I have made a new account so I no longer need to use dis account for new art follow my new account  RenaRuno

I'm no longer posting up anymore pics or anything I've lost my light, and from someone I know pretending to be someone else denying me truth so I'm done living in a world full of liars, and corrupted abusers....

Looking for modders for Second Life on textures for kemono I wanna make my sona with her color scheme but I dunno how to work with the bitmap of sorts, and wondering if anyone able to help me out with it I got the bitmaps for such if anyone able to help me out.

I dunno what to say I just feel thin in my life :/ Barely anything to do nor barely nobody seems to ever wanna talk to me or such at all, maybe a few random comments on pics, but never seem to get a convo besides the creeper messages I tend to get.

I had the worst new years ever :< last night being so sick I just couldn't handle being up plus on a side note I dunno why but something weird going on? apparently I have noticed pictured in my SL folder where my screenshots are saved on some has been somehow vanished, and such I don't delete or anything on them, and I'm concerned something going on cause it never happened before, and I'm beginning to worry something causing my computer to go stupid on me :( and it can't be a virus and the likes cause my anti virus finds anything of the sort fast and deletes it quick

Sorry if I haven't been uploading more pics and the likes I've been having a crappy christmas, and the likes from being sick, but not the only thing my computer has been acting stupid yet again causing weird green dots to appear on screen if im on anything other then "flash" related stuff plus as of recent my computer has been shutting off at random if im on a game or secondlife for no reason so I'm gonna be needing to take it back in to get it fixed again and to wait another 3 or more months cause of best buys retardability of being jackasses and fucking things up plus on the side note from being sick and depressed about everything that december has done such as the death of carrie fisher and her mom this year so far been one big fuck you to my face, and such :(

Was gonna take some pics for halloween for Second Life but well things happens, and well my "RP" family seemed to not give a shit about me at all for it so I just left :/ Nobody on there barely gives a crap about me so I dunno if I wanna just quit altogether or what? But I'm tired being ignored on there and always being alone with nothing to do or unable to have money to buy nice stuff to do pictures with.

Since my pc being repaired I can't do much of anything on this crappy laptop of mine so I'm kinda screwed for the moment till I get my pc back whenever that will be :(

Why is it I'm cursed to never have happiness nor am I ever able to be lucky for a art request v.v I'm just a loser... always have been always will be..... I can draw anymore I suck at drawing...V.V I just wish I can curl up in a hole, and die in loneliness.....

I'm back, and I'm gonna try to post more pics of my characters, and such if I'm able to plus I'm been trying to new avis which is seemlessly taking longer then it should but no worries :p

I'm in dire need of money to pay off bills and I don't got enough as is to pay nearly everything off so im seriously stressed out to the point of going all out insane :/

I dunno wtf going on for me but neither imvu or sl working for me on imvu part friends list and avatar and going into rooms not working as for second life graphics are being weird my avi looks blocky and ugly and it crashes in mere seconds

im fed up and tired of the crap with those who i have been friends with for a long time now not giving a fuck anymore to talk or even say hi to me so as of now anyone who don't give a damn or not wanted to talk to me at all you all can die in a very deep dark hole in the depths of hell itself -.- your all liars in my eyes not wanting to give me friendship or someone to talk to since im tired talking to myself to a shadow

well seems people stop wanting to talk to me :/ guess thats fine...

wishing I had something to do :/ so bored

im getting someone who won't stop texting me while IM working and not in the mood to talk im THIS close to blocking the number and i swear to god i wish they never had my damn fucking number

Today is the day Marty and Doc Brown came to the future so have a good day, and remember GO BACK TO THE FUTURE!!!!

i've had enough of the bs and drama im taking a break from fa and everything else im tired of wishing someone would care about me and talk to me some then nobody talking to me so i've made up my mind -.-

Uhg so bored since second life such a butthole at times :/

well this time linden fucking gay ass labs has token my account yet again for the same reason with my first account but this time they claimed this one is the same as another whos email is nowhere even close to mine and yet they toke my account on admin hold and telling me i have to pay a debt when i never used a credit card EVER for this account and yet they go all fucky mode and said i have to pay it so i lost all my shit i have earned by working at the club and lost all my avatars and such so as of now rena runo as everyone sees on my page is gone for good cause of linden labs being the greedy cocksuckers around wanting money for something i didn't do and i know for a fact someone hacked it cause i seen a crap tone of L$ in my thing and i knew something was wrong and i told them but still insisted i have to pay so yea im pissed i lost everything i hope linden labs and second life dies in a horrible way cause of their greediness its like gaben wanting money on skyrim mods

yes im not kidding here my dad passed away yesterday at 1:40 pm peacefully at the er no oxygen was going into him and died while with it on him he just gaved up fighting and were having it rough without him around and we will be having the funeral this coming Wednesday and be cremated after it and be buried the following week(since cremating takes a while and such) and right now my mom is having the worst of it since she been married to him for 48 years he was 73 this year he will be missed by everyone specially my neice since they were like glued together ever since and she taking it badly as well.

yet again nobody seems to care im even here so im done i give up..... i tried my best here wanting friends and people who would love my stuff and yet no nobody cares or anything....

fucking 2015 already and yet im still in a rut anyways..... i seriously starting to hate my life more and more each second to each minute to very hour.... i mean nobody seems to care or wanna talk to me and such to say hi or anything..... im just getting tired of everything now...

I'm strictly done now, I do my best to please people on here and everywhere else.... And yet I never get appreciated nor liked by anyone I think it be best if i packed up and delete every account i have to do with anything now.... I'm tired playing 5th best and not even liked by any....

i wish i had someone to talk to and wanna hang with me or something i been so down lately :(