what the title says,,
did anyone had this one fetish you used to really love then you hate/dislike it now except for a very few exceptions because it just reminds you of trauma you had in your life at that time because mine was inflation and had a group of ex-friends that were super into it and got myself traumatized with them around that time. i'd still draw it time to time for commissions but it just leaves a small bad taste in my mouth.. and just reminds me of ex friends and bad times.

i'll eventually get over it in the future and might like it again but who knows? it used to be my hyperfixation and now its vore + latex + bondage + tf altogether

since my paypal might be fucked i might have to use only google pay or cashapp so comment here if u use cashapp and are okay with commissioning me with only either of these apps from now on?

due to personal reasons and i have hurt someone today i will be leaving social media altogether for a week.. i'll see you.. soon...

I added more characters on my character purge.... they need to go!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39699429/

Characters that I want absolutely GONE!

Prices top to low. You can ONLY offer anything if its an add on. You must pay the flat price in order to get the character. No exceptions. Paypal only.

Note/comment me if interested

Anyone that is taken will be crossed out.

https://toyhou.se/2039664.-10-pale-
https://toyhou.se/1829187.-30-rila-
https://toyhou.se/8039619.-5/
https://toyhou.se/3455555.-5
https://toyhou.se/8039636.-5
https://toyhou.se/8039654.-5
https://toyhou.se/2177866.-3-mindlost-
https://toyhou.se/2589366.-3-spike-
https://toyhou.se/2288872.-2-50-pandora-
https://toyhou.se/1307907.-2-50-adam-
https://toyhou.se/1897731.ravdi-1-
https://toyhou.se/1310555.-1-scrypto-
https://toyhou.se/1278118.-1-graey-

Trade only:
https://toyhou.se/2182259.ichi-trade-
https://toyhou.se/2870274.brooke-trade-
https://toyhou.se/2994431.-

aight im gonna start working on them soon :D

tbh i probably will almost never find a good decent artist who will do a commission idea of my hyperfixation which is PPG
because most of the decent artists either do the following

A. They don't draw copyrighted characters. Only OCs.
B. they dont replicate art styles. they prefer doing their style.

Or..
C. They don't draw humans. It's only the furry version of the said copyrighted character.

Or D. they can draw fanart and humans. They have it in their "i will draw list" but they are not confident to do the idea at all. UNLESS if I change the character into my AU design which is a werewolf version of thme.

I know everyone says that I should just find the right artist but its so much harder if its not your OCs. I don't even draw very good anatomy well with niche poses. so I mostly give up and don't practice at all.

"But just draw it your own! If its a niche subject or your desperate to have it drawn then draw it your own! Drawing should be fun! Not about perfection!" I like fanart when its drawn very good. I like it when anatomy is perfect or close to it. If It's not either two. I will scrap for myself.

each time i try to avoid discourse/drama and even by leaving twitter, artists i watch are mentioning it and that they will stop drawing feral nsfw because of it. it keeps triggering my rejection sensitive dysphoria and anxiety (thats almost every discourse ever lol) plus FLO banned unwilling vore and other kinks that arent willing even SFW. No feral at all not even for SFW kink art. And the arguments about how it will give zoos a space to groom rises up when in reality, anything can be used to groom. i feel like everyone is just slowly becoming puritan over art (im not talking about cub/child nsfw i mean the other stuff). I can't think thinking about it. I should stop caring what everyone thinks but I can't on this one. It doesn't mean I won't draw feral nsfw bc of it anymore. like even people are starting to be disgusted over pokemon nsfw? I have been having a special interest ever since I was 8 called PPG (the original series) and I just rather wish I could just go back to being a non-furry again and just having my whole account resolve around PPG instead of my fursona(s). It's too much pressure and I don't need this more stress of my life being told I shouldn't draw something anymore because apparently its bad if zoos use it to groom like again, anyone can be a zoophile and anything can be used to groom. I do like anthro NSFW as well. I have so many art commissioned that has my anthro form of Raven in it. :/ I never openly called myself a "furry" online if I did, I don't remember. But I still consider myself a furry. but I'm considering just calling myself an "anthro artist" instead and for "fursonas" it would be "sonas" or "anthrosonas". I had to cut ties with some mutuals due to this whole mess on twitter. Unfollowed most artists bc of it. I don't want them thinking "holy shit your fucking disgusting and sick. i dont want you interacting with me" and i honest to god I HOPE my ex-mutual just never interacts with me again and never talk to me. I hope they never know why because i am so fucking scared honest to god.

