so since the outage here i've been thinking about linking my other accounts just in case things go south on FA permanently or suddenly idk
the thing is i don't really post on many sites except this one. most of my other accounts are social media, which i don't post art on. so i went ahead and made a weasyl account just to test it out. honestly it looks promising so far, but since FA has such a large user base, this will stay my most active art account. unless more problems start popping up on FA, like i said.
but here is basically a post of all my public accounts, art or personal that i use regularly:
https://www.weasyl.com/~dizzyhyena
http://hyenaqueena.tumblr.com/ (excuse the shitty layout i'm working on renovating it)
hellahyena on instagram
i'm also thinking about making a fursuit account on facebook so if that happens i'll post the link here. last one i got booted from for adding a lot of friends at once. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
so yeah as for my weasyl if you follow me here you can also follow me there. most things i post there will be doodles and experimental stuff. ill follow back if i follow you here.

as for commissions im open now completely. since im completely done with school for the summer and have a steady work schedule ill be able to get out commissions quicker than usual. im doing all of my normal stuff (badges, digital drawings, etc) so anything you'd like to see dont be afraid to ask. if you want something experimental or a little different im totally willing and will charge a lot less for. i want over the summer to get out of my comfort zone and try new things
thanks for reading!
~des

I got the app like a month ago but all the matches it brings up for me either stop replying or I can never tell what they're trying to draw (as in zero effort). If you want to add me for some hella drawings my username is Official Phil Collins so yeah watch me draw dumb shit with my sausage fingers, friends.

first a general update about life and junk:
basically i'm just kind of in a slump in most facets right now. i'm very nervous because i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow morning and i just hope that all is okay health-wise. i can't really afford to go the doctor very often so i'm always nervous that something might be wrong from one visit to the next, as i maybe only visit once ever two-ish years. it seems like what i'm going to get checked out could be just fine or not good at all and i just want to get it over with and be handed some good news.
artistically i'm in a slump. i feel like nothing i make is good enough. it basically never gets any attention from people, and its not like i do this for praise because if you know me or have for a while you'll know that i really just love art and want to do that as a career. but taking HOURS to create something that might get 3 faves here and 5 notes on tumblr is kind of discouraging for an artist that wants to do this as a career. now i don't mean to be passive aggressive or throw shade to you guys but please understand that at this point in my artistic life i'm feeling pretty down on my art.
emotionally i'm in a slump (but what else is new). i really hope to find some sort of therapy this year but what i'm most afraid of is finding something just right and not being able to afford that as a permanent treatment option. feeling like i've tried but there's not really anywhere else to turn is why i've been so reluctant to try in the first place. i just don't know what i'm up against and i feel that i don't really have a support net to help me in the right direction. it just feels overwhelming and a little hopeless to be completely honest but enough of the sad shit lets get to commissions.
Commissions: i'm open and readily taking them, as i've just finished the last one on my list. all my prices and stuff are listed here and i am trying a new commission type which i'll explain in the next section
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7195305/
all prices and types should be listed and accurate. full ref sheets, however, have been changed to $25+ as it takes me a very long time and a lot of effort to create one.
YCH ref sheets for sale
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19329861/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19329805/
these are $15 right now but i'm now offering simple ref sheets like these for $20 they will come with all the info described from these YCH sheets but will be made for your character species. if you have any questions feel free to note me about it. i check my FA every day.
now if these YCH aren't taken in two weeks, im going to list them on another site and take them down from FA until i can fill the slot, so the will only be available until then.
thanks again everone
~des

hey guys, just realized i haven't updated my queue or generally done much around here lately. i've been working on current commissions and just started to my new semester of college. (also i'm taking on more hours at work and less at school so i can go to school and bring in a bit of money at the same time. it's not ideal for me stress-wise but it's good for right now).

updated queue starts here:

