Good Timezones!

I am looking for someone to make me a concept art of a specific sort of tree dragon
colored, flat - no shading with color block key
1-2 images max (side or 3/4 view) can be feral or anthro, second image would be frontal or side face if required

I have 2 inspirational pictures to base it off of, however they were created with flaws via AI (midjourney)
I am basically asking for you to use them as a base of my idea but not use them as the concept, if that makes sense?

My budget is limited (50$ USD max) via paypal

If I'm NOT watching you, you can leave example links.
I'm proficient enough to know AI images vs created by actual humans due to my happiness to play with AI models for personal fun to see what they can and can't do.

I am aware some folks are so deeply in the AI art is theft line, and I get it, but knowing what it took to even remotely get the 2 images I have to share, um... I have my own arguments on that, but as I said, I am looking for a human's work not a program. When I find cool concepts, I go who can I ask? Who wouldn't balk on how I found this...
Sometimes I see some really uber cool strange things and no one to share it with :(.

If you are willing and able to work with all of the above, leave me a message here (I don't really catch notes all that fast). OR direct message me on telegram (@ zermit) mention tree dragon so I know why I'm getting the message :)

thanks much and peace be all :)

yep turned 45 today

leveled up :D

things are slowly getting better but... it is what it is... still with issues at home and in debt

anyhow just saying hi :) and have a happy new year

Good timezones

As per my previous/main journal,
my mother passed away and I am trying to raise extra funds by making and selling a few adopts
also am listing older adopts I've made that never sold.

if you wish to check anything out, please do so or share, because I am still around $200 short of my goal
while I can get to the funeral, I am lacking in funds for food and emergency clothes run since I can't attend in
camo pants and wrestling tshirts... though i'll still try!

https://ko-fi.com/zermit/shop

any and all help is welcome :D
if you want to help me other ways you can DM here or on telegram (@zermit)

have a blessed day!

Good timezones!

Back on the 22nd of April my birth mom passed away.
Her funeral service is on the 18th of May.

Siblings pushed as far as they could so all of us can attend in person as we are all she had even if some of us had limited or no true connection with her.

I'm going more for the living, to meet these mystical siblings of mine... I know their names, but never met them... except my 1 full sister and last we saw each other i was 7 and she was 6... so even with her that is true she's no longer known to me in that respect.

I used my jetblue points, so air fare was $30 to and from (i upgraded my seat on the flight home)
I'll be staying at a dump of a hotel but it was all i could afford... it has a baby kitchen in the room complete with a stove, but provides no pots or dishware XD but long as the microwave works, i can cook and eat. I plan to bring and use my own towels and check bag some ok foods (oatmeal packets and the like).

from what i am gathering because my clothing style is what i call combat causal and I honestly do not own anything else, I need a proper clothes for the event (nice shirt and slacks), I need taxi/uber funds to get from airport to hotel spot. and some minor 'takeout/eat-out' food money and if possible a boost for hotspot use as the place i'm staying seems to have permanently broken wifi system.

I will be making adopts using bases i bought from  electrocat and  Armundy and uploading things here and on my never touched ko-fi account http://ko-fi.com/zermit

if u want to just help and can, feel free to send funds direct as friend since it is not a business transaction
(i have one of the ancient dual use accounts paypal kept grandfathered in)
https://paypal.me/mylindabeach or DMif you want to via other means *cough*cashapp/zelle*cough*
i dont have other means of accepting help :) the ko-fi tip jar is also there :D

thanks for listening and any future help.
be on the lookout for streams and adopts this week :D

peace be, stay blessed
zermit.

*added info, we still working on an obituary and stuff, she's at and services will be at the Danial and Sons Funeral home in Bryan, TX I will share link of such ocne they have it sometime early next week.

p.s. i may not respond to condolences sent, however I will pass all kind words to my sibs and appreciate the thoughts during this time... (also I never figured out how to respond, besides ty...)

hey  akaronpa

is having a free raffle for a grape themed bloodormar for anyone that doesn't already own a maar / bloodorma
the details are here and it is rather a sweetie!!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55689566/

raffle ends on mar 1st

Ever want your own cool bloodormar?
Ever want to make your own?
Now is your chance!!
Follow the instructions here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52011466/

By the way, I wish I joined the discord earlier than I did... but hey now I got 3 pretties :D

This has 2 raffles open for current owners and one for new folks without one!

