I feel like saying life sucks! :D

(no i am not depressed -.- just in a blehh mood)

OMG <3
(shame on me for starting a entry with a heart attached) :P

but i'm soo flipin excited! :O

so this guy that i reeaaally like has finally agreed for me to pay his way to come up for a few days :3

it's going to be sooo much fun!
GAHHHHH >,<!

Were going to go night swimming and hottubing too so that shall be fun, hiking, take him up to thee mountains and just so many things.
<3<3
too happyyy
gahhhhhh
*happy pees*

Well this summer has been starting off great!

I got my first job and I am working at Chuckie E. Cheeses ^^

I got my check book and debit card on its way.

I decided I'm getting a Corn Snake.

And things are just wondeful ;)

HEY D:

So I'm trying to earn money for a trip and to buy my first tail and i need help!

Getting a job is out of the question..(family life)

So I need some help with earning money, if you have any ideas please let me know:)

If there's a way to sell my art please let me know and i will start if possible!

Thank you=)

=^.^=

....so I just wanna say a big change in my life is going to happen. Hope I can make it through..I'm sure I can..I must make it through...

Can't turn back like I did before..must break through and find the light...I know its there and comfirmed it but I must reach it.

Feelings change
heart divides
cry each night until the light comes around....
i hear it and makes me smile and laugh filling my heart with sweet joy..
oh i hope, must, make it through to the light.

HEY!! D:
i need help!
any ideas for a picture for me to take bc i'm running out of things anymore >.<

and i'm thining ab doin some sort of cartoon..what should i make a cartoon on???

HELP PLEASES!!

[x] You meow/bark to get attention.
[x] You find pets toys amusing.
[ ] You get hyper by the smell of catnip.
[x] You growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food.
[x] You growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you.
[ ] You purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection.
[x] If someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back.

Total: 5

[x] You love to be scratched behind the ear.
[x] You love fish/meat.
[x] You like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] You like when people pet your head.
[x] People can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose.
[x] You think feathers are fun to play with.

Total: 11

[ ] You sleep a lot during daytime.
[x] You enjoy scaring birds.
[x] You lick peoples faces to show you like them.
[] You bite people if they annoy you.
[x] You tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours.
[] Milk or water is your favorite drink.

Total: 14

[] You own a collar and you enjoy wearing it.
[] You own a leash and enjoy wearing it.
[] You own animal ears/tail/paws or a fur suit.
[x] You enjoy long walks in the park.
[ ] You meow/bark when you see something you want.

Total: 15

[x] You crawl on your hands and feet.
[x] You tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about.
[ ] You run to the door when someone mentions a walk.
[x] You really enjoy cuddling.
[x] You stretch your body and meow (whimper thing lol) every morning when you wake up.
[ ] You can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around.

Total: 19

[x] You have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep.
[x] You meow or bark very often.
[] You hide when you get scared.
[] You run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes to the house.
[x] You like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hands.
[x] You tend to chew on stuff a lot.
[] You like to do tricks to get a treat.

Total: 23

[ ] You own a wearable item/tag with your name on it.
[x] You refer to your self as an animal.
[x ] Your user name has something to do with animals.
[x ] Your e-mail has something to do with animals.
[x] If you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better.
[x] You look for edible stuff often.

Total: 28

[x] You often find yourself looking through the window for a long time.
[] You like to say hi to strangers.
[x] You like to be petted when you have done something good.
[x] People think you act like a pet.
[x] You growl/hiss at stuff you do not like.
[ ] You like to eat grass.
[x] If you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water.

Total: 33


Grand Total: 33

Now, take your score and multiply it with two to get your final score.

66% P:

[x] gotten kissed
[] gotten a phone taken away in class
[] gotten suspended
[] gotten caught chewing gum
[] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 1

[] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 4

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 10

[] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 13

[] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 16

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[x] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
Total so far: 20

[x] faked your parents signature
[] slept in class
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[] got in trouble with the principal or vice principal
Total So Far: 22


Multiply by 3

Total: 66%

Stolen from :iconbloodwriter

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (first pet & street you grew up on)

Giszmo Sioux

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)

Cookie Dough Chocolate Chip

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)

S. Koe

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)

black wolf
red wolf
neon green wolf
purple wolf

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)

Nicole Fort Collins

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)

KoeSa

7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)

Red margarita

8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)

Bob

9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)

Axe Dove

10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (father's & mother's middle names)

John Ann

11. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher's last name, a major city that starts with the same letter)

Jantzen

12. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)

Spring Halloween Roses

13. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right now + "ie" or "y")

Grape Tank Top

14. HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)

Toast Willow

15. YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: ("The" + Your fave hobby/craft, fave weather element + "Tour")

The Photography Fire Tour

lol since now i have your attention :3

does anybody have a facebook or myYearbook??

