-Chedda! ... Feta-Chedda! Feda-Chedda! Feda-Chedda! Feda-Chedda! FETA-CHEDDA!!! ..MaybeBaby..
OH! And my master, the demon, has mad its own Pokémon!!! Its name is Feta-Chedda! It's made out of two types of cheese~!! HaHa! It smells though, horribly...... What ever, oh! I'm getting my own short story soon by the way! Good luck with that! Heh, Feta-Chedda! ... Feta-Chedda! Feda-Chedda! Feda-Chedda! Feda-Chedda! FETA-CHEDDA!!! ..MaybeBaby..
Mildly Good News~! ^w^
Posted 8 years agoI finally got all the data from my mom's computer onto a flash drive~! (The flash drive is 117GB btw lol)
So, I can continue the fallowing stories again~! Yay!
-Parts of Crow and DD's bio (Part 2 of Journal of Crow and Diary of DD, Crimson Crow, Dark Dragon, Sweet 16, ect.)
-Diztortid (Part 5 and up)
-Wane the Hyena (Part 2: And the Cursed aroma of the Wrinkled Sack of Doom)
-The Forsaken
-Adventure Facts
-The Barbon Horror Story
-The Destruction of Laughing Tony
-And more~!
To be clear, they may take some time because I'm working on a story for
at the moment. ^w^' So my personal stories come 2nd to stories I write for others.
I'm still looking for a job, so my free time is very limited at the moment. '3' That's all~! Have a good day/night! :3
So, I can continue the fallowing stories again~! Yay!
-Parts of Crow and DD's bio (Part 2 of Journal of Crow and Diary of DD, Crimson Crow, Dark Dragon, Sweet 16, ect.)
-Diztortid (Part 5 and up)
-Wane the Hyena (Part 2: And the Cursed aroma of the Wrinkled Sack of Doom)
-The Forsaken
-Adventure Facts
-The Barbon Horror Story
-The Destruction of Laughing Tony
-And more~!
To be clear, they may take some time because I'm working on a story for
at the moment. ^w^' So my personal stories come 2nd to stories I write for others.I'm still looking for a job, so my free time is very limited at the moment. '3' That's all~! Have a good day/night! :3
A Message from DD
Posted 8 years agoMilk is the nectar of the God's, Pizza is the food of the Gods~! Strawberry Pocky's are awesomely delicious~! ^w^ Strawberry Ice cream is yummy, and it's better when it's added to vodka~!! ;w; Marshmallow Vodka is good to wash cum down with >////>'
I like Anime and Manga, I like video games and red velvet cake~!! Why am I writing this? Because I'm heartbroken and drunk, so the pain is numbed for now!! =w= M-My twin brother is hot!!! Sorry, I forgot what I was so post to say! ;/w/; I'm drunk, so I'mma ride Crow while he's in an alcohol induced coma~! =//w//= Fuck the pain away~! It's in the teaches of peaches!! :I
I like Anime and Manga, I like video games and red velvet cake~!! Why am I writing this? Because I'm heartbroken and drunk, so the pain is numbed for now!! =w= M-My twin brother is hot!!! Sorry, I forgot what I was so post to say! ;/w/; I'm drunk, so I'mma ride Crow while he's in an alcohol induced coma~! =//w//= Fuck the pain away~! It's in the teaches of peaches!! :I
Rewriting Stories Soon~!
Posted 8 years agoDrawing wise, I've hit an artist's block.. So during my free time, I'll be rewriting the current stories that I already submitted. I won't be changing them as much as adding to them, filling plot holes, and making some of them more lewd for "Fan Service".