So for those wondering, for now the financial part of them trying to evict me is no longer a threat, my account is up to date to the point it shows a credit... ($9 by time they get may's payment that is already in the mail system)

I stol- er borrowed from my future self, 2/3rds of my retirement fund that the company pays for me... under penalty (withdrew 2600, got 2,000 the rest went to cover the penalty taxes)
I paid up the lingering back rent of march and 1/2 of April and the amount for may...

So for now that is no longer a concern.

As for the condition of the apartment. This is a me said/ she said battle of what item belongs to who with my roommate saying everything that is a mess is mine, yet given that she's stolen (or rather her fuckboi stole 90% of the items I had) ya not my mess, my room is a giant rat's nest due to me moving everything not giant to my room which no longer allows me to walk freely in it safely... since i don't want the rest of my life stolen.

I am trying to get help from trusted friends but different shifts and no means to pay them is an issue...

Anyhow that is a decent update so no eviction tho they are still trying to hit me with sub lease violations due to the apartment's condition.

Like the apartment is overrun with mice, they have been eating my roommate's food as she freely feeds them and the roaches by how the kitchen is kept, abandoning food on the countertops for days or stove, buying lots of cereals and opening all of them and not sealing them with boxes open...

All my food is in Sterilite containers and the like especially if it's a grain or rice or flour or ramen etc
Food needing the refrigerator gets eaten from me and my health is not great but improving, seeing a foot doctor was a blessing, tho my insurance is still arseholes and I had to pay for the $70 socks off of amazon full price... luckily I could because I took that IRA money to pay the rent.

I am getting my last grocery delivery from amazon today and due to the lack of food stamps, it won't feed me til they renew maybe by monday if? food prices are far higher than the allotted amount and I only try to get 1 solid meal a day (which isn't good either) but it's better than nothing at all, for which i am grateful.

I'm going through a barrage of emotions, most not at all positive, knowing I'll be homeless in 13 days due to many factors beyond my control.
I'm watching my health dip, both physical and mental.
Since my eyes haven't gotten care it needs from specialist thanks to insurance companies...
my job is on the line just because I need my sight and it's getting progressively worse.

I have no savings or spendable income. I barely keep my head above water most weeks.
I eat at best 1 meal a day if you can even call it that and it's barely enough to sustain.
Because I need to cook my meals or eat fresh things, the price of fruits/veggies/meat/dairy/carbs are all crazy
$200 in food stamps sounds like a lot til you break it down as $50 a week and you can't even buy bulk to store foods
because your home which won't be a home in 13 days... Is over run by mice, roaches and other vermin.

I will lose everything I've built. The eviction order guarantees I will only be able to live in places that are super predatory at best.

While I have creative mind, I don't have the will or energy to act on it...
Been going through the motions in fear for so long, perhaps this will be a relief, but all I can recall is how bad I felt the last time I lost everything I had. I don't want to go back to that ever. IF they wanted to stop someone from having a mental breakdown if that is their goal, they succeeded in doing the opposite.

I don't know why anymore and it is NOT worth it. It is just not. I have no reason to want to do anything but waste away. Yet... I don't want to die yet... still I'm tired of fighting and maybe I should just let myself down in my despair.

I am hurt, I've been hurt, I do not wish to hurt myself more I've suffered enough.

To the mental health housing agency that has ignored my statements of ill health, yo me getting 14 blood transfusions wasn't an alarm of that? I'm slowly going blind and basic activities are painful. My coping device of playing games on PC is impossible since I can't see past the fog within my eyes. My metabolism is almost dead and thus I'm overweight to the point it hurts despite barely eating since my body is refusing to let the waste go and it's back to eating itself for energy. You asked me if I was up to getting housing assistance/rent assistance and then not giving me the information. I've eaten my retirement fund the past 5 years at a penalty to pay up the back rent. Rent that on hearing the $ I stated I couldn't easily pay but laws say I must. I got info from a life insurance that is paying itself through a loan of the cash balance. A cash balance I would cash out to bring rent arrears up to date... but I have to fight them for that too... I won't have it in 13 days. I told you this. So what am I to do?