1)  ermazing Ref sheet PAID- almost completed
2)  kleur Ref Sheet PAID- working on outlining atm

i can take on 2-3 more slots so here is the updated price list/commission types journal if you'd like to take a look! note me if you have any questions :>
Also not listed: i can do valentine's day couples art as well (just ask for prices)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7195305/

okay last thing: would anyone be interested in seeing adoptables here? i have like 3 in mind but i'm nervous that i won't be able to sell any :s maybe just let me know what you think about the idea?
thanks always guys
~des

well i'm just about finished with my current queue again and hoping to get a few more slots (maybe 4 or 5) to be completed before the end of December.
as many of you guys know, i do commissions in my free time between work and school, basically as a safety net to make sure i always have gas in my car, etc. i appreciate every single commission i get, thank you guys again so much for everything!

types of commissions available:
-Reference sheets ($20+) these are kind of "personalized", so anything you want i can make sure to include, which influences the prices. Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17879026/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18074453/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17785526/
- sketch pages ($10) Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18237756/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17948514/
- traditional and digital ($10 heaadshots and $14 full bodies) Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17690369/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17720612/
- holiday badges (ask for prices)
- also i can do fursuit parts, fursuit bandanas, and props (ask for prices)

current queue:
1.  whiskerpaws - ref sheet (PAID)
2.  sushinomster - sketch page (PAID)
3.
4.
5,


hanks guys and don't hesitate to ask me any questions you might have!
~des

tbh if you like furry shit, art, animation, me whining, and memes you should totally follow me blog. honestly though
http://hyenaqueena.tumblr.com/
and also if you have a (clean/ sfw) furry/art/meme blog i'd love to follow you guys back :3

jesus christ?? i don't know if any of you guys watch cr1tikal videos, but he's gone since the beginning of his channel up to a million subscribers and decided not to show his face throughout. he's such a cinnamon roll gosh
but he recently revealed his name and dropped his (public) snapchat account and he's gorgeous holy shit??
im sorry to spam and if you on't really care that much and stuff but oh my gosh im squealing like an idiot at this sweet baby cinnamon roll?
watch him please, his sense of humor is a+
penguinz0 on youtube
~des

i love doing these things so im putting it on you guys while i eat dinner
i tag all of you guys (i mean if you want to!)

a – age: 20 (too young to be feeling like such a grumpy old person)
b – biggest fear: those October "haunted house" things and horror movies, roller coasters (or heights in general), and what comes after death because wtf man that got me fucked up 24/7

c – current time: 5:38p

d – drink you last had are having: dr. pepper
e – easiest person to talk to: my best friend *heart eyes emoji*
f – favorite song: recently i've been into "Blame Hoffman/ Rosetta Stoned" by Tool. Honestly it's fucking amazing ;<;

g – ghosts, are they real: i think so! too spooky 4 me though
h – heritage: uhh i don't know for sure actually. i'm just a white american lol

i – in love with: my boyfriend <3 and my pooches
j - Jealous of: literally everyone who can rock tattoos and piercings i look like such a nerd with mine ;n;

k – killed someone?: who hasn't am i right ladies
l – last time you cried?: a few days ago (maybe yesterday??) i haven't been feeling well mentally lately
m – middle name: Raye! i love my middle name
n – number of siblings: 3 sisters
o – one wish: i want wings actually attach them onto me asap
p – person who you last called: my mom
q – question you’re always asked: "is that how you spell/pronounce your name?" my name is spelled weird so most people have to try a couple times sorry guys ;;
r – reason to smile: when you get your packages in the mail #justlittlethings
s – song last sang: "Wheel in the sky"by Journey

t – time you woke up: freaking 8 am (on the only day i had to sleep in this week and my sister calls me to ask me to bring something to her school >:I )
u – underwear color: black and white polka dots :3

v – vacation destination: uh i want to go to Europe someday, but i really want to go on a beach trip/cruise next summer
w – worst habit: putting myself down
x – x-rays you’ve had: nothing aside from those standard dental x-rays #strongbones
y – your favorite food: pasta and chicken all day every day
z – zodiac sign: Virgo! i love zodiac shit <3

like i said i love these meme things! if you guy do this let me know! i love reading them!
~des

