for dungeons and dragons

Rules to remember

1. If you don’t know what to do. ROLL a D20.
2. If you don’t know what to roll for ASK a DM.
3. NEVER split the party UNLESS you feel it necessary to do so.
4. Nothing is ever what it seams and things are never as easy as it may look.
5. If it could be trapped it most likely is.
6. Never look behind the DM screen or face the wrath of a dragon with a grudge.


anyone have anything to add? anything? anything at all?

ish having LOTS of internet issues. for the last week the modem and/or router have been randomly failing. whenever someone on the network logs onto sumtin ei warcraft or a xbox or even there ps3 internet crashes. sure some of the time it comes right back up and its business as usual but this is getting REALLY old!. the equipment is only a year old and that replaced the previous set died with simular issues. and im not really doing anything to these things.


anyone have any ideas wtf i can do?

also anyone know what the absolute BEST modem/router is out there?

someone said sumtin about wmoens bras are bad for them or sumtin and i made a simular comment about shoes being bad for feet and suddenly they put me on there blocked list....WTF D: i was making a random comment and they throw a fit anyways if you see the person show them this

http://nymag.com/health/features/46213/

well i am sick. i feel like shit. my stomach hurts and i have a nasty headache that's making me nuances. last night i was shivering so bad i couldn't stand. this morning though i can move around and i haven't been shivering i still feel like crap.

making matters worse my goblin of a landlord is being a complete douche. he saw one of my friends leave with me as we was walking out as she needed to use the bathroom and our toilet crapped out (hence why he was there) and all he did was go on and on about she cant be here. he is a lil turd that just wont shut the fuck up. he was ok when my girlfriend moved in with me while my roommate was still here now suddenly i have another girl over here and he starts freaking out. its just what the fuck is with that?

i have been looking for 2 years working my fuzzy ass off trying to get an apartment. as my landlord refuses to even come to terms where our friend could stay. we offered to move upstairs to another of his apartments at his higher price and re again refused. most likely we are going to get evicted.

we need some help. either finding a place or how to shut this turd of a goblin up. the apartments in my town are slim finding and finding one with the right price range even harder. we found a nice one down the street. the landlady was nice about everything. only it was 850 and well we cant afford anything over 700 currently. i mean we could try but it will be so rough that its not even worth the budget crises x-x

we could use some encouragement in the very least.

well halloween sucked. it was cold wet no one was handing out candy. no lil kids to scare. no one dressed up. and it was dark and REALLY cold >.<; so basically my halloween was ruined by a freak snowstorm that knocked out power to the entire town for about a week. 20 inches sheesh it looked more like 40 inches maybe more! so halloween was canceled. i spent alot on my custom. the outfit the makeup the prosthetic everything was planned and i was all ready to go get dressed up and go out and have some fun then the storm hit and now its all just sitting in my halloween bin waiting for next year....i never got to use even try em on D:

seriously who the hell flipped mother nature the bird and mooned her? was it really worth ruining halloween for everyone in the state? i got my power back yesterday after a week without. others got it as early as 3-4 days. some are still without and might be for as long as another week or so.

THIS WHOLE THING SUCKED MONKEY BALLS!!!

RRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

i HATE this! D:<

its been a week with no power. no electronics no internet no computer and NO HEAT! omg no heat in new england weather in a drafty appartment. it was freaking cooold D: i was loosing it!!!!

last weeks stop SUCKED! we got over 20 inches or snow. powers out. its been a week WITHOUT ANY HEAT OR ANYTHING! they say its gonna take till saturday before we even get it back. this whole thing sucks. the food has all gone bad, we're getting sick from the constant cold, and with no hot water just ewwww ><;;; how the hell a, i going to go to work when i cant even shower? D:

a friend of mine is moving in with me and my gf. now im going to have to deal with 2 females AND there cats. im out numbered! 3 cats 2 women and im the only guy in the house XD.