I will continue to write my written response to your 14 day notice. With all of this re-listed. Life is hell, if you want to play for this, so be it. Long as my head is above the muck I will still fight... Do not help drag me under for I will haunt you in death.

today is the day I level up in life (again)
my age is equal to the meaning of life the universe and everything :)

and outside of frustration that every food website is broken and I can't get food, I'm doing rather good all things considering.

so not kidding about that, burger king failed (claimed location had no food) after I gave up trying to get checkers (website borked and couldn't go anywhere) and then I was like ok buffalo wild wings delivers this far and is open and after a good 1h 40 mins my pc just completely crashed (3 full times).

I don't have food stamps for another 2 days, and I have some $ and I rather get nicely cooked food over overpriced frozen stuff next door in Walgreens (assuming they even got a food delivery)

Eh I'll try when home I got here around 9a so I get out at 3:30 so I can hold out I got enough chocolate to survive til then!
Plus I has cake the item to every ACE's heart <3

So I haven't wrote a journal in almost 1.6 years lol
my health has been taken care of to the point that later today (sunday oct 3rd) I will get a preventative blood transfusion so tomorrow (monday oct 4th 2021) the uterus besieged by hard but benign? fibroids will FINALLY be removed and most other reproductive pieces with it.
I have had over 12 blood transfusions this year alone, lifetime count is 28, so after the preventative one and the during surgery one, I'll be up to 30 in my lifetime.

Those that donate blood ( O+ and the like) THANK YOU for keeping me alive during this...

I am accepting all positive vibes, healing vibes, prayers of any denomination as it's the reason that counts.
I know I won't be able to really visit FA while at the hospital as it's classified as a porn site :/
I will have a 2-3 day recovery at the hospital before I'm allowed to come home. Data service is spotty if even exist while in the hospital.

Hey stay blessed and see ya in the brighter side of life after :D

i've lived over 27 more years than i first believed i would
now let's see exactly why

stay tuned

(yes it's my day of birth)

this is an encore for corel art products, at max is $25 for freakin painter 2019 which at the extreme cheapest is usually $99 but like retails for $400+
but with all of these others also included, yo.... this is easily 1k+ worth of software all with lifetime license!

https://www.humblebundle.com/softwa.....fidence-encore

sharing cause i got it before and while all of the programs are now a version older than current which is 1-5 months old, totally worth this!!

it was ok for me. I did a lot of things, but I didn't do everything I was hoping but I really can not complain (much)

My week started Friday with a triple of things to do and ultimately only did 1
Planned: A wrestling podcaster's meetup at a hooters in times square (failed cause my body didn't like me this weekend...) [tmi clue: being female sucks]
Attended: NXT Takeover NewYork - sec 222 row 22 (awesome) seat 8 (painful)
I made it on to actual TV during the pre-show bit! (well my head anyhow)
Planned: Dolph Ziggler's Comedy show at Carolines (failed because of fundage and failure to reach the person to provide it).

Saturday:
Planned: See a tango show my brother was doing/in (failed because above tmi issue got less standard and more crazy)
Attended: ROH/NJPW G1 Supercard sec 315 BS3 seat 15 (mostly awesome seat, couldn't see stage screen)
Failed: Attempt 2 for comedy for same reason.
Sidenote: Almost got to see the new IWGP heavyweigh champ outside of MSG but he was called back fast....

Sunday:
Curssed my neighbor's sound system that played loudly until wrestlemania started, i watched up to before the HHH/Batista match (i went to bed, knew I needed to be up VERY early monday...

