I may soon be posting ACTUAL CONTENT

DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNN






Working on the storyline of all of my current characters. (none of which I have uploaded anything about on here for some reason...)

So yeah, CONTENT

I tried to nuke my 47,535 watched journals and i brokded it. is this bad?

ZOOM!

I just beat We Love Katamari~
Huzzah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OuJQhXCSyKU

so like, i have over twenty-five thousand journal updates from ppl im watching and i finally decided i wanted the message to go away. i said nuke journals but it sat there trying to load then it said there was some error...
did i break it?

Natural Hair Color:
[x] Brown - $100
[] Blonde - $50
[] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Other-$75
[] RED - $1000

so far 100

Eye Color:
[] Brown - $1
[] Green - $75
[x] Blue - $50
[] Hazel - $100
[] Other - $15

so far 150

Height:
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[]4'9" to 5'4" - $45
[] Under 4'9 - $45

so far 225

Age:
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[x] 19 to 20 - $25
[] 0 to 18 - $100

so far 250

Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $300
[x]First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[] second born - $150
[] Middle child-$100
[] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $100
[] fourth born - $100
[] fifth born - $100
[] sixth born - $100

so far 550

Drink?
[x] No - $400
[] Only Holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] Only weekends - $350
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$

so far 950

Vision?
[x] perfect vision - $300
[] need or have glasses/contacts but dont wear them - $200
[] No correction - $100
[] Glasses - $50
[] contacts - $25
[] Surgical correction - $1

so far 1250

Car(s) Color
[] Pink - $2,000
[] Maroon - $800
[] Gold - $700
[] Gray - $600
[] Blue - $900
[] Obsdian - $800
[] White - $475
[] Red - $400
[] Green- $350
[] Silver $300
[] Purple- $250
[] Metallic - $200
[] Yellow - $100
[] Primer - $75
[] Tan - $20
[] Rusted - $15
[x] No Car - $0
[] Other - $ 50

so far 1250

Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $300
[]12.5 to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $700
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Under 7 - $550

so far 1750

Favorite Color:
[] Black - $450
[] Green-$750
[] Red - $600
[] Yellow -$475
[] Brown - $50
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100

2050

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes - $0
[x]no - $1000
[] on some - $550

grand total: 2050

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
find someone i love who loves me
maybe have kids
obtain a power level of at least 9001

Three Names You Go By:
William
Billy
Mog (yes, after Mog from ff6)

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
Demonic_angel_abel
abelthecubi
Kraztkat0

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
nothing
also nothing
also also nothing

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
Sweed
Swiss
Czech

Three Things That Scare You:
being alone
Heights
Blood

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
Computer
friends
phone

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
black jeans
"OBEY GRAVITY - It's the law" T-shirt
socks

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
The Pillows
The Who
Zebrahead

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
Wont get Fooled Again-The Who (YYYEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!)
Ride on Shooting Star-The Pillows
Little Busters-The Pillows

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
happiness
love comes before sex
lots of hugs

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
Eyes
cute face
i used to tend towards shorter girls but now i seem to like taller ones >_>

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
Runescape (lululul)
Final Fantasy
hanging out with friends

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
be over with school
sleep
talk to her

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
Psychologist
Lawyer/Judge
Chemist

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
Greece
Rome
Pompeii

Three Kid's Names You Like:
Kerrigan
Kenneth
Lucien

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
I complain alot
I think about sex alot
i AM a boy

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
Im very attentive and understanding
I think all guys are jerks
im sensative

I've been really all over the place lately with my manic depression. Just climbed out of a recent rut and im feeling more creative than usual. I'm working on a thing featuring a new character, Tidus. Along with Kennith and his friends, (whom i dont think i've introduced here yet), they do...stuff. I;'m trying to decide if i should post it now as a WIP or just try to finish it first.
Any thoughts?

The "Am I really that bad?" meme

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

HAVE YOU...

