Game uses a lot of pre-made assets so naturally I wondered if their caked up dinopeople also came from an asset store. Yep. Theropod Rex Man on Fab:
https://www.fab.com/listings/16d79a.....9-a2c40f7a5d8c

Paulina (alt.: Mütze, Pau Pau, Stinker, Flöte), my fuzzy little sister 15 years of age, passed away 1.5 hours ago, peacefully, after suffering the last few days.

The last few months she had trouble breathing but seemed entirely healthy otherwise, even the vet we took her to was unable to diagnose her and simply gave her antibiotics in case she had an infection after which her condition improved dramatically. Until Wednesday. She collapsed and from there on was visibly in pain and unwilling to get up unless absolutely necessary. No vets were open on Wednesday and Thursday was a holiday, so no one to bring her to. This morning at 9 we called a different vet due to their special equipment and got an appointment for 11.30.

The x-ray confirmed her lung to be bloated with water, to the point of being almost not visible, with her heart entirely obscured. There was nothing anymore to be done for her aside from an oxygen mask and a peaceful death instead of pain and eventual suffocation.

Paulina fought until the very end to stay with us and we stayed with her until the end.

10th of May, 2024,
Rest In Peace my little baby

Playing Cookie Clicker while listening to electronic hardstyle and symphonic metal.

...happens to be a game about potatoes mass-slaughtering alien snails

Looking for people willing to RP as:

-Lizalfos
-Argonian
-Kobold
-Dragon
-Khajit
-Yuan-Ti/Naga
-Tiefling
-Warhammer lizardman (Skink/Saurus)
-Skaven

ERP, 18+ obviously, gender, existence of a ref etc. doesn't matter. Please be literate in English.

Discord: der Tazamane#4005
Telegram t.me/tazamane

I do not RP through FA notes!

Me turned 20 today :3

For those uninitiated, goatse is the nickname for a NSFW jumpscare. In the past, addon creators for GMod were hacked and had their addons infected with it. Leading to unsuspecting players getting a rude awakening. Furthermore the addon would have a text file full of insults directed at Valve, the GMod community and the person reading. As far as we know, the culprit is a Russian player who has been banned from the workshop because they started infecting their own addons. It is speculated due to the text to be in protest against the West's sanctions against Russia but all of this is speculation, so take it with a grain of salt!

So far the addons that have been updated today and/or are confirmed infected are from the user "boss gerald"

If you play GMod, check your addons. If they were updated today, they are very likely infected.

-Go to GMod in your Steam library
-Click on "Workshop"
-Hover over "Your Files"
-Click "Subscribed Content"
-The third tab has an area highlighted in blue, this is your filter settings, change it to "Last Updated"

Stay safe!

I have degenerated even further than I already am. My social anxiety has risen. Deeds that went off smoothly for the longest time have now become unthinkable. It is as if I had cleared my memory of social save data. The former being expressed, due to very recent and constant communication with a fellow writer many fantastic ideas rose within my braincase. I expect the need of social pressure to fuel my creative motor though.

So tell me, dearest audience, which of these shall I bring to existence?

-A human and a kobold (based on the design of Orcs Must Die! 3 because they're adorable <3)
-A human and a needy Gatorclaw (they need some love, alright?)
-A human and Zajhira (fuck, I hope that's how she's spelt; NPC from a Skyrim mod, skooma-addicted Khajit)
-A human and an old, reliable threesome with a male and female kobold
-How does a human with three male lizalfos sound?

PS: Gods that first part of my journal is cringeworthy af
PPS: Notice the quote at the top and bottom of my journal
PPPS: I'm tired so I'll head to bed after posting this. Good night everyone!

So, I just told a guy I don't RP and asked him to not do stuff like boops or pats your head. Guess what, I got called a snowflake.

This was my answer:

"You called me a snowflake for asking you to not do something. I'd say you aren't perfectly fine if you got trouble with personal boundaries. You can either accept that I do not want something or act like you get to decide over what I like or not. There's an important part to human interaction called "Respect"

I don't care if you RP or not, I'm just asking you to not do it with me, I am not prohibiting you to do it with other people"

Aaaaand I got unfriended. I wonder who the snowflake is if a simple 'No' is such a big deal. I could've guessed by what's on their account that they're an asshole though so I guess it's on me.