Monday:
Woke up early, was dressed and ready to go at 8am (good thing)
Grabbed food stuffs at 7-11 and then ventures to why was this place even settled... Brooklyn for Wrestlemania Axxess (final slot)
I got the N4 start to finish, the J to broadway junction, the C to Jay St, a B61 and got of a smidge too early (thanks google for that fail), walked an extra like mile, eventually got there still quite early before main entry.... Waited over 30 mins after start because not a VIP :/ Lost chance at a game card I needed.... Visited and lived in the arena section there after and watched matches being taped for a new Worlds Collide and it was all female wrestlers..
Attended: as noted above Axxess
Failed: Monday Night Raw (couldn't afford the resell prices, they NEVER lowered)

Tuesday
Success: Got to work :)
Attended: Smackdown Live/205 Live got home at 1am

Wednesday
At work and wrote this while well working on work stuff. Was fun day I think

i am now 1 year away from turning 40.... old beastie i be, but despite 1 or 3 early grey hairs, i'm doing alright :)

as always i expect to have this day be like every other, and i'll be bored to tears, working hard at work, and celebrating nothing with no one as life has dictated.....

but tomorrow if the rains don't stay much i will has food with 6 good friends and maybe 1 new one? so there is that
tho i worry about not being able to get what i want to eat since funds are as usually low XD will see, seeing friends i haven't seen in a year or almost so would be nice all the same :)

normally i give random off the cuff stats for other people's level up day, but i feel it's not right for me to do that for myself so feel free to add stat boost to show my leveling up :)

ya know when i am at work while i don't know what most people make for their jobs, it seems to be just enough to live somewhat comfortable
but most of the younger folks, are married or almost there and both partners have to work to make it work.

me, I'm a low end basic entry position that is part time. I love where I work, I love what I do
but I don't have a living wage due to being minimum wage AND part time, make a living wage to support myself without other public assistance.
IE Food stamps, SSI disability (which does allow me to work a tiny bit), section 8 type housing etc


I see lots of art I would love to have from many artists but I know I can't afford and since saying that is a big no-no to most/all I just look nod and stay silent and appreciate what others end up getting.
If something is an adopt I'd kill to have, I say I hope it goes to a good home cause I've probably saw it fit in a storyline somewhere in my head or maybe came up with a new one just for it. So far most artist don't mind that, tho some state don't say anything unless you are buying which i'm all (-.-) about cause I want to say it's amazing but been asked to not do so....

Then I see artist complain that they don't get comments from their watchers..... Well to be blunt. You told us not to.
Or I end up following an artist that because it sells, just ends up posting porn which I'll be honest, I don't comment on simply cause I'm not into porn. I may see a picture tho that I'd love to comment about colors or scene or style on some porn pics but seriously usually the other comments deter me of folks saying how hot it is or how they want to be a subject or worse.... They have their right to it even tho some artist don't want to hear THAT.

Then I look at exchange rates and the best artist are seemingly needing great britain pounds or that combined eurocurrency thing... which jacks up what might be just barely affordable to nope so can't..... the 2 or 3 that work with New Zealand Dollars or Australian dollars, their price is cheaper in USD but conversation rate fees usually kill the deal...

The biggest gripe about being below a living but getting a 'legal' wage. Is most artist idea of a living wage. Which is usually 2x or more an hour than I make. Even more of a deterrent since I'd have to work 2-3x as much to get something. Some folks are worth saving up for yes because I do factor it time they've spent doing what they do, the experience of the artist, how timely they return on investment (make the art) etc
I've told many to increase rates beyond my own pay rate, but I've never suggested something so high I couldn't outright afford or budget in.

So I have a question set just to figure out where folks stand in life, It's ok if you don't want to answer or if ya chose to be vague about it.

What is a living wage to you, Where in the world approx are you? Do you under price your art or try to equal it with being able to live off it?
If you aren't an artist and a buyer like me, What is your price limits to get art from someone?

IE: I'm in New York State, Long Island, min wage stands at $11/hour to me a living wage would have to be $18/hr full time to live without any support systems with just paying for a room in someone else's house, rent, food, bills, etc. [this is a VERY expensive place to live, especially solo]
My buying limit is usually 25-30$ max on any art piece regardless of quality. IF it is something I can afford at the time since bills/rent/food > art of my creatures or adding to them. Meaning I am willing to pay for up to and around 3 hours of my work load pre taxes for art.