i just wanted to say thank you guys so much for all the commissions these past few months. i just love doing art for you guys and im really glad you guys like it too. like i said in previous journals, i've been going through some financial troubles lately, with school and all, and its so great to be able to do what i love and be able to earn the money to keep my head above water while doing it. this is just a big thank you to everyone, i really appreciate all of it <3
as for my queue today:
1)  raqox traditional headshot badge and one design commission and ref sheet
2)  malachlte a second sketchpage (PAID) COMPLETED
3)  kittystarpaw 2 sketch pages (PAID) COMPLETED
4)  piecreature 2 sketch pages (PAID) COMPLETED
5)  whiskerpaws reference sheet (PAID)


i'll be adding and editing as needed! if i owe you anything whatsoever or if you are not on the list and you should be, please let me know! :3

so i just found out that my college took another $350 out of my account AGAIN with zero warning.
man just when i thought i was getting back up on my feet.
so i'm opening up to 5 commission slots earlier than i thought i would, which is fine by me because i love doing commissions in my free time. i have a lot of different commission types i'm offering right now, visit my last journal for details and prices: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7028085/
*and depending on the commission you'd like, i can get it done much faster than usual now that my schedule has become steady again.
*just ask for examples or an estimated completed time if you'd like
*also i'm taking reference sheet commissions for $15 (usually i would charge $20+ for a ref sheet)
- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16235144/
- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13541024/
*and i'm hoping to list some premade fursuit props soon so look out for those as well~
thank you guys so much for past commissions and taking the time to read this. i had no idea that i would be so strapped for cash at the moment but life happens. that being said, i need to take commissions that can be paid for quickly. the most i can hold the slot for will be a few days. it's basically first come first serve, so the first person to pay will get the first slot available. if you can't pay within a few days, i'd still be more than happy to accept your commission; however, it will be pushed back until other people's have been completed.
~des

hey guys i'm open for a couple different types of commissions right now
(bc my college has basically punched me in the face and took all my money)
sooo i'm opening for between 3 and 4 slots for some different stuff, including
-traditional and digital badges (headshots- $10 and full-body- $13)
-chibi head shot digital badges ($3)
-sketch pages ($5 per page, digital only)
-fursuit bandanas ($15 each or $12 with purchase of a badge, ask me about my available patterns)
-simple tails ($12 to $30 depending on size and color)
-holiday badges! (head shot- $10 and full body- $13)
-fursuit props (simple fleece props, $10 to $20 depending on size and complexity)

so if you're interested just leave a comment and i'll add you to my queue; i'm only taking 3-4 slots so if you cannot pay until more than a week from today i'll probably have to add you to the next batch, which probably won't be until at least the first of october. i'm hoping to have all slots finished (and mailed if need be) before the end of september.

*if you want examples of anything please send me a note and i can link you to whatever you need <3
*shipping is $2 in the u.s. for badges and bandanas, props and tails will depend on size
*if you want a traditional or a full body chibi badge, just ask c:

~des

Just an update: I probably won't be posting any art for a little while here. I'm completely overwhelmed with school. This month has seemed to drag on forever, and I feel just not good, for various reasons. I don't know what it is. I've been really wanting to see some professional therapy type help but I dont think there's any way I could afford it. I just feel more and more purposeless every day, and that's a sucky way to spend your youthful years. I'm so tired of feeling bad about myself and getting weird mentally. I don't want to whine but I just feel blue, sorry for the dumbness
~~~
Also I'm debuting my refinished Desmond suit on Saturday to San Japan. If you're going then, look for me! It'll just be a simple partial, since I didn't have time to finish the rest of it, but hopefully I can get some good photos and just have a good time there
~des

i just made a couple examples~ right now i have a red picnic blanket bandana and a pizza pattern bandana. i think tomorrow im going to swing by the fabric shop and pick up a striped pattern, and a french fry pattern as well! if you want one, they're $10+ shipping or $15 with a headshot badge (that comes laminated and with a badge clip)
they come with your choice of button or velcro fastenings and a small hole in the side for clipping on your badges
i have the photo set here: https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?.....mp;amp;theater