[] smoked
[] consumed alcohol
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[] kissed someone of the same sex
[] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[] bought porn
[] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 2

[] taken painkillers
[] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[] snuck out of the house
[] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[] hurt someone
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] wished someone to die
[] seen someone die (tv doesnt count :I)

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[] missed curfew
[] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself (well not all at once)
[x] been to a therapist
[] received a ticket
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair (well i used the spray on stuff...took like 3 showers to get out afterwards)
[] been in an accident
[] been to a club
[] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[] been to a wild party
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[] sniffed anything
[] wore black nail polish
[] wore arm bands
[] wore t-shirts with band names
[] listened to rap (not willingly so i wont count it)
[] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[] dressed gothic
[] dressed girly
[] dressed punk
[] dressed grunge
[x] stole something (pop rock from the store when i was little -.-)
[] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted
[] had a crush on a neighbour

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[] installed speakers in a car
[] broken a mirror
[] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[] cruised the mall
[] skipped school
[] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[] gone to court
[] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[] owned/rented an apartment/house
[] broke the law in the police's presence
[] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[] hugged a stranger
[] kissed a stranger
[] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[] been called a bad influence
[] drank and drove
[] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[] cheated on a test

GRAND TOTAL: 26

well i've hit a rather rough patch lately
over the summer i seemed to have developed very mild psychosis/manic depression
i got lots of help from a friend last night (she's totally my awesome savior) and now i feel more or less back on my feet, though off balance.
i wrote something just out of nowhere
(i'll post it then edit this)

MY FUCKING RETARDED ASS BROTHER LOST MY FUCKING MEMORYCARD

I just broke my DS out of rage and i cant afford a new one for now.


I think I'm developing mild Psychosis because of my Major Depressive Disorder

Haven't really posted much in a loooong time. Honestly, I just haven't had the brain juice to come up with anything. I have a few ideas that I might try but for the longest time i just haven't been able to get my mind out of the fog.

I have been faving, watching, and commenting though, as usual. I'm also near the 2k page views mark.

I wouldn't mind a RP just to give the ole brain a kick start so hit me up in a note. As stated on my profile, I require that you have AIM.

P.S.
Boot to the head.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vFld.....e=channel_page

MY FUCKING COMPUTER IS RETARDED

i have this white MacBook that had a busted screen. i finally got around to replacing it my self (these macs are like those chinese puzzle things but athousand times mor complicated) and saved lots o money in the process. so after getting a new disk and a new screen, i also got Leopard version 10.5.6.

today is my first day using it again and sofar it has frozen up at least 10 times. i reboot it and it works again for again without any problems for about an hour minimum. it usually freezes hen im on facebook or runescape, at least those are the only times it has frozen so far, it might just be a coincidence.

at first i thought it was a problem with Safari so i downloaded Firefox. but the problem persisted.

but this is seriously starting to pis me off. i thought i finally had a stable computer and now its just fucking up.

this may not be related but on here when im on the view watched art page and i click select all/invert selection either nothing happens or it selects and when i go to press delete nothing happens.

also when im on Facebook, the chat doesnt seem to work cause no matter what i enter it never sends. this tends to happen more as it slips toward freezing i think.

sometimes on facebook and here when i load another page, it gives me a blank white page saying BAD REQUEST and when i click away, it has posted anyway.
in addition, sometimes it says BAD REQUEST when i enter text and when i come back to it the last two characters are replaced with "Pr" <-- ok now its happening every time i post a comment.

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG OR HELP ME OR SOMETHING!

>:3

"Better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all"
thats total fucking bullshit

I just had Honey Bunches of Oats just bunches and i gotta say

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgkQ.....V7F4g&NR=1

first person to give me a story idea i like gets a mind cookie

i supose i should use Abel as my persona...come to think of it, i dont have many furry characters....i guess i'll use Xel then :3 i luv him, he's so craaaazy



1 – Do you and your "fursona" look alike?
in the way that we are both very thin, yes. and we're both nor very tall...and i hunch over sometimes bot not like he does.

2 – Do you and your "fursona" share attires?
nope

3 – Do you share the same sexuality as your fursona?
since Xel is no longer fertile, he doesnt...have sex. so he no longer cares too much about orientation. i gues he's bi... if thats the case, then no. im straight.