I felt like doing this for my fursonas, as flykat and demillion are 1 and the same, flykat speaks for both forms.
Wasn't tag, isn't tagging, saw on  Ubermedic 's page


Character picked:
Flykat / Zermit / Vultor / Zodi

1. What is your name?
Flyk: Flykat in my normal form, Dragonis D. Demillion in my dragon and hybrid form
Zer: Zermit, can call me zer, do not call me zermi or zermy etc
Vult: Vultor works :)
Zodi: Zodi or just Zo

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Flyk: I'm a cat that had wings that still can fly so makes sense to me!
Zer: I named myself, i'm a hermit and like the letter Z....
Vult: it's my name. 'nuff said
Zo: I'm a capricornian, a creature of the zodiac, just a shortening of the word :)

3. Single or taken?
All: Single and happily so
(these are all my fursona and match me in this respect)

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Flyk: I can fly and i'm a great peacemaker
Zer: I'm a zombie lycan that can free shift into any form, living or inanimate long as I know what it is. Granted it is usually or almost always purple.
Vult: No. I'm a normal vulture that rides a motorcycle nothing special.
Zo: No unless being able to eat anything I want is one?

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Fly, Vult, Zo: We are normal... nothing special... so we not :P
Zer: I can die (sorta), I has weaknesses so I'm not, you just need to know WHAT they are.

6. What's your eye color?
Fly, Zer, Vult: purple
Zodi: steel grey/blue

7. How about hair color?
Fly, Vult, Zo: no hair
Zer: my fur color, purple (IF my form has hair)

8. Have you any family members?
Zer, Vult, Zo: no
Fly: adopted dracokitty :D

9. Oh? How about pets?
All: No.

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
All: Trolls.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Fly: sleeping
Zer: finding new forms to be in, playing games of all sorts
Vult: riding my bike
Zo: playing or listening to music, eating, having fun

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Fly: food to eat, i guess?
Zer: not willingly
Vult, Zo: no

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Fly: my food....
Zer, Vult, Zo: no

14. What kind of animal are you?
Flyk: Jagpard (Jaguar / Leopard ) hybrid or a dragon or hybrid of that XD
Zer: Human / Lycan (alpha she wolf)
Vult: Vulture
Zo: Capricornian / Sea-Goat shark varient.

15. Name your worst habits.
All: Why?

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
All: No

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
All: Ace.
(again they are my fursona and match the real me)

18. Do you go to school?
All: No we are all Adults by a fair bit, Could be a grey muzzle

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
All: Hell NO.
Flyk: my adopted son is a kid of mine I guess, but even he is grown (enough)

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Flyk: no
Zer: yes!
Vult: no
Zo: Possibly

21. What are you most afraid of?
All: causing lost cause arguements, low ceilings

22. What do you usually wear?
Flyk: my fur? (or scale)
Zer: my fur, t-shirt and jeans if I must be clothed
Vult: Biker gear or t-shirt and jeans
Zo: Whatever I want, band or wrestling T's and pants of various design

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Flyk: chicken, turkey
Zer: I don't eat.
Vult: Meat
Zo: Everything Food, sometimes even if it's not food, but no gross stuff!!

24. Am I annoying you?
All: *look shifty eyed*

25. Well, it's still not over!
All: *sigh*

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Flyk for All: We don't live in a society class you can quantify

27. How many friends do you have?
All: Too many but not enough :D

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
All but Zer: Meat? We like meat... not sure if we want meat pie tho hmmm meatloaf cake is awesome!
Zer: I don't eat.

30. Favorite drink?
All Water

31. What's your favorite place?
Flyk: My branch on my tree above my pool
Vult: My underground lair
Zer: "Anywhere I roam, Where I lay my head is home...And the earth becomes my throne, "
Zo: (cont song) I adapt to the unknown, Under wandering stars I’ve grown, By myself but not alone, I ask no one"

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
All: No

33. That was a stupid question.
All: maybe knowing who what we ID is...

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Flyk: pond
Zer and Vult: pool
Zo: Ocean