I will do this until I can go back to my mom's place to transfer all the stories I was working on from her computer(Sadly I didn't have enough time to get them when I moved out.. ;o;) I'll put the stories in their description this time, and that will be how you will know that it has been rewritten~! ^w^
Still applying and searching for a job, but I'll be driving soon so maybe that will help(Or at least, make it so I'm able to apply as a Pizza delivery guy)
On a separate note, I noticed that I already have a little over 100 watchers and that some artists do something when that happens. So I'll post an adoption/auction for 6 eggs that are from the stories(As soon as I get a PayPal account that is)
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I will do this until I can go back to my mom's place to transfer all the stories I was working on from her computer(Sadly I didn't have enough time to get them when I moved out.. ;o;) I'll put the stories in their description this time, and that will be how you will know that it has been rewritten~! ^w^
Still applying and searching for a job, but I'll be driving soon so maybe that will help(Or at least, make it so I'm able to apply as a Pizza delivery guy)
On a separate note, I noticed that I already have a little over 100 watchers and that some artists do something when that happens. So I'll post an adoption/auction for 6 eggs that are from the stories(As soon as I get a PayPal account that is)
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Back in Phoenix, Goodbye Mesa!
Posted 8 years agoWell I no longer live with my mother in Mesa, I'm back in Phoenix with my dad.. Is that a step backwards?
Either way, my dad and his partner are giving me a chance to help me get my life started. I have 6 months to get a job and to get my own place, or else I'll be on the street; plus there's more jobs in Phoenix than in Mesa, so this shouldn't be as hard as it was living with my mom. I will be slow to responding to messages and submitting more art/stories until I can get more stable.
Sadly I'll have to rewrite the stories I was working on, but I'll get to it when I have time. I just wanted to give you all an update on my situation, wish me luck~! I'll be back!
Either way, my dad and his partner are giving me a chance to help me get my life started. I have 6 months to get a job and to get my own place, or else I'll be on the street; plus there's more jobs in Phoenix than in Mesa, so this shouldn't be as hard as it was living with my mom. I will be slow to responding to messages and submitting more art/stories until I can get more stable.
Sadly I'll have to rewrite the stories I was working on, but I'll get to it when I have time. I just wanted to give you all an update on my situation, wish me luck~! I'll be back!
Mini Update: Wheels are Turning.. Gears are Grinding~!
Posted 8 years agoWell first off, I'll be deleting a few journals soon(Nothing Related to the story) So to those who commented, thanks but I need to clean my profiles up ;w;
I got my first two videos uploaded on YouTube btw, I wont be ale to record any songs because of the crappy mic not being able to record both me and the guitar.. -___-' I found that out after a while, just like with the commentary in my Sims 2 video failed to get recorded as well.... *Sigh*
Anyway, this update is to explain that I'm still drawing and other stuff, but I like to switch between projects a lot and continue them when I think of something or have the urge to return to a project. So I hope this explains why I may take so long.
Focusing on gifts and trades is something I will still do, but gifts may take longer still. I would like to get all my old work done asap though.. Maybe when I have the proper equipment, I'll do some art streams so you all can see what I mean when I say that I switch between projects. XD
Random note: Patreon takes forever to load on this thing... Like, I have to refresh the page all the time because all I see is a blank page.. '3' I'd rather you wait on tipping me or anything until I set up a bank account, then hide the bank card somewhere...
Think positive! Umm... o.o' Sorry for the long read ^^'
I got my first two videos uploaded on YouTube btw, I wont be ale to record any songs because of the crappy mic not being able to record both me and the guitar.. -___-' I found that out after a while, just like with the commentary in my Sims 2 video failed to get recorded as well.... *Sigh*
Anyway, this update is to explain that I'm still drawing and other stuff, but I like to switch between projects a lot and continue them when I think of something or have the urge to return to a project. So I hope this explains why I may take so long.
Focusing on gifts and trades is something I will still do, but gifts may take longer still. I would like to get all my old work done asap though.. Maybe when I have the proper equipment, I'll do some art streams so you all can see what I mean when I say that I switch between projects. XD
Random note: Patreon takes forever to load on this thing... Like, I have to refresh the page all the time because all I see is a blank page.. '3' I'd rather you wait on tipping me or anything until I set up a bank account, then hide the bank card somewhere...