4 – If you hadn’t already made your fursona look like you, if you would to change how he/she looked like to make him/her look more like you, how would you think he/she would look like?
hoo boy....well if i changed him to look like me then he would look like me...?

5 – Did you work hard to develop your fursona? What is the (brief) history of your fursona?
yeah i guess...not as deep as Kuro's history.
basically with Xel, he is the chieftan's son and there for, was a spoiled little brat. when he went on missions, he never did any work. he left that up to his brothers, Azazel and Lucifer. Azazel, being the layed back wolf he is, didnt really mind that but lucifer got pissed. during an attempted invasion of a foreign nation into the Wolfe territory, Xel was kidnapped and held for ransom. during that time Xel was tortured pretty intensly. after about a month Lucifer and Azazel were able to rescue him. for another month or so he was in their hospital given care by a special shamen. his wounds were severe so they never healed, leaving many horrible scars. he would frequently have nightmares and hallucinations of the torture to the point of insanity. he later became the torturer of the tribe. (theres some more stuff in there but its not all about him)
hmm i guess i did work on his story alot...

6 – Do you and your fursona share relationship status?
technically yes, we're both single, but like i mentioned above, Xel isnt interested in a relationship.

7 – Do you find yourself jealous or upset if you get paired with someone you don’t like or your partner does?
what?

8 – How would you like your character not to be used?
again, what? oh i guess if someone used my character how would they not use them. well, if they toned down xel's irrational, insane mind.

9 – What’s your fursona’s specialty?
Torture >:3

10 – At a score of 1-10 how much are you and your fursona alike?
well thinness is alike, xel is also how i vent anger sometimes....
i guess a 2

so after nearly half a year of looking for a good book to read, a friend suggested this book. Looking for Alaska by John Green. she even provided me a copy, which happens to be her 1st copy of the book (i think she has like 2 or 3) which is signed by the author. its also the copy her and her friends have all written funny comments in. It's a really good book. i love it. everyone should read it ^_^
also, anyone paying attention to this should also check out Good Omens by Terry Prachett and Niel Gaiman.

You remember watching:

[ ] Kenan and Kel;
[x] Doug;
[x] Ren & Stimpy;
[x] Pinky & the Brain;
[x] AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!;
[ ] Rocko's Modern Life;
[x] Animaniacs;
[x] Gargoyles
[x] Hey Arnold!;
[ ] Out of the Box;
[ ] Bear in the Big Blue House.
[ ] You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
[x] You just can't resist finishing this: "In west Philadelphia born and raised..." ("ON THE PLAYGROUND IS WHERE I SPENT MOST OF MY DAYS! CHILLIN' OUT, HANGIN' OUT, MAXIN' OUT COOL AND SHOOTIN' SOME B-BALL OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL WHEN A COUPLE OF GUYS WHO WERE UP TO NO GOOD, STARTED MAKIN' TROUBLE IN MY NEIGBHORHOOD! I GOTN IN ONE LITTLE FIGHT AND MY MOM GOT SCARED AND SAID 'YOUR MOVING WITH YOUR AUNTIE AND UNCLE IN BEL-AIR! I BEGGED AND PLEADED WITH HER DAY AFTER DAY BUT SHE PACKED MY THINGS AND SENT ME ON MY WAY! SHE GAVE ME A KISS AND THEN SHE GAVE ME A TICKET, I PUT MY WALKMAN ON AND SAID 'I MIGHT AS WELL KICK IT!' FIRST CLASS, YO THIS IS BAD! DRINKIN' ORANGE JUICE OUT OF A CHAMPANGE GLASS? IS THIS WHAT THE PEOPLE OF BEL-AIR LIVE LIKE? HMM...THIS MIGHT BE ALRIGHT! I WHISTLED FOR A CAB AND WHEN IT CAME NEAR THE LICENSE PLATE SAID FRESH AND IT HAD DICE IN THE MIRROR. IF ANYTHING I COULD SAY THAT THIS CAB WAS RARE BUT I THOUGHT, 'MAN FORGET IT,' 'YO HOMES, TO BEL-AIR!' I PULLED UP TO THE HOUSE ABOUT 7 OR 8 AND I SAID TO THE CABBIE, 'YO HOMES, SMELL YA LATER!' LOOKED AT MY KINGDOM, I WAS FINALLY THERE, TO SIT ON MY THRONE AS THE PRINCE OF BEL-AIR!" yeah. the whole song, fuckers)

You remember:

[ ] Step by Step;
[x] Family Matters;
[ ] Dinosaurs;
[ ] Boy Meets World;
[x] Full House.

