all your songs just sound the same
... same guitars
same drums
say annoying sounding voice
yeah kiddo
you are just as annoying as your songs...
STOP MAKING MUSIC!!!
theres a reason no one likes you!

and i feel like going to bed
weird

... your the reason bags were made...
i'd only fuck her if there was a bag over her face...
she is the reason for the saying "butter face"

if u dont know what that means its:
"everything looks good butter face"

yeah i started on stonerparty and ended up there .. weird click click clicks
but yeah that bitch is ugly

need to be shot in between the eyes

is lost apparently -.-
good thing i gots a heads up ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjVNlG5cZyQ
getting a hair cut

yeah i read that journal...
um when did i say i wanna take a baseball bat to loth
oh thats right
i didnt
sweetie u dont know me any more
or the shit that happened that day
but hey
maybe u'd react differently if someone said that loth was dead
erased her from your life
you finally get over it and then find out that she's still alive
and some fucker lied
you cried over a lie
yeah ... wouldn't you wanna take a baseball bat to a piece of shit like that??
yeah thought so
before you make assumptions
take the time to ask first sweetie
and what is this about me sitting on my ass
i just worked a double tuesday as well as all weekend last weekend i finally have a day off tomorrow
babe if u wanna bitch me out single me out
i dont care
at least have the balls to do it
but dont make assumptions
especially in that case
no it was not loth
yeah i dont like loth
but i do like her enough not to beat her down
loth isnt as bad as her
this girl is sick
just fucking sick
so yeah i'm even saying dont fucking compare or even think i'm talking about loth when i'm talking about this chick
some one low enough to tell every one who knew the person he was dead
i cried even fe broke down emotionally
for two years we thought he was dead to just suddenly find out he has a facebook
only reason he has one
THEY BROKE UP
she deleted him from everything
and texted and called me to tell me he was dead
no
sorry but no way in hell do i feel about loth the way i feel about this girl
hell compared to her
i fuckin love loth

they amuse me...
too bad i cant point them out >.<
but yeah THEY FUCKIN AMUSE THE HELL OUT OF ME

lol
yeah >.< i dont get on computer much any more
so i wont be postin stuff
so if ya draw me jsut give me the link and i'll post it on here
soo yeppers draw me how ever u wants!1
i seriously need more pix on here so get creative
and for every pic drawn when i finally get time i'll complete the trade and draw you somethin awesome for each one
PROMISE
so yeah get ur mouse ready and have fun

yeah bout time i had this
DONT RANT
IF YOU DONT LISTEN!!
if i explain something to you in crisp detail down to the point and as blunt as i can make it
dont bitch about me not saying something when YOU WERENT LISTENING!!
and another thing
dont say no to something IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS!
seriously
i could be telling you about ur new mortgage or something!
dont say you dont want something if you arent going to listen to what it is
WE WILL CALL YOU THE FUCK BACK!
>.<
i swear
people are just idiots!
so ignorant!!
yep theres some people out there that truly need a baseball bat
>.< one crazy fucked up bitch in particular but meh thats FINALLY over with ^.^
ok just sort of lol

not a fun thing when i'm stoned ... just sayin

today was fun ^.^
lol what can i say some times work is fun!
got to wear my pjs ^.^ YEA!! now is the night i get to stay up and actually go to work late
its work back day
BOUT TIME!! lol last one of the month.
oh and "go out and vote"
>.< have to say that all day
POOO

mmhmms... it happened
did he enjoy it?
seemed like he did
and apparently you werent doin what ya should have
-.-
do i wanna be your friend now?
NO i dont know you
and little girls annoy me

love when life gets complicated AFTER you fuck a guy
lol

been so tired you just wanted to pass out?
yeah... thats how i feel
but i got to see a few fights to night!! that was worth it!
lol some times to watch a good fight is just relaxing ^.^
yeah i'm a geek but hey! at least it wasn't me
now to work all weekend until i'm numb! FUN FUN!!
lol fuck it saturday im goin to the party at the big house lol

Appearance:
[] = You have blue/green eyes.
[ ] = You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.
[x] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[] = You have a baby face.
[x] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing.
[x] = You don't wear halter tops or anything to showy.
[x] = You're under 5 feet 6 inches tall.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

Innocence:
[] = You're a virgin.
[] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush.
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

Colors:
[x] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[x] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

Personality:
[] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[x] = You like happy upbeat music.
[x] = You like "Cutesy" music.