Think positive! Umm... o.o' Sorry for the long read ^^'
Are you on YouTube? '3'
Posted 8 years agoIf you are, and if I haven't subscribed to you already, then send me your YouTube URL and I'll subscribe to you for free~! ^w^ You can sub back if you want, no pressure though!
Anyway, I would however like some advice while you're here~! ;w; Assuming you haven't left yet...
I found a copy of The Sims 2 for pc at Goodwill this weekend for $3, and it actually works on the crap computer I have. It's pretty different from the PS2 version of the game, but should I record and post gameplay of it on YouTube?
(I know The Sims 4 is more relevant then it's predecessor, but The Sims 2 is literally the only game that will run on my computer at all..) So, what are your thoughts? Would you watch it or not? Honestly, I doubt it'll get a lot of views and shit, but it's better then having nothing on my gaming channel right?
Last thing, some time ago I was messing around on a website called Omegle (No, I wasn't fapping in front of a camera) I was playing a random song off the top of my head with my acoustic guitar and someone said that they'd listen to it on YouTube and said it was funny, but to be safe, I figured I'd let you guys tell me if I should make the song into an awkward little video for shits and giggles.. Here's the song! (At least what I remember) XP
God told me I should kill my self, but what does he know~?
I tried to ask him why I should, but he didn't even show~!
Instead something repressed was remembered and it went like so~!
I was roofied at church, and my butt still hurts~!
I woke up in the confession booth, with a butt full of lube~!
All I remember was taking a sip from the concession wine~!
Then I woke up later with a sore ass behind~!
Not to mention that my hands were tied and I was missing my pants~!
I tried to stand but was still at an awkward stance~!
Because I think the pastor was a bastard who got his kicks up inside my ass~!
Plus he wouldn't stop looking at me during our Sunday morning bible class~!
And so~!
God told me I should kill my self, but what does he know~?
It's not like he created the universe or anything... Wait, he did..?!
Oh.... Hm... Well then I guess I should go ahead and just kill my self~?
(Hey, if anyone has the right to make fun of child abuse, it's someone who was sexually abused as a child!)
((In case you didn't know, I was a victim of sexual abuse as a child.. Not actually at a church, but what the hell right? You feeling awkward yet? No?! Well then, I guess I'll have to try harder then~! >:3))
Anyway, I would however like some advice while you're here~! ;w; Assuming you haven't left yet...
I found a copy of The Sims 2 for pc at Goodwill this weekend for $3, and it actually works on the crap computer I have. It's pretty different from the PS2 version of the game, but should I record and post gameplay of it on YouTube?
(I know The Sims 4 is more relevant then it's predecessor, but The Sims 2 is literally the only game that will run on my computer at all..) So, what are your thoughts? Would you watch it or not? Honestly, I doubt it'll get a lot of views and shit, but it's better then having nothing on my gaming channel right?
Last thing, some time ago I was messing around on a website called Omegle (No, I wasn't fapping in front of a camera) I was playing a random song off the top of my head with my acoustic guitar and someone said that they'd listen to it on YouTube and said it was funny, but to be safe, I figured I'd let you guys tell me if I should make the song into an awkward little video for shits and giggles.. Here's the song! (At least what I remember) XP
Why I Stopped Going To Church God told me I should kill my self, but what does he know~?
I tried to ask him why I should, but he didn't even show~!
Instead something repressed was remembered and it went like so~!
I was roofied at church, and my butt still hurts~!
I woke up in the confession booth, with a butt full of lube~!
All I remember was taking a sip from the concession wine~!
Then I woke up later with a sore ass behind~!
Not to mention that my hands were tied and I was missing my pants~!
I tried to stand but was still at an awkward stance~!
Because I think the pastor was a bastard who got his kicks up inside my ass~!
Plus he wouldn't stop looking at me during our Sunday morning bible class~!
And so~!
God told me I should kill my self, but what does he know~?
