-siigh- the feeling of drawing keeps going away and comes back, again and again~..

Mayby because im running out of inspiration? ` . `

ButAnyways.


IfYouGuys could mannage to find a typeOfArt that might GetMy inspiration back on track, that would help me so much, because without inspiration, i feel blanked, like i dont want to do anything but just roam around like a mindless zombie - A - or i guess u could say, Boredom ` - `

Ithought about that iwanted to streamto all mywatchers How iDraw mySKetches, ButI dontknow how to stream qq.

someoneplstellme ; v ;

The fever is gone, and the coughs are almost gone too, but i get some sneezes now and then, but i wasnt as terrible as i was.

Also, i feel like i wanna animate allot of simple stuff or mayby experiment some new animation ways ` . `

Gonnastarttodraw somany things and itstooexcitingjust thinking aboutdrawing dempositions~

Mustdraw tostopbeing sohyper

-sketch sketch-

imsorry but, i feellike i wantto draw scarythings.

Its becauseof this music thatilike so much c:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRhGqQOUJPc

so imnot sure howlong willthe inspiration from thismusic will stop c:
Because ilike it allot, like allot c:

So i was thinking of giving out information of Hena in writing instead of me trying to draw it.

Can a writer just write down information on something or just stories?~

I've always been thinking on writing down the history of Hena for a long time, mayby that way people can really know what my world looks like, or atleast give it some example on how it goes~

The art trade is over~! except for the ones that already asked me in that journal~ soliek ill get with art-trades one at a time~

ANYWAYS~! Onto new stuph~

I've started to realize that ive become better at drawing than how i'd thought i would become~! imean ibarely couldve done anatomy and nao ican do it~ and ican draw the faces so much better now and better body detail~.. ish but itried~ ANYWAYS~! its been along time since i've tried to animate~ itsbecause that ihave homework and tests~ ; ; and how i need to animate ineed free time and no stress or ill just mess up the animation~ BUT what would be sogreat for me is that if i could find an easy-to-use animation thingy so ican friggin animate like Das
; v ; imean ah magawd if i could just try to animate like that, iwould do it on my characters so they would get a bit moar known~ and let some people be interested in them~ and more bits of my world could be shown~

Until i get done with the art-trades, ill draw more about my characters and this time, draw the ref sheets ONE at a time~!

ithink some art trades can make me a bit more better with sketching or coloring~ It gives me moar purose for me to be more serious with my coloring~

So iwas wondering~...

Will anyone do an art trade with me?~ (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ

Since ive heard the selected music mai watchers linked me to listen~
i become inpsired of drawing anything else besides pikmins~

Until i feel like hearing them again~ ill draw some again~

ALRITE, ihave decided that today ill start with a new thing that will make my drawings a bit interesting~

U gais have to pick the music you like from a game,cartoon anything~!
-If a cartoon or from a game, it must be remixed, if it isnt remixed i guess ill hear it anyways~-

Soft music: Cute / Seductive
Techno music: Sexual / Seductive
Dubstep: Hyper
Peacefull music: Cute
Happy music: Cute / Joke sketch
Trance: Cute / Seductive / Crazy faces

Lets see if one of ur music inspires me to draw something~! ' v '

AHHHHHH IAMSOGLAD I GETTOHEAR THE NEWERANDBETTER THEMEFOR HYPNOTICSS :DDD

anyways = v =;;..

The more better version of Hypnotical Pleasures will be titled as Hypno-Pupeteer since Hypnotics treats his hypnotized victims as puppets~

This updated music version has Dubstep and Trance and some techno, All of my 3 fav genres e v e

Also will be including a newer and better detailed music cover for and will be colored by mee ofc~

FFF I MUST FINNISH THIS SKETCH QQ

If anyone is familiar with Jeff the Killer raise ur hands~...

ANyways, this dream was about him, dat guy, oh mah lord e ^ e;...

Im not even sure if it was coincidence neither because i was never really scared of that guy. Hold on, i feel like its a good idea if i should turn on my light for this journal O v o;;..