I don't really use my myspace so its kinda pointless to add me there..

but ya and FB or MYB ppl??

So i wish to create a new email bc i'm not liking mine much anymore=/

So i wanted some ideas~
I've had a couple ideas and i've decided i want "Wolf" and something along "rave/raver" to be combined...but i'm not sure how to combine them..

ANY IDEAS?!

.please and tank yew ^-^.

[x ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[ x] I think I'm ugly.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.(I want one >_<)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ x] I've peed from laughing.
[ x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[x ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x ] I've ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been to Asia.

Experiences
[x ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ x] I love to flirt.
[ x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[ x] I am a terrible liar.
[x ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alkeehol
[ x] I've consumed alkeehol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[ x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I've seen a therapist.
[ ] I've been told to see one by more than 3 people.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. (when I was 10)
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[x ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect MANGA.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I own something from Hollister Co.

Political/Social Attitudes
[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.( never heard of it)
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[] I am religious.
[ ] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x ] I curse regularly.
[x ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[-] I love being neat.
[x] I'm too lazy to bother being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.(I believe in spirits)
[ x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ x] I love white chocolate.
[ x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz (fuck you, I prefer action figures, plushies, & stuffed animals)
[] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[x] I did Gymnastics.
[] I love skirts.
[] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[x] I love chocolate.

TOTAL SO FAR: 2

[x] My hair is mostly always straightened.
[] I usually go shopping once a week.
[x] I love to hang out with friends.
[] I have a piece of real diamond jewelery.
[] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[] I watch Gossip Girl
[] I change my profile picture weekly.
[] I wear a shower cap.
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic. (FUCK YOU)
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[] I wear mascara everyday.
[] Bathing suits are adorable.
[] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[] Big sunglasses are awesome.
[] I have gotten my nails done.
[] I own over 10 purses.
[] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels. (never heard of it 0.0*)

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[] I love to have other people do my hair.
[] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends.
[] I hate bugs.
[x] Carnivals are fun.
[] Summer is THE best season.
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[] Musicians are hot. (some)
[x] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] I'm self-conscious.
[] My room smells like vanilla.
[x] I don't do sports.
[x] I HATE to run.
[] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[x] I love romance novels. (only fanfics)
[] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] I dance randomly around the house.
[] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[] I love to get dressed up.
[] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[x] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself.
[] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it.
[] I apply lip gloss 50 million times a day.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[] R&B is the best music.
[] I pop my collar.
[x] Horses are beautiful.
[x] Kittens are adorable.
TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[] I write my own music.
[] I would love to visit Hawaii
[] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. (FUCK YOU)
[] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[] I hate beards.
[] I love to read magazines.


TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[x] I love to gossip.
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.
[] I love Celine Dion.
[] My baths are 2 hours long.
[] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[] I LOVE life! (Fuck life >.>*)
[] I have a lot of jewelery.
[x] I buy some jewelery from Claire's.
[] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.
[] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[] You like the color pink.
[] You want to BE Paris Hilton
[] You scope the room for hot guys.
[x] You love the mall.
[] You love the beach.
[x] You modeled as a little kid.
[x] You love receiving compliments.
[] You've been to a wedding and loved it.

TOTAL- 22


damnnn ;-;

FIRE:
[] You have a short temper.
[x ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[ ] You are very competitive.
[x] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[ x] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[x] You often lose control over yourself
[x] You can be quite reckless.
[] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[x] People have often called you insane.
----
Total:6

WATER:
[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[] You like to go to the beach
[x] You rarely get angry.
[ ] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[ ] You think before you act.
[] You are good at breaking up fights.
[x] You are a great swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[x] You are very generous.
----
Total: 5

EARTH:
[x] You are physically strong.
[x] You have a close connection with nature.
[x] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[x] You could easily survive in the wild.
[x] You care about the environment.
[ x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.