35. What's your type?
All: Type of what?

36. Any fetishes?
All: o that sort of type, sorry can't help ya! no fetishes sorry

37. Seme or uke?
All: ???
38. Camping or indoors?
Flyk: outside!
Zer, Vult: either
Zo: away from the sun :)

I am so badly in pain from doing or well attempting to do yoga, but ... it was worth the try :)
was at the barclays center earlier today (well yesterday as of this typing, it's after 1am for me)
did the project OM summerslam event, got a nice yoga mat and t-shirt :)
also got 3 really nice pictures from 3 of the 4 stars that joined the instructor of the evening :)


https://twitter.com/demillion/statu.....12534859939843 me with Natalya
https://twitter.com/demillion/statu.....15221559054336 me with Titus O'Neil
the 3rd is Dana Warrior, got to find a tag to tag in twitter XD I'll post that link laters XD

so over time if i get a sspare moment, I've been playing in CSP and doing my attempt at doing adoptables for others
so far only felt comfortable with the 3 lilly based cat cubs
asking price is still $10 since it is a 3 pose turnaround ref file.
Those use lineart from  electrocat which if you are a patreon you can get :)
adopts are allowed on the lineart.

I did them with only my mouse so while not super dynamic as if i had the stylus to my wacom tablet.... i think they are worth the price and time on them, if you missed them you can find them
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24247136/ (rosenburg and violen) and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24250907/ (knight)
they are unnamed, but those are the names i'll use for my reference til someone buys any of them :)

part of why i'm trying to do adopts is i've been still followed by debts i can not afford to get rid of and if i can make anything beyond my paycheck, maybe i can get things for myself or needs that get put off. While I do try to get sales and such for things like going to the rare wwe show sitting in nosebleed and etc which are the few times i can usually come home with a smile, Current proceeds are going to maybe get rid of the infestation of mice that seem to think under my bed is the best nest in the world x.x I've spent about $40 in various traps that all failed and sticky or poison is the only recourse i can think of now but i don't have throwaway cash :( So it would help with that
anything else would go help me clear the debts some my fault, some not so quite.... (i still owe 2100 extra in back rent) and yes rent gets paid, my entire SSI check goes to it, but it's not enough anymore, hasn't been in over a year and you can see how that racked up. Living in an expensive state don't help. I do work so don't dare come with a get a job, i honestly have issues affording to get to work if i fail to be lucky on the LIRR for the 1 stop I take it. I don't have a taxi fund atm for really bad winter weather (or spring when the streets are rivers)
I still need to buy new shoes, partly due to said mice thinking my shoes are food....
So yes this is where I stand, I'm also fighting an unrelenting enemy called depression which i'm just barely fairing well with. Ultimately having 'escapes' like the 5-7 wrestling shows, 2 fur cons are what keeps my head above water when the world is a dark cloud and i'm sinking if that makes sense. I don't have family to help, I don't have friends much to help. Well I do have a couple but seeing me drown for so long they aren't so helpful anymore or supportive as they once was... So this is my attempt to try to help myself out of this hell. If anything I do takes your interest, please let me know :)

Til then be well :)

Where are you staying?
Westin (main hotel)

What day are you getting there?
Thursday at some point o.o

Who will you be rooming with?
so far no one o.o room space available!

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
whomever wishes to

What is the best way to find you?
Telegram: zermit, twitter: demillion

Are there any panels you might be attending?
yes but i'll probably miss ALL of them again

Are you hosting any panels?
No

What do you look like?
see my profile ID :)

Will you be suiting?
look for  svengali

What is your gender?
female

How tall are you?
5'9"

Are you mated/in a relationship?
no and not looking

Can I talk to you?
always

Can I touch you?
No

Can I buy you drinks?
non alcoholic, my choice :)

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
no. i dislike being touched >.< (i allow LONG time friends to hug me)

Are you nice?
always

How long are you going?
Thursday to Monday morning.

Will you be going to parties?
not likely

Will you be performing?
No

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
yell flykat or zermit or svengali and i'll def answer, demillion also works

Can I take your picture?
If you ask first

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
have fun, maybe meet new friends?
Definitely want to meet old friends ^^

this is cross posted on AC's room share board and con roomies

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i have a king size bed room in the main hotel - it is Thurs night to monday morning!!!

i'm currently the only occupant, female, adult, clean

I am looking for no more than 3 other people to max the room out at 4.