It's not like he created the universe or anything... Wait, he did..?!
Oh.... Hm... Well then I guess I should go ahead and just kill my self~?
(Hey, if anyone has the right to make fun of child abuse, it's someone who was sexually abused as a child!)
((In case you didn't know, I was a victim of sexual abuse as a child.. Not actually at a church, but what the hell right? You feeling awkward yet? No?! Well then, I guess I'll have to try harder then~! >:3))
5 Nations
Posted 8 years agoThe United Nation/The Human NationPopulation: 3,000,000+
After the Earth cracked open, the humans were driven out of their native lands and forced west to the United States. However, their government would not allow refugees onto their land until Canada and Mexico stepped in. Over the debates of the different government, countless lives were lost to demon and dragon armies until they formed a truce in the idea that they were once single race. The military was forced to hand over all their technology that was once hidden from the public and became the reason that humans had survived the slaughter from the increasingly hostile race of demons. Using ultra sonic weapons to keep the dragons at bay, the humans continue to reach beyond the height of their power to access technology.
Their new government now mass produces androids as officers of the law that are accompanied by artificially produced humans, homunculi. Armed with advanced weaponry and telekinesis, the homunculi are meant to purge any of the other races from the land. These homunculi are not considered to be human, but still are treated relatively equal. Androids however are slowly being propagandized in fear of taking over the human race, mostly from old movie plots and books, but are used for upholding the lack of crimes committed by humans. The androids and homunculi add another 2,000,000 to the population count, unofficially.
The Dragon Nation Population: 500,000+
While their numbers are low, the prideful Dragon Nation breads to increase their population after their reemergence to the surface. Once upon a time, the dragons were hunted down to the brink of extinction by humans in the middle ages; being forced underground after the fall of their last leader by King Arthur and the knights of the round table. Centuries pass and humans believed that dragons were a fictional beast until the day the Earth cracked open, awakening the eldest dragon of existence; a 5 headed tyrant of biblical power, known only as The Beast.
They now hold a deep grudge over the human race, waging war constantly until half of their population fled from their vengeful ruler. Those who left were sentenced to death if caught, but those who escaped were shunned by most of the other nations; not to be trusted after their history with the different races in the past. Other creatures that the dragons now hold control over most reptilian races, forced into slavery of a higher privilege than prisoners of war or purchased humans and furred beings.
The Beast Nation/The Anthro Nation Population: 42,000,000+
Before the Earth cracked open, many animals of different species found their way underground to fall into a space between two separated lairs of the earth; finding the "Forbidden" Fruit tree and many of it's offspring inside. After eating from the tree, they gained the knowledge of good and evil. No longer innocent and feral, the different species evolved into anthropomorphic beings that were eventually enslaved by the dragon race. Some escaped to the surface and lived in the wilderness, where they became savages in the wild.
After the Earth cracked open, those who were enslaved where left behind to assume freedom; crawling out from the earth and took refuge in the abandoned cities that once belonged to humans. Currently in a civil war with those who hid in the wild for generations, they also wage war against the dragons for their past enslavement. They also have picked up were the humans left off and have grown accustomed to the humans old living habits.
The Demon Nation/Mammon's LegionPopulation: 9,999,999,999,999,999,999,9999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999
Their numbers being seemingly endless, the Demon Nation is under the control of a spawn of Satan named Mammon. Though there are 9 other leaders and groups that divide the demons, half breeds, succubus, and fallen angels. They all share a similar goal and formed a truce until the other races have been wiped out; except for a small group of them who work to protect the surface world. Lucifer is dead, Satan is dead, devoured by a rouge fallen angel who walked the Earth for centuries before willingly being captured by the humans before the Earth cracked open.
They all emerged from the crack in the Earth and in the French catacombs around the time that a half breed had tried to gain rule over hell, being betrayed by Mammon. The nation wages war on all living things in hope to find their way into heaven to wage their end goal; destroying heaven so Mammon can become the new God to create a universe of his creation.