Total: 7

AIR:
[x] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[ ] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[x] You hate to be restrained.
[x] You are independent.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[x] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[] You wish you could fly.
----
Total: 7

DARKNESS:
[x] You spend most of your time alone.
[x] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[x] You like creepy things.
[ ] You like to play tricks on people.
[x] Black is your favorite color
[x] You prefer the villains over the heroes
[x] You don't talk much.
[] You are an atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[] You love to break the rules.
----
Total: 7


LIGHT:
[ ] You are very polite.
[x] You are spiritual.
[x ] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[ ] You are afraid of the dark.
[ ] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[ x] You always follow the rules.
----
Total: 4
I'm alot haha...Earth, Air,a nd Darkness

So tonite was mine and  bloodwriter and  hayato first time belly dancing with  blindfox :3 we all had a blast and for sure coming back next week!

I'm NOT a dancer at all and I NEVER dance infront of anyone but tonight I felt so comfortable tat i was even in second row!

I felt totally comfortable and I really like the feeling of how your body moves and flowss...OMFG XDD ♥ IT!!!!

Tagged from  bloodwriter


1. Does your vagina have a name?
noppe lol

2. What do you typically call your vagina ((cunt, pussy, vaJayJay etc))?
pussy/vagina

3. Is your vagina: "Virgin tight", "been tested" or just "plain loose"?
not virgin tight X//D

4. Does your g-spot have a name too?
nooo lol i don't think so

5. What kind of underwear do you typically keep on it?
bikini bottoms

6. Do you shave/trim/wax/leave be etc. your vagina?
shave/trim lol

7. Is your vagina pierced/tattooed?
D'= god no

8. If yes, with what?
:o

9. Does your vagina have a vagina Girlfriend?
no lol

10. How about a BFF instead?
yesss :3

11. And what about a favorite penis toy?
i rather now say '>.>

12. Has it ever touched another vagina?
not tat i'm aware of o.o

13. Has it ever been penetrated by something "unusual"?
lol haha yeaas

14. If so, what?
not sayinggg

15. Does your vagina cause you to PMS when you receive that monthly gift?
YEP!

16. Plug it or line that gift?
line that bitch! lol

17. Do you know what "N.E.W.P.O.R.T" means?
????

18. Have you posted pics/video of your vagina online?
HELL NO

19. How much did you bull shit on the MeMe just to make lols?
nothing

20. Will you tag 3 other Vaginas to do this now, and if so who?!?
*evil smile*
...
nope
=D

Stolen from  bloodwriter

1. Who eats more?
umm i think me lol

2. Who said “I love you” first?
he did ^//^

3. Who is the morning person?
neither of us lol

4. Who sings better?
haha he does ♥♥

5. Who’s older?
him lol

6. Who’s smarter?
me lol jk idk....yeah probably me

7. Whose temper is worse?
him between us

8. Who does the laundry?
um... since we don't live together
i do he doesn't

9. Who does the dishes?.
me, his house he doesn't

10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
........ D; I DON'T LIVE WITH HIM

11. Whose feet are bigger?
lol he does

12. Whose hair is longer?
MINE. XD

13. Who’s better with the computer?
umm i think were even

14. Do you have pets?
he doesn't have pets
i do ^-^

15. Who pays the bills?
...our parents

16. Who cooks dinner?
I do sometimes at mine. he doesn't at his

17. Who drives when you are together?
it would be me

18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
he does ;-;

19. Who’s the most stubborn?
we both are equaled -_-

20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
he? idkk

21. Whose family do you see more?
mine lol

22. Who named your pet?
our parents

23. Who kissed who first?
He kissed me ^///^

24. Who asked who out?
He asked me out^^

25. What did you do on your first date?
well i hung out in front of us driveway..about 6ft away lol i was real nervous ^^'

26. Who’s more sensitive?
meee =/

27. Who’s taller?
he is

28. Who has more friends?
hmm... I think I do.

29. Who has more siblings?
he does lol
a sis and bro


30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
he does =c...but usually its a good thing ^-^

Stolen

List 8 random things about yourself then tag 20 others. (I'm not tagging anyone though)

1. I enjoy licking people

2. I'm easily turned on Dx

3. I love night walks

4. I'm writing a book

5. I can't solve my problems

6. My dream car is a 2010 Camaro

7. Guys are my friends mostly because they enjoy me talking dirty, and letting them

8. My dream dog is a German cat is just a black cat :3

Well..........what can i say...the weekend was nice except my dad's OVERLY happy gf stayed over this weekend.. -_-

Its the first day of CSAP's and i feel like i failed!! I felt like i din't know anything DX, wouldn't surprise me bc i forget like everything when i hit a test...well the first one was Math =p and like i said...i blew it DXXX

My friend in my class practically ignored me. >/ she smiled at me to say hi..then i walked to her and she got up and SAW ME but left to go talk to this guy tat has the hotts for her -_-...she never came back.

