back from con.

shower ~check
unpack ~ not so much
throw self into work to avoid post con depression ~ lol check
heal from various con injuries ~ half check

lol fun doesn't begin to describe con. I love dancing my ass off so hard every so often. Hanging out with my good friends i dont get to see often for several days in a row. Exhilarating. lol why did i have to find out about you guys after i moved further from chico? lol

So today at work one of my supervisors walks up to me and askes "Which do you like better; goats or sheep?" . . . . . . yea thats what i was saying. in sted i just chuckled and responded "im irish" he smiled and walked off. i guess that satisfied him. 0_o?

Need crazy people to jump from plains with me. I want this for my birthday. :) managed to hook a few people into it and i want moooooooooooore. he he he. im shooting for dec 18. yea its comming up. if anyone needs help paying for it i would certainly try my best to give a hand. I really want this to happen folks. so what do ya say? come jump into the sky with me?

So i went to the pagen pride thing this weekend. and of course it looks more or less like a ren fair. ha ha ha. any way off to the side near the stage is a little section where i see a bunch of people play fighting. after checking out all the booths i head over and see whats going on. well it was free with a signed waiver, so of course i was totally in.

played dumb while the guy was explaining the rules and showing the hits and all that jazz. when we finally got everyone going in the "ditch" or team battle. A round or two i was fooling around to keep them off their guard. after that though, they figured out i was the one to beat and eventually all the kids kept group rushing me. ha ha ha. and this one guy had like a little personal rivalry toward me. it was pretty funny. anyway this went on for a good long amount of time. and now my lunging leg hurts like hell and oddly enough my back muscles are hurting the next day. might just go and do this on the weekends in the park where they apparently really want me to come to regularly. :) twas fun.

So i went to a party this weekend right. were all drinking and having a good time. well eventually one of the straight guys is all getting flerty with one of the hostess girls. shes not into it at all and eventually we all have to start playing in at pulling him off of her. his stupid drunk ass is just all clueless of the entire thing. eventually we get word from some of the people leaving that they will take him home and we have to tell him there is another more lively party there going to take him to where hes totally going to get layed. after alot of pushing we get him to go. lmao XD

but thats not all kids. mind you i was a key playing in the entire storie because im the "gay guy" at the party. so im the girls safe place. and after we got rid of the drunk dude, the girl keeps staying near me. like sitting on my lap. and i was a bit confused but went with it. eventually i figure out that one of the dudes that was helping in the starting blocking was also trying. and i was now blocking him. ha ha ha ha ha. but he leaves not to long after figuring hes not going to get any. that was one hell of a cock blocking night.

my work is done here. lol

I hella went to gay pride in san fran this last sunday. it was so amazing. even as the bus was pulling in from sac to the san station, i could see part of the parade.

I walked around by my self a bit at first looking for my friends. I was so happy to see all the gayness, couples, stereotypes, happy people, rainbows, and loads and loads of poeple. I even did the thing did and cried because i was so happy. its just good to see your not alone some times. really helped me out on the inside.

and i totally saw while i was walking around. total surprise. it was fun when i eventually took off my primary shirt and went around in my open vest half the day with a rainbow scarf hanging off my hip. i liked looking all kinds of gay around there. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i was so happy. it was almost like after sex when i was on the way home. just so jaded.

This guy is pretty funny. its kinda wtf when it starts but then its just awesome.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk5_.....L&index=21

So i had a pretty productive day yesterday.

handy cap for the level (sleep deprivation)

Mission: training for new job and revert sleep cycle.

I went to training and finished there. only started nodding off toward the end of the day for a few minutes. probably due to having eaten. Got back and was dicking around on the computer trying to stay up long enough to fix my sleep cycle. I go and return a pan that a friend left at our house.

get back and i feel like doing something. . . . .. .but what?

so i get it into my sleep drained crazy head that ima go work out. lol and get the mail after.

so i head over there and wouldnt you know it the apt gym is full of freakin trottin chicks trying to lose their love handles. what ever i'll just yoga for a bit. did that for like 30 -60 minutes. (wasnt really keeping track)

finally gym opens up enough that i get in full sets on all the machines rotating through them.

really hot and sweaty so i jump in the pool. well im wet now so i might as well enjoy the hot tub. might keep me from getting to soar. that was nice. came home took a shower and made me some food. getting ready for bed when a friend calls. from out of town and wants to hang out. im like "why does this always happen when i want to sleep" so i stay up and let the friend in while waiting for my room mates to come home. finally do after we went and got some booz. drank a bit and finally went to bed 30 hours sleep deprived.

mission complete. lol level up

oh yea

So in other news its me and my bf's one year anniversary today. :D lol where going to Mizu chines buffet (of course).

