Yeh
I'm opening comissions slots

more info here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59081836/

I know it's not a good idea to mix politics and social issues with furry (worse if you're into porn art) but I wanted to make my small contribution and these are the only social networks I have where I can ask for support

I'll share a thread I collab. on where we explain the current situation in my city. This is a more serious matter and goes apart from my artwork and furry stuff, so please be careful to not interact, at least not from a NSFW account

Please take a few minutes to read all. I left alt text notes in the pictures

X thread in english https://x.com/CVDLUNL/status/1919127576393421260


GoFoundme link to give help https://www.gofundme.com/f/Justicia.....ara-Luis-CVDLU
Please copy-paste in google traslator the GoFound description since it is in spanish. Btw the X thread explains the thing


I hope to count with you, thank you all! <3

I don't know if they followed me before but just in case, this is my new account

https://x.com/tunasdragon15

I decided to delete my old account since I wanted to restart, start from scratch, even if that meant losing all my follows. I didn't want to give notice of this because it would seem like I wanted to get attention for being sad or something

I am seeing that many new people have arrived on this page, thank you very much for following me! :D I greatly appreciate all the support provided <3

Any comment on my art is welcome

Yeh I'm opening comissions for these season, if interested please check this submission below and contact me by note or telegram @/Mac_TheMac

Thanks for your support :'D

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49351351/

I'm going to need some income this week, so I'll open 3 slots for commissions, I will try to have them done before the end of the month, as soon as possible

Whoever wants to take one of the slots send me a note or dm by telegram c:

Mac_TheMac

Well, I already told you a summary of what my year has been, but now I want to wish you a happy new year and thank you all for being here with me, waiting for new content, you who give Fav to my works, who follow me on my accounts, comment and share my drawings, thank you c:

Leaving aside the drama, I want to wish all of you a very, very good year, I hope you are enjoying tonight with your family, with your partners, with your friends, with your loved ones.
This is the night you are allowed to drink until you fall (just don't do stupid things hehe), eat until you burst, sing and celebrate
I love you very much people, see you next year !!

These last two years have been a bit strange... I'm supposed to be in the best time of my life but I really don't feel the peace that I have been looking for so much
I mean, I finally managed to quit my job, I lost weight, I am finally studying graphic design and I am working as an internet artist, in fact, I am paying for my career based on commissions, which is pretty cool!! An achievement for me
But even so, there are many problems that persist... I keep having outbursts of anger and they are becoming more frequent, the anger I feel inside me is more and more intense, many times for very absurd things, my mind suddenly becomes in a storm, and in the end, I wonder if someday the days of peace that I want so much will come, or if I will have to get used to living like this for the rest of my days
I had already started to see a psychologist since 3 months, but it seems that it is not working at all, so maybe I should seek help elsewhere.
But hey, anyway, not everything has been shit during the year, but if it was something turbulent, too much stress
I hope that next year will be better, although, every year I wish the same and precisely, every year is the same

Another year of stress and problems, of outbursts of unnecessary and exaggeratedly intense anger, another year of "already behave" "you are already an adult" "you should mature"

I wish this was so easy
Happy new year, I guess

I wish you all have a very very merry christmas ❤❤❤
I thank you all for staying with me, thank you for your support
I hope everyone had a great night and ate a lot🍗🍖🍻 Tell me, how did they spend it? We celebrated at my sister's house, had a barbecue, and watched Spiderman movies now that we're going to see No Way Home x3 This year I didn't receive many gifts, but I gived my mother and my brothers x3 And what did Santa Claus bring you?

Do any of you know of another payment method or virtual bank that doesn't charge so many taxes for transfers and conversions?

Well, I recently turned 21, my beloved Demyx turned 6 years old
I have been on school holidays for a month, I thought this would help me sell more commissions and work on my long-awaited comic, however, my part-time job, even part-time, does not stop consuming time, in addition to that I'm already getting bored with having to be dealing with stupid clients every day and fantasizing about everything I would do if I dedicated 100% or even 65% (the rest would be college) to drawings

So I'm going to send everything to hell and dedicate myself to making that long-awaited comic that I've been imagining so much since I was 15 years old.

I hope I can quit that job on Monday to kick off what I will call, "The Golden Age of the Mac."

