Just wrote a big essay and I deleted it because I find it hard to share some stuff so i'll just do a tl;dr
Feelings sucks

yep, I just made a tumblr >_>... I'm so lost on this site, I got helped setting up my page by someone super awesome though :) but if you're a tumblerist, give me yout url so I can follow more people :D
#alreadyaddicted

Stollen from
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• × • A B O U T Y O U R S E L F • × •
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- Name: David
- Single or Taken: Single, but not available
- Sex: Testosterone monument
- Birthday: December 26th
- Sign: Capricorne (too lazy to translate it)
- Hair Color: Brown
- Eye Color: Brown with some green
- Height: 5'8''
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: GOOD QUESTION... I believe i'm straight

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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head & Shoulders for my fabulous hair
- What are you listening to right now?: Actually, The treasure hunter is playing on tv
- Who is the last person that called you?: Hmmm my dad two days ago
- How many buddies are online right now?: hmm??

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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Animals: I have a dog and a cat and I love them to death, but a favorite animal? I think Red pandas are cute, but i'm gonna go for wolves for obvious reasons :)
- Color: Blue/Green
- Drink: Green Tea Arizona (Am I the ony one who drink this thing?)
- Element: Water.. periodic table? I'd say Helium, superfluids are awesome
- Food: The edible ones
- Game: I have many games I play, but my favorite one would be Skyrim simply because I can wander somewhere and discover some mind troubling things on my way, and the books in skyrims are awesome.
- Movie: lol I don't think I have one :/
- Song: I like everything, but my fav would be Electro. Adventure club, ramseses b and others like avicii are just awesome
- Subjects In School: Psycho, then math
- T.V. Series: aint nobody got time for that
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given Anyone A Bath?: No, it would be awkward since i'm the younger in my family... and i'm not into those things lol
- Smoked?: Yes, I tried smoking
- Bungee Jumped?: eventually
- Made Yourself Throw Up?: no
- Skinny Dipped?: yep :llllllll
- Ever Been In Love?: What is love?.... Ba..
- Made Yourself Cry To Get Out Of Trouble?: I'm not an emo
- Pictured Your Crush Naked?: LOL errr.. yeah
- Actually Seen Your Crush Naked?: hmmmm nah
- Cried When Someone Died?: When I was young, yes
- Lied: Everyone did lie at some point
- Fallen For Your Best Friend?: idk, i don't think so
- Used Someone?: lol no
- Done Something You Regret?: Many things
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• × • C U R R E N T
- Clothes: normal clothes... a random T shirt and jeans
- Desktop Picture: http://imgur.com/RCk6A9q
- CD In Player: No
- DVD In Player: nope
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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: I think so
- Open-minded?: I try to
- Arrogant?: I hope not
- Insecure?: I can be really insecure sometimes... my closest friends would know
- Random?: me? noooooooooooooo >:]
- Hungry?: What is being hungry?
- Smart?: I hope
- Moody?: fuck you
- Organized?: in my disorganization
- Shy?: I can be when i'm speaking to someone i don't know
- Difficult?: nah
- Bored Easily?: this is boring
- Entertained Easily?: well, yeah
- Obsessed?: Nah
- Lazy?: it's my 2nd name, they should add my name to the definition of laziness in the dictionary
- Angry?: HMMMMMMMMM RARELY
- Happy?: ;u;
- Hyper?: my brain is, if that counts
- Trusting?: I try to
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In The Morning I: wake up
- Love Is: What is love? kk sry, i already made that joke, and it's a bad one.. so yeah, Love is when you're attracted to someone's personality (not phisically(even though it can help in a relationship, it's not important)) and you can't controll yourself, the most amazing thing is when the emotion is mutual, then you would do anything to be with that specific person.
- I Dream about: Random shits... I just dreamed about a random girl wearing a weird hat O.o
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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes You Laugh The most?: One of my best friends, Felix, he's simply awesome
- Makes You Smile: Sophie always does... She doesn't have a fa so she probably wont see this, but mehh..
- Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Him/Her: wtf lol
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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit On The Internet All Night Waiting For That Someone Special To IM You?: no, cause she's probably sleeping
- Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex?: Who cares, I am who I am
- Wish You Were Younger?: idk, I think i would miss my freedom too much
- Cry Because Someone Said Something To You?: I don't remember... but probably, yes
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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken?: Countless times, by the same girl
- Of Guys I've Kissed: 1 (when you're young you do not know if you're really attracted to the opposite sex or if it's just how your parents/society wants you to be. I tried it, so i can know who I am, and it turned out I wasn't attracted to the same sex)
- Of Girls I've Kissed: 2
- Of Scars On My Body: a 2cm scar on my knee

