I'm in a beautiful writing mood! Let's start up a plot that involves Dee and one of your characters and get this shit going! Post below for ideas or note me. Comment on comments that you enjoy and I'll chose a dope one to make a tale out of!

I don't know if anyone knows this, but I love super heroes. I love reading comics, and I pin pictures up on my walls. Honestly, my favorite TV show is Smallville, and I own almost every X-Men and individual Marvel movies.

I really wanted to create a costume for Dee, because I think it would be so cute C: If anyone has any ideas on what it should be like, comment or note me.

So I get really bad breakouts of cold sores, and they spread really fast. AND I HATE IT. I get made fun of for it so bad, so I haven't went to school for the past couple days. I've tried the Polysporin patches, and the abreva shit, yet seriously non of it works. Does anyone have any like old style tips of anything? Because I hae to get rid of this shit before it gets so raunch that it goes down my chin. Which has happenned.

I had the most adorable dream las night. And I really want to write it. So it's going to be revamped and written to exploit a huge part of Dee's life and her first love. It will she alot of light on who the character 'Dee Leonne' really is.

All of them are sent out from my long ago raffles, freebies, and commissions (meaning the one there are pictures of on my profile). I've only heard back from two people on whether they've got them so please comment below saying if you've got it or are yet it receive it.

Does anyone do or know of someone who does cheap fursuit parts? Such as feet, tails, handpaws. Please comment below if you do c:

Alright, so I went onto that site; Spartz Media, and found the High School Meme.

There are three hilarious ones under my school and they're sooo true xDD I laughed pretty damn hard.

Yes, after my uncle was hospitalized, I ended up not being able to go to Fur Eh. And yes, I'm so bummed its insane. My friend ditched on it, and I was going to take the bus but I wasn't aloud to go on my own.

So, hundreds wasted, and I owe money to people that I was going to pay up in cash, and some aren't very happy. So I am hoping to soon get more commissions. Note me if you have anything you want.

I'm still up for art slave auction and such..

ALSO if I would have known I wasn't going I wouldn't have ordered my head xD But I didd. So I guess I can't wait to get it!

Just puked in a bar. Fucking hangovers.

I tend to have these alot. I've been told they're somewhat interesting, and I've gotten quite a few interested remarks in my rather absurd life.

I forgot to mention a specific detail of yesterday, which had been a first for me. Like always I brought my double decked beautiful pocket knife with me for protection, because we all know how much I love it.

For the first time ever.. it came worthy. I used it for the first time on some unusual drunk man that decided to come up to my friend and try to touch her irretiably innapropriately. So, after he didn't stop, through her pleas I did pull my knife on him. He was going to try to hit me, or hit it out of my hand, yet instead he did back off, and disapeared.

It was one of those terrifying yet super pride worthy moments. And, being the type of rather protective, easily thrown off, offended and sometimes anxiety filled, if he had pulled a move, I would have more than just pulled out the blade. And don't doubt that for a singular minute.

My friend cried for a while, of course, and eventually we went straight home, because it was getting a tad too dangerous. Screw this town, with their rich kids that want to be thugs.

Other than the fact me and my friend stood outside waiting for about two hours for a boot. We ende up getting a 150$ 2 6 in which counts with the money full they had jacked. Turns out only older boys have any interest in me, which is ridiculous and really creepy.

Anyways, it was a good night. Hanging out in a backyard, going to a crazy ass persons house, finding a trampoline and stepping in something disgusting, it all had a terrible feit.

When we got to my house and sat on the rather beautiful leather couch, talking to my mom like babbling idiots while she watched the Gilmore Girls, the entire world went still.

Lets give you some background info on what was happening. I am one of the toughest chicks, meaning emotionally. I only show happiness, never sadness or anger or anything beyond being super chill. No one ever sees me cry. Now, I have a friend that has been battling a rare cancer for a while now, and I do ultimately love him alot.

While we were sitting there, we both stopped and I went to answer y phone and saw a terrible message. It was my friend, he was trying to explain, sugar coating it, that they couldn't do anymore surgeries and such, and he was most likely going to die, and soon.

I dropped down and started crying so hard, it was absolutely terrible. I just cried and cried until I couldn't breath. My friend was shocked, because I've been through alot. I've had plenty of people get sick and die on me, but through out all those funerals and all of those snarky remarks and through every single person that had died, I had never shed a single tear.

My friend that left me in the rain that one day, he had been so in love with her. She had been the biggest bitch towards him and played him so hard. So in between heart wrenching sobs I called her up and just gave her a mouthful of tears and swears.

This morning I woke up, biggest hang over ever, and it's just eating at me.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3426368/

Finally a chance for me and Addi to suit :P

I've decided this is a so far great idea. So I'm auctioning myself(; to be an art slave. One full month of any art you want! So, just big or such, and note me bids.

Everything traditional will be sent to you at the end of my slavery.

The cost currently will be 10$

Buyout price is 50$.

Remember, this is all forms of art. Even xxx is fine.

Since I'm really ho'd, I'm going to draw all day long. And sometimes get rapid nausea.

Scrap Book:  anniekitty

Hanging Tail:  deathcrest

Bust/Head:  Lightning_the_Lynxard

Full Body:  Shycrestedgirl

Ao I want to make enough money for a fullsuit before my fav suited opens. I need 1300$ and currently have 550$

So I'm working hard. xD still getting no commissions. It's the only thing keeping me stable right now. And having a fursuit might shake my depression.

Also, my badge raffle is still up!

My mom caught me writing my suicide note.

I'm grounded. Can't see my best friend. Can't go to that dope ass party tomorrow.
Stupid thing is; she really didn't help me out.

And once again I'm stuck for a weekend in my bed, listening to shitty dubstep while playing out what could have been a great weekend.

Ever since I got drugged and blacked out, she's been so hard on me. Honestly it but me in a gruesome depression that I haven't shook for the past seven months.

I want to work on my digital art alot more. So I haven't in a while.. this was the last image I've ever done xD It was a long time ago so I'm quite a bit better. I did Dee on the left. x) So if anyone would like a cheap digital image, I like doing backgrounds and such, so message me up or comment below and name your price! :D

http://www.chickensmoothie.com/oeka.....auto&rev=2