Anyways, this dream was about him. He took a visit to my home, MY HOME. And he was so normal, so normal.. well, in that dream i was like silenced by the fact he was in my house, but not with fright, with umm fangirl excitemnt i guess. Anyways, i tried to make him seem to like me but i was just, so dull, so i was hiding what i was really feeling = v =;

When he was actually visiting our house for a chat, his face was actually normal.. i think, i wasnt sure, i couldnt see his face or some reason, but what i do know is that his hair was black and his skin was still white, all except for his face was normal like any person.

The moment he left our house, i saw another dream vision of him.. killing my friends in an abandoned place or factory of some sorts... i dont even know what or why it was happening. And then all of the sudden i was there hiding behind some crates. And what i saw was Jeff and i dont know why, my cousin standing next to him. I was like, YOU Ffff-. But as soon as jeff looked back at me. I woke up from my dream... or so i thought.. When i thought i was awake. I heard SOMEONE, SAYING "Pssssst" 4 or 5 TIMES... I refused to look where it was coming from because i knew the feeling was obvious. and when i ignored it, i really woke up for real this time. Never ever EVAR. Have i had a dream like that, eventhough i wasnt really scared that much.

Brain, u sure r good at picking the things i dont like in my dreams ; v ;...


Scratch that. I saw the gate opened outside next to my bedroom window... THings just gotten real...

Ilost my imaginationn~... i can't think of anythiing ; A ;....

Not a single thought on anything~...

i ccant seem to find a drawing interesting enough to make me feel inspired and full of imagination again~... T ^ T...

if u gais could find some drawings that looks interesting and a bit out of the ordinary, it could make me imaginative again and draw again~ ; ^ ;...

But in themean time, i just keep looking for other art that could make me imaginative again~ T - T..

I saw things, that just, simply, -facepalms- @ ~ @

I remember seeing a show called "robot chicken" when i was like 8 to 10 years old.
It always played at 12 am, and seeing that show when i was little made me instantly confused and just keep thinking about that 'Weird" scene = v =;;

a couple of months later they removed it so i never saw adult swim anymore, until i got older and searched up on the inet = v =;;

ofcourse in that time i searched it on youtube, but there warent any full episodes of them, so i only saw the scenes that was the most popular.

and then when i got more older, i wanted to find a website that shows full episodes, and i finally found one.

and then today i had the sudden thought of seeing one of the episodes of Robot chicken again, and this time with my corrupted mind XD;;

and the episodes that just, SOFAR, just, omg, like srsly some rule 34 in that show XD;; i couldn't stopped laughing and kept playing that scene, but after i had a thought on that scene, i had the sudden idea, to draw anthrofied materials . 3 . (I bet u want to see that too = v =;)

Iam an anthro artist too after all, and also i show things that are rarely seen so i guess its something i do
' ^ '

Season 6 episode 9: 3:57 - 4:03, 6:11 - 6:20,
https://www.watchcartoononline.com/.....-gin-and-juice

Season 6 episode 8: 0:37 - 0:54
https://www.watchcartoononline.com/.....olored-scarves

I used to play on my cousin's nin64 when i was little, and seeing that just, -stretches face-

The thoughts, oh hao dirty they are e ^ e..

Iknow these r just 2 episodes, but so far it just makes my brain more damaged then how it is now

I just remembered that in spore, i also had tons of races made from my own, and has their own info, safe and explicit XD;;

I want to draw those guys too, but they wont be related to the other OCs and my world of mine, so this is like a second world of mine.

I used to make missions on Spore galactic adventures, but i kinda stopped since it doesnt have the tools i needed to make my own mission = v =;;.

And nao just one question.
Do you think it would be interesting if i drawed those guys too?
(then again, not allot of people draw spore, i might be the only one that could draw them the most explicit there is, or just the only one that wants to do it = v= ;;)

But i want to know what other people thinks too.
I know i should do stuff that i want to but, its also good to get feedback from other watchers, especially artists.