[x] You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons;
[ ] You remember reading Goosebumps.

When everything was settled by:

[x] "Rock/paper/scissors";
[ ] "Bubble gum, bubble gum in a dish";
[ ] "Miss Mary Mack".

[x] When kickball was something you did everyday;
[ ] You used to listen to the radio all day long;
[ ] Just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape.

[x] You remember Super Nintendo and Sega Genesis;
[x] You remember The Original Game Boy;
[ ] You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny;

You remember watching:

[x] The Magic School Bus; (FUCK YEAH this show got me into science, well, so did Bill Nye.)
[x] Wishbone;
[x] Reading Rainbow;
[x] Ghostwriter. (Worst special effects ever...but damn if it wasnt awesome.)
[x] You remember when Yo-Yo's were cool;
[x] You remember those "Where's Waldo" books;
[x] You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gushers.

You remember watching:

[x] Batman the Animated Series; (FUCKING EPIC)
[x] Aladdin;
[ ] Ninja Turtles; (never watched, sadly)
[x] Ghost Busters.

[x] You remember Ring Pops!!!;
[ ] You remember when everything was "da BOMB!";
[ ] You remember boom boxes vs. CD players;

[ ] Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your other people's life with them;
[ ] You played and/or collected Pogs;
[x] You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere you went.

You watched the original cartoons of:

[x] Rugrats; (i dont like this)
[x] Wild Thornberrys; (not this either)
[ ] Power Rangers. (i never watched it but im still a fan of the EPIC RED RANGER MANUEVER)

[ ] All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.

You collected:

[x] Beanie Babies;(sorta)
[x] Pokemon cards;(FUCK YEAH)
[ ] Carebears;
[ ] Silver dollars.

You remember when:

[x] Everyone watched the WB;
[x] Everybody knew all the Pokemon by heart;(i know all through emerald by heart by silouette, appearence, name, and sound effect on the gamboy game. im still working on the new ones. ^^;)
[ ] Digimon was still on; (eww no.)
[x] If you even know what an original Walkman is;
[x] You know the Macarena by heart;(i wish i didnt)
[x] "Talk to the hand";
[x] You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace and it was still sanitary;(fuck yeah)
[x] Before the MySpace frenzy;
[x] Before the Internet & text messaging;
[x] Before Sidekicks & iPods;
[x] Before PlayStation3 or X-Box 360;
[x] Back before X-Box period;
[x] Before SpongeBob;
[x] When light up sneakers were cool;
[x] When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs;
[x] When gas was $0.95 a gallon;
[x] When we recorded stuff on VCR;
[ ] You had slap bracelets;
[x] You actually played outside until it was dark;
[x] Way back before we realized all this would eventually disappear;
[x] Post this if you smiled at least more than 5 times;
[x] And if you remember at least half the stuff on here.

aww man. that was a very very plesent walk down memory lane ^3^

A little something for everyone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIAp.....e=channel_page

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Lw3.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5Hi.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ykhb.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0hv.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gGVw.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4p4.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92m23a9gEcQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICPa.....eature=related

so i started reading http://inhuman-comic.com/
It's pretty awesome. it gets kinda angsty and stuff which i could do without but the characters are well developed and very lovable. My favorite, as you can probably see from my avatar, is Koji X3
i'm trying to get these new characters and this story idea off the ground. i'll try to keep anyone watching posted

just missed 1500 views. BY 6.
yay for me.
I haven't been writing alot lately, just seemingly making new characters then RPing them once... >_>
o well.
I'll try to conjour something up i supose

_____________________________________________________
awesome vids lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_4yKFTEBW4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rItr.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7eRGOszdOOk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7ft.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jX_c.....eature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KI0PjTEtICo