I tried to clairfy jackshit with an artist but they just went "sorry i dont want to talk about this anymore" regarding if they still draw feral nsfw as long its "sentient" and "human intelligence"

i unwatched an artist because they stopped doing it because of personal growth and mental health reasons. i hope honest to god. a slippery slope doesnt happen. im just panicking. i have nothing against these artists btw. i wish them best care.

sorry i had to get everything out of my chest. its just been bothering me for a few days.

Another note,

I have been so burned out on art that I absolutely can't draw or finish anything unless its my own stuff. Commissions and trades are going to take awhile, please understand everyone ;_;

I might delete this later. I don't know. I just want to disappear and secretly hope no one is gonna mention discourse like this again but it wont happen.

It's bad for your mental health period. Lots of discourse and drama in your timeline. Artists end up going "If you like non-anthro content that isn't SFW please unfollow and block me!" including pokemon. I am leaving the website so I can detox from this toxic shithole. I'm done with this website and this was the final straw for me. I had to soft block some mutuals and unfollowed everyone except close mutuals.

remember this is the same people who voted on FLO for what content is allowed and not allowed. Feel free to unwatch or block for this. I won't get mad if you do. I plan to make a brand-only account on twitter and I won't be following anyone.

I mean like in NSFW and fetish situations? Anyone know an artist that will do commissions of these?

I want someone to draw my fursona be physically injuried in vore that isn't hard digestion as a commission please dm me if you know any artists that will draw that stuff and ones that are open

anyone know an artist that does vore nsfw commissions??? since most vore artists dont draw them hh?

https://toyhou.se/Rav3n/characters/folder:253999

Character purge Open!! Note/comment me if interested

im sorry. its been awhile. i couldnt get anything done because i lost a friend and i have caused so much pain and damage to them. i miss the old memories and times i was with them. i dont want to go into full detail but im literally grieving because of this and it has made me harder to work any of the owed art and im really sorry for this. i feel bad. i dont like not working on them because im scared someone is going to ask me to refund them and i want to earn money not lose money. i will get to them eventually i promise. im sorry once again. i have been trying.

if your wondering where your commission went, thats why. its so hard now these days for me. and then constantly thinking about my gender identity. it hurts very bad. and struggling with it everyday. i am where i am should be with my identity but this is all new for me and out of my comfort zone.

i love rubber drones and i want to talk about them :(

I want to talk about rubber drone stuff and my lore but no one I know dig into this thing and I have no friends that are into this thing. ;_;

The only ones I know are only into light-hearted mostly SFW transformation, inflation, vore, or just belly kinks.

None of the discord servers I am in aren't into latex rubber stuff like I am not pooltoys and the like. And not to mention most of the rubber servers require you an ID even if your over 18 and I don't want to do that.

I just got burned out again (that sucks!) and I am going to take some time off from commissions and draw more stuff for myself.

;_; sorry guys i let y'all down

reposted from my main account on twitter but i still recall unfollowing some artists because of their TOS stating they are allowed to sell their art with your character in it w/o permission and its a morally grey area right there. just because it always had been that way in the art community doesnt mean it cant be iffy. i don't care if its legal to do it. i am not going to commission you if you have a tos like that. im not going to pay $200 for your art so i wont have you sell art of my character.

is there like any furry sites you know besides FA that wont have strict puritan content policies FLO has?

it sucks that FLO is a potential website and i would be an outcast on that site

FINALLY yay i will celebrate

they listened and my account is gone :D

I don't want my account there and be on this website because of what they are currently doing and the content policy becoming so puritan...

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....130_190910.jpg

Merry Christmas! Happy holidays for anyone who doesn't celebrate it! ^^

I hope you have a wonderful one considering we have a pandemic still going on ;-;

i am concluding that i have underpriced my vore YCHs just a little bit and I will be having future vore YCHs around $20-25 so I can be paid fairly the next time.

..Yeah

What would you prefer?

$15, $20, or $25?

poggers