So I just got a new job, started training this week.

Been doing about 12 hours a day of training, then when I am done with that, we go doordash.

Jake has been working 16 hour days.

Between his paycheck and doordashing we had made JUST enough money for rent. Which was due on the 28th.

We were just waiting for his paycheck to post in our bank account so we could send in our rent.

His paycheck posted last night and immediately another bill, that we had totally forgotten about came out.

Now we are $300 behind on rent.

We were trying SO HARD.

I haven't even been home in 4 days because I have been doing training and doordashing, and just sleeping at his work while he works to save on gas.

I have no way of making that $300.

My first paycheck isn't even until the 15th.

I just dont know what to do....

Buy a yoga mat?

I know its not a NEED like food or something but I have been increasing my walking this week, im up to 3 miles a day, but I would like to start doing yoga for some added exercise and inside relaxation

I can't do yoga on my floor without one because my floor is very unclean (i vacuum but I have messy animals)

I only need $20 to get the mat, if you send me a note if can send you a link and you can buy it yourself and have it shipped to me

Im willing to do a headshot for someone if they wanna help me out with this

I am feeling SO depressed.

I have been working out every day and eating what I can according to my doctors

But we have like no food in the house

I had a hard boiled egg and a pickle spear today

That's it

I have walked 3 miles because I need my exercise

I am starving and we have no food right now

If anyone wants to send me a little money I could do like a head shot or something for you in return

I have been applying at jobs for weeks now, had an interview today, I dont think it went too well
I have another interview tomorrow

Hopefully that one goes better

I need like $30 for gas so I can get to my post op appointment tomorrow morning

Im willing to do art for it

Send me a note if you would like to order something

Paypal: mentzernova[at]gmail.com

I need like $50 to get to some doctors appointments tomorrow

Im willing to do art to earn the money

If you would like to help out my psypsl is

Mentzernova[at]gmail.com

You can send me a note with what you want drawn

There are a few meds that I was prescribed while I was in the hospital after my surgery

My insurance won't cover them but I need them

It would also be nice if I could pick up some protein powder (im surviving off of protein shakes for the next week and a half at least, doctor's orders

Maybe $50?

I could really use some help, totally willing to do a full scene for the money once I have healed a bit more

Paypal: mentzernova[at]gmail.com

Im in the hospital for at least 1 more day then I get to go home. But the surgery went well!

My surgery is in 4 days and I have 3 commissions to finish before then.

I will reopen probably a week or so after I'm out of the hospital so I can heal a bit before I jump back in

I desperately want a switch 2.

I play my switch every day, its one of the biggest helpers in keeping me mentally stable.

A couple of months back Jake was saving up and he bought a switch 2 for himself and I regrettably was insanely jealous and kinda upset because I have been wanting one since I heard they were even coming out.

He is always talking about how much he likes it and stuff and I just keep my mouth shut because I wanna be happy for him but I really want one too.

I would like to save up for one, they are about $450 at our local Walmart.

Im willing to do commissions to save up for one.

I only have 2 commissions to complete right now, and would be able to work on new commissions pretty quickly.

If you would like to help out send me a note and we can talk about commission pricing

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Im bored. Anyone want a cheap commission or something?

I need something to draw

I can decide between fire or water personally

Hopefully they will have wonder trade in the game so I can just spam trade till I have both

I have surgery on March 11th. I will basically be getting 90% of my stomach removed.

Im not worried about it or anything but these couple of weeks leading up to surgery will be brutal.

I have a ton of appointments to prepare for the day, with the surgeon, my dr, anesthesiologist, ect.

They put me on a special diet for 3 weeks leading up to the surgery and let me tell you, I feel like I'm starving.

Basically I drink 3-4 protein shakes (8 oz) a day and I get one meal at the end of the night the consists of 2 cups of raw spinach, 1/2 a chicken breast, and 2 tablespoons of vinegarette

The on the day before surgery I only get clear liquids all day.

I didnt even get like my big last meal or whatever because she surprised me withe the diet a week early (it was supposed to be for 2 weeks but she made it for 3 weeks at my last appointment)

I will be spending a minimum of 2 nights in the hospital after my surgery.

I have my switch and an array of pokemon games that will keep me entertained while I'm in the hospital, unfortunately the hospital is about 2 hours from home so I won't be getting any visitors or anything while I'm in there.

Im doing everything I can to distract myself from wanting food right now though. Video games, drawing, ect.

I Got a charge back earlier in the year for a commission that I had already completed. Unfortunately right after that I had to pawn my computer to pay bills, so I wasn't able to sell any art to get the balance positive again.

My balance is $68 and they have sent me to collections because I didnt have the money to pay it off. If I pay it up I can start making money again, which i desperately need for food and medications that my insurance doesn't cover.

If you wanna help out I am doing Pay What You Want commissions.

You get art based off of how much you send, lower amounts will get smaller pieces as bigger amounts get bigger pieces.

I will say minimum is $5

Send money, then send a note to me with the name on paypal and your ref

I will draw something up for you.

Paypal: mentzernova[at]gmail.com

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These are usually $70 but I'm looking for a bit of practice on characters and backgrounds so I am reducing the price for now!