I came to the conclusion that I want to get rid of some of my characters and since I need some money rn why not sell them? However, I don't know how much to charge. None of the ones I want so sell (Juna, Evelyn, Symphonia) got much art.

My mom visited one of my uncles today and he managed to infect her with a conspiracy theory. My mom believes now that Putin is actually a victim, that he was forced to wage war by America and the people up there. Aka your standard conspiracy theorist group that's behind everything, controlling the world. What comes next? America forces Putin to oppress Russians? Censor the media, imprison people for having a different opinion and assassinate critics all goes on America's account? And why? Because America wants all of Europe and doesn't want the Nordstream 2 pipeline to be built.

Excuse me? America already "owns" all of Europe thanks to WW2. As much as the actual country is a laughing stock and behind the world in many ways the dollar is still the currency and many cultures across the world adopt American interpretations. I get being anti-America but trying to blame them for the actions of every asshole in this world is ridiculous. Putin grew up in the USSR and worked for the KGB and was always known for being cold and dangerous. People are dying and suffering right now, or are leaving behind their entire life they had built in exchange for safety. Russian troops are marching through Ukraine, as we know plenty didn't know the details of their depoyment and refuse to fight. Russians are being drafted into war against their will. The Russian populus who didn't want this war face economical devastation and imprisonment for being against the war or supporting Ukrainians.

My uncles's proof? American convois. Ya no shit, there are plenty convois rushing towards the Ukranian border to evacuate people; Red Cross, military, civilian. Even I sent an email to the Red Cross, asking to volunteer. I too would rush to the border to help if I could, not because I am one of them up there and want America to rule the world but rather because the people need help.

Did I also mention my uncle is part of a sect?

I know the best way to help someone see through a conspiracy theory is to talk one on one with them in an inquisitive manner so they realize they actually don't know anything but I still feel the need to vent. My mom is a good woman but she's old and easily impressionable.

I don't know where my uncle stands but one thing is for certain; I do not tolerate marking Putin a victim. Putin is a narcissistic, cold blooded, merciless, nationalist predator who made moves onto the Krim region and Ukraine multiple times. I support my Ukranian brothers and sisters, as well as all Russians who oppose this war. I will not support misinformation.

If you can; Please donate money to Ukraine, try to quench misinformation, if you live near a Russian embassy try to organize a protest and if possible take Ukranian refugees if you live near the border.

So I'm having some financial woes right now and will use that to kick myself in the balls to find ways to drum up cash. Step one is to maybe finally resume writing. I've been camping way too long on a treasure trove of ideas. Hoping for eventual commissions at a negotiable price, Ko-Fi donations and... ya that's pretty much it. I got some overdue payment to receive, overdue since a month. Not little mind you, enough to help out but not enough in the long run.

If anyone wants a story and reserve a spot in my subconscious, shoot a note. I'll have you in my mind stuck then to push me even further to coming back.

Aside from the title, time for another update on my psyche:

I threw school since I figured one additional year would not be enough to figure my head out, so I'm officially on 24h free-time for now. I'll also be moving back to my mom. Yeah, I'll be that guy. Call me Denzel lmao. In the meantime I did think about shutting down this account. Maybe you came across the "This account was deactivated" message while I pondered?

Main gameplay focus should revolve around exploring dungeons in a fantasy-type world. Can be a roguelike/roguelite. Gloomhaven and Hades are already off the table for me. Also please no 2D side-scrollers/platformers like Rogue Legacy. Anybody got some good ones? If I like your suggestion I... dunno, will buy the game and owe you a beer lmao

I am back home, fresh out of the clinic and I am in an awesome mood! I feel motivated for just about anything but not hyperactive enough to not be able to sit still. My depressive thoughts are gone, as is the momentary hypersexuality I experienced from my meds, and I'm ready to take the field! Expect me to be more active, like, way more active than usually!

Also regarding my pronoun experiment, I from now on identify as male again. Thank you to everyone who took part!

It is known that MAP (or minor attraction people) are working to make sex with children socially acceptable and legal. What I didn't know is that the same is going for zoophiles or how they're calling themselves, zoosexuals. The organization Zeta North America is working for zoosexual rights, aka having sex with an animal should totally be fine and dandy under circumstances.