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[x] = You like babies a lot.
[x] = Small/mini versions of things make you go


TOTAL: 19

Multiply how many you got by 4
Repost as: "I'm __% Cute"

soo!
lol got off work early cause the lines were down
ma brought me home some chicken and mashed potatoes from bob evens
then i got to rest up and awoke to her makin spaghetti my fave!
then i get to talk to my buddy who i havent to in a while
but its all good she gots her self a man ^.^
then i get online and talk to my buds
then pancakes gets on and we start talkin and:
BITTY: grr >.< the more we talk the more i wish i could be ur girl
PANCKAKES: you are my girl duh
BITTY: i am?
PANCKAKES: ya i aint looking fo any other girls here

yeah talk about heart stopping
sorry but today was great!!
this week is startin off good!!!
i'm soo happy right now you all have no clue what so ever
i had the bad days but now the clouds are far away and i'm smilin again
^.^ see
positive thinking makes everything positive!
hehehe!! halloween is gonna be fun!!! cant wait ^.^

just wow
you know when you find some thing out and it just knocks you over?
yeah that happened to me the other day
i'm at work and i'm filling DOG SICK
so i'm really quiet and kinda depressed cause i'm taking calls from assholes and i'm dizzy as fuck
well at first break we are all standing around
i'm having a cig to try to calm my nerves from the shit handed to me the night before
and all these people are askin me "whats wrong"
i'm like just a lil sick
then they keep sayin how i'm the positive one
i'm the one that keeps every one happy during the day
yeah it knocked me off my feet!
... well not literally ...the trying to eat did that lol (yeah i ended up throwin up after that and had to leave)
but when you have all these people saying such positive things its kinda scary
i just thought i was there and another face in the crowd like every one else
feeling small then having people askin why you're not uppy uppy is weird
lol i literally dont know what to say
i come in the next day still dizzy and out of it and everyone keeps askin if i'm ok

then last night i have one of the most moving conversations with a close friend i ever had.
realizing that i mean something when people want me to feel small
it makes me realize so many other things
i love my life more now then i did about a week ago

yep i celebrated it!

but grrs to those who didnt!!
>.< seriously
i keep seing all these posts about
"well they chose to be gay they deserved it"
or
"suicide is weak so they dont deserve the respect"
and even
"who cares, i'm a live fuck them"

-.-
really just REALLY
how can you not show respect to people who have gone through hell probably even at home and just ended it all
if some one kills them self you dont call them "weak"

yeah at work a lot of people were wearin their purple yesterday it was cute
but yeah i think its sick that people dont have respect for others
starting to hate people
seriously what the hell?

training to train while watchin trains


...just sayin

sleep right
we've met before?
wanna hang otu again some time!?
LIKE FOR ATLEAST A DAY MAN come on it will be fun

you just wish you were me...

just sayin!

had a fun night to night
met a bunch of great girls
even though we got pulled over infront of the house
it was still great fun
lol fuckin cop profilin that car >.<
seriously we got pulled over because we were in a car that lookd like one that at some DRUG BUST >.< lmao
nope we were at walmart

seriously loosing my faith in humanity
>.< cant we treat people liek people
we all have a job to do! just cause you dont like mine doesnt mean you yell at me
i cant help you with your loan with this company
i dont have all the answers! REALLY
people need to learn that theres a way we have to do things
so yes i'm doing my job
i dont care if it annoys you
some people is doesnt
and you can sell this actually pretty good coverage to some one it doesnt annoy
old people and people who dont know english ....
i dunno i dunno i dunno
i mean good pay check
but seriously ITS CRAZY!! and you dont get ENOUGH BREAKS!
i mean it like i really need a break away from the phones
just a minute to stop and get ok
but hey
its a job
its a job
its a job >.<
keep thinking that and the fact you get paid if you get a sale that day or not you got one on the day before
so its all good

is down to a low
>.< every day after work
all i wanna do is sleep
so i might not be on much
dont be mad
its just sleepy-ness
on weekends off i'll try to draw
but again
no promises