Idk I just feel like talking with more people lately. But yeah, my Skype is "hurbles" if any of you feel like chatting me up some time

ugh, I do get anxiety speaking with people so if you do feel like chatting, I always prefer IM instead of calling, and I can't always promise a quick response

So yeah, Happy Birthday to me I turned 18 today. I have gotten messages asking about my age and was very conservative in telling because some people have been put off by my -youngness-, but I think now everything would be better. I thought I was gonna be happy because you know, I'm legal for everything now but I don't really know how to feel about this tho, still kinda just 'meh'

Anyways, the news is that as of August, I'll finally be away from my family and I will be attending Northern Kentucky University (doubt any of you've heard of it; its just like 10-15 mins outside of Cincinnati). And with that I hope that I'll be able to attend cons (if I get over my anxiety), meet up with friends and other stuff I was unable to do in my current situation.

So yeeeaaah

I feel sick

I've always liked the victorian and the gothic-revival era (to me about, 1848-1918). I'm very particular to the new wave of revolutions and social change. I also find it VERY VERY aesthetically appeasing, and Bloodborne so far has only solidified my love of this era. So, what era or movement do you guys most enjoy?

Holy crap I hit 150 watchers the other day! This is so cool! Some of the things I've heard about my work are just so nice, it helps with my own personal issues with how I think of it. I know I'm not the most enthusiastic or gleeful about my own art but some of the little things really do help!

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Ok so I decided instead of having two slots rn, to just go ahead and leave it open for now. So at any point you seen this journal up and would like a commission, just send a note
info on commissions (cause I'm a lazy fuck):http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6569411/
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14939947/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15649237/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16000417/

Ok so I decided instead of having two slots rn, to just go ahead and leave it open for now. So at any point you seen this journal up and would like a commission, just send a note
info on commissions (cause I'm a lazy fuck):http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6569411/
examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14939947/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15649237/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16000417/


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Been thinking lately about WHAT my style is. I've heard in the past "imaginative realism" which sounds neat, but I was thinking like, if there was a name for it what would it be.

Also I'm working on a t-shirt print rn, if it goes as I planned, maybe maybe maybe I might think about selling shirts or just prints. My biggest issue would be shipping tho so thats also been on my mind.

Um so I wanna see how I fair with commissions, so this is gonna be a test.
$10 for a full sketchbook spread
All that I'll request from those who are interested is a ref, I will take some request for things to draw but I will ask for your permission to go off and do some other fun things with whatever you want. I DONT WANNA SOUND LIKE IM BRUTALIZING YOUR THING just requesting a bit of freedom.

**the sketch pages will stay with me, at least until I feel that I am done with this sketchbook and I can arrange a way for you to get the drawings**

ex:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14939947/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15649237/
(of course tho they will be documented better than these)

Just note me if you're interested! I'll catch up on them tomorrow, had a long day ; ;

slot 1.___M5-Memyou (finished)

slot 2.___

gone

Who are your favorite artists? Just curious, doesn't have to be here or furry

ooo lots of new faces! some really fun ones too!

...idk where to go from here. how are you guys doing?? do you have any questions for me??

~~things to do~~

Requests:
-ALthegirl
-Arkahik??

Personal:
-more digital stuff
-two pages everyday--sketchbook

~~things to do~~

Requests:
-ALthegirl
-Arkahik??

Personal:
-start comic
-more digital studies
-two pages everyday--sketchbook

And all that jazz. FINALS ARE OVER so now I might be able to finally get some shit done...especially the art I promised to do for some

Nice thing to see when I got home from work. So 100 watchers, that's awesome. Free Art, anyone? Yeah I'll do whatever, just make a comment or note or smoke signal or mental projection and I'll do something c: I'll probably do sketches or digital experiments, anything will help cause I'm horrible at making myself do art ;w; fyi tho, the next two weeks are finals and projects so they might be slow.

Ok so, just a quick survey thingy. What do you find to be the better aspects of my art? or what would y'all like to see more?

(as long as this journal is up, the offer for art still stands)

wow, only 2 more people until I get 100 watchers. Maybe I'll do something if I do get it...

Just wanna say thanks for those who do, tho I honestly don't understand why you'd follow me, especially since a lot of you are just fucking amazing artists yourselves, like seriously y'all are so awesome!

GO SEE INTERSTELLAR!!!!! I'VE ALReADY SEEN IT THREE TIMES AND IF YOU ARE, GO SEE IT IN IMAX. IT IS SERIOUSLY SO FUCKING AMAZING. THE SOUNDTRACK ALONE HAS CONSUMED ME AND OMG THE CINEMATOGRAPHY. ONE OF THE PRETTIEST IVE SEEN, ON PAR WITH "THE FALL" PLAESE GO SEE IT

I feel like leaving everything. Just delete my twitter, tumblr, Fa, Weasyl, Skype, etc. and don't return. or just simply fade away

I was having a rough day, and finding this made me feel better https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1CNNf9iU9Y

Is there any place where I can get Photoshop CS5 for free? I got a new laptop, thankfully, and I wanted to try and get into more digital art, since it's more commercial and a LOT easier than painting IRL. Also, I do have a Mac, if that helps

I'm sorry. During the last few weeks I hit an all time low, very horrible and disgusting thoughts occurred. I know I've posted some stuff during June but I've been in this major depressive art block since May. I have not drawn anything since July-August, painting is even worse. But I can say that I do feel somewhat better than what's happened recently. For the first time in a while, I'm working on a painting that I kinda enjoy...I'll still probably too much of a bitch to post it tho. I'm starting to get back into drawing; I needed to clean myself so, away with the old skecthbooks...maybe a possibility of commissions...I have been working on my story, to which I've decided to call "Mother of God", and I feel like it's coming close to an end with me. I hope to get it out and be more open, I wanna collab with friends and those interested. Speaking of friends, I sincerely apologize for my unwillingness to talk and general isolation. This sounds as if I've snapped out of it, but to say that would be a lie, I'm in a relative high. I'm still scared and riddled with issues, this is sad but, I honestly can't remember a time when I haven't been depressed. Now am I gonna be here more often or more active?, probably not. I don't know why I'm making this journal...I'll guarantee you that after I post this, I'll regret it and want to delete it...

Most likely nothing is gonna change, but whatever.

sorry

Yo, sorry for being a butt and not coming here as often as I should. I did just create a Twitter account, @hurbles, I honestly don't know how to use it (I'm horrible when it comes to computer stuff) and will probably be like my tumblr a daily thought blog-thingy. I also do have an Instagram as well, Burganetbutts. So...idk thought I'd just put it out there

I'm bored. You guys wanna do a Q&A? Ask stuff about me, OCs, story/world stuff, I dunno. I'm just bored

I see that you guys on FA aren't fans of Eva. I was having a wonderful discussion on Weasyl. Anyways, WATCH NEON GENESIS EVANGELION IT WILL CHANGE YOU THEN WATCH END OF EVANGELION IT IS THE BEST MOVIE EVER AND WONDERFULLY FINISHES THE SERIES

(ps. ignore Rebuild, but maybe watch 3.33)

Are any of you guys Evangelion fans? I'm just curious since Neon Genesis is the only anime that I've ever completed or watch (I'm not a weeb). And that along with I've only ever completed three tv shows, Evangelion is kinda big deal for me. EoE is my absolute favorite movie, just above Blade Runner and Lawrence of Arabia, and Evangelion is one of my prime inspirations for A LOT of things. And with that question, if you are a fan, what are your opinions about Rebuild?

_(:з」∠)_

I'm bored let's do sstuff lets chat