anyways landlords been bitching about everything. and i mean EVERYTHING. he wants my friend to leave and she has no where else to go right now. ive been collecting the downed branches from the neighborhood trees to chop up for fuel for my grill and the extra activity not only keeps my mind off the problem its also keeping me warm and the landlord is complaining about that too even tough ive told him countless times that i will take care of it and HAVE BEEN. hes been a complete asshole about everything the last 2 days. the chopping at the tree with my hatchet is the only thing allowing me to keep calm right now. and he just keeps pushing i might just use the god damned thing on him! D:<

this whole mess is just WAY to much and has gone on for WAY to freaking long. im not sure how much longer i can take this. i need power soon but might be another 3 to 6 days. this is just insane DX

you can ask whatever you want. about me about anything really. doesnt matter how bad or how wrong or how whatever they are i will answer as truthfully as i can. i will be at work for most of today and when i get back i will answer each and every one of them.

have fun. get creative. ask ANYTHING XD

idk if the questions get personal or if you would rather find out more about any of my persona. BTW i have 4 currently (fenshin, maladak, jerakul, and jinko) i know i haven't had the time for art for them but being strapped for cash well im working on it lol.


but yeah ask me anything and whatever you want. i dont really get many if any reply's to these things so i might not do them forever. so here is your chance and ask now! :3

go ahead ask me anything. anything at all. or else...or else ill use my shinigami eyes and write you name in my deathnote!

why doesnt anyone ever seam to post responses to my journals or anything? WHY? i tryied many times i got plunty of watches and im watching plunty of people but why D: no responses? ;-;

things are going good and im a lil bored so go ahead and ask me anything you want what ever you want lets make this fun! :D

any idea what would cuase my wii system to suddenly shut off with the tv simultaneously?

im stressed. very much so im questioning everything im doing. im wondering if my relationship with my girlfriend is what i want. am i really in love with her. in my current mood set i cant really feel much of anything but depression and annoyance and frustration. im wondering what would happen if we broke up. which will be harder on her as she will be left with nothing. im serious she already lost everything when she moved in with me. now if she has to move out she will have nothing. but im wondering is it sumtint hat must be done if i am to be happy again? which was before we hooked up. i feel like she's suffocating me. i feel like my needs arnt being met. sexually or emotionally. we found a couple of apartments that are rather nice. but im wondering is a move really what is needed? yes i really dont wanna keep this cold draftly place. but i cant afford to live on my own. come to think of it budget is nonexistent. i barely get enough for bills and rent. i have no savings cause i cannot afford any. i cant have vacations for the same reason. i cant go anywhere cause i dont have anywhere to go, no means to get there, and no funds to go with. yeah. im tired.stressed. and just very in need of some rest. sleep isnt what i need. i sleep just fine. i just dont seam to wake up rested. x,x

yep.. go ahead ask me ANYTHING lol lets have some fun with this. >w<

just not happy with this as they are. from how things are with my relationship girlfriend, the issues with my friends, and just not being satisfied with well "coughs"

anyways..... as always if not even worse now then before i come to the realization that my nonexistent budget is even worse then i previously thought. as in too much going out and nothing to hold on too. every time i find a way to save up even the smallest amount something comes up and there it goes. im tired of it, i am SICK and FREAKING tired of not having a decent budget.

oh! some good news and yea more bad as usual. i found another 3 apartments to look into. the one i found a week ago already got rented out. 2 outta the 3 i found answered back and im seeing them later this week. rent at both places are cheaper. ones a 3rd floor apartment and the other is a house for rent. with a yard and everything. i sooooo hope to get it. funny thing is that its cheaper then my current apartment of $650 lol.

anyways a friend of mine suggested that due to all my stress and frustrations that i may need a vacation. HECK YEAH I NEED ONE! i just dont have money funds or the means to have one. they suggested i can go and visit with them again no idea how i would get there. but its gotta be more relaxing then it is here at home.