$30 for a full scene (character, background, lighting)

+$15 per additional character, up to 4 characters total

No extra charges for NSFW

If you are interested send me a note to order!

Like the title saus, I'm back, would like to sell some commissions to get my paypal balance out of the negative so I can start actually earning money again.

So as a life update, things are going well now, Jake and I are getting married this September, which is exciting.

We ran into some really hard times earlier this year, like we couldn't afford our rent or to like... feed ourselves. I had to quit my job because it was causing so many problems with my mental health. That place was toxic.

With no money, Jake and I took everything to the pawn shop, all of our gaming systems, speakers, stereos, aaaaand computers. Which is why I had to take such a long hiatus, I didnt have my computer.

With tax returns though, we had just enough money to get our stuff back, but nothing extra unfortunately.

My mom had been helping us big time during all of this, helping feed us, helping with bills ect.

I talked to her this morning and she explained that she can no longer help us though, she is tapped out on money. She suggested making some characters to sell, which I plan on, but I also would really like to do commissions again. I had a lot of fun with them.

Since I'm a bit out of practice, and I want to practice characters AND backgrounds, I figured I would offer full scenes with my hybrid shading, background, ect for $30? +$15 for an additional character. Maybe sell 2 of them to pay up my paypal before I take on anymore.

I really only wanna do these kinds of commissions for right now though. I think it would be a good way to jump back in.

I have surgery on my stomach on March 11th, and the recovery is 6 weeks. After that I will be looking for a graveyard shift dsp job again, at which I can still draw while I'm on the clock.

So anyways, if you feel like helping me pay off paypal, or have ever wanted art from me now would be a good time to snag a piece, or more 😆

Shoot me a note if you have any questions or would like to order a commission!

I have open commissions right now. $45 for a full scene, 20% off for multiple pictures

Needing money for food right now, so dont send anything to my paypal as it's overdrawn from a chargeback.

The paypal i am using right now is Jake's it is RJ5811347[at]gmail.com

Jake gave me his old computer, which is way better than the one I was using before. Im reformatting it right now so I can start from new.


Im pretty excited!

I still owe paypal $50 for whatever came out of my account months ago (it may have been a charge back) but once I get that $50 caught up in can actually start making a little money!

I have 2 commission spots open, both full scenes, I can help you sort ideas for pose, background, ect. Or if you want to give me artistic freedom that works too!

Each spot is $45 if you buy multiple commissions from me at the same time I knock 20% off the total.

Shoot me a note if you are interested

Something came off my paypal months ago and over drew it by like $90

Ugh.

I was hoping to do 1 or mare commissions in return of you paying off my balance.

I owe just under $50 at this time!

Would really like to get my balance cleared so I can start making money

Hey guys, it's been a while. I was working a lot and just spending my off time vegetating.

Well because of disability related reasons I quit my job, I'm looking for a new one but until then, I am opening up commissions.

We have 1 working computer and my drawing tablet, so I'm ready to do this!

If anyone would like a commission right now I'm offering 20% off your total if you order multiple pieces!

So besides quitting my job things have been ok, mental health has been rough, but besides that we are doing alright.

I need to help as much as I can with bills so I need to try to make some money lol

But our rent is paid, our animals are fed, and we have a little food even!

Hey guys, it's been a while.

I have been working a lot, so has Jake. We are just trying to climb out of this financial hole we are in.

So my back pain has come back, dr at the ER told me it looks like arthritis in my back. I also have leg pain on both sides but mostly my left side. My left leg is also super weak and numb from the middle of my shin down to my foot.

The dr gave me 5 days worth of a muscle relaxer, and told me not to drive or work while I'm on it.

Jake is really upset and won't let me give my work the dr note, so I told him I just need tuesday off (i work Tuesday, Thursday, friday) but he is mad about that too.

The dr told me part of the reason I ended up in a wheelchair before is because I just kept pushing through and not taking breaks.

Jake wants me to work because we need the money so basically if I need to take the day off I need to find a way to get the $200 that I would be getting for working that day

Anyone wanna help out? Maybe? No?

Well my paypal is mentzernova[at]gmail.com

Im so lost. I don't wanna end up in a wheelchair again, and I do feel like i need the day off, but dang. I dunno how to get $200 extra. I would sell commissions but it would be done on my tablet and I'm not as confident with the tablet, your commission might be questionable

Maybe a artistic freedom commission on my tablet for $100 each?

So i could sell 2 and make enough money for a break

I dunno

Let me know if you want one i guess

Besides that I. Doing good. Found out last week that I had a few infections and that's why I was always feeling sick. After some antibiotics I'm feeling a lot better thoiugh

If anyone wants to get me anything I put together a wishlist.

I would especially like a walking pad as I am going to be getting weight loss surgery soon and that would help me a lot!

https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/.....?ref_=wl_share

Would love anything though!

Just recently got a vertical labret piercing, could use new jewelry for that, also gauged my ears, need jewelry for them 😀

We need food

Payday isn't until Friday

Just hoping for a little to get us by until we get paid

Paypal: mentzernova[at]gmail.com