My boyfriend doesn't need to be here till like 1 so i'm alone at lunch..my friends are either gone..or somewhere i don't want to be..>=/ i hate being alone..and plus these CREEPY nerds are sayiong weird things..... >.>

I HATE THIS!!

and plus my friend (who ignored me) didn't say ONE word to me..it just seriously pisses me off. But i guess i should get over it....*forgets it*

Well..........i hung out with :iconbloodwriter this weekend and we walked around this lake and trail by my house and walked on the ice :D it was pretty sweetttt. We took a couple pics of trees and other scenery so it was prertty fun =DD oh and she read abit of the story i'm writing XDD which i was really excited for bc she was actually understanding it ♥♥

Next weekend if the weather is nice enough i'm suppose to learn to drive a stick DX lol i am kinda excited tho... ^-^' and i already know how to drive an automatic..ughh well class is near so i'll deperatureeeeeee


~bye byeeee =D

p.s
CANDY MAN!!!

taken from  bloodwriter

Now even a shower can became a meme...

01. Do you shower in the morning or evening?
evenings ^^

02. Do you use liquid or bar soap?
I use liquid

03. Do you use shampoo and conditioner or just shampoo?
both

04. Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
nopee lol never have

05. Do you shave in the shower?
yes lol

06. Do you sing in the shower?
always '^.-.^'

07. Do you use a washcloth?
loofa thing ^^

08. Do you have a door or a curtain on your shower?
Curtain

09. Have you every taken a call in the shower?
haha umm yes a couple acutally XD

10. Have you ever showered in your swimsuit?
yeah probably

11. Have you ever showered with a member of the same sex?
yes

12. Have you ever showered with a member of the opposite sex?
I will

13. Do you share a bathroom with someone?
brother =/

14. Do you listen to the radio in the shower?
Used to

15. Do you wear a shower cap?
lol no

16. Do you wash behind your ears?
if I care to

17. Describe your shower in three words:
long. wet. soapy.

18. What one thing would you change about your shower?
somebody was in it with me ^//^

19. What would make your shower time better for you?
my mate!

20. What celebrity would you like to shower with?
ewww.... -.-

21. What celebrity would you NOT like to shower with?
NONE of them ^-^


22. What is the one thing you can't do without in your shower?
Water.
lol

23. What is the oddest thing that has happened to you in the shower?
my friend washed my hair...o.o

24. What is the best thing that has happened to you in the shower?
water preasure goes UP

....but the future..

25. When was the last time you showered?
last nite

26. When are you going to take a shower next?
tonight probably..

I think its time for a little check up in my world:::

First off i had a bad moment this morning, first when i got into the car to skewl i spilled my dad's coffee all over himself and the car..then i forgot my speech crap. So during my 2second hour i talked to a friend of mine to see if she could drive me home at lunch real quick(she isn't suppose to drive anybody) she wasn't sure so she thought that her bf and her could drive me over (since he can drive with other ppl) so at lunch my friend came up and told me I'm getting a ride with a guy named Eric. (who happens to be a bf's friend and who is older and who drives like a maniac!!! =D) well i agreed to go. So then Eric walks up to my boyfriend and says "i'm going to give your gf a ride...a ride home" (yes think dirty ab tat) my bf laughed and sent me to my doom. When we got to his car it was some kind of an Eclipse and it was missing its front bumper and one said mirror on the passenger side. OH and did i mention my seatbelt was kinda broke XD! I got in a bit nervous bc Eric and I don't talk much, but i felt comfortable real fast as soon as he put in a Disturbed CD <3 We danced and sang along to Down With the Sickness and we were blowing his speakers out!! XD omggg it was amazing and i loved, LOVE his driving its SOO fuckin crazyyyy, and i completely ignored the "Oh SHIT bar" i had a blast..but he drove me home and back..so tat was the end of tat lol

Next thing i will talk about is my grades!!