The Neutral Nation/ The 5th Nation Population: Classified
A Nation that was formed by those who escaped their collective nations to get away from the war, the 5th Nation is a free place where laws are basic and underdeveloped. The other nations were forced to sign a treaty to insure that they were safe from the troubles of war. Rumors of a demon being the one who forced the others to sign have floated around, but have never been confirmed as true. It's population hidden from everyone to ensure non of the other Nations could track their escaped citizens, at the risk of spies easily sneaking in.
This is where many of the strongest end up, usually guarding the borders from threats to insure that the treaty will be upheld, but only a rouge demon has been known to force its way inside with ease. Left alone, the 5th Nation grows and slowly advances in technology as they work to bring order and peace to their land, hoping to one day put the wars to an end for good.
Music Kings (My Opinion) With Links~! :D
Posted 8 years agoI'm having an artist block and I'm bored, so lets talk music~! >w< Who I think are the kings of their genre of music~! :3
King of Pop: Michael Jackson! (Duh)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zi_XLOBDo_Y
King of Rock: Chuck Berry! (Elvis is not the king, he's country-rock/gospel at best.. That's right begets, rock was created by a black guy in the 1950's! Deal with it~! ;P)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8JULmUlGDA
King of Country: Johnny Cash! (I personally don't like country, but Johnny Cash is just bad ass!)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lq0fUa0vW_E
King of Classical: Bach! (Mathematicians studied his work and discovered that his songs were mathematically PERFECT! :O)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REu2BcnlD34
King(s) of Rap: N.W.A! (Tupac and Tech were close 2nds, but NWA has Fuck Tha Police on their side~! XD)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDb6OT8Dp3A
King(s) of Heavy Metal: Metallica! (Everybody knows Enter Sandman, so how about the song "One"?)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM8bTdBs-cw
King of Random: Ninja Sex Party! (Because Wane forced me to? XP lol jk)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JEl96I_4PuI
Side Note: Honorable Mentions! (Still worth looking up~!)
God of Hip-Hop: Tech N9ne! (Think I'm over selling him..? Go see for your self~! =w=)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndYpovMpW4Q
God of Random: Frank Zappa! (He's a real freak! XD Got to love it lol)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WO3DuU6pj8
God of _____: Gorillaz! (They stick to no genre of music, they play what they want when they want~!)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qJp6xlKEug
Prince of Pop: David Bowie! (He's not less then the king of pop, not in my opinion at least!)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-JqH1M4Ya8
This journal will be edited and added to later. I know there's a lot more kings of music out there~! ;w;
I listen to every genre of music, even stuff your parents and grand parents listen to! XP
King of Pop: Michael Jackson! (Duh)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zi_XLOBDo_Y
King of Rock: Chuck Berry! (Elvis is not the king, he's country-rock/gospel at best.. That's right begets, rock was created by a black guy in the 1950's! Deal with it~! ;P)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I8JULmUlGDA
King of Country: Johnny Cash! (I personally don't like country, but Johnny Cash is just bad ass!)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lq0fUa0vW_E
King of Classical: Bach! (Mathematicians studied his work and discovered that his songs were mathematically PERFECT! :O)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REu2BcnlD34
King(s) of Rap: N.W.A! (Tupac and Tech were close 2nds, but NWA has Fuck Tha Police on their side~! XD)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDb6OT8Dp3A
King(s) of Heavy Metal: Metallica! (Everybody knows Enter Sandman, so how about the song "One"?)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WM8bTdBs-cw
King of Random: Ninja Sex Party! (Because Wane forced me to? XP lol jk)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JEl96I_4PuI
Side Note: Honorable Mentions! (Still worth looking up~!)