I am NOT a party person and value sleep at night, I do get up early but am very silent save for using the shower in morning

I am a fursuiter, with a slightly possibly scary suit? see http://furaffinity.net/user/svengali on that

Room Rate would be $200 a person if I get 3/4 others to join me

I'm best reachable via telegram zermit or twitter: demillion

(re-opened)

Thanks for looking!

Well I mostly commission others for art and I had been wondering if there was such

i wonder if I paid for a commission from you, you'd consider recommending me as a trusted commissioner?
it's like trusted artist except it proves the buyer is trustworthy.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/tru.....-commissioners is the page :)  trusted-commissioners

I'd highly appreciated it and let me know here or in note if ya do!!!

Yesterday ( March 8th 2017) I decided to do a journal thing where I post a positive thought or ideology or etc
So each day I felt I'll also place the same here on this journal entry incase people need a happy thought
I am diagnosed by a medical professional with sever depression and it is sometimes hard to see beyond one's own darkness and while I do embrace darkness for without there can be no light, not seeing light is just as bad as being overly blinded by light.

These are mostly to serve as a balance between. I believe in the grayscale spectrum, nothing in life is EVER pure black and white.

I'm not religious in the sense of belonging to any, I believe all religions are right in the basic core of what they say and they all say the same thing. Be good to everything, man, creature, object. Do right, Don't harm. I follow this basic core rule.

So Further ado, the thoughts!

03-08-2017: I will be happy no matter how badly life tries to bring me down.

03-09-2017: Every Cloud has a Silver lining. < i had a binder that i wrote this on with both white and storm clouds and i used silver glitter to line them :) I miss that binder.... I shall make a new one!!
"It can't rain all the time" - line from the crow movie

03-10-2017: Always strive to be better, strive to be more awesome.

03-11-2017:

my desk isn't that furry-fied but the two file cabinet sides and my bulletin board dang sho is XD
my desk is neat with only 3 fortunes on it, but after 4 years they are fading badly so

the worse of the 3

reads: Talent knows what to do, Tact knows when and how to do it. < third received at work

the other 2

Success is usually the fruits of patience. < second one received at work
and
You will soon discover how truly fortunate you really are. < first one received at work

sharing as a positive note to life :)

If i choose to watch you it means one of 3 things or a combo of them

1. I want to actually buy art from you. This is the #1 reason I watch FA accounts
2. You are a friend i know in person.
3. I think you or your characters/fursona/OC etc are really cool and people you commission might become people I watch because of #1

IF I move you from watching here to  dvvulture it means your account is just way too NSFW to deal with, however the above still apply in how or why I watch you.


IF you don't want me to buy from you or comment nice things about you or offer good natured advice, feel free to block me as 1 person i watched simply because I watched them due to #1 alone, hell they was actually recommended for a project.... fine, your loss, you've yet to get a commission tho I see so you blocked the one person willing to give you money.... I'm not going to blast ya being saying this, obviously if you have not blocked me, this don't apply to you so folks that worry about that, please don't unless that 1 fact is true.

I don't mind talking to people about differences of opinion thoughts or ideologies, hell i'm to logical sometimes for my own good so i try to not comment on personal journals anymore, if i do, i try to be diplomatic and if it seems to fail, i do apologize and note my mistakes for future knowledge. If i say something or comment something I might talk til I figure out what i said or did was wrong and I still say sorry again and note things so if it's a block due to a comment of that nature, I give up I am human.
And yes it did bother me I couldn't actually buy art from you, but it was your choice after I felt we came to a positive end in the 1 headbutt where "insert foot into mouth" came into play and I did drop it... so finding I can't comment to claim art a week later is like O.o.... but come to think about it, don't reply, look or say anything cause if your THAT unstable, perhaps I wouldn't have gotten the art I paid for had I been able to buy it.

it's nothing special, and this cam is good to catch all the black that is this fursuit head XD
there is a brief show of human hand but eh XD the mask some 12 years later is still slightly painful to wear so nope not redoing, as it was my camera forced me to do it 3x :(

i'm proud enough of it tho to share :D

https://youtu.be/9l_C6YyPf_4