I just wanted to take the time to explain why I haven’t been that active on here or my discord, to be honest I think it is just me. I have just felt very bad about myself and trying to start my life and year off good, but every-time I try I just go right back down.

I have lost many friends and people I talked to along the way, I am a very busy fox and a lot of days I may be unable to talk as much, which some people just don’t understand, they think I am ignoring them or just being plain rude which I don’t ever want to come across as. I love to only spread love and appreciation for all my friends and those I am close to.

I try to take the time to talk to anyone that wants to meet me or even just to chat or rp, I just wish people could be patient with me knowing how my days are being a dancer and trying to find a job that works with it. I am very stressed and anxious a lot and knowing that people are annoyed with my absence really hurts. I don’t ever want people to think I am just using or talking to them when I feel like it because that is not me. The real me is someone that appreciates the time and respect I earn from my friends and those that interact with me. I honor everyone’s feelings and personalities with respect and true fullness and only want to be real with you all.

I would just like to end by saying that I love you all and thank you for taking the time to read this, my discord and telegram are still open but I may be slow to reply. Thanks again 🦊❤️

Hey I want to be real with you guys for once, my friend Farside is having his stuff leaked and uploaded to sites and telegram that is not from him, if you end up running into these please report and block it immediately as to this is not him posting the stuff. I have done all I could do to report and get it removed but with the help from you guys it will help get it removed quicker.

Thank you for reading this,

Derrick 🦊