love you goat <3

So yea my ex recently had his car crashed into by a drunk driver, hes fine but . . . . . who wants to come with me and egg his house? you know so i can kick him while hes down. lol :P

damb it. i sort of found something. i kinda got an interview with sara lee (cake people). but then i had to try reschedule cuse the temp people called me to a job on the same day. so miss lee said they would consider me if they were hiring again later. . . . . . derg dern $^#@.

was so close to a real job.


crap shoot that is temp work f'ed up today bad. on site people said come in tomarrow @ 12:00. the temp people called later and said 8:00 am. i figure the guy changed his mind and didnt think anything of it. i show up at 7:45 to the guy telling me no its at 12:00. oh man am i pissed at this point. not only do i look bad but i could have been in bed asleep. i called in and made a complaint, and they said they would pay me 2 hrs for showing up and sorry for the inconvenience. also asked if i was going in later. i said "oh yea" 12 hours later

im dead tired

im again hitting the job search thing as hard as i can. if anyone knows of openings or anyone that's hiring let me know i'll be on it like a fat kid on cake, like on a bad song, like an otter on water (lol), like as many silly things that can be on something else.



oh yea and

the art auction is still going on if any one wants something cool, there is a wide range of stuff for peeps that are intrested

oh yea just so i mention my boy : toondailylateshow:

oction from milly and others to help cover friends fc room cash deficit.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1203182/

Yay this is my first fc. heres hoping it will be a blast.

so i was on youtube watching a vid of my friend at a anicon and happened upon this completely different vid. im not really to sure how to feel about it. i kinda get awesome feelings an some horrible feelings.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGhu.....sWhXs&NR=1

So i kinda been working. i called the temp people and told em i was available and they said they would call me. im thinking ok this is gonna suck for awhile.

well the next day i get a call about two jobs. they kinda got half way through asking me and i was like shouting YES! it was kinda funny. i didn't even really get the details before i was heading to the first one other than the location and time of corse.

so i been doing it for a couple weeks now and its a bit lacking. barely scratching 20 hrs at minimum wage. still its something. if the last job hadn't screwed me at just the right time i would be in school again right now and probably getting financial aid to go, and wouldn't have to worry about this shit. >:(

So i took a nice hot shower this morning after work and was straightening my hair when i get this call from a strange number.

me:: "hello?"

them::"blah blah blah your discontinued"

me::. . . . . . . . . . . . ."oh"

yay i got fired for christmas. do tell me if any of you get something better.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CCF.....2E2418DDECE97B


also really funny.

So me and my room mate got off butt crack of dawn work and were hanging out at the apt right. were just watching play the ultimate genesis collection and we heard the funniest sound come from outside.

there was this guy or something call out

"meeeehhhhhh"

it sounded like a heavy getting killed. i said "man someone just got a game over out there." it was so funny we were laughing for like ten minutes.

So i like to lick things right. some times it gets me in trouble. this time it has happened again. but it was myself that beat me down. i was hanging with my bf and had just watched one of the futurama movies and was being playful and licked his nose. then i pushed his head back and stuck my tounge up his


nose. . . . . thats kindas where it went bad. lol i tasted hair. lol it was dredful. and now im writing about it. so all of you who read this can picture it and be horified. ha ha ha

So yea Karma came through for me. I got a nice job. heres hopes that it lasts. My location just got a bit more firm since i can now afford to keep it. schooling will recomence when i get more capital built up and i get the free time. Im hoping to go to school for massage therapy. While i do that i would be going to big college working toward my psychology degree. things are looking pretty good right now and im so excited.

oh yea and my hair is blue!!! something i have always wanted my entire life since i was a kid. my boyfriend  toondailylateshow helped me do it and im so greatful. <3 this weekend is his b day and i get fri, sat, & sun off. normally sun is the start of our week. (yea its odd, but were in warehouse and shipping) and im going to be treating him to as much as i can. :D

So i totally love having a boyfriend. A guy i totally boyfriend it up with. I love getting free froods from my famery. I love the new place im staying at cuse i have awesome roommates.



About the only thing i dont like right now is the UTTER LACK OF JOBNESS!!!!! I have this problem you see. Im not lazy and cant sit on my ass doing nothing without the knowledge of some sort of balance later or something. Dont get me wrong i love to laz around. But only when its well earned. Right now im costing on moneys from other jobs. But im really stressed out that it will dry up befour i find a new job. I really dont want to shuffle my living situation anymore. As stated i love where im at right now, im just missing that one crushal thing. Karma please come to my rescue. :,(

Im so excited that my boy friend is coming over for a few days tomarrow. I just got things sorted out with my ex and feel so much better about everything. I feel way better about moving on now. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3