To all the people to whom I owe commission, if you are reading this, I thank you for having so much patience with me about commissions, I have certainly been busy, because now that I changed my career to graphic design, I must be aware different projects, and using digital programs is very stressful for me, that's why I usually draw traditional, because I don't have much patience, but now that I've learned more, my work will improve in quality, you'll see✨☺️
Apart from that, I have a job with which I pay a part of the school fees, so I'm trying not to throw things off balance

Anyway, you don't lose contact with me, but I tend to be TOO forgetful, so whatever you need, send me a message by telegram or a note ^^ I will try to work on the pending commissions from a few months ago to start with the orders for March and April as soon as possible


Thank you y'all C:

I need extra money for the next week, I will open ONLY 3 full color slots at $13usd, if someone is interested in supporting me please send a note or message by telegram

I want to have money to buy a laptop that I need since mine has stopped working and I have been going to my sister's house to work on commissions and homework

I'll be very gratefull with ur support 🙏

My favorite furry artist, my two favorite furs in the community, those who inspired me, the reason why I currently draw

They are also the two most hated people in the fandom

and it's sad

because although, I don't justify or defend what they did before
I can't hate them
I can't
I can't rely on internet gossip and rumors

sometimes I would like to draw them, since I LOVE their characters (to the point where mine is based on them) but that would bring me problems in the future and a bad reputation, you know how people are on the internet today

well I just wanted to talk to about it, share ideas and similar experiences

What do you think of my art in general? What do you like about my style? What do you not like about my drawing or do you think I should correct or modify?

What do you think could help me grow as an artist?
I feel like I'm getting stuck and that maybe I'll never move forward, or maybe that's my idea and I feel desperate to have a lot of followers and fame when I'm not even a professional xD

I invite you to brainstorm, I will read all ideas you have

I recently had to pay for the university semester, since now I will start studying Visual Arts, and no I am very short of cash qwq so if you like to support me financially by buying commissions I would appreciate it ^^

Sketch........................................> $6
Lineart........................................> $8
One-color Lineart..................> $10
(this is, the drawing outlined in ink and in white, with shading of a single color of your preference, whether you want yellow, green, red shadows, etc.)
Flat color...................................>$12
Full color...................................> $15

Extra characters +$3/+$4/+$5/+$6/+$7 each one respectively for each type of drawing
Detailed scenarios could carry an extra cost depending on their complexity
Icons...........................> $5 (Pixeleated +$3)

*Costs are in USD
All drawings will be made with much love and effort, I'll try my best <3

The bad news is that I am not going to leave the university, I could not completely withdraw from the university, things will be extremely difficult for me and paying for a private school will end up being almost as expensive or more than attending a university public, so I will remain tied to this for another 5 years

The good news is that, taking advantage of the fact that I canceled the semester of the degree that I am currently studying, I opted better to enroll in another degree, this time in Visual Arts, and my parents supported the idea, "we can help you with the expenses but as long as you don't drop out of college "and I said" okay, it's better than nothing "
I am going to be tied to the university for another 5 years, because changing my profession means starting from scratch, but this time, I am going to learn things that will serve me for my future, finally I will learn something about digital and vector drawing, graphic design, etc.

On the one hand, I will have to start from the beginning, but on the other hand, I will not be with the constant feeling that I am wasting time of my life

Well i just wanted to say that
Thanks to those who commented with their motivational words

I have decided to drop out of school, it may have been the best decision I can make in my life, but it could also be the worst decision to ruin my life. Right now I am beginning to hesitate and retract, being that a week ago I was really motivated.
With the COVID-19 situation, the university offers the option on its website to withdraw the semester for those who have difficulties with online classes and then restart the until after the pandemic. However, I did not have in mind to restart it, I did not want to be part of anything that had to do with the university, in fact, I don't feel part of it anymore.
Since last year, I started to lose a lot of motivation and interest in going to college. This was happening to me since mid-2018, but in 2019 it was definitive, I am already seriously considering leaving the university, but I continued only because my parents told me that it was my duty.

The classes became very boring, some teachers use to make fun of us, and others want to put their ideologies on us, and the university begins to promote certain values ​​and sets of ideas with which I don't agree at all, and seeing that it was practically me vs. almost 90% of the school ... if I opened my mouth they burned me alive, and in fact I did, terrible mistake, me and my mouth loose... With the passage of the year I was gaining bad reputation and enemies, many people started to speak shit about me, they even went so far as to tell me that a group of feminists were planning to report me for sexual harassment (although of course, since there was no evidence of it, they never achieved anything). In addition, I had been dealing with an existential crisis since 2018, (my first year at university) crises that by the way my friends helped me cope with, but by 2019 they were not with me. All those things were taking away my spirits and the interest to, I couldn't find a reason other than my parents ..... "It is your obligation, you have to be someone in life" But, did I really want to be a sociologist?