Needless to say I oppose both of these movements. Animal abuse is animal abuse, child abuse is child abuse. Zoosexuality is a made up word by the way.

I'll change my pronouns from he/him to she/her for a week, starting now. I so far identified as a man due to being AMAB but I honestly thought about being agender. I'd appreciate if you join in!

That's correct. After barely 4 weeks of stationary therapy on the psych ward I'll be free again. The meds have kicked in and I feel much, much better about myself and the future, albeit that I'm still lazy as all hell and unsure about what job to act out. I'll still have to go to therapy to make sure I do not degenerate into a fully depressive and emotionally unstable state again but I'm optimistic.

I myself do not celebrate Pride Month, however, a good friend of mine is trans so I kind of formed a connection towards the transflag. As such I made it a goal for myself to celebrate next year. My idea is a pinup of all my characters but trans, it would fit the occasion and give my homosexual friends a bit bigger of a choice. Of course I don't expect any donations, especially since I currently am barely able to identify with this account but I still wanted to announce it.

Therapy starts TODAY which means my ability to respond to notes, comments, shouts, friend requests on Discord and messages on Telegram will be LIMITED. Due to me visiting a psychiatry my online time will be limited to I'd wager 3 hours a day around noon. I will still respond to all messages, it will just take longer. While offline I'll also see that I get work done on my writing so I at least got something to show for it and keep this account going.

Take care y'all, I'll see you later!

Just thought I'd mention it.

So, here's a funny story from 5 minutes ago:

>Guy finds me on Single_Furs
>Watches me
>Adds me on Telegram
>"Hewwo" "cutie hehe" "*hugs*" and all that
>I ask them to stop
>They start bitching about how every single furry does it (literally the first person I ever met to do this)
>Remove me on Telegram
>Unwatches me
>Blocks me on Telegram and FA

Why must people be cunts about the littelest shit?

Lizalfos anyone?
Argonians?
Vipers?
Kobolds?
Yuan-Ti?
Warhammer's Skinks?
Skaven?
Goblins?

Source: https://www.patrick-breyer.de/beitr.....urchleuchtung/

Earlier this year the EU parliament decided that digital messages are not protected by confidentiality of letters, effectively deciding that every single message you write to another person using digital media is legally not private. Later down the line in Fall there will be a vote on a law that requires your messages to be scanned by algorithms for any illegal contents. The worst part? The algorithms aren't even required to be transparent for anyone. Neither you nor your government is required to be informed on how they work, they are made in-house by the companies owning your messaging service and could scan for God-knows-what without any repercussions.

All of this, the decision that everything you write online must be scanned by an AI and sent to the authorities if something "suspicious" has been found will happen every time you send a message, email etc. without needing a decree issued by a court of law. How are they trying to justify it? Pedophiles. "yOu HaVe NoThInG tO fEaR iF yOu HaVe NoThInG tO hIdE" my ass.

Lawsuits have been put in place against companies already employing these algorithms and the future vote is under investigation due to it pretty much violating every single European constitution. If you have been unaware of this issue like me, spread information about it. Search out trustworthy sources and share them to stop this. The media has not been shining much light on this issue. Every bit of awareness counts.

Don't worry, don't worry, I'm fine. It's Summer Break, I got 6 weeks of pure no responsibility on my hands and am visiting my mom. I snapped out of my depression as far as I can tell and have gotten back to writing. However, this is where my urge to scream and to purge-purge-purge comes in. I know I am probably spamming journals as all hell instead of content so you're all tired of the J in your top bar. Basically, I am starting to realize how rough my stories are and that makes me want to delete them. Especially that one with Mercy, I consider it royal cringe. And then we have Booping Unknown which is just riddled with grammar mistakes and typos. Which is why I plan to remake it one day.

I am trying to calm and hype myself to not do it but if one or two stories disappear don't be surprised. Just scream at me on Discord, Telegram or my notes that you want it back. INstead of uploading it though, because that would be attention grabbing since my story would again show up in the feed, I'll send you a copy of the file.

Anyway, back to lizalfos babe riding dubiously consenting hooman boy.