as far as anything goes i may just need someone to chat with and vent about things. i dont know. just too many issues and definitely not enough tissues...the box just ran out. well i better get going its 3:00 right now and i need to get up in less then 5 hours......oh joy

life and generally everything about it. had a fight somewhat with my gf about some shit. shes stressed im just...well i just want to relax DX i guess in another way im just tired of everything and having to deal with it all. well im stuck here cant really go on a vacation as i have no money. i could stay with some friends but im not sure how that would work out. again there in another state and again how would i get there i dont even have a car or the money for a plane. other then that im just depressed and stressing about shit in my life i hate looking at. i like working at my job though it isnt a job i like nor do i have the option to quit. yea i cant even quit my job. not an option so it its now more like a prison where im forced to work. oh joy im a slave to life of a reality i hate filled with "humans" that should just die or sumtin i dont know. i cant do anything about it and even if i could i dont know how i would do it. why does it always seam to come down to money? X_x

blehblehbleh my life sucks i should just deal with it huh? if i need money i should get a job. i got one but it pays little and i have little hours. then yea i should get more hours. maybe i should work full time instead of part time. yea. i work 20+ hours again ill have a mental break down....AGAIN. if i would 10+ hours ill physically break down. im lucky if i can even walk after a 5 hour shift how am i going to work a full time job salesfloor? i like the people i work for there nice and understanding people but the job itself im not found of really. any job i would like i cant do as i wouldnt know how to do the job. skills what skills? sure i got plunty of half baked skills an plenty pf potential. but thats as far as that goes so yea screwed no matter what i do. im just stuck in a shit hole of a swamp that i cant dig myself out of.....


its really messed up what my mind comes up with when the shit hits the fan isnt it? i get depressed and all the old issues start to show. everything i really dont wanna deal with and would rather much ignore x.x

yea my gf and i just found an apartment. its perfect for us. we've been searching for about 3 years now and yea the market is slim. dont get me wrong there are alot of apartments but due to location and size and everything else most just dont make the cut. this one is huge! basement storage, large kitchen dinning room and living room area. spacious bedrooms and i can even have a rec room for what ever! there's 2 porches and the smaller one we can turn into a catio for our kittys. its just awesome! the landlord lives down stairs and there both pet lovers and they will even let my gf take care of the gardening and landscaping. its just an awesome place. from what i heard there are a few people interested in it as well and we are going to fight them fang and claw for this apartment. send us some good wishes and some luck cuz this might be the last chance to find another perfect apartment for awhile D:

and its not just me a friend of mine wants to go too. we've been trying for the last 2 years and it would still be my first furcon. im having trouble coming up with enough money to go. just like last year if nothing comes up which is so unlikely i wouldnt even hold me breath or make any bets.

ive been trying really hard t=o go. trying to save the money but things keep coming up....what do i gotta do to make some cash so i can go?

i really wanna go and have some fun

1. Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
ALL THE TIME

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
either

4. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope but i might

5. Would you ever have sex in the shower or the bath?
heck yea

6. Do you watch/read pornography?
yes

7. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
either or but i would like someone more dom

8. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yesh~ <3

9. Would you choose love or money?
(how much money?) ofcourse love >.>

10. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
being topped
light clawing
restrained

11. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
"shrugs" i think so

12. Where is the most romantic place you had sex?
Bed

13. Where is the weirdest place you had sex?
in a vacant lot

14. What would you do if you were ever caught having sex?
laugh and ask of they would like to join in

15. Would you ever go to a bar just to get sex?
no

16. Has anyone ever tried to pick you up in a bar?
Never been to a bar

17. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Yesh

18. Would you have sex in a movie theater?
heck yea

20. Would you have sex in a bathroom?
Yes

21. Would you ever have sex at work?
sure. sounds like fun on the job lol

22. Bought something from an adult store?
Nope

23. Do you own any sex toys?
no

24. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
no but i do have some old videos

25. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Nope.

26. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
no

27. What's your favorite sexual position?
i like being on the bottom

28. What's your favorite sex act?
dont know havent tried em all yet

29. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Nope but i wanna

30. Would you ever use 'toys' in bed?
Sure, why not.

31. What would you do if your partner suggest a threesome?
id be like sure bring em on!

32. How many people have you slept with?
......im not saying

33. What's the strangest pick up line you've gotten?
dont know

34. If your lover/crush were in your bed right now, what would you do?
jump in with them

35. Then?
be like hey...whats up

36. If you cheated on your imaginary/real lover how would you tell them?
i guess that it would all depend if i felt like i could talk to them about it

37. What would you do if you walked in on your partner having sex?
but like WTF?! hmm can i join?

38. What would you do if you were cheated on?
get pissed ask alot of questions including why they didnt let me know ahead of time (i can share)