God of Hip-Hop: Tech N9ne! (Think I'm over selling him..? Go see for your self~! =w=)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndYpovMpW4Q
God of Random: Frank Zappa! (He's a real freak! XD Got to love it lol)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4WO3DuU6pj8
God of _____: Gorillaz! (They stick to no genre of music, they play what they want when they want~!)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qJp6xlKEug
Prince of Pop: David Bowie! (He's not less then the king of pop, not in my opinion at least!)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-JqH1M4Ya8
This journal will be edited and added to later. I know there's a lot more kings of music out there~! ;w;
I listen to every genre of music, even stuff your parents and grand parents listen to! XP
CC-093 (Bio-Story)
Posted 8 years agoThe black fire traveled through the air vents in this underground genetic laboratory, the rumbling blaze able to be heard from each of the cells of the genetic experiments that was held captive. The flames traveled deeper into the maze of vents until it retched the room full of VinShade, causing them to spew mass amounts of blue gas to feed the black flames; causing a massive explosion that burned almost all of the workers and prisoners alike. The one's who survived, were never the same afterwards.. How many survived are yet to be confirmed yet...
Damage Report 05/???:
Cell #CC-093
We found an entity that can only assumed to be experiment CC-093, he emerged out of the ashes we collected after the clean up was finished. CC-093 now appears to be a combined force of ash and some sort of dark gas, for lack of a better term, having no real physical form to be analyzed; this could be the strangest of the surviving genetic experiments we've discovered so far.
Unlike codename BlackLash, CC-093 has trouble holding any collected form. Right before the explosion happened, subject CC-093 was at age to be released from it's Re-birth pod and was yet to wake up when the black fire engulfed the cell. The liquid used to hold the experiments had a similar reaction however, but there not being enough to slow the black fires destructive attributes; leading to the body of CC-093 being burned completely before it was able to adapt. Yet it still managed to survive, a confused pile of ash.
It awoke into a frenzy of panic, spreading itself out around the clean up crew near it; suffocating them in the mixture of black gas and ash. Then after they died, they stood back up and tried to kill the others. CC-093 can apparently control those who breathe in enough of it in; presumably enough to kill someone is the amount it takes for CC-093 to take control.
We easily managed to incapacitate the cleaning crew's corpses and captured CC-093 with the same method used to stop codename BlackLash; a large cyberglass containment cell that was made by the fallen angel named Wrath of the demon nation. The Demon Nation has agreed to further our cause in exchange for their own army of demon hybrids, and as like planned, they expect nothing of our true intentions.
CC-093 is being transported to Station 364 for study and training, there will be absolutely no close contact with the subject; strict orders from Mr. E!
Damage Report 05/???:
Cell #CC-093
We found an entity that can only assumed to be experiment CC-093, he emerged out of the ashes we collected after the clean up was finished. CC-093 now appears to be a combined force of ash and some sort of dark gas, for lack of a better term, having no real physical form to be analyzed; this could be the strangest of the surviving genetic experiments we've discovered so far.
Unlike codename BlackLash, CC-093 has trouble holding any collected form. Right before the explosion happened, subject CC-093 was at age to be released from it's Re-birth pod and was yet to wake up when the black fire engulfed the cell. The liquid used to hold the experiments had a similar reaction however, but there not being enough to slow the black fires destructive attributes; leading to the body of CC-093 being burned completely before it was able to adapt. Yet it still managed to survive, a confused pile of ash.
It awoke into a frenzy of panic, spreading itself out around the clean up crew near it; suffocating them in the mixture of black gas and ash. Then after they died, they stood back up and tried to kill the others. CC-093 can apparently control those who breathe in enough of it in; presumably enough to kill someone is the amount it takes for CC-093 to take control.
We easily managed to incapacitate the cleaning crew's corpses and captured CC-093 with the same method used to stop codename BlackLash; a large cyberglass containment cell that was made by the fallen angel named Wrath of the demon nation. The Demon Nation has agreed to further our cause in exchange for their own army of demon hybrids, and as like planned, they expect nothing of our true intentions.
CC-093 is being transported to Station 364 for study and training, there will be absolutely no close contact with the subject; strict orders from Mr. E!
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