I've told most of my friends about this allready but I thought it would be nice if I just let this one out. Yeah, it's happened again. I'm single, but I'm thinking of staying that way for a little while, I mean until things get straightend out. I've done some really stupid shit lately, and I regret it all.

I've driven away someone I care deeply about, someone I loved with all my heart, and it just really sucks. He says he forgives me for what I did to him (which I won't go into detail about), but he's just completely lost those feelings for me.

We're still good friends though, and if that's good enough for him then it's good enough for me. I hope someday we can be more than that again, and that I can fully redeem myself.