wthhhh i got 1000 pageviews O.o
I don't know how pageviews actually works, but it's crazy imagining that 1000 different people once looked at my profile, i'm wondering how i got them though, i don't post my drawings on the internet because i'm drawing for myself so keeping a folder on my computer is well enough for me
perhaps i should upload some of them here, but i don't want to become like one of those artists that only draws for money or to get as much watchers and pageviews as they can so they can feel better, like a drug?
lol i'll see later i guess, i can't upload now because my internet is crap...

Just thought i'd make an update, even though i'm sure nobody will read this
I'VE BEEN GOOOOD! I didn't get on Fa much these past weeks because of COLLEEGGGEEEEEEEEEE
I keep studying for finals and finishing projects so i didn't have a lot of free time
GO DEH YOU CAN DO IT! Only three exams left
oh well, back to studying \o/

Stolen from and

A - Age: 19
B - Bed size: small, too small
C - Chore you hate: too many of them, Q should be chore i hate the less
D - Dog's name: mishka
E - Essential start your day item: coffeessssssss
F - Favorite color: blue and green
G - Gold or Silver: gold
H - Height: 5'8''
I - Ireland or Italy: ireland
J - Job title: jobs sucks
K - Kid(s): ew
L - Living arrangements: my computer
M - Mom's name: mom
N - Nicknames: deh dehy alphy etc
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: mmeeeeeeh yeah
P - Pet Peeve(s): obnoxious people everyone hates, sometimes fatties, smelly people, humans in general
Q - Quote from a movie: Joe, go in front of me and put that thing back where it belongs - no movie, i got inspired :P
R - Righty or Lefty: righty
S - Siblings: sadly
T - Time you wake up: always too early
U - Underwear: yes
V - Vegetables you dislike: turnip?
W - Water or land: land
X - X-rated or PG: pg
Y - Yesterday's best moment: texting with someone :3
Z - Zoo favorite: wolves probably

http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=ltun92DfnPY

This is to everyone that was once bullied or is being bullied right now.
I think it's sad because even if it's only words, theres alot of guys and girls that thinks they're stupid and ugly when these things doesn't even matter, open your eyes to see clearer. You're beautiful! You don't have to look like everyone to be accepted. Normality sucks, be who you are and don't let anyone stop you.
Humans are mean, don't be one of them

Another one of those generic valentine's day journals!

I hope you'll all have a wonderful day today with who you love and, if you can, take the time to tell everyone you care about that you really do care about them. Even the smallest things can have a really big impact on someone's life :)
SPREAD THE LOVE!
<3 you all

STOLEN FROM  ajzoman WHO STOLE IT FROM  adragonlover5

1.) What is something commonly seen in the fandom you don’t understand?
Vore and gore... oh and watersport.. eww

2.) Have you been to a convention and what do you think?
Yeah. It wasn't really a furry convention though, but it was fun :D

3.) Who is your favorite artist on FA, and why?
Seriously idk... there's so many talented artists so I can't chose only one :l

4.) What do you dislike most about the fandom?
ooh I'll keep that to myself, I wouldn't want to start drama... wait.. YES! Drama between furs, that's what I dislike the most :P

5.) What do you like most about the fandom?
I like the fandom because I feel like I can really be myself for once, and I don't want to be judged for it. I want to be an animal and I don't want anyone to tell me that I can't. :P

6.) How long have you been in the fandom, what was your first sona and how did you join the fandom?
When I looked at myself in the past, I've realized that I've always been a furry but I just didn't know it. I always liked animal movies more than human movies in general and I always wanted to be a dog and live like a dog :D. I found out about it 3 years ago after watching an animated animal movie, I did some research about it and found lots of fanfictions about it and I joined a site which wasn't for furries, but had a good number of furries in it. Two years later I decided to finally make a Fa account...