39. List 5 places you would love to make out.

1. In the rain
2. While taking a shower
3. in the woods
4. in zero G
5. in a workplace

40. How many times do you masturbate in a week?
um.....


Fetishes (or "fetishes", much more like preferences)
+ = Yes
- = No
/ = Maybe/Sometimes


Anal on Males +
Anal on Females +
Breasts +
Breast Expansion -
Weight Gain -
Bondage +
Clothing +
Leather +
Stockings +
Shoe/Boots +
Suit and Tie +
Muscle, Male -
Muscle, Female -
Herm +

go ahead and dont be shy. ill try and answer any question you would like to ask.

you can ask me or any of my personalities what ever you want

theres jerakul the demon

fenshin the fun loving pup

maladak (aka mal)

jinko the crazy and insane


ask me or them anything you want. and i/we will try and answer what ever you have to ask

so apparently the theme MLP or My Little Pony has gotten pretty big here on FA. yet i dont understand it very much myself. ok so there cute adorable and i saw one episode and it was a little funny. though im still confused. its a little girls tv show so why are there so many people liking it? its just a remake of what was around YEARS ago...

yea it hit. rain wind nothing much esle. downgraded to a tropical storm for CT. still LOTS of rain.....yea ive seen better storms. ive seen it where the rain was so heavy you couldnt see across the street and wind that was trying to tear the signs out from the side of the road....this was nothin.

so i made it through ok. how did everyone else fair though this storm?

yea basically i came home to find my girlfriend with another guy which i apparently knew. i also knew they was friends. so i didnt think to much about it till i over heard them talking about some kind of plans for the weekend. apparently there was a party the guy was invited to and he wanted to take her. it went on and it was sounding more and more like a date. so i asked if he was taking her if i could come along. and he was like "um i wish i could. you see its going to be a private party at his friends" yea pool alcohol loud music. an all night party. im like but your taking her. and hes like well thats different. by now im getting pissed. shes my gf not his and hes taking her to a party and deliberately leaving me out. and he keeps talking to her and holding her like shes his girlfriend. apparently this argument went on till i found out they were apparently sleeping together. and the more i heard about it the more pissed i got.
so yea i apparently found out my girlfriend was cheating on my and left me for another guy that i thought was a friend. at this point i pulled out my pocket knife and leaped to attack him. i was literally gonna kill him. my girlfriend was screaming trying to get us to stop but damn it i was so [pissed off about the whole thing.
in the end i stuck the dagger into the wall next to his head and left. i just left and went away somewhere. too pissed off to have to deal with it.
so yea that was my dream. im still unhappy about it and it still pisses me off. the whole day i couldnt get close to my girlfriend as it kept bringing up the dream i had the previous night. i dont know what to do about it. i know it was just a dream but the emotions to it i really felt. the whole thing is just getting me depressed so ill end it there. just a horrible dream to go with the start of a horrible day.

yea....i have6 2 to 3 inch binders full of them cards. yet what sucks is that even with all those cards i just cant seam to come up with any kinda of deck.....well this sucks ;-;

yea update on things. gf was denied food stamps has an over due medical bill and another that got bounced. her insurance is denying availability to pay for it and her ssi is getting deducted to the point of being unable to pay for everything.

on top of that i think im coming down with something as ive been feeling sick all day. had a rough night and didnt sleep well and just been a bad off kilter bad day.

now my gf got a letter in the mail stating that apparently the medical office where she goes had some hard drives stolen and all her personal information was on those hard drives. insurance information social security email phone number address all that stuff.

i got work in the morning and im just feeling like crap. if im not feeling better ill have to call out which will hurt during payday as i barely get any hours as it is.

just too much going on. my friends are no where to be found (irl) online are just busy with issues of there own.

i really need to do something to get out of this depression and funk ive been in today. its getting worse by the hour. ontop of that ive had nothing to do for the last week but sit around and play world of warcraft. nothing wrong with that its just IM BORED with the game. ive done pretty much everything their is to do in it. i got a level 85 toon and im sick of raiding....ill never finish them and cata raids are so damned hard D: