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Posted 17 years agoThe company site's finally up, check it out at: http//www.hydramedia.co.za
Shouts to everyone who helped out, thanks guys ^_^
Shouts to everyone who helped out, thanks guys ^_^
A Note On Apathy
Posted 17 years agoYou are not welcome in my house.
"Jimmy, you dick, you set the thrusters to retro!"
Posted 17 years agoTwo small matters.
Firstly, while I am incredibly grateful to Wiru and Crash for ordering art I'm sad to say that it will not be enough to cover my trip to PE. There'd be no way at this stage to make up the money with paintings and receiving payment will be difficult while I'm already down at the coast. The three pieces in my queue will, however, be completed and considered gifts. I really don't want to argue about this point... I'm talking to you, Mr Panther.
Secondly, no more paintings. I'm done with furry art for now. I avoid posting because I'm acutely aware of the main reason people frequent this site. This isn't a stab at the site or anyone in particular, but I've made choices in the past about the type of art I want to produce. It's not a slim bracket, but I don't want my name associated with just porn.
Something else I'm aware of is the fact an outstanding piece will be overlooked by the majority in favour of something with a higher cock-to-image size ratio. I don't care who claims I'm wrong, my gallery is proof of that. The most viewed and favourited piece is the one that has the HEUG CAWK in it.
This isn't a lecture about artistic appreciation or integrity, merely observations. And all these lead me to believe that my work, which I don't claim is the best out there, is not appreciated here. And while I may not claim that it's the best I can promise that I pour myself into project I undertake. There's no value to that, no amount of pageviews or comments or favourites will make up for it.
So I'm done, for now :) Painting takes a lot out of me and, being a little greedy, I like a bit of acknowledgement outside making the buyer happy.
*whiskeyburp*
'scuse me ^_^;
Firstly, while I am incredibly grateful to Wiru and Crash for ordering art I'm sad to say that it will not be enough to cover my trip to PE. There'd be no way at this stage to make up the money with paintings and receiving payment will be difficult while I'm already down at the coast. The three pieces in my queue will, however, be completed and considered gifts. I really don't want to argue about this point... I'm talking to you, Mr Panther.
Secondly, no more paintings. I'm done with furry art for now. I avoid posting because I'm acutely aware of the main reason people frequent this site. This isn't a stab at the site or anyone in particular, but I've made choices in the past about the type of art I want to produce. It's not a slim bracket, but I don't want my name associated with just porn.
Something else I'm aware of is the fact an outstanding piece will be overlooked by the majority in favour of something with a higher cock-to-image size ratio. I don't care who claims I'm wrong, my gallery is proof of that. The most viewed and favourited piece is the one that has the HEUG CAWK in it.
This isn't a lecture about artistic appreciation or integrity, merely observations. And all these lead me to believe that my work, which I don't claim is the best out there, is not appreciated here. And while I may not claim that it's the best I can promise that I pour myself into project I undertake. There's no value to that, no amount of pageviews or comments or favourites will make up for it.
So I'm done, for now :) Painting takes a lot out of me and, being a little greedy, I like a bit of acknowledgement outside making the buyer happy.
*whiskeyburp*
'scuse me ^_^;
3 Down, Moar To Go
Posted 17 years agoI'd like to thank Crash and Wiru for ordering some artz to help pay for my trip. I really appreciate it guys, thank you v.v
There are still quite a few slots open, if anyone else would like some art done let me know >:3 I have lots of sample outside the stuff in my gallery, so if you're interested I could provide you with more examples.
That is all.
Denim F Tiger
There are still quite a few slots open, if anyone else would like some art done let me know >:3 I have lots of sample outside the stuff in my gallery, so if you're interested I could provide you with more examples.
That is all.
Denim F Tiger
5 days. Tick-tock.
Posted 17 years agoSo I find myself faced with quite a dilemma. I was offered the opportunity to accompany some friends down to the coast in a week. Unfortunately Hydra Media isn't turning a profit yet, but I really do feel like I need some time away.
So now I'm resorting to one of the few things I know to make a little money, hopefully enough so I can join said friends and take a week off. My reasons for going are personal, but it would be a significant event and I would regret for a long time not being able to attend.
At my current rates I'd need about 10 to make it for this trip, so things are a little bleak. I'll remain optimistic, but for how long I can't safely say ^_^
Hopefully there'll be some left over to invest back into Hydra too, but I'll take whatever I can get.
Basically... I'm available for commissions, if anyone's interested. I'll be checking back daily to see if anyone's biting.
Cheers
'Dirty' Denim Tiger
So now I'm resorting to one of the few things I know to make a little money, hopefully enough so I can join said friends and take a week off. My reasons for going are personal, but it would be a significant event and I would regret for a long time not being able to attend.
At my current rates I'd need about 10 to make it for this trip, so things are a little bleak. I'll remain optimistic, but for how long I can't safely say ^_^
Hopefully there'll be some left over to invest back into Hydra too, but I'll take whatever I can get.
Basically... I'm available for commissions, if anyone's interested. I'll be checking back daily to see if anyone's biting.
Cheers
'Dirty' Denim Tiger
Did You Really Think I'd Leave You Hanging?
Posted 18 years agoWell...
I'm back, baby >;-3
I'm back, baby >;-3
LULZ! Tagged? Wut?!1
Posted 18 years agoThe Rules
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose
the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their FA page comments and tell them to read yours.
Here goes:
1) I talk too much.
2) I can be rather absentminded.
3) The 'F' in Denim 'F' Tiger is for 'Fridge', an old nickname.
4) I enjoy music by Aqua.
5) I dislike Oprah.
6) I have never played either of the Diablo games.
Alright, so:
duo
wiru
tibrenith
saul
neongrizzly
rankhusky
Have fun, kids.
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose
the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their FA page comments and tell them to read yours.
Here goes:
1) I talk too much.
2) I can be rather absentminded.
3) The 'F' in Denim 'F' Tiger is for 'Fridge', an old nickname.
4) I enjoy music by Aqua.
5) I dislike Oprah.
6) I have never played either of the Diablo games.
Alright, so:
duo
wiru
tibrenith
saul
neongrizzly
rankhuskyHave fun, kids.
Poached from Wolfers
Posted 18 years ago1. What is your character's name?
Denim F Tiger
2. What is your character's name in another language?
I think 'denim' is pretty universal.
3. How old is he/she?
21.
4. What is your character's race/species?
Panthera tigris (corvus) sumatrae (with the fabled Maltese tiger gene of blue stripes)
5. Do they have a crush?
Yep.
6. Do they have many friends?
A handful of good ones, yeah.
7. What planet is your character from?
Earth.
8. Does your character like to eat?
Pussy? No, seriously, I like the usual stuff. Like pussy.
9. What's his/her favorite food?
A rack of ribs, extra fries, extra onion rings and a big soda to wash it down.
10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Pepsi.
11. Is your character annoying?
Bit of a know-it-all sometimes.
13. Is your character loved?
I would fuckin' hope so. You bastards had better appreciate me >:
14. Is your character hated?
Oh yeah v.v
15. Is she/he emo/goth?
With any luck the opposite, but some of the goth music is cool. And I dance to emo music >:p
16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Gay.
17. Is she/he a virgin?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*cough*AHAH*splutter*AHAHAHAH*dies*
18. Name 3 hobbies
Design, automotive modification and commercial media.
19. Is your character normal?
About as normal as I am. That's a, "No."
20. Is your character attractive?
I think he is, in a really scruffy, unkempt and untamed way. He's my shadow, I'm his.
21. How does your character handle emotions?
E...Em... That's a big word 3:< What's it mean?
22. Does your character have other forms?
Why would I need another one? I'm about as high up on the food chain as you can get without being... weird.
23. Does your character overreact?
Only when he's got his back to the wall and wants to rally the troops.
24. Is your character a criminal?
Does stealing hearts count? *saucy wink*
25. Does your character go to school?
Sure.
26. What's his/her IQ?
148
27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
This isn't a Saturday morning Scooby Doo cartoon >:p
28. Is your character dead?
...
29. Does your character have a family?
No.
30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Haven't we all?
31. What's the best time in your character's life?
Driving. With no traffic. And a full tank. And my favourite songs on the radio that's turned up way too loud.
32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
I don't understand the question.
33. Is your character single?
No.
34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes.
35. Does he/she have an element?
Yes. He has a ring that controls the element of "FAIL!", but it's broken and always backfires.
36. Do you roleplay your character?
It's difficult not to. As stated, Denim is my shadow. I'm his.
37. Do you write about your character?
Do I make up stories about him? No, he's me. We share a life in common.
38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Er... Not usually, not unless I'm pressed.
39. Does your character get depressed?
I suppose, but I'd call it very, very temporary anxiety.
40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Paris Hilton.
41. Does your character have any fears?
Everyone has learned how to fear something. If you mean crazy, irrational fears, then no. Actually, yes, but I don't want to talk about it >:p
42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Mmm... Bunnies. Fopsies. A certain husky.
43. Does your character look up to anyone?
No. I don't need a role model.
44. Does your character like music?
Yes.
45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
The kinds that gets his booty shaking.
46. Is he/she impatient?
I can be.
47. What's something funny about your character?
DO I LOOK FUNNY TO YOU, MOTHERFUCKER?! ... He's too shy to pee at the urinals.
48. Name 5 nicknames
Denny, Denimz, Deminz, Jeans, JeanPant
49. Does your character curse?
... Go fuck your mom, cocktwiddler.
50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
Kitty Has Reached Critical Mass!
Denim F Tiger
2. What is your character's name in another language?
I think 'denim' is pretty universal.
3. How old is he/she?
21.
4. What is your character's race/species?
Panthera tigris (corvus) sumatrae (with the fabled Maltese tiger gene of blue stripes)
5. Do they have a crush?
Yep.
6. Do they have many friends?
A handful of good ones, yeah.
7. What planet is your character from?
Earth.
8. Does your character like to eat?
Pussy? No, seriously, I like the usual stuff. Like pussy.
9. What's his/her favorite food?
A rack of ribs, extra fries, extra onion rings and a big soda to wash it down.
10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Pepsi.
11. Is your character annoying?
Bit of a know-it-all sometimes.
13. Is your character loved?
I would fuckin' hope so. You bastards had better appreciate me >:
14. Is your character hated?
Oh yeah v.v
15. Is she/he emo/goth?
With any luck the opposite, but some of the goth music is cool. And I dance to emo music >:p
16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Gay.
17. Is she/he a virgin?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*cough*AHAH*splutter*AHAHAHAH*dies*
18. Name 3 hobbies
Design, automotive modification and commercial media.
19. Is your character normal?
About as normal as I am. That's a, "No."
20. Is your character attractive?
I think he is, in a really scruffy, unkempt and untamed way. He's my shadow, I'm his.
21. How does your character handle emotions?
E...Em... That's a big word 3:< What's it mean?
22. Does your character have other forms?
Why would I need another one? I'm about as high up on the food chain as you can get without being... weird.
23. Does your character overreact?
Only when he's got his back to the wall and wants to rally the troops.
24. Is your character a criminal?
Does stealing hearts count? *saucy wink*
25. Does your character go to school?
Sure.
26. What's his/her IQ?
148
27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
This isn't a Saturday morning Scooby Doo cartoon >:p
28. Is your character dead?
...
29. Does your character have a family?
No.
30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Haven't we all?
31. What's the best time in your character's life?
Driving. With no traffic. And a full tank. And my favourite songs on the radio that's turned up way too loud.
32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
I don't understand the question.
33. Is your character single?
No.
34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes.
35. Does he/she have an element?
Yes. He has a ring that controls the element of "FAIL!", but it's broken and always backfires.
36. Do you roleplay your character?
It's difficult not to. As stated, Denim is my shadow. I'm his.
37. Do you write about your character?
Do I make up stories about him? No, he's me. We share a life in common.
38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Er... Not usually, not unless I'm pressed.
39. Does your character get depressed?
I suppose, but I'd call it very, very temporary anxiety.
40. What's your characters favorite animal?
Paris Hilton.
41. Does your character have any fears?
Everyone has learned how to fear something. If you mean crazy, irrational fears, then no. Actually, yes, but I don't want to talk about it >:p
42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Mmm... Bunnies. Fopsies. A certain husky.
43. Does your character look up to anyone?
No. I don't need a role model.
44. Does your character like music?
Yes.
45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
The kinds that gets his booty shaking.
46. Is he/she impatient?
I can be.
47. What's something funny about your character?
DO I LOOK FUNNY TO YOU, MOTHERFUCKER?! ... He's too shy to pee at the urinals.
48. Name 5 nicknames
Denny, Denimz, Deminz, Jeans, JeanPant
49. Does your character curse?
... Go fuck your mom, cocktwiddler.
50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
Kitty Has Reached Critical Mass!
Roses And Thorns, All In The Least Green Hands
Posted 18 years agoIt's ridiculously complex, the way you feel when the impossible happens and you meet someone that, right off the bat, has you on the back foot. And you're torn, aren't you, when you have to weigh and assess the nature of the attraction?
On one hand you want to dive in and swim it, you don't care if you drown because it feels so blissfully pleasurable just to be in their company. If it really was an ocean you wouldn't care as long as you're with them...
Then there's the inevitable hatred that springs from these things when they realise you were a mistake. When they find all the chinks in your armour, because you let it go too far and it turns ugly fast.
So you ask yourself, and squirm in your seat when they pollute your thoughts, "Do I want to rescue him, or will I end up just a regret?"
And all the while your guilt is in third place, eating your heart right the fuck out.
An open wound is nothing until you can rub salt into it. Six people I've lost in the last just-over-a-year. Six. I knew there'd be a seven, it's become a hobby, it would seem. Just as I crawl out from under my bed I get smacked in the face with the harsh reality that it's happened again. Or it's going to...
On one hand you want to dive in and swim it, you don't care if you drown because it feels so blissfully pleasurable just to be in their company. If it really was an ocean you wouldn't care as long as you're with them...
Then there's the inevitable hatred that springs from these things when they realise you were a mistake. When they find all the chinks in your armour, because you let it go too far and it turns ugly fast.
So you ask yourself, and squirm in your seat when they pollute your thoughts, "Do I want to rescue him, or will I end up just a regret?"
And all the while your guilt is in third place, eating your heart right the fuck out.
An open wound is nothing until you can rub salt into it. Six people I've lost in the last just-over-a-year. Six. I knew there'd be a seven, it's become a hobby, it would seem. Just as I crawl out from under my bed I get smacked in the face with the harsh reality that it's happened again. Or it's going to...
No Subject
Posted 19 years agoTruth or Dare? Okay, here's the deal........ You get to ask me *THREE QUESTIONS*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ..........now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you!
~ Poached From Duo ~
~ Poached From Duo ~
Stuff!
Posted 19 years agoPoached from Duo 'cause I love these things.
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone?: Anyone in particular? Sure.
2. Do they know it?: Yeah, okay, let's pretend they do.
3. Simple or complicated?: Complicated.
IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
4. Had sex: Only wit' yo' moms, bitch :(
5. Bought something: Yeah. Lots of lube.
6. Gotten sick?: Mmmmmmmhm.
7. Been hugged?: Yeah.
8. Felt stupid?: That's my dayjob, actually.
9. Talked to an ex: No. They're all dead....
10. Missed someone: Surely.
11. Failed a test: Only if life counts!
13. Danced: Yes.
14. Gotten your hair cut?: I cut my hair myself about two months ago.
15. Lied: I'm not wearing any panties.
U N I Q U E
16. Nervous habits?: Compulsive smoker, caffeine consumer, footpawtapper... I stick my tongue out a little when I'm concentrating.
17. Are you double jointed?: No, I wasn't blessed with an autofellate button.
18. Can you roll your tongue?: Sure.
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Only the left one, apparently.
20. Can you cross your eyes?: Yup.
21. Do you make your bed daily?: I don't see the point. I ruffle it to unsettle anything ebil, but I'm just gonna' crawl back into it later and mess it up again.
22. Do you think you are unique?: Only if you're taking the third nipple into account. And the fourth one.
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
23. Said "I Love you": Yeah.
24. Given money to a homeless person: Always on my birthday.
25. Smoked?: Less of a 'have-you-ever' more of 'Dear-God-you're-the-guy-from-The-X-Files!1'
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: Yup. It never came.
27. Snuck out?: Once or twice. All the time when I was about 14.
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: I used to. I should do that more often.
M A N N E R S
29. Do you swear/curse?: All the time.
30. Do you ever spit?: No, I always swallow? Is that what you want to hear? :)
31. You cook your own food?: No, I have a personal chef...
32. You do your own chores?: Yup.
33. You like beef jerky?: No. 'cause we don't call it jerky here and ours is better anyways.
35. You're happy with your life?: You know, I prefer to not ask myself that question. I like being too busy to think about it.
36. You own a dog?: Used to.
37. You spend your money wisely?: Never. Buying friends a round over a game of pool is more important to me than saving to buy a mansion. Maybe money isn't the root of all ebil, but I've seen people invest their happiness in their material wealth only to lose all that happiness when they money's gone. Ain't worth it.
38. Do you like to swim?: Love it.
39. When you get bored do you call a friend: Funny... They all seem to be dying on me. I've still goy my best friend, Michael.
D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S
41. Flowers or angels?: I grow roses.
42. Gray or black?: Grey
43. Color or black and white photos?: Black & White.
44. Lust or love?: Both. Pretending they're always separate things would be foolish.
45. Sunrise or sunset?: Either. Twilight's my favourite time of day.
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: Don't like sweet stuff.
48. Staying up late or waking up early?: I stay up real late so I can wake up real early and that's just how I am.
49. Being hot or cold?: Cold.
50. Winter or Fall?: Autumn. Always been my favourite season.
51. Left or right?: That's just a retarded question. We go where we must.
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: Hard to say. I just want to laze about and be adored. And paid for it!
53. Sunshine or rain?: Rain. Driving in it is great. Being out in it is even better.
more have you evers;;
Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: Sure.
Been Dumped?: Never. Unless you count that one time...
Stolen money from a friend?: Absolutely not.
Slept naked?: I've tried, but I can't really manage it. I sleep in whatever I'm wearing, awkward as it sounds. If I'm drunk enough I'll sleep in my sneakers.
Been in a fist fight?: Meh, when I was younger. Now I'm unofficially Buddhist and abhor violence outside of the martial arts.
Snuck out of your house?: Yes, I said that already.
Had a crush on a teacher?: Do I look like a teenage girl?
Seen someone die?: Close enough. I was the one who found my great-grandmother dead. I don't think I understood what it meant at the time, I don't think I've ever fully understood that death is 'The End'. Part of me wants to believe it's a good thing, but part of me wonders if there's more. If there is then I'm in so much trouble :)
Been on an airplane?: Sure. I like to pretend I'm nervous so the air hostess will give me lots of those little bottles of vodka.
Slept all day?: Though I despise doing so, yes, sometimes you overshoot the mark with the booze and pay the price the next day.
Missed someone so much it hurt?: All the time.
Fallen asleep during school?: By the time I was almost done with highschool my mathematics teacher openly admitted there was no hope of me passing so she let me do what I wanted in class. I slept a lot, doodled, read... I passed math, by the way. Barely.
Been lonely?: Yeah.
Cheated in a game?: Any means necessary.
Been to the ER?: Never been admitted to hospital. I'm really good at not doing stupid shit and failing badly.
Been in a car accident?: Bumps and swipes. Nothing more, but I wasn't driving.
Had detention?: Only once, ever. All that shit I did in highschool, I was way too smart to get caught!
Missed your first love?: ... The first real one. Yes.
Cried yourself to sleep?: Once or twice in my life. I was raised with some fundementals of social etiquette. Don't cry. Don't make a scene. If you must cry then don't let them see you're hurt.
Sung in the shower?: Nope.
Kissed a complete stranger?: Yup.
Laughed so hard you cried?: Often.
Regretted hurting someone?: Too often.
Regretted loving someone?: ... Never.
I made another meme thingamabob ha ha and heres a bonus question.
(Have you ever done something stupid- I try to, at least once a day ;)
Sorry had to fix some answers, i read those as ever happen instead of last month.
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone?: Anyone in particular? Sure.
2. Do they know it?: Yeah, okay, let's pretend they do.
3. Simple or complicated?: Complicated.
IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
4. Had sex: Only wit' yo' moms, bitch :(
5. Bought something: Yeah. Lots of lube.
6. Gotten sick?: Mmmmmmmhm.
7. Been hugged?: Yeah.
8. Felt stupid?: That's my dayjob, actually.
9. Talked to an ex: No. They're all dead....
10. Missed someone: Surely.
11. Failed a test: Only if life counts!
13. Danced: Yes.
14. Gotten your hair cut?: I cut my hair myself about two months ago.
15. Lied: I'm not wearing any panties.
U N I Q U E
16. Nervous habits?: Compulsive smoker, caffeine consumer, footpawtapper... I stick my tongue out a little when I'm concentrating.
17. Are you double jointed?: No, I wasn't blessed with an autofellate button.
18. Can you roll your tongue?: Sure.
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Only the left one, apparently.
20. Can you cross your eyes?: Yup.
21. Do you make your bed daily?: I don't see the point. I ruffle it to unsettle anything ebil, but I'm just gonna' crawl back into it later and mess it up again.
22. Do you think you are unique?: Only if you're taking the third nipple into account. And the fourth one.
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
23. Said "I Love you": Yeah.
24. Given money to a homeless person: Always on my birthday.
25. Smoked?: Less of a 'have-you-ever' more of 'Dear-God-you're-the-guy-from-The-X-Files!1'
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: Yup. It never came.
27. Snuck out?: Once or twice. All the time when I was about 14.
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: I used to. I should do that more often.
M A N N E R S
29. Do you swear/curse?: All the time.
30. Do you ever spit?: No, I always swallow? Is that what you want to hear? :)
31. You cook your own food?: No, I have a personal chef...
32. You do your own chores?: Yup.
33. You like beef jerky?: No. 'cause we don't call it jerky here and ours is better anyways.
35. You're happy with your life?: You know, I prefer to not ask myself that question. I like being too busy to think about it.
36. You own a dog?: Used to.
37. You spend your money wisely?: Never. Buying friends a round over a game of pool is more important to me than saving to buy a mansion. Maybe money isn't the root of all ebil, but I've seen people invest their happiness in their material wealth only to lose all that happiness when they money's gone. Ain't worth it.
38. Do you like to swim?: Love it.
39. When you get bored do you call a friend: Funny... They all seem to be dying on me. I've still goy my best friend, Michael.
D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S
41. Flowers or angels?: I grow roses.
42. Gray or black?: Grey
43. Color or black and white photos?: Black & White.
44. Lust or love?: Both. Pretending they're always separate things would be foolish.
45. Sunrise or sunset?: Either. Twilight's my favourite time of day.
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: Don't like sweet stuff.
48. Staying up late or waking up early?: I stay up real late so I can wake up real early and that's just how I am.
49. Being hot or cold?: Cold.
50. Winter or Fall?: Autumn. Always been my favourite season.
51. Left or right?: That's just a retarded question. We go where we must.
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: Hard to say. I just want to laze about and be adored. And paid for it!
53. Sunshine or rain?: Rain. Driving in it is great. Being out in it is even better.
more have you evers;;
Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: Sure.
Been Dumped?: Never. Unless you count that one time...
Stolen money from a friend?: Absolutely not.
Slept naked?: I've tried, but I can't really manage it. I sleep in whatever I'm wearing, awkward as it sounds. If I'm drunk enough I'll sleep in my sneakers.
Been in a fist fight?: Meh, when I was younger. Now I'm unofficially Buddhist and abhor violence outside of the martial arts.
Snuck out of your house?: Yes, I said that already.
Had a crush on a teacher?: Do I look like a teenage girl?
Seen someone die?: Close enough. I was the one who found my great-grandmother dead. I don't think I understood what it meant at the time, I don't think I've ever fully understood that death is 'The End'. Part of me wants to believe it's a good thing, but part of me wonders if there's more. If there is then I'm in so much trouble :)
Been on an airplane?: Sure. I like to pretend I'm nervous so the air hostess will give me lots of those little bottles of vodka.