Band: F (still haven't done quizzes)
English: C(damn group)
OFF: ^-^
Speech: A
Alegbra 2: C (yay i got tat up!)
Photography: A
Bio: B
World Geo: A

soo i'm bringing them up, slowly

oHH i have a new stalker too :3 hehe so I'm excited..and i'm stalking him too!

My boyfriend and i are getting along again, so YEAH! But i got another hicky, on my neck again! Thankfully my hair covers it up. (ps..ppl who have hicky's or acne use TOOTHPASTE rub some on and let it sit and hicky's will disappear faster, and zits will go down..but don't forget to wash it off lol)

Last weekend I went to a birthday party, down in Greely for Chuckie Cheeses..its freakin SMALL!!! and the games suck compare to my town SUCK. And plus it was soooo flippin crowded (everywhere you walk there was some little ankle bitter running between your legs -_-) and i just about lost my PROMISE RING from my bf..tat would have been my second one >.> buttt i found it on the edge of my pocket about to fall down ^^'...

This weekend i hope to hang out with  bloodwriter if she hasn't forgotten..lol

OH and i just learned lawl is lol...it still confuses me lol

Lately, I haven't been feeling like myself..(its not PMS so don't suggest that) but I mean in skewl or where ever I am I feel like everything around me is a dream..even right now.

I have been trying to avoid friends, family, and my mate not really on purpose but because lately things I have been saying have been hurting them.. u.u

Last night, I had flash fevers to my chest and up. My stomache hurt. My arms felt bruised tat it wasn't fun to poke. I had a major headache. My heart felt like it was skipping beats. It started to become harder to breathe (i have asthma) and last, at points I had goosebumps. V.V

As for this weekend I'm sure we all aware of Pointless Day (aka Valentine's Day Dx) I have never been the person to get into the googy lub lub
This will be my second year spending it with someone though. For my mate I'm getting him alittle something something. (a rose, and one of those little crystal boxes that has a heart inside and says "For the one I love the most. Together" i also picked up a stand so it changes colors (red, blue, and green)
HOWEVER. One of my closet guy friends will be spending it alone. After talking with my mate, I will be his valentine also.

Here are a list of things i'm stressing over::

-skewl
-family (brother and dad yelling and screaming at each other, my moms tight money)
-I have two D's and one F
-i am failing band bc of the quizzes
-my self image.self esteem
-friends
-an income
-more family in Nebraska
-kinda my mate
-and other little things tat now piss/stress me out
EX: my headphones =/ i can't here squat and i'm freakin PISSED.

well i think I have vented enough

*howls and fades*

Well things are looking up now ^-^

My mom got a new car so now we don't have to waste so much money on gas YIPPIE!
I'll get a pic up when i get one..but still i'm going to miss the blazer V.V
But brighter side i get to drive a stick =p

My mate was biting me yesterday and accidently left this "hicky" mark on my neckkk =/
Its BITES.

My friend is better and were talking again ^-^ so that's great for me lol.
hehe.... >.>

This satuday I'm going to a Monster Truck show so i will have pics of them up probably on Monday ^-^ so hopefully they turn out good C=

Also back on topic with the new car. I'm excited bc this weeekend i get to go driving ^^! I LOVE driving hehe...fasttttt...I mean...XD

There was some door to door guy yeserday (ab 19yrs old) and the first thing he says is "what does ur shirt say?" He read it and the words were acrossed my boobs >.<" so I was alittle disturbed...then he was kinda hitting on my =/ creepp.
lol last night was the ONLY night i locked my window bc of him

I like too also thank everyone for there support with everything I have posted ^-^ means alot to me, bc I usually don't show my "art" to people so reciving ur comments makes me want to show my friends who don't have an FA.
THANKS~

Well I guess that's all

*howls and fades*

I am having one of these wks and mornings when I walk up and wonder, what will be of the day?

Last night i was talking to a friend of mine; a crush and well we were talking. Well he has been acting a bit differently..I mean I hurts me when somebody close to be says something "but it will stop" then next second I know is saying "bye" I'm kinda worried tat he might walk out on me bc he is afraid to "hurt me".....

I've had daydreams for a long while know tat only one of my sisters know about. I have been closing my eyes and seeing wolves growling at me. My sister says they have been warning me..but what I'm not sure...

My mate. Well things are going great between us. But lately he has been texting one of his EXs and well he told me tat apparently two of them are jealous of me! Usually I would be all bitchy bc I'm usually the jealous type, but for some reason I'm not mad/jealous or ANYTHING like tat, just curious.