My first sona..... I'm not really proud of it... but I kinda stole someone's fursona :/ usdnufnbujnsdbojwnorb
I didn't know it was a bad thing to do back then because everyone was doing it, we had no "artists" to commission... so yeah.. BAD DEH!

7.) Do you plan to remain a furry all your life?
Of course, I was one when I had 5 years old, I'm sure I will stay one all my life.

8.) What is the most bizarre thing you’ve heard of or seen involving the fandom?
Everyone is different in the fandom... but the most bizarre thing I heard of is fursuit sex. I just don't understand how, AND WHY ._.

9.) Favorite and least favorite style of art, and type of art.
iddddkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk what does it even mean jnoisnpdigpskdm I love all of them? ehhhh gj deh xD

10.) [Open question and answer]
Do you think having a fursuit is overrated?
Random question is random

+1 for original sarcastic title
well, I've been feeling pretty down in the past few weeks/months. Lots happened. Especially in my familly and with some friends. I'm feeling alone more than ever, not accepted for who I am. The only solution I found was to leave everything, even if that means being even more alone... but at least I wont feel hatred for who I am, right?? :c
At least I have school starting soon, it will help me change my mind.
I know, it's a useless journal, I just wanted to tell everyone how I feel

on ps3!!
I'm searching for a new black ops buddy!!
so tell me your psn so we can go kill zombies together! :D huehuehue
Also, I'm not the best, but I try ;)

Thanks to  sivel

Comment on this journal and i will....

1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2) Tell you a colour you remind me of.
3) Tell you my first memory of you.
4) Ask you a question.
5) Tell you something I like about you.
6) Tell you the object that is in front of me.
7) Dare you to do this yourself in your Journal.

Click for more info :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9602400/

It's finally over, christmas and new year. I've had a good time during the holidays with my family and eveyone from typrocaps, it was good, except that my parents forgot about my birthday... School is starting in two days so tomorrow I have to go back to my main house. I love my main house, but it just feels like it's not big enough for 5 people and 2 pets. I have alot of work to do for school, projects and exams, that means less time for myself, and that means less time for typrocaps too... I'm sorry, but I want to focus more on real life stuff, which, i think, is way more important than our livestreams :/ and I've been having lots of bad grades in the past year, I'll ha e to work on that...
Back to my boring self I guess

Yep, another annoying journal about the new year!
Lol I just wanted to wish you guys success and alot of fun, but mostly fun! because you know, success is relative, we're all successful in our own way hehe.
If you had a hard time last year, hang on, it's in the past, there's nothing we can do, you have to live your life, do not wait for other people since they're living their life... sad truth of life
Anyway! xD I just hope 2013 will be better than the last year! Lets make it better! :D
and remember to live your life like you would live it like this forever, if you don't like it right now, work on it! If you're going through hell, keep going

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card. (MY MOM FORCED ME! xD)
[] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself. (well, I can do kraft dinner, does that count?)
[] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] You show(ed) up for school late a lot. (college, you can come one hour late in a one hour class, nobody will care)
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[] You've never gotten a detention.
[] You have forgotten your own birthday. (no, but my parents did)
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (I'm bilingual...)
[] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[x] You have filed a tax return (with my parents)
[] You have used a pay phone
[x] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket (the day I got 18 xD)
[] You still have and use a VCR

TOTAL: 25

REAL AGE: 19

omg, I didn't know I was that old D: and I felt like a 16-17 years old huh
THAT SUCKS! xD

Yep, I got invited :p
Not like anyone would care since I don't post art at all xD but I still wanted to tell my few watchers
https://www.weasyl.com/profile/dehuang
See you there

Lol why not xD

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 5

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 8

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[x] growing up

Total so far: 12

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets

Final Total: 13


If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling ()
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid. ()
If you get 10-20, you are normal. (x)
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless. ()

Noooo! I'm not normal!! Being normal is one of my biggest fear! xD

My tablet stopped working after less than one day of use >_>
I've never been lucky in all my life and my bad luck hits me again... At least, Amazon accept returns so it's not that bad, and I'm buying an Intuos 5 :D:D:D I hope this one will last more than one day xD

Finally getting my tablet today! I can't wait! :D:D:D
But still, I don't know where to start and what to draw. I might try to draw my dog... idk yet, we'll see.