Then i can know if they'll think its a good idea or not. Anyway, this decision is onto u gais, so if u want to see it or not, its ok ' v '/

why didnt i thought of this before - v -;

The first animation test i made, i had to made mutliple layers to make the distance between the body of each body parts, and i had use the free deform tool on SAI.

BUT now i found a way more easier to animate!!!

I just simply sketch the whole thing first, and then add only ONE layer and copy the first one, and then change how it slowly moves every frame. add another layer and do the same thing for how much frames i want.

ANd if i want to save the first frame, i just hide the others, and save that one, and so on and so on

Cant wait to try it out ' v '

i've always noticed that there are drawings called "ref sheets' from some other artists.

What does it mean excactly? ' ^ '

is it like a way to give out information on ur OC or something?

Its been almost half a month since im in FA, i think = v= ;;

anyways, when i get more well known and more watchers, i will make the things i've always wanted to make for the watchers that i have:

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Make me Inspired~.
Gather a music that u like and link it to me on da journal, and see if it will inspire me enough to make me draw another sketch ' v '.

If dubstep: hardcore sex or seductive sketches
If classical: Mystical, elegant or mysterious sketches
If techno: Softcore sex (Depending on the music)
If trance: Softcore sex or cuddling cuteness or seductive sketches

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Note dat dis option isnt available yet, wait till i have more watchers and that im more known

and music literally makes me instantly inspired, but just for how long? ; v ;..

I've always wondered what groups were like, i'm usually a solo artist and only relays on myself or to mah besties~ <3 or mah hubby, BUTZ

since iam good with people (sounded mean to me ; v ;) i wanted to see if ther r any groups dat suits me ' ^ '

O and another thing about me is.

...

idontlikejoingingagrouprandomly ; ;

its so weird and random to them and so embarrasing to me ; ^ ;.

When i was finnished drawing the colored version of this drawing: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/12886675/

and when i was about to submit it, it says Error 500.

does anyone know how to solve dis problem? ' ^ '

The reason why i contstantly keep making new races is that i want to fully and slowly introduce my own imaginative world, but from what im thinking not allot of people are into the liking of mai world so far XD;;

From this week i will draw other stuff like pokemon or something like that instead of my own things instead.
I would like to take a break from presenting new things from my own imaginative world, since im the only one that draws without any help at all = v =;;

Anyways, i'll draw other stuff from today and the next couple of weeks.

Mayby post one of my imaginations every once in a while but i'll mostly post other stuff isntead = v =

for tha time being, im busy trying to make comics about the characters of mine that i have now, wich means requests will be unavailable for a bit, until i've made 2 or 3 comics about the characters that i have now.
But wich character do you want to see in the 3 comics?

*Must be 2 characters for the 1st comic*
*Must be 3 characters on the 2nd comic*
*Must be only one character in the 3rd comic*

Choose wich character of mine you gais want to see in one of these comics:

Hypnotics - Kathen - Scythen - Armel - Dinzy - Spectin

http://d.facdn.net/art/deady5/13944.....haracters_.png
http://d.facdn.net/art/deady5/13934.....character_.png

alrite nao, i need sum qritics and i want to kno if u gais prefered if i really made an actual drawing that took moar time and has more details instead of rushing up the sketches.

And should i change the current art style i have now? or keep on going?

And should i change anatomy a little bit and use different positions?

And a personal question of mien dat i relly want to kno ' v ';;
Wich race of mine is the most interesting so far? = v =;;

and should i add more info to my race's lore and law?

All of dese things i can do, but i need awnsers to be sure.

Dis way i think its moar easier for u gais to ask me if u want me to draw sumthin for chu ' ^ '

Rules if requestin:

*must be anthro*
*it can be either yiff or straight*
*depending if i also like the request*
*if i did the request its gonna be sketched*
*and a reminder that if i sketched, it will slowly be updated into a higher detailed drawing*

I've decided that i wanted to try and make a couple of gifs.
but i dun kno hao to make a gif = v =;
i know hao to make the phrases but i dun kno hao to animate dem all toghether afterwards ' ^ ';