Slept all day?: Though I despise doing so, yes, sometimes you overshoot the mark with the booze and pay the price the next day.
Missed someone so much it hurt?: All the time.
Fallen asleep during school?: By the time I was almost done with highschool my mathematics teacher openly admitted there was no hope of me passing so she let me do what I wanted in class. I slept a lot, doodled, read... I passed math, by the way. Barely.
Been lonely?: Yeah.
Cheated in a game?: Any means necessary.
Been to the ER?: Never been admitted to hospital. I'm really good at not doing stupid shit and failing badly.
Been in a car accident?: Bumps and swipes. Nothing more, but I wasn't driving.
Had detention?: Only once, ever. All that shit I did in highschool, I was way too smart to get caught!
Missed your first love?: ... The first real one. Yes.
Cried yourself to sleep?: Once or twice in my life. I was raised with some fundementals of social etiquette. Don't cry. Don't make a scene. If you must cry then don't let them see you're hurt.
Sung in the shower?: Nope.
Kissed a complete stranger?: Yup.
Laughed so hard you cried?: Often.
Regretted hurting someone?: Too often.
Regretted loving someone?: ... Never.
I made another meme thingamabob ha ha and heres a bonus question.
(Have you ever done something stupid- I try to, at least once a day ;)
Sorry had to fix some answers, i read those as ever happen instead of last month.
What's The Deal With....
Posted 19 years agoJerry Seinfeld once answered, when asked which episode of his television show was his favourite, that they were all his babies. The same amount of effort, creativity and love went into each one.
Taken out of context then it's easy to see that when you choose to do things you're passionate about the best way to do them is with that mindset of total dedication. I've heard people say before that they're passionate about something only to contradict that with a, "But..."
<.<
Relative to the above, I spoke to a guy last night who was concerned that he was reaching the point in his life where deciding on his career was becoming important. Taking a mate was becoming more important to him too. All of this was compounded by an inability to find comfort in the words of others.
I'm concerned about him, he's a really great guy. I have faith in him though, and I told him so. I've experienced similar voids where I was unable to deal with the expectations placed on my shoulders about career decisions, relationships and I felt as if the only person I could depend on was myself.
What's my point?
The best advice I was ever given was to identify my passions and hammer those fuckers away for as long as I could. That's what's gotten me by so far and I'll be damned if I'm wrong.
If this guy can just take what he loves and pour his heart and soul into it then I know he'll be just fine. Once you pass that initial wall into following your heart any others that follow will crumble before you. Sometimes it's immediate. Sometimes they take a while to go at with a hammer. Jerry Seinfeld knows that. I know that too.
>.>
On the side, I finally uploaded some of art onto FA and I'l really happy that I'm getting feedback on it. I appreciate the comments, the compliments and the watches. Thanks, everyone!
Later Days
Denim
Taken out of context then it's easy to see that when you choose to do things you're passionate about the best way to do them is with that mindset of total dedication. I've heard people say before that they're passionate about something only to contradict that with a, "But..."
<.<
Relative to the above, I spoke to a guy last night who was concerned that he was reaching the point in his life where deciding on his career was becoming important. Taking a mate was becoming more important to him too. All of this was compounded by an inability to find comfort in the words of others.
I'm concerned about him, he's a really great guy. I have faith in him though, and I told him so. I've experienced similar voids where I was unable to deal with the expectations placed on my shoulders about career decisions, relationships and I felt as if the only person I could depend on was myself.
What's my point?
The best advice I was ever given was to identify my passions and hammer those fuckers away for as long as I could. That's what's gotten me by so far and I'll be damned if I'm wrong.
If this guy can just take what he loves and pour his heart and soul into it then I know he'll be just fine. Once you pass that initial wall into following your heart any others that follow will crumble before you. Sometimes it's immediate. Sometimes they take a while to go at with a hammer. Jerry Seinfeld knows that. I know that too.
>.>
On the side, I finally uploaded some of art onto FA and I'l really happy that I'm getting feedback on it. I appreciate the comments, the compliments and the watches. Thanks, everyone!
Later Days
Denim