The first time I woke was early this morning. My friends 3 dogs were howling out back. It was a beautiful sound still. I got out of bed and listen for like 7mins or so. I went back to sleep. The next time I woke I could actually see the sun. But when I crawled out of bed I started feeling dizzy for a min or so..I got up and of course my leg gives out and i end up thumping on the floor waking my friend.

But I know this doesn't seem like much, but trust me I feel a change within me..maybe i am growing even weaker then i used to be...idk i could list everything wrong, but its a fact its too much to type...
*fades*

RULE 1: ONLY answer Guilty or Innocent.
RULE 2: You are not supposed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
RULE 3: Once you have finished answering all the questions, you must add one of your own at the bottom. AND ANSWER IT!!!


1. Asked someone to marry you?
innocent

2. Kissed one of your FurAffinity friends?
innocent

3. Danced on a table in a bar?
innocent

4. Ever told a lie?
guilty

5. Had feelings for someone who you can't have back?
guilty

6. Kissed a picture?
guilty

7. Slept in until 5 PM?
guilty

8. Fallen asleep at work/school?
inncoent

9. Been suspended from school?
innocent

10. Worked at a fast food restaurant?
innocent

11. Stolen from a store?
innocent

12. Been fired from a job?
innocent

13. Done something you regret?
guilty

14. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
guilty

15. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
guilty

16. Kissed in the rain?
guilty ^^

17. Sat on a roof top?
guilty

18. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
guilty

19. Sang in the shower?
guilty XD lol

20. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
guilty

21. Shaved your head?
o.o innocent!

22. Had a boxing membership?
innocent

23. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
guilty

24. Been in a band?
guilty

25. Shot a gun?
innocent

26. Donated blood?
innocent

27. Eaten alligator meat?
innocent.

28. Eaten cheesecake?
innocent
29. Have/had a tattoo?
innocent.... until I can lol

30. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
innocent

31. Been too honest?
gulity

32. Ruined a surprise?
guilty

33. Ate in a restaurant and got so bloated that you cant walk afterward?
innocent

34. Erased someone in your friends list?
guilty

35. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
guilty XD I don't have a lot of girl clothes. Guy clothes are more comfortable

36. Joined a pageant?
innnocent

37. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
guilty

38. Had communication w/ your ex?
guilty

39. DATING Someone, now or in the past?
guilty <3
40. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
rofl innocent

41. Had a total stranger pay for your meal or drink?
innocent..

42. Got so totally angry that you cried hard?
guilty

43. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
guilty ^^

44. Thought about suicide?
guilty...

45. How about mass murder?
innocent

46. Tried illegal drugs and then liked them?
innocent

47. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
guilty?

48. Stalked someone?
guilty ^-^

49. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
guilty <3

50. Danced around in your underwear?
guilty

51. Jumped off a house?
innocent

52. Ever missed someone so much you felt like crying everyday?
guilty

53. Actually want to get married one day?
guilty ^^

54. Smoked a cigar?
ew, innocent

55. Sang really loud when nobody was home just making up words as you go?
guilty

56. Had dreams of your bestfriends bf/gf?
innocent

57. Fallen for your best friend?
guilty

58. Ever tripped on flat ground?
guilty

59. Ever cheated on your bf/gf?
innocent

60. Ever gone to school under the influence of drugs or alcohol?
innocent

61. Had a crush on someone who was younger than you by 2 years or more?
innocent

62. Wanted to tell someone's secret for their own good?
guilty

63. Ever felt so confused you wanted to cry?
guilty..

64. Ever broke the rules on a quiz like this for fun because you over-explain things and it's annoying to answer vaguely and you're just like that?
GULITY LOL

65. Ever spent the night over at a person of the opposite sex that isnt family?
innocent

66. Put so much food in your mouth you almost choked on it and had to spit it out?
guilty XD lol

67. Poured glue on the wings of a bird?
innocent... o.O

68. Freaked out in the middle of the night because you thought somebody was in your room, but it was just clothes?
guilty

69. Lied to someone to protect them from something that would hurt them worse?
guilty

70. Tried to hide yourself from everyone because you felt stupid?
guilty

71. Hate your job?
innocent

72. Car surfed on an SUV at 40 mph?
innocent

73. Ever ran full speed into a closed sliding glass door?
lmfao XD innocent