Over the past year I have begun to take the idea of ​​being an artist more seriously in an attempt to find a sense of life. I start to pay more attention to the drawings, and I even planned to go to an Artist Alley in a FurryCon. I was absent half of the year at school, I was just going but I was locked in the library drawing and preparing designs for the convention, then I went on a trip to the convention, and when I gave the news to my mom, they almost ran me from the house haha, I was hiding that I was missing classes because I was drawing. At that point, September October, I was going to withdraw from the university, but the semester was about to end, so I could do no more than pass the semester with all the approved subjects.

I thought that those thoughts of leaving university and being an artist would be erased at the beginning of this year, but no, they were still there, and I begin to feel even more empty, but I continued going every morning to have my mother and father proud. Why do I keep going if I'm not even learning useful things? I'm not even going to be a sociologist, I'm not going to carry out that career, so why do I want the title? Why keep going to a place, where nobody loves me, where I'm not learning anything, I spend it asleep or lost in my thoughts, I don't even pay attention, I don't do my homework, I'm just complaining, coming and going with no apparent direction... why?
This is something that I have been dealing with since 2018 but the more time passed the more It grows, and with the situation of the COVID-19 and the classes online I said "fuck this, I don't want to know anything", I really enjoyed spending time outside of the university, not knowing anything about that place, and anyway, I was never aware of academic matters.

But now I'm starting to retract myself. Isn't it something stupid and sick to want to leave the university for to dedicate myself in drawing pornography with sick and grotesque fetishes? What would my parents think if they knew I wanted to dedicate myself to drawing these things for money? I will be the disappointment of the family, with my sister graduated in Pedagogy and I... a furry artist...

Although still, I didn't plan to limit myself only to the furry, I wanted to work in comics, in the development of video games as a director and character designer, etc. in animated series, movies and so on, although I don't know how my nsfw drawings might affect those plans in the future: s what if in the future I can't get a job as an artist because of that?
For now my concern is how to tell my parents that going to college is not in my "life plan". In the same way, I did not plan to stay a parasite in my house, now due to the pandemic I cannot do much about it, but once it is over, I wanted to change to full-time work, or in case I cannot, get another job, save money and I pay my own visual arts and grafic design studies.
In case I regret it, I can restart the semester in August and continue studying sociology, but that would mean complaining and complaining about my life for another three years

No matter how hard I try, it's never enough, it will always be shit everything I draw, I want my parents to take me seriously as an artist, and I can't, I can't get them to take seriously because I'm not an artist am, and no matter how perfectionist I can be Ican not reach the level of others, my style is crap, my colored is a shit, and I can not stop procrastinating and wasting time or postponing commissions for others, I feel that I really hate drawing for others, and I hate it more because I end up offering them pure shit

I can't be an artist and possibly I'm just wasting my time, being able to do something productive with my life like normal people, I just spend my days locked up in my heart trying to draw something that surprises my parents and leaves me satisfied

Who do I owe commissions?
I am very forgetful 😞and I don't want you to believe that I want to make you, so if I owe someone commission please send me a message via Telegram, there it is easier to answer messages

I come to tell you that I have finally returned, I can work with the commissions that have asked me, that they are many, soooo many seriously xD
I had been working these last months in that convention that I told you about, since the event ended, I can finally be calmer, and I mean it was worth every damn second and penny invested, I don't regret anything
Well really yes, some little things, but everything went very well c:

Este 11 de Octubre asistiré a la Confuror :D y estaría encantado de poder interactuar con ustedes y conocerlos, así que si alguno de ustedes piensa ir diganmelo en los comentarios ^^

Ya es oficial, ya pagué el viaje, la entrada al evento, todo esta LISTO

Nos vemos en Octubre :3

Oh and about this: I will not be accepting commissions for the remainder of the month and the first half of October, the commissions I have pending of those who have already paid me will have to be delayed, because I really need to strive to make good merchandise, It is the first furcon of my life and I want it to be a success

Well guys, it's official: I'll go to the Confuror, that furry con that I told you about is held once a year near the center of the country. The trip is already paid, I just need to continue drawing and send the merchandise and souvenirs and ready
Everything is going according to plan, the only obstacle I have left to face will be the anger of my parents and the authorization of the bosses in my work (because I have not yet asked permission or told my parents about this)
This would not have been possible without you, without those who bought me comissiones
A special thanks to Whatastandupguy who helped me raise the necessary last minute funds to pay for the trip, I'm pending with you, I owe you several comissions

I remind you that I have comissions open because I'm really in a moment of need, help me fulfill my dream of being an exhibitor at a FurryCon :c